Chapter 1004 I Am Willing to Do Anything
It's messed up, totally messed up, totally messed up.
Xie Yun originally thought that Li Mu's kid was so smart, and her stupid girl was no match for him at all, so Li Mu must have poured some ecstasy soup into her daughter, so that her ignorant daughter knew that he had a girlfriend. Follow him stubbornly and have no reservations about him.
But I never thought that everything was actually the daughter taking the initiative.
The funny thing is, from yesterday to now, I have tried my best to overthrow all the good impressions Li Mu had left on me before, seeing him as a man who deceived his daughter, deceived his whole family, took advantage of his daughter and stepped on two boats. As a bastard, in the end, according to the meaning of her daughter's words, not only was Li Mu deceiving her own daughter, but her own daughter was planning everything deliberately, which completely subverted her understanding of her daughter.
Zhao Ziqiu's maddening attitude and approach to love really shocked Xie Yun, but it also made her feel like she was being poured from head to toe by a basin of cold water.
She suddenly felt that what she thought was a very successful education for Zhao Ziqiu over the past 20 years was actually a complete failure.
She couldn't control her emotions any longer, and rebuked Zhao Ziqiu with anger: "I have been teaching you since childhood that girls must establish their own psychological barriers and resist the temptation of other people, things and things in society. Basic abilities, but at the same time, you must have your own persistence, your own pride, and your own principles, how come you have only been out of school for more than a year, and you have left all the things taught to you?!"
Zhao Ziqiu bit his lower lip, and said ashamedly but seriously: "Mom, everything you taught me, I insisted on sticking to it before I met Li Mu, and they have been very special to everyone who has appeared in my life over the years. It's effective, but it doesn't have any effect on Li Mu..."
Xie Yun said emotionally: "Why doesn't it have any effect on Li Mu?! Even if you like him again, as long as you adhere to a correct outlook on life, values, and principles of world outlook, you should first ask him to do things between you and that girl. Make choices, instead of blindly giving up the bottom line and paying blindly!"
Speaking of this, Xie Yun's emotions became more intense, staring closely at Zhao Ziqiu's eyes, and saying word by word, "Zhao Ziqiu, for the past twenty years, my father and I have spoiled you, accustomed you, cherished you, loved you. You, the biggest sustenance for you is not to hope that you will get into a good school, get good grades, and make great contributions, but to enable you to establish a correct outlook on life, values and world outlook. A girl has three outlooks. As long as it is right, even if the chosen road is difficult to take, it will not go down the wrong road anyway, and my father and I have worked hard to give you a double insurance to ensure that you only need to have three views of righteousness. You can go smoothly all your life, without difficulties and dangers, but you have no problems with this or that, but you have such a big problem with the three views! You are so disappointing to me!"
Zhao Ziqiu rarely sees his mother's mood fluctuate so much, and he has never heard her mother say such serious words. His heart seemed to be severely traumatized. Tears burst, and he choked up: "Mom, compared to what you taught me since I was a child, I think Li Mu It's more important to me, if I don't meet someone I love, I can be proud and reserved for the rest of my life, but since I do, I don't want to leave any regrets for myself."
Xie Yun asked her, "You are only twenty years old, what do you know about true love?"
Zhao Ziqiu nodded and said very seriously: "I understand, because I love Li Mu, and I know the feeling that he is indispensable."
"You..." Xie Yun was at a loss for words.
Although Xie Yun was angry, from Zhao Ziqiu's eyes, she could see how deep Zhao Ziqiu's love for Li Mu was. That kind of pure determination had never appeared in her own body.
At a certain moment, Xie Yun unconsciously admired herself for this silly girl.
Xie Yun took a few minutes to calm herself down, and then said to Zhao Ziqiu, "Okay, I'll accept your explanation for now, I won't pursue the past.
Let's talk about later. "
Saying that, Xie Yun sat up straight and said very seriously: "I'll make it clear to you first, I absolutely won't allow you to continue to maintain such an unclear relationship with Li Mu! There are two options, or, you tell him immediately. Clearly, let him make a clear choice between you and that girl; or, if you take the initiative to withdraw, drop out of school immediately, and your mother will send you to study abroad."
Zhao Ziqiu said subconsciously, "I choose neither..."
Xie Yun blurted out: "No way! Zhao Ziqiu, don't go too far. If your dad knows about this, with his temper, you have to go back to Hangzhou tonight!"
Zhao Ziqiu said stubbornly: "I don't choose, I don't want to force Li Mu, if he loves me enough, he will make his own choice in the future; if he doesn't love me so much, I can accept it, but the only thing I can't accept is that separate from him."
The anger that Xie Yun had just suppressed burned up again, she stood up, gasping for breath: "It's stubborn, isn't it? Okay, I'll call Li Mu and ask him to come over and give me a face-to-face now. Reply!"
