Chapter 365 Tianhai Jiuliuli Wants to Stay Overnight
"Lejun."
At twelve o'clock in the night, Sakakihara Raku was half asleep and half awake, and a light call lingered in his ears.
He held back his sleepiness, squinted his eyes and looked into the dim room, then turned his head
"Lejun."
The arm seemed to be lightly pushed.
"Lejun."
After three calls in a row, Sakakihara realized that he was not dreaming, but that someone was really calling him.
Sakakibara turned around and found an Amami Nanami lying under the covers. That's not right, the expression on this one should be that of Ruri.
Sakakihara Raku has become accustomed to her liking to get under the covers.
Seeing Ruri's hazy and beautiful face leaning against the moonlight, Sakakibara leaned on the pillow, smiled at her, and asked:
"What's wrong?"
"I couldn't sleep well, so I came to see you. I didn't disturb Lejun's rest, right?"
"Of course not. I would be happy to have someone to sleep with me."
Sakakibara reached out and hugged her to him. The girl's body was very soft and warm.
Tianhai Jiuliuli was very familiar with his movements and took the initiative to follow his movements, gently resting her head in his arms.
I feel the warmth in my arms, as if my shoulders have support, and my heart is getting warmer under the quilt.
"But Liuli suddenly couldn't sleep and came to see me. Is there something you want to tell me?"
"It doesn't matter, it's just today. I want to sleep with you, Lejun."
After hearing the indistinct voice like a whisper from Ruri in his arms, Sakakihara didn't think much, only thinking that she hadn't been with him like this for a long time.
"Liu Li relied on me so much, so I have to say I'm sorry to you. I shouldn't have hidden anything from you at that time, Liu Li."
"Lejun, you don't need to say that, I also know. If you, Lejun, had said those things to me from the beginning, it would have been harder for me to accept the reality and even harder for me to forgive Qi Qi."
"What about now? It's been a week since we came back. How are you and Qiyue getting along?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli buried half of her face in his chest and looked up.
Those pupils were brighter than usual, and seemed to contain infinite emotions for Sakakihara Raku and his sister.
"I get along well with Qi Qi, and Qi Qi will be very happy to hold my hand again. It's weird to call me sister."
"Huh? What's so weird?"
Under the quilt, Tianhai Jiuliuli buried her face deeper into his chest, her cheek touching the warmth of his chest.
"Obviously I have always wanted to persuade myself to reach a reconciliation with Qiyue, but every time I stay with you like this, Lejun, I don't want to share it with Qiyue."
"This is normal," Sakakibara Raku said, "because whether it is July or you, how can you share it with the person you like?"
"Does Lejun like me?"
"I like it, I definitely like Liuli, but the person who usually helps me wash dishes, help me organize my clothes, help me tie my tie, and help me organize my clothes. I still remember the look in your eyes when I flew back to my hometown before. That’s an expectation, an expectation that you don’t want me to leave.”
"But isn't my gentleness all an illusion?"
"Who said that?" Raku Sakakihara patted her on the back and retorted gently, "Although Ruri does pretend to be nice to everyone outside, Ruri is actually not. Is she a very gentle girl who thinks about others?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice became lower in his arms:
"The more Lejun says this, the more regretful I feel about what I did to you before."
"Okay, okay," Sakakibara closed his eyes, held her in his arms, and continued to comfort her, "Everyone makes mistakes. Ruri's heart is indeed not bad. I was indeed angry that time, but then I changed Yes, isn't it Liuli that you are sincere to me? And I have also concealed the fact from you."
"Lejun, you know you can't tell me right away. After you found the opportunity, didn't Lejun take the initiative to tell me about it?"
stupid.
Raku Sakakihara really wants to say something to Ruri about being a silly girl.
Although it was said that Liuli had to calm down emotionally before telling her the truth, concealment was concealment, an indisputable fact.
Now Liuli still has to find excuses for her behavior at that time.
Sakakihara Raku can only say that she is too stupid.
"Feel sorry."
Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice became lower again, "Obviously tonight Lejun told me that I needed to find myself, but I ended up doing this again."
"It seems that Ruri has misunderstood," Sakakibara continued to whisper softly in her ear, "The self does not necessarily mean the capable and confident Ruri. There is no need to be with her all the time. That kind of Liuli is consistent. Liuli is essentially a girl who needs love very much, and it does not conflict with this. On the contrary, Liuli, you need me and like my actions towards you. To me, it is a contrasting cuteness."
"It means that the self with self-confidence and the self without self-confidence can exist together.?"
"Right, that is it."
Sakakibara kissed her forehead, which made Amami Kuruuri, who was already in his arms, look a little shy and sweet.
"I expect to see the charming Liuli on the world stage, but equally, I also expect to see a shy Liuli in my arms who wants to get what I like. There is no conflict."
"Lejun, you have the nerve to say it," Tianhai Jiuliuli raised her eyes in his arms, her eyes full of complaints and dissatisfaction, "After I came back, I spent a lot of time with Qiyue, and the time on February 46th was mine as promised. ?”
"Ahem," Sakakibara Rakuki coughed twice, "Because you sometimes have to be busy with student union affairs. When I went to find you, you said you were busy with something. Can't I just go to the Literature Club to find Qiyue?"
".Really?" Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice was as light as a mosquito.
"Is it something?" Sakakibara asked.
Tianhai Jiuliuli put her hands on his chest and left his embrace with a hint of questioning: "Did Lejun secretly kiss Qiyue behind my back? I smell it on you Lejun many times. The smell of July.”
"That's true!"
Sakakibara hurriedly smiled and explained to Amami Kuriuri who was above him, "Qiyue won't let me kiss casually. According to what she said, men like the new and dislike the old, and they won't love each other after being kissed too much. Even Qiu usually doesn't like the old. She doesn't even hold my hand, but when I try to hold her, she beats my hand away."
From this angle, Sakakibara could see the lace at the collar of Liuli's pajamas through the moonlight, as well as the collarbone and ravine under her fair neck.
"I agree."
"Huh? Liuli, do you agree?"
"Men do like the new and hate the old, otherwise you wouldn't like Qiyue. Although Qiyue and I look exactly the same. Now, in this face, does Lejun see more Qiyue or more Liuli? "
This sentence is not easy to answer.
Sakakihara thought carefully about her indescribably beautiful face and flaxen hair hanging from her shoulders.
"Liu Li, do you want to hear the truth or lies?"
"Of course it's the truth."
"To be honest, it's half and half. I can see you as Qiyue, and I can also see Qiyue as you. You want to ask why, because you two are so similar. When I look at your face, I will be there." The two of you are projected above."
"Do you like me or July?"
"like it all."
"Can't you like me more?"
"Of course I can like you more, Liuli, now."
"I don't know why, but since I met Lejun, I have started to think that Lejun is more and more handsome. I still remember the way Lejun heard that I wanted to eat and brought a lot of things to me in the middle of the night. Look at that Lejun He is still smiling while watching me eat. Why are you laughing? It is obviously something you made for me, Lejun."
Sakakihara Raku was almost pushed down on his bed by her, and she looked at him from top to bottom, and felt a little embarrassed for no reason.
"That's not because you blushed shyly when I saw Liuli. A girl who is usually so cheerful and sunny would be shy in front of me, and I would also feel happy."
"Lejun, you've been busy making things for so long, aren't you tired?"
"How can I put it this way? The process is definitely troublesome, but when I think about the things you eat and cook that make me happy, I am happy too."
"Qi Qi is right, Lejun is a fool."
"This Liuli, don't listen to Qi Qi, she doesn't understand anything."
"Fool."
Unlike A Ling's naughty "idiot", Tianhai Jiuliuli's "idiot" is gentle, including shyness and fondness.
"Thank you Lejun."
"Why do you suddenly say thank you?"
