Chapter 557 If You Want, We Can Get the Certificate at Any Time

When Fang Han got married in his previous life.

She has successfully transformed into a psychiatrist, and she has an unusual resistance to grandma's scolding and comparative criticism, as well as various personality blows.

It doesn't feel suffocating.

But if she is not suffocated, it does not mean that she will like to hear those words.

So after she thoughtfully sent her grandma home, she got out of the car and didn't even want to enter the door, so she excused that she had something to do in the studio and wanted to leave quickly.

So much so that Nai's grandmother Gu Xihe lost her temper on the spot, put down her ruthlessness and said, "If you are not greedy for love this year, and if you don't bring a boy back, then don't go home for the New Year, and save embarrassment for our Ning family. "

To be honest, she said so many things that Ning Youguang didn't like to hear.

Ning Youguang was not angry.

But the words before she turned and left really moved her.

Standing at the door of the house, Ning Youguang felt that the bottom of her heart couldn't stop burning up. This instant boiling anger was so intense that it burned her eyes black.

At that time, she stood in the same place with her back to her grandma, closed her eyes and took a deep breath for a while before she collected her emotions, turned around, slightly raised the corners of her mouth, and gave her a cute smile, "Okay, grandma, I know gone."

Gu Xihe was standing at the gate of Ning's villa at that time.

The old man has lived his life gracefully and decently. He needs both face and respect, and he attaches great importance to his own reputation.

Usually, no matter who you face, even if you are unhappy, you will always speak the most serious words in a steady voice, and the same is true for educating children, with the most elegant attitude and the strictest standards, and rarely use emotions to say unsavory words .

Especially standing in front of the gate of the house.

Therefore, after saying this, she may also feel that it is a bit too much, or she shouldn't say it.

So I moved my lips, wanting to say something soft.

But in the end, he just kept a straight face and didn't say anything.

If I apologize-

Ning Youguang thought, maybe she didn't even think about it.

After all, he is someone the parents are used to.

How can you see your mistakes and think of apologizing to the junior?

But when she found out that she had said such excessive words, her granddaughter was still not angry, and her face softened. She took a rare breath and said kindly to her, "You know that, grandma is someone who has been here before, and she told you It is for your own good to say these things, think about it carefully, is this reasonable?"

Ning Youguang didn't answer her question directly at that time, but quickly changed the subject, "Grandma, I'm sorry, my client is really urging me, let's go first, you usually take good care of yourself at home, bye."

After finishing speaking, she stepped on her flat shoes, turned around, and left resolutely.

However, what Gu Xihe, who had softened his attitude, didn't know was that if you let out bad words, hurting someone is hurting someone.

Just because the junior isn't angry anymore doesn't mean she really won't mind or get hurt.

So when she thought that this unhappiness was over, she turned around and went home, confident that her well-trained granddaughter had really listened to her words after she said she knew it.

I will seriously consider talking about a marriageable relationship this year, and bring the boy home to show the elders at the end of the year.

But in fact, Ning Youguang just decided that she will celebrate the New Year alone in her whole life, or if she is free and willing to be a friend, she can also celebrate the New Year with her friends.

Just don't go home and celebrate the New Year with your family.

Because she had figured it out a long time ago, she would never fall in love or get married in this life, and naturally there would be no boys she could bring home.

So sorry.

Children who fail to complete the task have no face to go home, let alone go home to celebrate the festival with everyone.

She had no choice but to find a hiding place for herself to stay out of everyone's eyes.

Ning Youguang, who went back to the studio alone, thought——

In her life, until now, she may not understand many things about the world.

But there was one thing she absolutely figured out.

That is, in a group system with complex interpersonal relationships.

When a person is thinking about things that are only related to himself, he really thinks clearly, and after making a decision, there is no need to explain too much to others.

Because explaining to anyone is superfluous.

Leaving words and time and energy aside, you may bring yourself a series of unnecessary troubles.

However, no one else is to blame.

You can only blame yourself. When you decide to tell others about yourself, let others judge your life, or make judgments, it means that you are willing to take the initiative in life that originally belonged to you alone. Get out and put yourself in a passive situation.

So, wait until the New Year's Eve this year.

The whole Ning family, no matter how big or small, went back to their hometown to celebrate the New Year, but found that Ning Youguang hadn't come back yet, and even the child's father called her to ask her to come back, saying that everyone in the family was waiting for her to come home for the New Year's Eve dinner. He completely disregarded etiquette and the overall situation, staying outside and not coming back.

