Chapter 347 Tianhai Jiuliuli’s Concession to Her Sister

It's April and the temperature is getting hotter.

Even when eating at the beach, I can't help but feel that the temperature has risen to the point where it's depressing.

After lunch, Tianhai Jiuliuli declined invitations from all her classmates to go out for a walk in the afternoon and went back to the hotel room to take a lunch break.

But the strange thing is that no matter how much I want to go to bed, I can't fall asleep.

For the past few days, a voice has been echoing in my mind.

That Sakakihara Raku suddenly promised himself that he was willing to fly to England to see Maple Leaf Avenue.

Every time I open my eyes and look at the ceiling above my head, I will think of his serious expression when he promised me.

You can definitely take me there.

Will definitely take me there.

Lejun will definitely abide by the agreement.

Tianhai Jiuliuli always hinted at this information in his heart.

Sometimes these hints wash over her nerves like a torrent, causing her to open her eyes immediately, and her chest rises and falls restlessly.

When he reacted, there were already a lot of sweat drops on his forehead.

What's wrong with you?

not understand.

I don’t understand the origin of these inexplicable anxiety.

Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't understand something at all, so he lay on the bed with his hands spread wide and took several deep breaths.

After her body and mind relaxed for a while, she reluctantly propped herself up, leaned her back against the wall, and sat up from the bed.

The girl grabbed her phone, opened LINE, glanced at the sky with flying seagulls outside the window, and finally turned her attention to the two commonly used contacts in LINE——

Sakakibara Raku and Tenkai Nanimeigetsu.

Her finger hovered over the avatar ID of Sakakihara's account for more than ten seconds, and then she suddenly closed her eyes.

She chose Tianhai Qimingyue.

Pressing the video call button with her fingertips, Tianhai Jiuliuli hugged a pillow into her arms.

Toot. Toot.

After a few short communication sound effects, the video was connected.

The phone screen quickly showed Tianhai Qimingyue's face that was similar to his own, but looked extremely tired and calm.

She wore an off-the-shoulder summer dress and seemed to be sitting in a seaside restaurant, with the azure sea and lush strait behind her.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was stunned when he saw his sister's appearance.

"Why don't you seem to have slept in July?"

After hearing this sentence, Tianhai Qimingyue on the mobile phone took the initiative to switch the front and rear cameras of the mobile phone and put the camera angle on Tianhai Zhixue who seemed to be sitting opposite her.

Tianhai Zhixue seemed to be eating coconut crab meat rice, she was quiet and gentle.

Qi Mingyue is using the camera to explain why she seems to have not slept.

All right

Tianhai Jiuliuli understood.

The screen perspective returns to Tianhai Qimingyue's face again.

[It’s even more surprising that my sister took the initiative to call me. Is my sister aware of her conscience and wants to switch shifts with me now? Are you feeling the mental pain of your twin sister even though you are so far away? ]

"That's not true." Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled at her sister on the phone.

[Sister is really a cruel woman, she actually doesn’t care about your sister at all. ]

Tianhai Jiuliuli took the initiative to ignore Qi Mingyue's complaints and said to her, "Is it convenient for Qi Mingyue to talk to me alone now?"

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Tianhai Qimingyue on the screen obviously lowered her eyes a little more, like beautiful dead fish eyes.

[The person opposite me is my sister? ]

"of course."

[Sister, don’t you think what you said is strange? ]

Tianhai Jiululi's Baijie legs were held together, with her back against the wall. She held her cell phone in both hands and put it on her knees. "It's very strange. After all, we had a huge quarrel not long ago."

Tianhai Qimingyue in the mobile phone screen put the mobile phone on the dining table.

The phone was then stood up, and she alternated her hands and lay on the table.

[Sister, are you planning to give in? ]

"What do you think in July?"

[It’s impossible when you think about it, but my sister took the initiative to call me, which proves that she has something very important or wants to discuss with me. ]

Tianhai Qimingyue, who seemed to be framed in the mobile phone screen, closed her eyes, rested her arms lazily, and turned her head sideways. The delicate white fingers tapped on the table, making a sound.

[Also, you are talking to me on the phone, not to talk to your brother. This is the first time in more than ten years. ]

Qi Mingyue's words "This is the first time in more than ten years" made Tianhai Jiuliuli feel deeply.