"Now, my mother's influence on me is getting smaller and smaller. If Lejun hadn't taken the trouble to say so many things to me again and again, I don't think I would be like this. I really like the one who can hold me and let me do whatever I want. Lejun, who cried, was also a little envious of Ling Jiang. She has been able to hide in your arms and enjoy your care for her since she was a child.
"Lejun, I'm serious. Lejun, I also want to be taken care of by you and supported by you. I want to stay at your place tonight."
Amami Kuri's pale red lips uttered a weak but clear voice. Her face and arms were almost on top of Sakakihara Raku, showing her delicate color.
Sakakibara could feel the sweet scent of her youthful girl, and could see the white skin at the neckline of her pajamas that was usually completely invisible.
She sat on Sakakibara's belly, with her hands on both sides of Sakakibara's ears. As her hair fell, not only her hair, but also the fragrant ravine under her neckline was close at hand.
Regarding the "overnight" she was talking about, Raku Sakakihara already knew what it was.
Liuli was shy when she said this and pursed her lips several times, as if she had made the most important decision in her life.
"On weekdays, I also secretly think about Lejun, because Lejun is not only really nice to people, but also very handsome."
Her voice became softer and softer, and Sakakihara Raku inevitably became more and more nervous.
"That. Liuli"
"Um?"
"What you said about secretly thinking about me, is that what I think about secretly thinking about me?"
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Speechless.
"Yes" Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't dare to look at him, but her face became very red.
"I don't have to ask more questions. Is this true?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli pursed her lips.
"No matter what, Lejun never comes to me. Sometimes I dream that Lejun comes to play with me, comes to me to play games, hugs me, and even realizes that I like Lejun very much. Take the initiative to kiss me. Many times I wake up from sleep alone and feel happy, but as soon as I find out that it is a dream, I always feel empty in my heart. Then I will close my eyes at this time and think about happiness in my heart. Junle Junlejun
"At the same time, I am still sure in my heart, Le Jun, he must love me very much, right? He must love me very much, right? He must also need me very much, right?"
"The more I think about it, the more I think about a Lejun who loves me very much and only loves me. He hugs me and gives me lots and lots of satisfaction and love. This satisfaction and love are getting more and more. More and more, more and more."
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Sakakihara suddenly felt speechless.
The love she needed even made Sakakibara feel like a yandere.
However, he finally knew the fact that Liuli needed love when she got up every morning.
"Lejun said so much to me and gave me so much support. Now I want to give something back to Lejun. The only thing I don't have is this, which Lejun probably likes. It seems that all boys will like it." So, can you keep me overnight?"
May I?
Of course Sakakibara wanted to respond. He thought he had a strong sense of reason, but he couldn't bear the fact that his body was still in adolescence. Faced with the approach of a girl like Ruri, she sat on his belly and said these words to him. It is impossible not to feel anything.
Liuli is also a person who regards the first time as very important. Since she chose to say that, that is to say, she has completely made the decision to entrust her life to herself.
Entrusted to you for a lifetime
There is such a girl who is willing to entrust her life to herself.
I must be extremely happy to be able to believe in her, trust her, and spend every day with her in this world.
Apart from the spiritual world, do you want to live in the physical world?
think.
Who wouldn't?
but.
Sakakibara thought about the agreement with Qiyue and the place where he and Qiyue would go tomorrow.
Of course, the reason he didn't agree immediately was because Liuli's demands were too straightforward, and he suddenly didn't know how to respond.
Seeing that he didn't agree to her immediately, Tianhai Jiuliuli knew that he was probably being abrupt, so he asked again:
"Lejun, do you like to take the initiative? Do you want me to take off your clothes first?"
well.
Liuli, it’s all about this.
Sakakihara Raku really didn't know how to tell her this.
She said this to herself with such determination to give herself the most important thing in her life.
However, my sister had already cut off my beard.
Will Liuli be sad again?
But then I thought, if I didn't tell Liuli anything, would I be deceiving her again?
We just agreed not to cheat on each other?
