1580 Breaking the Boundaries
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"My relationship with Rebecca..." Paul paused for a moment, and then sighed again. In less than ten minutes today, he sighed more times than in a whole year, "No What a dramatic conflict, but things didn’t work out, we were too young at the time, and after all, we couldn’t continue, and we finally chose to break up peacefully.”
"It's just that Rebecca hopes to give Meador a quiet growing environment, instead of being surrounded by countless paparazzi in Los Angeles; and I want to pursue my career as an actor. To be honest, apart from being an actor, I don't know what I can do What. I couldn't argue with that. So we made a deal and Meadows stayed in Hawaii and I came back to Los Angeles."
After a pause, Paul said angrily, "I don't know if the decision was the right one. I just missed Meado's entire childhood. When I was young, I always made wrong choices."
Renly knew that Paul was now in a mood of self-blame and couldn't extricate himself, taking all the faults on his shoulders. In fact, Paul never left Meaduo's life and did his best to accompany Meaduo's growth.
Of course, Paul's words are not completely wrong, separated parents, the distance between Hawaii and Los Angeles, Paul really has no way to wait for Meadow to grow up all the time.
But, life never has the right answer, does it?
"Suddenly at a certain moment, I found that I couldn't read Meadow. I know, I know, this is the inevitable result of growing up, but I still can't help worrying, if she leaves forever like this Now, what should I do?" Paul said in a low voice.
After being silent for a long time, Paul closed his eyes like this. His undulating breath revealed his exhaustion and confusion. He sighed deeply, "Renly, I'm really panicking. I don't know what to do. It seems like everything is wrong."
"Paul, you should look at it from a different angle. No matter what you do, it's both right and wrong. The only difference is, have you told Meadow these thoughts?" The answer, his persuasion sounded like nonsense, but it was an irrelevant perspective of God, so he still hoped that Paul and Meadows would be able to communicate, and the key to solving the problem was still in their own hands.
"Renly, I don't know how to communicate with Meadows." Paul's words were also a little irritable. His attempts and efforts were always going on, but Renly's words seemed to imply that he didn't make any efforts at all. , the mood will inevitably start to be impetuous.
"I don't know either. Because there is no right answer to this matter." Renly didn't care about Paul's attitude at all, and still responded directly to the past without being humble or arrogant, "There are only suitable answers, suitable answers between you and Meadows, Even Rebecca can't get involved. You should tell Meadow what you really think, it's not easy, but it's the best way to bridge each other."
After a pause, Renly took a deep breath, "Paul, why did Meadow choose to live in Los Angeles? Have you seriously thought about this?"
Chicken soup for the soul, Renly can easily get it, but what Paul needs now is not the comfort of such a big reason, but a real experience.
"Isn't it because she needs to go to college?" Paul said subconsciously: Coming from Hawaii to Los Angeles, life has become more colorful, and at the same time can have more choices, Meadow is still young, Rebecca does not want To restrain her daughter's choice, she hopes to let Mei Duo go and find her own future. Paul thought so too.
"Paul, think about it." Renly said in a deep voice, "If you want, Meadows have many options. Rebecca's family also lives in North America, right? The point is, Meadow hopes to come over. Staying with you. Not for college future plans, but because she knows you love her."
Paul's voice suddenly became muffled, "...Really?"
"It's fake." Renly complained mercilessly, and the sentimental atmosphere suddenly became joyful, and Paul on the other end of the phone became dumbfounded, "Paul, these are just my words, I don't know. Whether it's true or not, the only one who can know the answer is you. You need to have a candid talk with Meadow."
"But... I can't let go. At least I can't now." Paul shook his head in frustration, but his tone was a little more relaxed, and his mood seemed to finally clear up.
"Worrying about children is a parent's life's work. There's no way to stop it." After Renly finished speaking, he couldn't help but pause for a moment. The figures of George and Elizabeth appeared in his mind, but they were fleeting - every family. There is a hard-to-read scripture, the Walker family is the same as the Hall family, he already has a lot, and he can no longer be so greedy.
Renly continued, "You will always worry about Meadow. But you still need to learn to let go. What Meadow needs, what Meadow expects, these things can only be discovered by you. I believe that she still has no regrets about her choice. Come to Los Angeles, or else she wouldn't come to the set and be discovered by me, would she?"