Just as she was about to speak, Qi Mingyue immediately said another sentence, blocking what Tianhai Jiuliuli was about to say.

[I know what my sister wants to say. But don’t explain it to anyone, but me. I understand that my sister always likes to show off in front of me. ]

"About this, I have always hoped that Qi Qiyou can understand."

[Of course I understand. After all, she is my sister who is five minutes older than me. As a sister, I have to help my sister share everything. I don't want her to touch any physical activities. Whenever I encounter difficulties, I will avoid her and never take the initiative to talk to her or talk openly to her. ]

What I said in July is also true.

I don’t want my sister to see myself as weak, I don’t want to see my sister as not good, and I don’t want her to worry about me instead of telling her that I can’t help her.

Thinking back carefully, Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly felt that the previous relationship with Qiyue had become more and more distant.

She closed her eyes. The area around the hotel was so quiet that nothing could be heard except the waves coming from my hands.

[Why did my sister suddenly stop talking? ]

"I'm calling you now mainly because there are some things that I still can't quite figure out."

[Then why don’t you look for your brother, but me? ]

"These emotions are not suitable to be shared with him. I am a little confused and not very clear."

[Why? Because your brother always comforts your sister unconditionally? ]

".Maybe so. I always feel that the more comfort Lejun gives me, the more I feel sorry for him."

[Why do you think so? ]

"Don't you think in Qiyue that this is my brother who has been taking care of me? And what have I given him? A few days ago, he even said to me that he would definitely take me there. The more these thoughts take root in his head. , it makes people feel more out of breath, as if there is nothing about me that Lejun needs."

Tianhai Qimingyue stopped tapping her fingers on the table.

She turned her head and looked at her sister in the video conversation again. My sister's tone was correct and her emotions were normal. She just turned her face away when she said this.

Everything is obviously normal.

But it seems that at this moment, my sister is full of anxiety and uneasiness.

While feeling anxious, my sister was still trying to control her inner emotions, which is why she said these words to herself now.

[My sister has really never changed. ]

"What?"

[Sister is still as weak as ever. ]

"Weak as ever"

Tianhai Qimingyue deflected her gaze again, and her fingertips continued to lightly hit the wooden board of the table:

[Sister’s uneasiness comes from not understanding her own value, and from the fact that she will deny your own value, sister. But sister has never thought that sister herself has value, and she has nothing even if she stands where she is. If you do it, there will be people who will love you and people who will want to care about you.

[The first thing my sister needs to understand is that everyone has his or her own value and meaning of existence. It does not require external affirmation or approval. It is also a value to oneself. ]

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Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't know if it was because he was not clear-minded.

I couldn't quite understand Qi Mingyue's words.

[Sister, I think your brother has given you a lot of unrequited care, right? ]

"yes."

[My sister also thinks that she can’t give anything back to her brother, right? ]

"yes."

[As I said just now, my sister’s inner anxiety and uneasiness stem more from her doubts and denial of her own value. My sister has lived in the goals given by others for a long time, and finally found a goal to pursue her brother, but because of her brother He felt that he could not pay corresponding attention to his love. Instead, he allowed his brother to accommodate him and take care of him.

[Because of this, my sister feels uneasy and anxious in her heart.

[Sister, I feel guilty and self-blame all the time. ]

After Qi Mingyue said this.

Tianhai Jiuliuli seemed to understand where the anxiety in his heart came from.

She smiled softly. She had talked to Lejun about debts and debts before, and canceled them all in one go.

In the end, I still couldn't help but think about how sorry I was for his past.

As a third party, Tianhai Qimingyue can better understand her sister's current mentality.

As a person who has lacked love since childhood, when have you ever seen a guy like Raku Sakakibara who is unconditionally willing to give care and warmth to others?

Love gives people warmth.

It can also put pressure on people.

For her sister, the love he gave her was magnified several times. This caused her sister to feel pressure from this "love".

My sister, who once experienced abandonment, is already very sensitive in matters of emotion.

Faced with the promise that her brother had given her once again, which she had longed for since childhood, it was inevitable that she would be worried.

[Actually, it’s very simple for my sister to alleviate this emotion. Since my brother's love for you, sister, is too heavy, just let me go. I will help you, sister, bear my brother's too heavy care. ]

"This is free."

