Chapter 250

Then, Jiang Wei told Ning Youguang some specific examples.

Quietly listening to her self-analysis, Ning Youguang felt a deep sense of joy in his heart.

She thought of a sentence she once read in a book: "When a person is extremely honest, she is invincible."

"I'm really glad you're willing to tell me that."

Jiang Wei also felt very relaxed.

At the same time, an embarrassing expression appeared on his face, "I'm sorry, I also thought that Professor Yu favored you and let you stay in school, and I was jealous of you for a long time. I thought she was too unfair!"

After a while, she said with relief, "Actually, I should feel lucky to be your roommate. After all, my family's situation was really difficult when I was in college. Without your help, I don't know if I would be able to." It’s impossible to be here after finishing college with peace of mind.”

She said, "I never told anyone about my family's situation because I was afraid that others would look down on me. My father was very poor when he was young and couldn't find a wife. He married my mother when he was nearly 40 years old. After marriage, we gave birth to our sisters." two people.

My mother is disabled, and my grandmother's family is quite good.

But she and their big family never looked down on my mother, and they also looked down on our family.

In memory, we rarely go to grandma's house.

Occasionally, I would hide in the corner with my younger sister timidly, watching the well-dressed cousins ​​fight.

They also curiously asked grandma who the two children were.

You may not be able to believe it when you say it. Once when I was a guest at my grandmother’s house, my sister and I finished eating pickles and rice, and my sister sent the bowl back to the cabinet in a sensible way.

Later, on the way home, she told me that the cupboards in my grandmother's house were full of fish and meat.

And when I was more than 4 years old, I took my younger sister to my grandmother's house, and my grandmother showed mercy that day and gave each of us a mangosteen.

My sister and I have never eaten mangosteen before, so we don’t know how to eat it.

Grandma looked at us both at a loss, laughed and said that these two little fools can't even eat mangosteen.

My sister and I feel very uncomfortable thinking about that mocking look.

We grew up with such hardship and humiliation.

Because I was looked down upon by others since I was a child, I took a sigh of relief and vowed to become better and earn a lot of money.

So, I studied desperately, in order to be admitted to a good university, to become promising, and to make my grandma's family regret that they looked down on my mother and us.

My younger sister's grades are not very good, she dropped out of school early to work to support the family and help me go to school.

After I was admitted to university, the tuition fees and living expenses were too high. Even if my father and my sister worked hard, they couldn't afford it.

When I was a freshman, my dad was working on a construction site. He fell off an elevated structure and broke his leg. He couldn’t work because of illness.

My mother is blind, and she has to take care of him and cook. Once, my mother burned the kitchen of our house because she couldn't see clearly in order to cook.

At that time, our family was very miserable. My dad didn't even have enough money for medical treatment. How could he still have money for my education?

But the school kept pressing me, and I was anxious and powerless, and often hid in the quilt and cried. "

After roughly talking about his family's situation, Jiang Wei asked, "Did you find out that I had no money to pay the tuition?"

Ning Youguang said, "I heard you cry several times, and then I overheard you telling the class teacher about your family's financial difficulties, so I knew it."

Jiang Wei said, "At that time, I was very afraid that people would know that my family was too poor to pay the tuition fees, so I dared to hide under the quilt and cry in the middle of the night."

She sighed softly, "Fortunately, everything is over."

Ning Youguang said, "Everyone has sad times, it's fine when it's over, and it's hard when you can't get over it."

Jiang Wei said, "Yes, I encountered so many difficulties in the past, and felt that the sky was falling. Looking back now, it seems that it was nothing."

Ning Youguang smiled and said, "It's also because you have become stronger."

Jiang Wei showed pride on his face, "Yes, these years, every time I go home for the New Year, I drive my sister and her boyfriend to play, and whenever I meet the uncles' motorcade to go back to my grandmother's house, they will surround me and ask questions. , and asked me how life in the capital is like, do I need to borrow money to buy a house? If I don’t have any money, I can go to their house to get it! My sister’s boyfriend said that your relatives are really nice, so my sister and I looked at each other and smiled.”

"When we get home at night, we will say, who wants to borrow their money? They didn't borrow money when our family was in such a difficult situation before, but now they pretend to want to lend us money when we see that we are getting better. Who is disgusting?"

Ning Youguang didn't have this kind of aggrieved and inferiority complex about money.

She could only think: "She must have been very difficult at the time, but luckily she was by my side."

"How is your sister?" she asked.

"It's pretty good. My sister does handicrafts and opened a shop online. Last year she bought a house by herself. She has talked with her boyfriend for a few years. She has a stable relationship and plans to get married this year." Jiang Wei looked satisfied.

"Congratulations." Ning Youguang was also very happy for their sisters.

Seeing her full of joy, Jiang Wei said with emotion, "I actually like you very much and envy you very much, because you have everything I want to have in you. When I was in school, many people envied me and said that I am so lucky to be you. The only roommate for four years in college. But what they don’t know is that I often dare not approach you, and when I approach you, I feel uncontrollably inferior, and it’s hard not to be jealous of you.”

——She laughed at herself, "Because, I know that I can't be you in this life."

Jiang Wei looked at Ning Youguang opposite in a daze. A face without makeup was no different from when she was in college. It was still so beautiful, so beautiful that she had seen many female stars and couldn't match it.

But her temperament gave people a very quiet, elegant and generous feeling.

She couldn't understand it before, she only knew that her family had money.

Now she understands that this is a face that has never been worried about life, and it is the kind of nobility that only girls from wealthy and well-educated families have.

What's even more rare is that she is still calm and gentle like the wind despite having so many proud conditions.

Treat everyone the same.

Fate is actually not fair at all.

Some people do everything they can to get to Rome.

Someone was born in Rome.

"Why are you still willing to get close to me after I stayed away from you in my junior year?" She asked a little shyly.

"Because I allow misunderstanding, acceptance and dislike in my life." Ning Youguang smiled softly, "Also, thank you for telling me that you like me very much." 1314