He also said that he was on vacation abroad and could not come back.

Going abroad for a holiday during the Chinese New Year, it has long been planned not to go home during the Chinese New Year.

This child, she is so hard-hearted, and she has been angry for so long when grandma said a word.

Gu Xihe, who was always used to giving orders at home, went crazy!

...

Ning Youguang, who was on vacation abroad with Zhuang Yijing at the time, put down the phone and couldn't help but sigh with her, "It's good for a person who values ​​decency and elegance more than anything else in his life. I will not lose my temper, and throw dirty words at the other party to make them even angrier."

At that time, Zhuang Yijing still laughed, "I don't understand these ladies, don't they usually have emotions? Are they not angry?"

"How could it be possible not to be angry?" Ning Youguang smiled softly, "They are very angry, they are very angry, but they will not vent it in such a disgraceful way."

Mr. Zhuang, who was an orphan since he was a child, and spent a long time in a nouveau riche's house, couldn't understand, "What is the unseemly way to vent? Swearing? Fighting? Crying?"

"It's all counted." Ning Youguang said, "To sum it up, all behaviors that look inelegant and out of proportion are not decent."

"Not elegant? Out of proportion?" Mr. Zhuang Ba still didn't understand, "What is the standard? Is there any?"

Ning Youguang said, "I don't know the standard in other people's family, but in my family, as a person who carves decency and elegance into his bones, he must always stand high and never reveal his personal feelings. No matter how desperate you are, no matter how broken, If you want to cry, you have to endure it in front of people, until you go back to the room, close the door and cry alone. At the same time, when you cry, you must make sure that no one else can hear you. No matter how happy you are, in front of outsiders You have to take your image into consideration, you can't laugh too much, it will make you look very uneducated, in short, no matter how strong the emotions in your heart are, you have to keep calm and restrained on your face."

"Oh, I understand." Mr. Zhuang curled his lips, "Anyway, you have to bear it."

"The summary is exquisite." Ning Youguang praised.

Mr. Zhuang couldn't help but shook his head, "It's too embarrassing to be a decent and elegant lady."

She said, "When a person is alive, the only link to the world is feeling. If a person has to cut off and erase the only link with the world, what is the meaning of living?"

"Yeah, what is the meaning of that person's life?" Ning Youguang, who was sitting next to Zhuang Yijing at the time, said, "This is also a question that I have been thinking about since I was a teenager, and it is only now that I have almost figured it out. .”

"What is it?" Zhuang Yijing asked curiously.

"Cure the disease and save the patient." Ning Youguang said firmly.

Zhuang Yijing was stunned, "Isn't this what you are doing now?"

"Yes." At that time in the coffee shop by the sea in Barcelona, ​​Ning Youguang half-closed his eyes facing the sunset and dusk, "I'm practicing the meaning of my life now."

Zhuang Yijing asked in surprise, "Is there anything else?"

"Gone."

"Gone?"

"yes."

"And what about yourself?"

For example, your expectations and arrangements for your future are only related to you or related to you and your family...

Although Zhuang Yijing didn't say everything, Ning Youguang understood——

"No, this is the only meaning of my life."

After she finished saying this, Zhuang Yijing was silent for a long time before asking, "You haven't said what your grandma will do if she is angry?"

Ning Youguang said, "There is a high probability that he will do everything possible to achieve his goal."

"The purpose of getting you married successfully?" Zhuang Yijing's face was full of indescribable words.

"Otherwise?" Ning Youguang raised his eyebrows, "Aren't you curious about what a noble lady looks like when she is angry? Our noble lady, because I don't give her the face to be angry today, so she will definitely try her best to find her when she is angry. Turn back."

What could be more face-saving than the achievement of one's own goals?

"Okay." Zhuang Yijing couldn't help trembling after thinking about it, "It's really suffocating."

Yeah, it's suffocating!

This year's New Year, Ning Youguang, who came back from vacation abroad with his best friend, often sighed like this.

Because when Gu Xihe found out in the new year that she couldn't talk to her about urging her granddaughter to get married, she chose to use the authority of her patriarch to force everyone in the family to stand with her in the united front and form a group Come and besiege her, in order to achieve the goal of getting Ning Youguang married.