[Eh? Could it be that the elder sister received the kindness from the younger sister without even a little gratitude? Wish your sister happiness shouldn't be what a sister should do? ]

Tianhai Qimingyue on the mobile phone screen turned her head back to her straight face, with that contemptuous smile like a little devil. Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't even remember how long she hadn't seen it before.

"It's different now, July."

[Sister, do you want to say that you have become bad? ]

"I don't really understand my current mood. I don't want to admit defeat, but I am reluctant to let go of my relationship with you in Qiyue. Even when the quarrel is at its worst, what I want is to make you surrender in Qiyue. Take the initiative to quit. If possible, repair the relationship with you again. Until now, the previous idea was too naive. "

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Tianhai Qimingyue didn't speak at this moment, but was thinking about Sister Cai's mind at this moment.

Could it be that my sister wants to give in?

Are you letting go of part of it?

It is true that Tianhai Qimingyue never thought about killing her sister, but every time she saw the two of them together, she couldn't help but frown.

I will care about these in my heart.

Nowadays, she has been in a conflict between "I don't want to break up with my sister" and "Sister, please let me go and let me win."

The same is true for Tianhai Jiuliuli.

"Thank you July. This is the first time I have talked to you. Although I don't want to admit it, I am still very happy."

[Sister, you still can’t let go of your arrogance as a sister? ]

"After all, I am your sister who is five minutes older. Please allow me to be so willful."

[Then can I understand this sentence as - my sister always wants to be my sister? ]

"That's it."

Video, hung up.

Tianhai Qimingyue looked at the forty-three-minute call time with her sister in her hand.

My heart is full of speculation about my sister's current attitude.

Did her sister agree to her existence, or did she agree to her brother's unreasonable conditions?

Can't understand

"Xiao Qi, we've finished eating."

Tianhai Qi Mingyue put down her mobile phone, supported her delicate and beautiful face with her right hand, and looked at Tianhai Zhixue who was wiping her mouth across the table.

"What are you going to do next?"

"shop."

"Shopping again? Don't you still want to eat?"

"buying clothes."

Tianhai Qimingyue nodded, "You can also buy clothes."

*

Lunch break at noon.

The air conditioner in the hotel room was blowing.

The midday sun illuminates the entire interior.

Sakakibara Raku was still completing the research report on gods for his school trip. Just as he was about to stretch, he was lightly tapped on his shoulder.

When he turned around, he discovered that it was Tianhai Jiuliuli who was smiling.

He was a little surprised, but also happy that Tianhai Jiuliuli would come to him suddenly.

"When did Liuli come? And how did she get in?"

"Lejun was so busy that he forgot to close the door. As soon as I came, I saw a crack and wanted to surprise Lejun. I also wanted to find out what Lejun was doing."

Sakakihara Raku was very happy that she could say this: "She feels like a decent girlfriend."

"That's not the case!"

"What's wrong? You're smiling so happily."

"It's nothing. I just feel like I've figured out something again."

Tianhai Jiuliuli said and suddenly became sticky.

Before Sakakihara Raku moved much, she took the initiative to hug her neck.

The thin skin of her arms rubbed against the flesh of her neck. The different body temperatures came into contact with each other, bringing a soft feeling.

"What's wrong?" Sakakibara smiled, and turned the direction of his chair under her sticky hug. Then he held her waist from behind and made her sit sideways on his lap.

"miss you."

Facing each other, Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled again and took the initiative to hug his neck.

When she hugged her, Sakakihara could clearly smell the girl's breath on her body.

Soft and lightly scented.

Refreshing.

Sakakihara Raku did not resist her coming to cling to him and patted her petite back:

".It's not like we haven't met each other this morning. It's like we haven't seen each other for many years."

"Lejun, you have always been kind to me." Tianhai Jiuliuli pushed him away and held his shoulders with both hands. Look directly at him.

"Huh? I like you, shouldn't I be nice to you-"

Before Sakakihara Raku could finish his words, his mouth was immediately blocked by Amami Kuruuri's waxy lips.

At first, Sakakihara Raku was a little surprised that she was so enthusiastic and proactive. But this was not the first time this happened, so he took the initiative to greet her move.

Why did Liuli suddenly become so clingy, and why did she suddenly do this?

No need to think about it, just enjoy the moment.

