Chapter 338 Tianhai Zhixue’s Sad Night (Part 1)

Tianhai Zhixue moved the small stool very quickly.

It was so fast that Sakakihara Raku didn't think it was the speed she should normally have.

In my impression, Yuki has always had a slow-moving personality, but now she quickly sat down with the guitar in front of him. This should mean that she is looking forward to the opportunity that comes at this moment, right?

Sakakibara couldn't help but think so.

Seeing her upright and hugging the guitar, I felt an inexplicable feeling of distress.

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Sakakibara is happily waiting for Amami no Snow.

Wait for her to take the guitar seriously, wait for her fingers to slowly rest on the first, second, third, and fourth rows of steel strings.

Tianhai Zhixue didn't speak and was quiet for about five or six minutes.

Expecting to see the moonlight outside the window being obscured by clouds, the shadow of her back facing the moon also dimmed.

She still didn't speak, as if she was brewing some emotion, and Sakakibara was not in a hurry to rush her.

After a long time, Tianhai Zhixue lowered her head and looked at the guitar in her hand:

"Songs are written for music alone."

The girl's voice was smooth and fresh, giving people a very comfortable atmosphere.

"Yes." Sakakihara listened to her carefully.

"I've always wanted Le to listen to it." Tianhai Zhixue paused here.

In Sakakibara Raku's view, Amami Yuki always speaks incompletely, which is probably a problem caused by her personality.

She lacked emotions and basically had no emotions in the first half of her life, so she felt like she had a lot to say but nothing to say.

This is also her old problem, and now, Sakakihara Raku has learned how to guide her.

"So, yuki really wants to thank me, right? Thank me for taking care of you during this time?"

"Yes." Tianhai Zhixue's promise this time was obviously with a thicker nasal voice, "Really, thank you very much for Le, who makes me fried ice cream every day, helps me edit videos every day, and takes care of me every day, Brush and blow dry my hair."

Her eyes were staring straight at herself. The feelings in her heart at this moment were actually far less than what she expressed in her words.

Sakakibara thought so in his heart and smiled slightly:

"Yuki, don't always think too much of me. I don't do these things without reward. You look at me and think you are cute. I have a good appearance and a good personality. You will listen to anything Yuki says. Don't Not to mention, I really like you coming over to me every day to act coquettishly."

"But Le is really nice. No one has ever been so kind to me."

Tianhai Zhixue's voice was still so calm, and her bright eyes didn't show any change.

But it sounds like it makes people feel sorry for her inexplicably.

Sakakihara subconsciously examined his own weight in her heart.

If nothing else, this makes me feel a little heavy.

Because this is related to yuki's life experience, her abnormal family situation, plus the diary and message her mother left for her daughter that she had seen before.

With the accumulation of various emotions, Sakakibara even realized the weight behind Amami Nozuki's words, "No one has been so kind to me."

She is natural, but not emotionless.

She always forgets things, but it's not that she wants to forget.

She always stares at a certain place in a daze, but that doesn't mean she isn't interested in the world.

Most of the time, there is just one person missing, a pair of hands that can pull her out of the small room with snow falling outside the window to see the world.

Tianhai Zhixue: "Can we start?"

Sakakihara Raku broke away from the scene just now, nodded to the girl and replied:

"Of course, anytime."

"Um."

As Amami Nozuki responded softly, the guitar intro sounded in Raku Sakakihara's ears.

The intro is a very classic pop music, with some lyricism, but full of melody. Sakakihara Raku even became more focused because of her few syllables.

Behind him was the gauze curtain blown by the wind, and Sakakibara smelled a hint of the breath blowing from the seaside. Tianhai Zhixue turned her back to the balcony, sat on a small bench, and sang in a small and light voice:

".Looking at the starry sky, I remember"

"Every day spent in boredom"

It was obviously the first time I heard this melody, and it was the first time I heard Yuki using this voice that didn't sound like she had no emotion, but there was a feeling of excitement behind Raku Sakakihara.

Sakakihara couldn't help but think that in this song for herself, Yuki must have written about herself at the beginning.

The beginning of yuki's song is not only a catchy and lyrical melody, but also a true portrayal of her own life.

When he was looking at her, meeting her eyes and hearing the lyrics she sang at the same time, Sakakibara couldn't help but think of Yuki's way of always staring blankly somewhere in his mind.

The melody of the song is still lyrical. What did she mainly want to sing for herself?

The relaxed melody outlines a slow rhythm. In the slightly prolonged ending of the previous line of lyrics, Tianhai Zhixue slapped the guitar panel with her hands and stepped on a more rhythmic beat.

"Come on, come take my hand."