Therefore, after the new year of that year, Ning Youguang began to suffer fancy marriage urges from various members of the family.

Is there anything more suffocating than being urged by the whole family to marry a person who has already prepared to be an unmarriageist?

Ning Youguang came here in the middle of the night in a nightmare, feeling as if his nose was covered, he couldn't breathe, and was completely awakened.

She opened her eyes and calmed down for a while before realizing that she had just had a dream.

A nightmare that caused great fear in my heart because of receiving Fang Han's wedding post.

Ning Youguang was in the dark and silent room, but he could hear the shallow breathing of the people around him, and took a few deep breaths of fresh air, which relieved the tightness in his chest slightly.

Then, she also became more and more lucid, and began to recall the content of the dream just now, and finally quickly extracted a few key words——

"Fang Han", "marriage", "urging marriage", "rebirth"...

Fortunately, everything that was suffocating finally passed away like smoke and dust.

She is now a Ning who died once, was reborn once, left her original family, escaped from the control of her grandmother, left her hometown, left behind countless unpleasant experiences, and even fell in love. There is light!

Thank goodness, thank God!

Let me live well.

...

Ning Youguang, who was awakened by a nightmare, soon found that he couldn't continue to sleep.

She touched the mobile phone next to the bed to check the time, and found that it was 4:30 in the morning. It was a little early, and she couldn't sleep, and when she got up, she would disturb Shi Mochizuki next to her.

So she lay quietly on the bed, thinking about all kinds of messy things.

After thinking about it, his eyes finally fell on Shi Mochizuki who was sleeping beside him.

She turned her head and quietly looked at the person beside her who was breathing evenly. Her vision was pitch black, but even if it was so dark, she couldn't see anything.

But still can draw a clear face by imagination.

She stared at him quietly, tracing every part of his face in her mind.

Even though she was familiar with every part of this face, every shape of every facial feature, and every line, she still couldn't help but keep staring at him at such moments.

She turned around slightly, lay on her side on the bed, and stared at him for a long time.

I couldn't stop admiring in my heart: "He's so pretty, with a pretty nose, a pretty forehead, a pretty face, a pretty mouth, a pretty chin, and he's pretty even with his eyes closed, from childhood to adulthood!"

After admiring, she couldn't help but sighed to him again: "I'm in love with him now, he's my boyfriend now, I'm in love with him, how could I fall in love with him? Fate really It's amazing."

But this miraculous arrangement of fate is unexpected and gratifying.

Ning Youguang thought: "He is really nice, not only good-looking, but also good-natured."

It's so good that there is no place that she doesn't like.

As a result, when the two of them get along, seeing him anytime and anywhere, even if they don't do anything, makes her feel happy and satisfied.

Therefore, "seeing him" has become a very meaningful thing in itself.

In fact, she wasn't like that in the first place.

Ning Youguang, who has always regarded the words "What have you done to prove that you have not wasted your life?" as a philosophy of life, has pursued the positive meaning of life in two lifetimes and never dared to waste precious Time and life to do things that are not beneficial to oneself, human beings, or other sentient beings.

And in order to achieve the goal, Ning Youguang, who pursues as efficient as possible, is used to quickly measuring whether it is worth doing before doing something.

But no matter how good the plans and ideas are, you can't avoid the occasional deviation of your heart, and you will do some things that are actually a waste of life but are not a waste of life.

For example, falling in love with Shi Mochizuki; for example, watching Shi Mochizuki itself; for example, doing something worthless with him and so on——

Up to now, the two have been together for so long.

Ning Youguang felt that she really understood that she would weigh everything in two lifetimes.

But for this person in front of him, there is nothing to measure.

Because he is meaning itself.

It must be admitted that before falling in love with him.

She has no feeling for love.

Especially after comparing the experience of her previous life, and comparing the countless versions of love stories she has seen, read, and heard.

She knew very clearly that she had no feelings for love, nor did she have any expectations or curiosity.

Once, she also thought about why she was so indifferent and resistant to love?

Is it because of the family of origin? Is it because of your own personality? Or is it because you have seen through marriage and the relationship between men and women?

Or all kinds of reasons?

But no matter what, for those who had no feelings for love in the previous life, in this life, she felt that she would probably continue the cognition of emotion in the previous life, and would no longer be moved by love.

Because she is mature enough to think about this issue comprehensively and thoroughly.

There is no longer any possibility of random changes.

