Chapter 359 A Date with A Ling? (Over)

The roller coaster went up and down for several times in a row. It was very exciting. Even though it was so exciting that he still had lingering fears, Sakakihara Raku also felt that his hands were being crushed by this girl A Suzu.

When riding the roller coaster, she was so excited that she screamed non-stop, and at the same time she was extremely scared. In addition, Liuli's body was already very strong.

However, although it hurts.

But when he got off the roller coaster, Sakakihara Raku realized that he had never seen such an expression on Suzu's body.

Her hair was messy by the wind, but there was unconcealable joy on her face.

She was extremely happy and satisfied.

Sakakihara Raku had seen similar expressions when he took Ruri out on a date and went to the game arcade to play a game together.

"how do you feel?"

"Hmph, it's great! It's easy~~"

"."

I almost believed it.

Raku Sakakihara chose not to complain about her, but just let her be happy as hell.

I went to the place where drinks were sold and bought two glasses of juice. Sakakibara handed the orange-flavored juice to "Amami Kuriuri".

The two sat on the bench.

Because the roller coaster is really scary, both of them felt that they should take a rest, so they stayed here for a while.

Drinking juice, blowing the night breeze of Hawaii, and watching the prosperity of the Hawaiian amusement park, my mood and spirit seemed to be relaxed, comfortable and comfortable

"Amami Kuruuri" sat next to Sakakibara Raku and saw him staring at a place in the distance silently sipping juice.

"old--"

"It's Ale."

"Okay, Ale."

After being quiet for a long time, Sakakihara Raku waited for a long time but did not hear A Suzu continue to speak to him, so he turned to look at her and saw that she seemed to have something to say.

"Just tell me what you want to say. Now I will listen carefully to everything."

"Um"

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" held the juice in both hands, and her crossed thumbs moved around without any purpose. This movement continued for a while, and then she whispered:

"Sixteen years, just now you took me to the amusement park to ride a roller coaster for the first time in sixteen years."

Sakakibara saw her turning to look at him.

The four eyes meet and face each other.

A simple sentence, but it seemed to carry the infinite expectations she had contained in these sixteen years.

First time in sixteen years.

This gaze and these words once made Sakakibara Raku's heart stir. Looking at her, it was as if he saw A Suzu in Ruri's body through the window of his eyes, recalling the moments he spent with A Suzu when he was a child. Bit by bit

This sentence was very heavy. Sakakihara Raku didn't want to make the atmosphere like this. He just wanted Suzu to be happy, so he laughed:

"What are you talking about? It's not that you're scared to death of roller coasters. You said many times that you wanted to go together, but you declined with various reasons, so in the end we didn't go."

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" heard this, first lowered his head, and then turned his head to look at the various lights in the amusement park.

The sky blue eyes reflect everything colorfully.

"A-Ling, be happy. Didn't you smile so happily when you were riding in the car just now?"

When a gust of wind chilled her face, she closed her eyes again and whispered:

"Yeah. I'm very happy. Do you know why I refuse this every time?"

"." Sakakibara knew something about it, but didn't take the initiative to speak, waiting for her to finish.

"I want to say something true to you, can you hear me out?"

Hearing this, Sakakihara smiled and said: "This is not your style, Suzu. According to your character, shouldn't you say it directly to me? Then I interrupted you, and then you called me 'stinky Lele' and then continued ?”

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" hugged Juice and pouted dissatisfiedly: "Really, I want to tell you something from my heart right now, of course I have to be serious. Why are you still complaining about me?"

"As a boyfriend, of course you have to be able to complain, otherwise how can you make girls happy?"

"You scumbag, you are very experienced in picking up girls, aren't you?"

"Thanks for the compliment."

"Punch you!"

"Amami Kuruuri" pushed Sakakibara Raku's shoulder, and when she saw his smile, she felt a little sweeter in her heart.

"Okay, no more talking to you! I really want to say something."

"Then go ahead and I'm always here to listen."

"Um"

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" agreed and was silent for a while.

She sat on a small bench on this platform and stared at the roller coaster that had resumed operation not far away for a long time, as if she was brewing emotions.

"We were very poor when we were young. We couldn't afford anything at that time. If I wanted to eat cake, I could only look through the window."

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" paused.

"Ale, you bastard sees it every time. Every time, you don't want anything. You save money and use it all to buy me things, whether it's snacks, gifts, or new clothes.

"I wonder if you still remember the way you gave me something every time? Every time I see you giving it to me, giving me what I have always wanted, I am very happy and at the same time I go to see you who gave me the gift. I feel like you have changed a little in my eyes.

"What has changed? I still can't tell for sure. I only know that in my eyes, I see someone who will take care of me, someone I can completely trust, and someone who can definitely give me a sense of security. people

"Because Stinky Lele, you stand in front of me and stand in front of me in everything you do. Every time I am bullied by someone, you stand up for me and comfort me.

"Time passes little by little, and we grow up together day by day, but you will always stand in front of me. I don't know when, I began to learn to secretly see you from behind.

"I peeked at you doing housework, I peeked at you making up the quilt, I peeked at you doing my laundry, I peeked at you while you were picking up the food for me, I peeked at you and you even had nightmares. One day you didn't want me anymore and left me where I was. Let me cry at will, and you will never respond to me again.

"Every time I wake up from this state, I will be scared for a while, and then I will hug you tightly under the quilt. If it is a thunderstorm, I will hug you tighter, wake you up, and want you to say something to me. Stories to comfort me to sleep.”