This is a white lie.
Renly still hoped that Meadows could tell Paul in person, "I love you, Dad." After all, such words still required a conversation between the parties, and the third party's retelling seemed to lose the warmth of the words.
Renly's words worked, and Paul chuckled lightly, shaking his head slightly, "You better not let me know if she's begging."
"Yes," Renly admitted calmly.
Agreed, which made Paul smile even more, "But I told her, I can't help it, I'm always on your side."
"Haha, she must be pissed off." Paul laughed cheerfully, as if Meado's stomping angrily appeared in his mind.
Renly's mood was also slightly relieved, and he said in a tongue-in-cheek tone, "Now, you can finally breathe a sigh of relief and concentrate on your work, right?"
"Huh... don't worry, I'm fine, I'm fine." Paul replied nonchalantly, "Those dangerous stunt scenes and scenes are all handled by professionals, don't worry about me."
But Renly had no choice.
As November 30th was getting closer and closer, Renly's mood was getting more and more anxious. He couldn't calm down, but he didn't know what to do.
He knew that the accident in the last life happened outside the crew. Paul and his friend Roger-rodas lost control by going too fast during a private trip, which led to the heartbreaking accident.
But he couldn't keep enough rationality and calmness. As the day approached November 30, the nervousness and anxiety became more and more turbulent. He told himself that his little butterfly had changed the historical trajectory, and the historical trajectory would no longer follow the pattern of the previous life, but he still couldn't convince himself--or, he didn't dare to take risks, even if there were still He couldn't forgive himself for the slightest possibility of repeating the same mistakes.
He knows he's very, very selfish, but the reality is, he's already missed Heather Cross, and he can't afford to miss Paul Walker again. He needs Paul to live, he needs this friend to still be by his side, and he needs him to accompany him to move on.
He wanted to be selfish for once.
"Paul..." Renly's voice was hesitant and hesitant. If he listened carefully, he could even catch a little trembling at the end of his voice, revealing his anxiety and unease.
"Huh?" Paul asked suspiciously.
"Can you not drive a Porsche, even if it is driven by a friend, don't sit in the passenger seat", "Can you not race for the next month, not even a sports car", "Can you On November 30th, stay home and don't go anywhere."
Those words were swirling on the tip of the tongue, but after all, they couldn't say it, "Paul, after the filming is temporarily over, can you come to Iceland to visit the class?"
If Renly remembers correctly, the "Fast & Furious 7" filming will be divided into different periods, all filming in the Los Angeles area will end this week, and there will be a little adjustment for a while, and finally some endings As well as the supplementary scenes, the schedule will be rescheduled to complete the shooting.
The accident in the last life happened during this rest period.
"I'm going to travel around Iceland by car. I heard that the landscape there is very magical and magnificent, but you also know that my driving skills are really...how about it, do you have time?" Renly said casually, Wouldn't that tragedy have been avoided if Paul had left the Los Angeles area, away from Roger Rodas?
"Wow, Iceland?" Paul exclaimed, "Why do you suddenly think of traveling around Iceland?" But Paul didn't go into it, his personality doesn't like to doubt others, "I don't know, I need Let's meet with Mei Duo and see, I still don't know how Mei Duo's state is."
"If Meadows wants, you can bring her over here." Renly added, "Just so you can travel together to see and communicate."
Paul was stunned for a moment, "Of course. Of course! I will ask Meado... Ah, I forgot." Meadow still refuses to answer his call, "Why don't you ask Meaduo. If she Of course I have no problem if I want to."
"Ha, I'll send Meado an email." Renly kept his tone relaxed, and said jokingly: It's an email, not a text message.
Paul exhaled again, the dullness in his chest seemed to finally be relieved, "Renly, thank you."
Renly knew that he was mean, he took advantage of Paul and Meadow's problems, he also took advantage of Meadow's trust in him, and more importantly, he crossed that line and manipulated Paul in his own way His life is like God, trying to use his own power to control the power of life and death.
He knew, he knew it all.
But he still couldn't stand idly by. He still couldn't do it.
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