"You seem to be dyed in brilliant colors before my eyes."

The chord rhythm is strengthened again. Tianhai Zhixue uses her palms to slap the top or floor of the guitar in rhythm, and the rhythm of the sound effect similar to that of a drum goes straight into the chest.

The already excellent sound is even more pleasant to listen to.

"It's an incredible power to meet you."

From this point on, the rhythm begins to get stronger and stronger.

Every word begins to echo every beat of the song.

It feels like rock and roll. Sakakibara, who is beside the bed, can't help but tap his feet to the beat composed by Yuki Amami in front of him.

"At this moment, run forward——"

The sound is extended and slightly raised.

Tianhai Zhixue looked at him with her eyes, and the lyrics burst out in one breath.

"Take me with you! Go across the sky and overlook the world."

At this moment, when she was looking at him, Sakakibara felt as if there was an electric current running down his back.

It's so strange, the lyrics have obviously begun to hide her thoughts about herself.

But I just couldn't help but look at her with admiration.

"Take me with you! Towards the shining direction, if I can share the joy with you, if I can be by your side forever, please keep doing this. Take me with you! Towards the unknown world, no matter where you are, no matter where you are. Can fly freely."

This feeling is amazing.

Music is vital, Raku Sakakihara has always felt this way. The days when he performed with a few people on the stage, in the rain of light and sound that made people blind, and received applause and cheers are still vivid in his mind.

And what about in front of you?

Although Yuki is the only one singing, although only her guitar is making sounds and beating drums, Sakakibara does not feel that she is lonely at all, because what this song conveys is hope, happiness, and a beautiful outlook on life. Longing.

In my ears, under my feet, and in front of me, there was a spiritual resonance that made my spine shiver and my scalp numb.

Just like what is described in the lyrics, take her hand in hand, overlooking the beautiful world, and appreciate all the beauty in this world.

Running towards a tomorrow that will always shine brightly, with eyes full of hope.

"Take me with you! Go across the sky and overlook the world. Take me with you! Go in the direction of shining glory, leave here and be reborn. Take me with you! Across the ocean, towards the unknown world, no matter what You can fly freely wherever you are."

Sakakibara didn't close her eyes, but her heart flew out to the melody of her song.

The image of the two crossing the sky and the sea together naturally emerged in his mind, holding hands, soaring freely in the sky physically and mentally, and the white clouds were changing. The seagulls around me were flying together, and the wind in the air blew my face cold and flipped the hair on my forehead.

Brush across the endless sea and pass through the vast sky.

Whales, swimming fish, cities, and thousands of miles of green mountains

Break through the clouds and fog and pass by all the beautiful and wonderful scenic spots in the world one by one.

Hold hands and experience everything in this world together.

My heart surged with her singing.

"I have dreamed about it since I was a child, like a beautiful story about a princess talking to a fairy tale. Use magic to hold my hand, take me away from there, and regain my life."

"I always feel so happy that I almost cry. Even my tears turn into the colors of the rainbow in front of you. Surrounded by your smile, I can become one with you and become stars together."

The tone leveled off and exploded again.

"Take me with you! Across the ocean, I am obsessed with you holding my hand. Take me with you! Towards the eternally unknown world, you can fly freely no matter where you are. Take me with you! Across this vast sky, Overlooking this vast world! You can fly freely at any time."

Tianhai Zhixue suddenly stopped playing. In the long and silent silence, even the guitar in his hand seemed to have become heavier.

She raised her head, looking at Sakakihara Rakuyan without any unnecessary expression and very sincerely:

"From now on, you are my happiness."

There is no sound.

There wasn't a sound at all.

In front of my eyes, all I can see is that the dark clouds have dispersed, and the silver moonlight is falling on the girl's closely watching face, which seems to be filled with tears.

Sakakihara Raku.

I don’t know what I should use to express my mood at this moment.

So I had to use silence to deal with Tianhai Zhixue's gaze.

"Le, I like you."

In a daze, Sakakihara seemed to hear what the girl said to him in that unique, ethereal and plain voice.

like me.

like me.

Yes, you like me.

She can express her current mood in a song.

She can use songs to express her desire to take her with her. The two of them will walk together, move forward together, and travel the whole world together.

Who can say that the love she said at this time is false?

What she says now about liking her is true.

Because of this period of time together, the love was born.

it's wired.

Sakakibara suddenly felt strange. Yuki's songs were obviously positive, happy and full of hope, but he felt a little lonely at this time.

So strange. Why do you feel lonely?

Use a song to express your mood, full of positive values ​​​​that always move forward, full of happiness. But at this time, I feel lonely.

Probably, you have already made up your mind about yuki's feelings, right?

