Chapter 777 Break the Shackles of the Previous Life

? Su Yingxue asked this sentence, deep down she wanted to try to create a little love atmosphere for the two of them to miss each other when they were in the world. She is not proficient in this, or even has no experience, but she is willing to try, It was also a change in her heart.

She realized that if she wanted to pay close attention to Li Mu, she could no longer be hesitant about the progress of the relationship between the two like before. Li Mu had also taken the initiative, but because of her hesitation, Li Mu has now stopped taking the initiative. , In this case, if you are still hesitant, then this relationship will definitely not be good.

Li Mu's thoughts suddenly went back to his previous life.

Working hard in Yanjing alone, dragging a tired body back to the rented house and lying on the single bed every day, he would always involuntarily think about things, or think about some realistic, work at hand. What to do in the follow-up, how to implement a certain function, how to solve a certain bug; or, just think of some completely wishful thinking.

For example, I imagine that I have a luxury car and can travel all over China; I imagine that my annual salary is over one million, I can buy a house and a car in Yanjing, and even bring my parents over to enjoy it; I imagine that I can be with Su Yingxue, that way , I will no longer have such a sleepless night. Every night, I can hold her and sleep with great satisfaction.

Many times Li Mu thinks of being extra involved, imagining Su Yingxue being with him, imagining that his life is perfectly integrated with hers, imagining that he and her will manage life better together, making everyone envious, thinking too much. , I didn't even fall asleep until three or four in the morning, I was in that kind of half-dream and half-awake state, all my imaginations were still controlled by my own brain, but it was because of this half-dream and half-awake that I felt different. reality.

The price of this is usually to drag an extremely exhausted body and spirit through a whole day of high-intensity work the next day, but Li Mu always enjoys it. The most heartwarming moment in a boring life.

Thinking of this, Li Mu was moved, closed his eyes and said softly, "I want to lie on the bed quietly and hug you, stay awake and not sleep."

Su Yingxue's voice was a bit shy: "Why don't you sleep? What bad idea is in your head?"

Li Mu chuckled softly: "I didn't make any bad ideas, I just wanted to hold you until three or four o'clock, until I was dazed, and until the quietest place, to experience the multiple fusion of dream and reality. "

"Multiple fusion of dream and reality? What does it mean?" Su Yingxue didn't understand.

I thought Li Mu would say something provocative and explicit, but he even summoned up the courage to try his best to cater to him on the phone,

But he didn't expect his answer to make him a little confused.

Li Mu, who was very tired from the beginning, closed his eyes, and his mental state accelerated and sluggish. Exhausted physically and mentally, he rolled lazily on the bed, and deep down he caught the state of tossing and turning in the middle of the night, which was both real and fantasy. .

At this time, Li Mu no longer regards himself as the so-called billionaire at the moment, as if he has returned to his previous life, back to the half-dream and half-awake situation where everything was left to his imagination.

Thinking of Su Yingxue, Li Mu felt a little sad in his heart.

Without answering Su Yingxue's question, Li Mu said in a daze, "I want to sing you a song..."

Su Yingxue's heart was sweet, she couldn't help saying excitedly, "You sing, I'm listening!"

Without any preheating, Li Mu just opened his mouth and hummed the song "What to Do" by Zhang Zhenyue.

"You are my only dream,

It's my only trouble.

How to do……

Whenever the starry night sky,

There is always a little emptiness in my heart,

How to do……

You always walk by in a hurry,

You never stop,

And I'm waiting,

one of your answers.

An indescribable loneliness,

A mood without support,

How to do……

Alone on a late autumn night,

Should I walk away slowly?

How should I do……"

Li Mu sang softly, even because he was dazed, half-dream, half-awake, and even slurred in some places, but he sang very heartily. This song represents all his feelings for Su Yingxue in his previous life, whether he was infatuated with Su Yingxue for so many years, Whether you are obsessed, deceive yourself, or feel unwilling, everything is in this song.

In Li Mu's personal opinion, this song is simply the most perfect expression and interpretation of a crush. It cuts in from the first-person perspective throughout, and seems to be confessing to the girl he has a crush on, but Li Mu can understand this song very well. The deep affection and helplessness contained in it, this is not a confession, this is clearly a coward who dares to love but dare not say it, dare to think but dare not do it, and only thinks and talks to himself in the middle of the night. Just an inner monologue.

Isn't this the true portrayal of Su Yingxue in his previous life?

