Chapter 338 What If I Change My Heart?

Shi Mochizuki frowned puzzled, "Why do you have no expectations for the future?"

[Because I may not live to be thirty years old. ]

"Because life and death are impermanent."

"If you think so, don't I do the same?" Shi Mochizuki still couldn't understand, but said deeply, "I don't know what my future will be like, but I know that without you, I have no future."

"Can you not live apart from me?" He took her hand and begged, "I hope that I can see you every day when I open my eyes. Waking up every morning and seeing you is the best start of the day." .”

Ning Youguang slightly avoided his gaze, "Do you know how long I've thought about agreeing to fall in love with you?"

Shi Mochizuki was slightly stunned, "Why do you ask that, isn't it a few months?"

Ning Youguang slowly shook his head, "Ten years."

Shi Mochizuki froze all over and stopped breathing.

After a long silence, he asked dryly, "So, you knew when I fell in love with you?"

"Yes." Ning Youguang nodded gently, "For so many years, I have been observing you and myself, and agreeing to date you is never something that you decide on a whim, but often for a long time. The decision was made only after careful observation and deliberation.”

"So, I never thought of thinking about others in the past." She said, "You have to have more confidence in yourself. After ten years of long friendship, we can get to where we are today. In my heart, you are more important than anyone else, more important than anyone else. Strong."

"Sister." Shi Mochizuki's eyes were red.

A sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy just found out that he liked a certain girl. Although his heart was already on fire, he only dared to blush behind his back.

He is cautious, timid to express, and tries his best to hide his greed, for fear that this overly passionate love will burn his precious lover.

Little did they know, that girl had already seen through all of this, and stood alone for a long time, just waiting for him to bring this fire from his heart to her, and to make their ten years of bland and fleeting years splendid.

——He choked up so much that he wanted to say a lot, but he didn't know where to start.

He always knew that although he was born humble, he was proud by nature, relying on having a fairly smart head, hard work, and good use of scheming.

In this way, as long as he plans carefully, he will definitely get everything he wants.

Looking back on his life, he has indeed been moving in the direction of his plan and expectations.

But I don't want to, I didn't know until today that his "getting" actually included another person's tolerant permission and fulfillment all the time.

He suddenly felt so ashamed.

"Sister." Shi Mochizuki closed her eyes and buried her head in Ning Youguang's gentle palm, "What should I do? I suddenly felt so despicable and ridiculous, and I thought I was doing everything I could, but in fact you saw it all in my eyes." , as stupid as a fool, and still complacent... I... I... I am obviously covered in darkness, but I always want to show my light in front of you."

Ning Youguang lowered his head, his gaze fell gently on the child's furry head, "Don't say that about our child."

She gently touched Shi Mochizuki's smooth and delicate face, "The people I love are my carefully selected family members."

——Please never question and underestimate my love.

The corners of Shi Mochizuki's eyes were moist, "Well, please let me despise him for a while, okay?"

"How long?" Ning Youguang asked gently, "Is three minutes enough?"

Shi Mochizuki muttered, "Maybe not enough."

Ning Youguang said, "Oh, then I have no choice but to wait until you don't despise him before hugging him."

Shi Mochizuki felt like her heart was desperate, wanting to jump out of her body.

At the same time, tears flowed out of his eyes disobediently.

Ning Youguang didn't seem to feel the warmth of his palm, and still said softly, "Watching the moon, I often have an idea recently, can I tell you?"

"Okay." Shi Mochizuki was gentle and well-behaved.

She said slowly, "I often can't help but think that whether people who love each other can be together is not something we decide in this life, but a fate that has been destined for many lives. Perhaps, many lives ago, we wanted to be together. Well, we have to meet each other in this lifetime, so we can have so many opportunities, hit it off at first sight, fall in love at first sight, fall in love at first sight, love at first sight, and forever..."

Just like that day, if she hadn't suddenly seen the symbol on his document in the car, she didn't know that he was the "noble man" in her previous life, and she might not have such a deep understanding of it.

If we say that in this life, their meeting was due to her intention, and their love is the reason why they are deeply attached to each other.

So, what about the previous life?

Since when did he know her in his last life?

How long had he known her?

How long have you been following her?

What is the purpose of approaching her?

Is it really just for the doctor's visit?

...

If she hadn't passed away suddenly, what would be the end of their fate?

She didn't dare to think about it, but she couldn't help thinking about it.

The karma between them, she felt, might be much deeper than what she knew.

Therefore, regarding fate, there are so many predestinations and so many surprises.

Predestined, is that what we can see?

By surprise, do you mean those that we cannot see?

she does not know.

But no matter whether it was destined or by surprise, she felt that the mysterious fate behind her should always be there.

Shi Mochizuki listened carefully, and after a long time, he asked hoarsely, "Why did you know that I love you so early, and still support me to go abroad quietly?"

Ning Youguang smiled softly, "Because Mr. Yang Jiang said, 'The best relationship is that you don't need to be lingering every day, but keep in touch at any time. I know you won't leave, and you know I won't change. You miss each other and are busy."

Shi Mochizuki raised her head and looked at her with deep eyes, "I want to hear from you."

Ning Youguang sighed softly, "Okay, because I hope you can go to see the world before you decide whether you want to continue to love me. At that time, you were still too young, and there were still many people who had nowhere to go, and many There is no scenery, the world is so narrow that there are only us, how can I have the heart for you to settle down this life in such a narrow space? This is too hasty for you, and I am too cruel."

She clearly knew that he was a towering tree, so how could she have the heart to tie him up because of his youthful admiration, twist his life, and let him live like a vine clinging to her?

Mochizuki...

After Shi Mochizuki was silent for a long time, he asked hoarsely, "What if I change my mind?"

Although he knows he can't.

"Then I might be single forever." Ning Youguang was very calm about this.

Mochizuki held her tightly in his arms. 1314