Chapter 337
"Need to talk?" Ning Youguang sat down on a chair on the terrace.
"Yes." Shi Mochizuki sat down beside her.
Ning Youguang took a sip of coffee, "The coffee is good."
Today the kid bought a hazelnut latte.
Shi Mochizuki pursed her lips and said, "Sister, you told me that if I'm in a bad mood, I have to express my feelings and thoughts to others."
Ning Youguang nodded, "That's right, I'm waiting for you to express your truth to me."
"I'm flustered. I heard you said that you want to live apart from me." Shi Mochizuki held the coffee and didn't drink it.
He squinted his eyes, looked anxious, and his thin lips slightly pursed into a slightly sad arc, "I think I have to confess something to you."
"what's up?"
"Even if we meet every day, it still can't stop me from missing you."
Shi Mochizuki's deep voice was full of affection.
Ning Youguang didn't answer, but looked at him seriously.
Shi Mochizuki was a little anxious, "When I think about you wanting me to move out again, or not wanting to continue living with me, I can't restrain the fear in my heart."
"I love you so much just to make you happy, and of course I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do." His tone was slightly heavy, "Can you tell me why you insist on living apart from me?"
"The dormitory is relatively small. If you want to work in depth, I may disturb you by my side." He clenched his coffee again and continued, "But you want to have an independent and undisturbed space, move here Isn’t it more appropriate? Here are the study rooms and rooms you arranged by yourself, each of which allows you to do what you want to do quietly. In this house, as long as you tell me gently, you need to be quiet, I I won't bother you, so why on earth don't you want to move here with me?"
Why do you have to push me out of your world?
Ning Youguang smiled gently, "Honey, I'm really happy that you are in a bad mood today, and you are willing to express your truth to me."
"Sister, can you answer me?" Shi Wangyue's eyes were deep but sad.
Ning Youguang was silent for a while, then slowly said, "Because I can't give you the answer you want."
"What answer?" Mochizuki asked eagerly.
"Become your wife." Ning Youguang said, "I probably never told you that falling in love with you is the boldest decision I've ever made."
——For two lifetimes.
She said, "I almost used up my courage. As for getting married, I really don't have enough courage for the time being."
Shi Mochizuki put the coffee aside, took her hand and held it tenderly in his palm, "Then let's not tie up now, shall we?"
Ning Youguang shook his head slowly, "You know that I believe in 'straight heart is the Taoist place', and I have always thought and acted like this. You have mentioned the matter of marriage several times intentionally or unintentionally, even if I choose to refuse to answer every time, but I’m not uneasy about it either.”
"I've always felt that when anything comes up, it always has an outcome."
After a slight pause, she said softly, "Honey, in fact, my heart is not as strong as I have shown. I also have many fears that have not been overcome. In the future, I am actually the person who has the least expectations, but you are different, you are a person who has deep expectations and plans for the future." 1314