In his last life, Li Mu was not really just waiting for Su Yingxue, he was also constantly in contact with other girls, but it was very difficult for him to give up his obsession with Su Yingxue, so that it was difficult for him to get rid of other emotions. Dedicated.

Not being able to devote himself fully is the main reason why Li Mu is still single in his thirties. No matter how mediocre he is, at least he is still a white-collar worker. He is not bad looking. There are girls who are willing to fall in love with him. There are also girls who roll sheets, but because he can't devote himself fully, is willing to live with him for a long time, or is willing to marry him, Li Mu has never met a single girl in his last life.

If there were similar girls in his previous life who were willing to be with him forever, even if Li Mu still had Su Yingxue in his heart, he would not be foolish enough to wait for Su Yingxue to be in his thirties. For him, Su Yingxue sang in this song:

"You are my only dream, and my only worry, what should I do?"

Everyone has a dream, and even if the dream can't come true, most people can accept the reality with peace of mind, but once the dream becomes a trouble, they really don't know what to do.

In his last life, Li Mu couldn't calmly accept the gap between his dream and reality, so he was always trapped in it and couldn't extricate himself.

And, most importantly, Li Mu is such a passive animal in the emotional world. He is accustomed to secret love, accustomed to pressing his feelings to the bottom of his heart, and even more accustomed to suppressing his own needs, and Su Yingxue is also emotionally passive. The product, two passive people, are like two sets of transmission systems, with obvious functional conflicts, without the drive of the engine, how can the two sets of transmission systems make the four wheels run?

It is precisely because of this reason that Zhao Ziqiu seems to be so in tune with Li Mu's emotional world and let nature take its course. She is enthusiastic and proactive. After realizing Li Mu's emotional passivity, she immediately transformed herself into a troll. The constantly burning engine, the surging power is sent to Li Mu, once he makes Li Mu move, the car can run.

Li Mu's subconscious always felt that there was a problem between himself and Su Yingxue, but he never understood where the problem came from.

He used to think that Su Yingxue's presence by his side was the proof of his rebirth, and he seemed to have obtained great satisfaction, but he ignored how to manage the relationship between the two.

He held the deep-rooted imprint of his previous life, formalized and symbolized Su Yingxue in his mind, but did not make any effort to remove this imprint, and then transformed her from a symbolic symbol into a tangible existence. Because of this, Su Yingxue has always been Not really entering his life, which eventually led to the relationship between the two becoming more and more passive.

At this moment, Li Mu finally realized the problem between himself and Su Yingxue. The problem is not her. After all, she has not experienced rebirth. She is such a slow and passive person, but if she does not work hard, the two will inevitably stagnate. Not moving forward, but now Su Yingxue has already accepted herself, if she were more active, the situation might not be as passive as it is now.

Thinking like this, Li Mu also sang the chorus part of this song. At this time, Li Mu sang was even more affectionate and sincere:

"Stand at the door of your heart,

I don't know what's in your heart,

have i...

I really want to pause the world's time,

so that I can take my heart,

Let you see..."

At this time, Su Yingxue quietly listened to Li Mu's soft singing, and she was completely attracted by Li Mu's sincere singing. She didn't know why Li Mu sang this song to herself, because in her opinion, this song seemed to be similar to Li Mu's. His feelings were not in tune with him. With the reality in place, Su Yingxue couldn't believe that Li Mu felt so affectionate towards him.

However, every word of Li Mu seems to contain a kind of magic power, a kind of magic power that directly hits his heart, which made Su Yingxue feel that this should be Li Mu's inner feelings towards him, at the same time he couldn't believe it.

The extreme contradiction also made Su Yingxue feel a strong sense of unreality.

After a song was sung, Li Mu felt as if he had lifted the boulder in his heart at once. He finally understood that in his last life, his mistake was not being able to cut through the mess with a quick knife. In this life, his mistake was not being able to distinguish between different realities and getting rid of the previous life in time. Negative effects of being sloppy on yourself.

Su Yingxue has been his girlfriend in this life, why does he still have the feeling of being both real and fantasy in his previous life?

At this moment, all his regrets and regrets were discarded by him, and the brand from his previous life became more and more blurred. Li Mu made up his mind that he would no longer be shackled and troubled by his previous life, and changed to a new way, a normal and Take the initiative to manage your relationship with Su Yingxue.

Thinking of this, Li Mu said affectionately, "I miss you so much right now, it feels like every cell in my body is thinking of you..."

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