So, when Sakakibara reached out to take off her nightdress, Sakakibara held her wrist.
"That... Liuli."
Sakakihara Raku was so embarrassed that he wanted to cough to cover up the embarrassing fact.
"Lejun?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli probably saw what he meant. He lowered his hand from the neckline of his nightgown and said in a somewhat lonely tone, "Lejun, don't you think it's appropriate? This, it's okay. After all, this matter needs to be in a more formal occasion." It will be better. Sorry Lejun, I was abrupt."
Seeing her like this, Sakakibara was very distressed.
What would Liuli, a girl, think if such a thing was rejected?
Not attractive yourself? Did you make him uninterested? Or do you mean that you don't like him much?
After Liuli saw that she was rejected, she didn't even blame others, but blamed herself for the problem.
This little inferiority complex in Ruri made Sakakibara feel even more sorry for her.
Liuli, probably feels that there is nothing worthy of his liking in her, right?
Therefore, Sakakibara quickly explained to her and strongly denied what she just said:
"No! I definitely didn't mean it unwillingly!"
"Nalejun"
"Of course I am very happy that Liuli said this to me, and I am also happy that you said these words to me. I never dared to think that any girl would be willing to dedicate her life to me. This is a luxury for me. . And it’s not that I don’t want to have sex with you Liuli, after all, I’m still a boy.”
Sakakibara Raku said this seriously.
It is precisely this seriousness that makes it look a little funny.
Tianhai Jiululi was stunned, and realized that it was not the reason for her lack of charm. Her face turned red and she grabbed the collar of her pajamas with one hand:
"Then why does Lejun disagree?"
"Well, okay, I didn't intend to hide it from you, because of the agreement with Qiyue."
"The agreement with Qiyue?"
Sakakihara explained: "From the beginning, I told Qiyue that I can only have half of my love for her. Qiyue agreed, but also made a condition for me."
Tianhai Jiuliuli sat on his stomach and probably guessed what the condition was:
"July. Want Lejun's first time?"
"That's it"
"Excessive."
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"Why did Lejun agree to this?"
"Because I do owe a lot to Qiyue, and this is her wish. I naturally agreed."
Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't bear it: "But...but, what should I do if this happens?"
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This silenced Sakakihara Raku again.
Yes, Liuli. What should I do?
Liuli also gave in on this matter. Shouldn't he make the same agreement to Liuli?
"Liu Li, can I say that this is a fact that all of us will have to face sooner or later?"
"I know, but Qi Qi is still too much. I have to go to Qi Qi to get an explanation."
"Go now?" Sakakihara was happy to see that she was about to get up, and quickly grabbed her wrist.
"Can't you?"
"Everyone is sleeping now, and my mother and uncle are also here. Originally Liuli came to me today to ask for this, so I was worried that my uncle would hear something."
When talking about this, Tianhai Jiuliuli became a little shy and calmer:
"What I was thinking was, I could suppress my voice or something."
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Why does it sound so sloppy?
No, it's just sloppy.
Sakakibara quickly grabbed her and said to her: "That's it for today, I'll sleep with you."
Tianhai Jiuliuli: "Then I will go to Qiyue tomorrow to get an explanation."
".This is up to you."
"Also, when did Lejun and Qiyue agree?"
"There is no specific agreed time," Sakakihara Raku was silent for a while, secretly looking into Liuli's eyes, "but"
"But but what?"
Amami Kuruuri approached Sakakibara Raku with squinted eyes.
"But it's probably tomorrow afternoon."
Why did Liuli's momentum change all of a sudden?
She was a little girl just now, and now she looks like a girlfriend who caught an adulterer.
"Tomorrow afternoon?"
"Well Qi Qi said he would take me somewhere."
"She agreed?"
"She asked me to go, so she probably agreed."
Tianhai Jiuliuli’s brows were already furrowed:
"I'll go find Qi Qi tomorrow to ask for an explanation."
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What can Raku Sakakibara say?
He can only pray that there will be no more quarrels in Qijiu tomorrow.