When the lips meet, they will occasionally make a slight sound like sucking jelly.

After separation, my body felt a little hot.

Sakakihara looked at her and asked doubtfully: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Tianhai Jiuliuli pursed her lips, as if recalling the taste he left behind.

"This doesn't explain why Liuli is so abnormal. I feel like holding your hand will cause you to have a lot of psychological activities."

"Lejun, do you know me so well?"

"Of course. This is also a required course. If I don't try to understand you, how can I like you?"

"Lejun is very good to me."

". Just so so. As a boyfriend, there are some things I can't avoid."

Tianhai Jiuliuli said seriously: "But... regarding those things a long, long time ago, Lejun was really good to me."

"Um?"

"I understand, I like you very much, Lejun. Whether it's guilt, gratitude, or dependence, they are all factors that constitute liking Lejun."

"." Sakakihara listened carefully.

Tianhai Jiuliuli took the initiative to hold his hand and interlocked with his: "If you like it, you like it. This is an irrefutable fact. In fact, I have always been avoiding some facts, the fact that everything has been changed." Jun Zhen. Really like Qi Qi?"

"Before I did it, I would have hesitated whether I felt sympathy for her. But now it is like this, and I like her."

Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly smiled, "You can tell that Lejun didn't want to say this to me in front of me, and it was the same for Qiyue, right?"

"It does happen when you really feel like she likes you."

"That's good. In that case, I have to accept the fact that 'Lejun has indeed become a scumbag.' There is no doubt that as a boyfriend, Lejun has neglected his duty."

"I'm guilty." Sakakihara admitted his mistake.

"Will Lejun change it?"

"Won't."

"Do you really have to insist on this?"

"We have come to this point. If I give up on anything, I will be a scumbag."

Tianhai Jiuliuli: "Then Lejun is planning to give up on me?"

"A scumbag is a scumbag, and all I want is to have both feet."

Tianhai Jiuliuli: "I have been struggling with whether I should accept the fact that Lejun is a scumbag. I have always tried to avoid it, but now I can see it clearly."

"Liu Li is leaving?"

"It's normal to leave, isn't it?"

"That's right."

"Then what do Lejun think?"

Sakakihara sighed, feeling helpless in his heart: "I definitely don't want you to leave, but I'm sorry that I can only give you half of my love. If you really choose that, I will respect you."

"There is no lie about my liking for you. I want myself to make certain concessions. I'm sorry. This is not to agree to Lejun's unreasonable request. It's just that compared to July, I have done too little." "

Tianhai Jiuliuli seemed to be struggling with his own psychology, "Besides, if I quit voluntarily, wouldn't it mean that I lost to Qiyue?"

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Sakakibara didn't even know how to answer her.

"I don't want to let go, but I can't change you, I can't change Qiyue, I can't hurt you, hurt Qiyue, and ultimately, I can't defeat Qiyue. In fact, there is an answer that I have always thought about in my heart, but I still can't. They don’t even want to admit it.”

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Seeing her dodgey eyes, Sakakibara understood what she was thinking.

Is Liuli going to agree?

"I disagree! What is Lejun thinking! No one wants to share the person they like, and the same is true for Qiyue. It's just that she is better than me and can be more tolerant."

"So. Liuli is...?"

".I can't let go now because I only have Lejun in my heart. So I can't let go. I know that as a human being, I should become independent. But it's hard to do that, so, so——"

Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't express what he said clearly for a long time.

So much so that Sakakihara gradually understood the entanglement and uneasiness in her heart.

"So, Lejun, do you understand what I mean?"

"accepted?"

"It's not a promise. Qiyue didn't agree to live in peace with me either. This doesn't mean that I agree with Lejun, your scumbag idea. It's just because Qiyue has made more concessions than me, and I don't want to be inferior to her. That’s all”

"How come Liuli has also begun to learn Qiyue's tough talk?"

"It's really not that. Although I understand it, really, I'm not that transparent."

Sakakibara became serious: "What Ruri means is that you want to start now and learn to let go?"

".Yes, that's what it means. As for the final result, it's hard to say yet, so I can't make a decision first."

Understand, there is always a process for acceptance.

Fortunately, Liuli finally showed some signs of compromise. As for whether she can get along with Qiyue in the future.

That's not necessarily true.