Xie Yun said, reaching for her mobile phone.
Zhao Ziqiu hurriedly grabbed her wrist, crying and begging: "Mom, please don't force me, get used to me this time, let me handle it myself, okay?"
Xie Yun looked at Zhao Ziqiu's pear blossom with rain, and felt very distressed even when she was angry, her tone softened suddenly, and said, "I forced you to do it for your own good, you follow Li Mu so unclearly, What will you do if Li Mu doesn't have feelings for you one day? If Li Mu marries another woman a few years later, what will you do?"
Zhao Ziqiu said with tears: "Mom, I'm living a good life now, and I'm very content. When I gave myself to Li Mu, I thought very clearly, I don't care if his current girlfriend is me, I just want to use mine. The way to stay with him is good, even if I have to separate in the future, at least I can leave a good memory, instead of thinking about it a few years later, I have always regretted that I didn't try to fight for it."
Looking at Zhao Ziqiu's firm eyes, Xie Yun's heart also softened. After a while, she sighed and said, "Why did I give birth to such a silly girl as you, your personality is nothing like your father and me, Did the hospital hold you wrong when you were born?"
Zhao Ziqiu saw that his mother gave up the idea of calling Li Mu, and his tense nerves finally loosened a little. He fell into Xie Yun's arms and said softly: "Mom, don't you think my eyesight is very good? When I like Li Mu, everyone I didn't know that he could achieve such a high level of achievement. At that time, I was still passionate and felt that I was like the kind of girl in Hong Kong and Taiwan dramas who fell in love with ordinary people. I didn't expect that the girl I fell in love with was actually A Mr. Wanjin..."
Xie Yun sighed softly and said, "Tell mom about you and Li Mu, since the two of you first met."
At this point, Zhao Ziqiu had no reservations in front of her mother. With tears in her eyes but with a smile, she told her mother in detail what happened from knowing Li Mu to today.
Zhao Ziqiu has been in love with Li Mu since the day he rode his bike from Yanda University to the National People's Congress swimming pool every day, and from that day on, in order to attract Li Mu's attention and to make Li Mu like himself, Zhao Ziqiu Out of control, he started his own backtracking road.
Zhao Ziqiu became more and more emotional as he talked, as if he was recalling the emotional journey between himself and Li Mu. When it came to the first time between the two, Zhao Ziqiu even had a strong affection in his voice, a smile appeared on his face involuntarily, and said with a smirk: "This guy Li Mu is too smart, it's too difficult to deceive him, so I thought about it for a long time before, and I also prepared two hands."
Xie Yun looked at Zhao Ziqiu's smirk and asked her softly, "What preparations have you made?"
Zhao Ziqiu tilted his head and said with a smile, "I like Li Mu, and I'm willing to entrust everything to him, but I'm not a stupid girl, so I have to make sure that he really has me in his heart. If not, It doesn't make sense for me to take the initiative. In that case, I will definitely be very sad, but I will definitely not make fun of myself, so I thought, think of a way to try it out, if he really doesn't have me in his heart, I won't bother anymore. His life; if I can test out that he has me in his heart, then I only need this one reason for everything."
Xie Yun looked at Zhao Ziqiu, who was as persistent as a child, her eyes were red and tears were rolling in her eyes. She held her hand tightly, but couldn't say a word.
Zhao Ziqiu continued to take care of himself: "I deliberately dressed beautifully that night, lied to Li Mu that I had just had a drink in Sanlitun, and told him that I was going to a friend's house to join the party, you know how old Li Mu was at that time. Are you nervous? He won't let me go to the party, even if he wants to open a room for me to go to sleep. At that time, I knew that Li Mu had me in his heart, and I was stupid sometimes. With me, I'd do anything I want."
When Xie Yun heard this, she felt distressed for her stupid daughter. When she thought of her attachment to feelings, her eyes became hot, and she turned her head subconsciously, and tears silently fell down the corners of her eyes.
Wiping away her tears quietly, Xie Yun gently took Zhao Ziqiu in her arms, touched the back of her head, and said to herself, "A girl like you deserves all the beauty in this world."
Zhao Ziqiu fell in Xie Yun's arms and said foolishly, "I'm not so greedy. Sometimes I really hope that Li Mu is the only person in the world who likes me."
Xie Yun asked her, "Why is this?"
Zhao Ziqiu stuck out his tongue: "In that case, you don't have to deal with many inexplicable suitors every day, and you can devote a lot of energy to other things."
Xie Yun asked again, "What do you want to do with your extra energy?"
"A lot." Zhao Ziqiu said seriously: "Learn to cook first, Li Mu's cooking is delicious, but I am clumsy and can't do anything well..."