"Yuki likes me?"

"Yes, I like it."

"How much I like it."

"I like it very much. Only Le is so good to me. Only Le can help me do many things. Thank you very much Le, I like Le very much. I also want Le to be happy all the time."

it's wired.

Obviously when Yuki said these words while holding the guitar, his tone was calm but hiding happiness. However, Sakakibara's heart became bitter.

Just because she has a decision in her heart doesn't mean that Sakakibara doesn't feel sorry for her.

I said this to myself with an innocent and beautiful mood, eager to get a reply from myself.

"Yuki."

"Um."

"Do you remember what I said to you before?"

"Le said a lot of things, I will remember them. If I don't remember them, they will be written down in the handbook Le gave me."

Her words made Sakakibara feel distressed again. He couldn't help but sigh in his heart, and continued without any change on the surface:

"That means you and Ling are the same."

".Just as a sister?"

"Well, Yuki, it's not like you don't know my current relationship with Qiyue and Liuli. The relationship between us is very complicated. They both have their own ideas, and I must also commit to their affairs. Their feelings.”

"It doesn't matter, I won't care about Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu."

"Yuki, it's not whether you care about them or not, but whether they care about you or not. My promise to you now is another betrayal of their feelings, and it's the same for Liuli and Qiyue. If it happens again after I promise their feelings, Exploiting their unequal feelings with me will not only make them sad and painful, but I will also look down on myself."

"Lele means."

"Yes, yuki, I can't accept you."

For an unknown amount of time, Tianhai Zhixue buried her face.

Sakakihara Raku saw that her hands were gripping the strings much more tightly, and her fingertips were deeply pressed into the strings.

At this time, Yuki already has her own emotions in her heart, right?

Happiness, joy. After she had these beautiful moods, it was indeed very cruel to give her so many things, but then completely reject her.

well.

No wonder.

No wonder Qi Qi said those words to herself just now.

Spreading your warmth everywhere and being too nice to someone who lacks love will eventually hurt them.

This is also the origin of Qi Qi's words to restrain herself.

"Yuki, do you still remember that I asked you to learn from A Ling? I know she is a brother-controller, and she also understands my feelings for her. It is indeed difficult to distinguish feelings because they are entangled, but that does not mean that I am completely Ignore you, there is no love. Friendship as a friend and affection as a family member also exist."

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After Tianhai Zhixue was rejected, she didn't speak anymore. She just lowered her head and hugged the guitar tightly.

Sakakibara couldn't see her little face clearly, but he also knew that she was unhappy at this time. She wrote such a touching song and confessed her love for herself, but couldn't get it due to various reasons.

rejected

No, for yuki, she should have been rejected by the world in her eyes, right?

A world that is always happy and always upward.

She will probably still recall every bit of the past, including traveling, performing, eating at McDonald's, visiting an aquarium, and carrying her up the cliff to see the dreamy scenery she has never seen before.

Now these are most likely gone.

Sakakihara Raku was a little worried that she would close herself off again.

I don't know how long I waited for her.

An hour, an hour and a half?

In short, my waist is sore from sitting.

Sakakihara was happy to see that she still looked like that, so he reminded her in a low voice:

"Yuki, do you want to go back to bed first? Just like what I said just now, it's not that you don't accept it at all. Do you think A Ling can still ask me for food every day? I will make it for her and buy it for her." Birthday gift? As for my relationship with you, even if I really like you, I can't agree to it because I still have the feelings of Liuli and Qiyue and I can't deceive them twice. "

"Will you still give me Nale's gift?" Tianhai Zhixue did not raise her head.

Gift?

Yuki is still thinking about this now?

"Of course, what do you want?"

"Anything is fine," Tianhai Zhixue replied in a very weak voice, "As long as it is a doll that Le gave me and can be hugged. I will cherish it for the rest of my life."

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Sakakihara Raku didn't know what to say to yuki for a while.

Maybe it's because she is too innocent, so innocent that she still thinks about other people's good things even if she is rejected by others.

Even Sakakihara Raku had an emotion, which prompted him to want to be nice to her.

This kind of thinking cannot be faked.

Just like wanting to be nice to A Ling.

The emotions involved are so entangled that it is difficult to distinguish them.

"I want a hug."

With this expression, Sakakihara Raku remembered A Suzu who was bullied outside and cried and wanted to be hugged by herself.

"Then come here."

Amami Nozuki immediately came to Sakakibara Raku. She fell directly into Sakakibara Raku's arms like a kitten that had been abandoned at home for a long time and had not seen its owner for a long, long time.

This time she hit her heart, and Sakakibara's chest was shaken by the impact.

Then, she seemed to cry in her arms.