But Shi Mochizuki was an accident.

It was an accident that she fell in love with him and didn't resist his love.

After she decides to be brave once and fall in love with him as she pleases.

She finally understood that love is actually a very personal experience, which is different from any love template she has seen before.

So it doesn't make much sense to compare other people's love templates.

What matters is what her own real experience is in their love.

These are other people, which no books or love stories can tell her.

In fact, it wasn't long after we were together with Shi Mochizuki.

She gradually realized that she was really enjoying being in love.

She really has love.

She has a boyfriend.

It is time to watch the moon, not an imagination.

how to say?

When she was alone, she never thought about falling in love.

But after two people were together, she found that she could also fall in love and fall in love with the person she was in love with.

In two lifetimes, in order to better serve customers and teach students, she has also studied a lot of knowledge and theories about gender relations and love, and has written several papers on this.

I thought it could be used as a methodology for dating him.

But now it seems that her thought is actually quite superfluous.

Because Mochizuki, a specific partner, appeared behind her life at that time.

She discovered that there is no need to borrow any methodology for falling in love.

He is the thing that doesn't need to be measured, doesn't need to consider right or wrong, won't bother her, and is worth spending time and life to experience.

After living two lifetimes, she thinks that she has experienced quite a lot, and there are very few things that can arouse her great curiosity.

But after being with Shi Mochizuki, the fermented love between the two satisfied her great curiosity.

She constantly has new discoveries about it, as well as the desire to explore it.

It turns out that this is how two people fall in love together, this is how they date, this is how you and I are together, and this is how they live together...

Every morning when she opened her eyes, she knew that this was another day that belonged to the two of them, and she would have expectations and be happy.

She deeply felt that no matter what the two of them did together, it was her experience of love again.

No matter what the other party did, she was never really angry.

Yu Li, a large part of his growth was guided by her.

Even if he did something that made her feel inappropriate, she felt angry at herself if she felt angry.

"Who told you to teach him badly?!"

Of course, so far, he has never done anything that made her feel inappropriate.

For love, having him by her side is happiness itself.

In fact, this is not an objective thing at all.

Before falling in love with him, she was actually worried. She was worried that the relationship between the two would not get along well from friendship to love? Will the talk collapse while talking?

After so many years of friendship, how will the two continue to get along?

Time to testify.

Three years have passed, and no matter where they are together, there has never been any quarrel, disharmony or conflict.

This was something that surprised her, and it was incredible.

She once fantasized, "What if the two of us are really together and find out that we are not suitable for dating?"

She thought that, as a more mature person, she must try her best to maintain the relationship between them no matter what, so that they would not be too old to communicate with each other.

That's a really sad thing.

Today, she can finally sum up step by step, no matter what she has imagined about their previous love or love.

Now, it has surpassed all her imagination beautifully.

...

Think about it.

Ning Youguang had a strong urge to record his thoughts tonight so that he could remember them forever.

So she gently rolled over and got out of bed, ready to go to "Wu Sheng Study Room".

But she didn't want to, her movement of getting up was already very light, but she still disturbed the sleeping person beside her.

"Why did you wake up so early?" The other party opened his eyes, his voice was a little hoarse, but not confused.

"Sorry to wake you up." Ning Youguang sat back on the edge of the bed.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Shi Wangyue rolled on the bed, rolled to Ning Youguang's side, and put his arms around her waist, "Why did you wake up so early today?"

Ning Youguang has always slept well, and his biological clock is also very punctual, without any special arrangements, it is absolutely impossible to wake up at this time this day.

According to the biological clock of the two of them waking up normally, he woke up first.

He continued, "What time is it?"

Ning Youguang touched the phone and took a look, "Five o'clock."

At the same time, it was quite funny to think that she was able to think for half an hour because she was thinking wildly.

"Is there anything you want to do?" Mochizuki asked again.

"No, I'm thirsty and want to drink some water." Ning Youguang didn't want to explain too much to Shi Mochiyue, so he simply made an excuse.

"I'll pour it for you." Shi Wangyue lifted the quilt and got up, at the same time, she stuffed Ning Youguang back into the quilt.

It's autumn, and it's already cool in the capital.

Ning Youguang, who was pressed on the bed by Shi Mochizuki, watched this man dragging his slippers out of the room, dumbfounded.

The enthusiasm in my heart was boiling. 1314