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" spoke in a softer and softer voice, and she became less and less afraid to look at him. She only dared to stare at the straw of the juice in her hand.

Then he continued speaking quietly.

"Of course, I didn't know how I felt at that time. I just felt that in real life, I would feel handsome if I had a back like yours, and if I secretly looked at you, I would also become happy.

"When I see you then, I feel like your smile at me will make me embarrassed.

"'Ling, I'm here to take you home', 'Huh!' - Conversations like this have been repeated countless times in my life. I like getting along with you very much, and like that we get up together every day, We go to school together, study together, come home from school together, eat together and catch up on homework, sit on the balcony together to watch the stars, and then spend every holiday together in the year. I am very happy to be with you because of trivial things. They quarrel, start bickering, and start complaining about each other. Isn’t that what life is like? There are happiness, there are complaints, and there are those who get back together after complaining and continue to get along.

"Really. I hope this life can go on forever. No one will disturb the two of us.

"However, when I entered junior high school and grew up, you began to distance yourself from me in terms of physical contact. I wanted to hug you, but you would reject me. I wanted to be on your back, and you would reject me. I usually want to be with you. If I get close to you, if I act coquettishly with you, you will push me away.

"Every time I get pushed away by you, I feel sad. I wonder if I don't like you anymore."

"Later, I understood that this is the time when we have all grown up and we can never go back to the days when we could sleep together and take a bath together.

"My mother's career also improved at this time. We moved into a new rental house and I had my own new room. But when I saw that brand-new room, I kept thinking about the place where we lived together since childhood. Although it was It’s only six-fold in size, with only one bedroom shared with the kitchen and living room. It even had air leaks and water leaks, but the new room no longer has the warmth that you can sleep with.”

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" said this, took a deep breath, and then exhaled all this big breath.

As if to lighten his mood, he held back the tears that flowed from his eyes.

"As I get older, I gradually understand what love is and what love is. I can't help but compare this love with you. I found that no matter what the definition of liking a person is, I can find it. Find a certain point in you

"But while I understand my feelings, I am also dissatisfied with your actions of always alienating me.

"Why don't you look at me more?

“Why can’t you have contact with me like you did when you were a kid?

“Why can’t you do that to me again?

"I don't want to give up, I don't want you to stop coming to see me. You always resist contact with you. I find that only by arguing with you will you respond to me like you did when you were a child, allowing me to find some feeling of being noticed.

"I know I'm an arrogant person, but if I wasn't an arrogant person, would you care about me?

“If I did everything perfectly, would you still take care of me?

"You will only think that 'Ling has grown up and no longer needs my care.' Because our identities are destined to keep the relationship between us as it is, and if I want you to look at me more, I can only Do this.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I don't want to take your efforts for granted at all, but I really hope that you can still have the same contact with me as before.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I've always been grateful to you. I've never hated you. I'm just angry because you ignore me and don't think of me most of the time.

"If possible, I will do everything in my power to change myself. I will do everything in my power to run with you far away from everyone. I want to be taken care of by you, I want to be considerate by you, I want to act like a baby in front of you, I want to be with you If you continue to quarrel, those who are noisy at night can have dinner with you.”

"Ask why-"

Having said this, "Tenkai Kuruuri" squeezed the wall of the juice cup tightly, as if going through a series of huge psychological struggles, turned his head, and smiled brightly at Sakakibara Raku under the cover of night and said:

"——"

The neon lights of the Hawaiian Amusement Park illuminated her smile. The roller coaster in front of her suddenly roared past, and the sound of tracks and screams overwhelmed her voice.

But even if the voice disappeared in that moment, Sakakibara could clearly see what she was saying to him in her smile.

"."

Sakakibara fell silent.

"I know this is wrong, this is wrong, but even if I know it's impossible, even if I know it will only make me uncomfortable, I still think this way about you."

After listening to this long paragraph, Sakakibara didn't know what to respond to her.

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" smiled brightly and waited for a long time. Seeing his expression at this time, he also understood his answer in his heart.

She pursed her lips tightly and retracted her trembling eyes.

Then he lowered his head again.

It was quiet for a while.

"Sorry, I ruined the mood."

"fine."

Sakakibara answered in silence.

Both of them were sitting on the bench, staring at the weeds sprouting from the cracks in the rocks at their feet.

Neither of them looked at each other.

"I've never spoken to you in this tone, right? Is there something different about me in your impression?"

"Ye Ling has always been the arrogant and stupid Ling who laughs and laughs all day long, makes people happy, deliberately puts on cute expressions."

"Haha. Hahaha."

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" suddenly laughed. Soon, she closed her eyes, straightened her chest, and slightly raised her chin, making a proud look. The index finger of his right hand was still shaking in front of him without any symbolic meaning.

"Really, really! Why am I telling you these things! I'm a fool, but let's face it, you are the fool! I said so many things, but you didn't complain about me, What's wrong? Did your brain burn out when you were sick before? You can't even complain!"

A forced smile is a forced smile that you want to maintain even when your heart is pierced and bruised.

"Bastard A Ling, you are the fool."

"What?! Where was I stupid just now? Where was I stupid? I really meant it, okay?"

Raku Sakakibara: "You are a fool if you mean it sincerely."

"You are the idiot! Ba~ga~~"

"."

Hahahahaha.

Sakakibara didn't even know why he was smiling like this.

totally no idea.

He only knew that the more "Tian Hai Jiu Liu Li" faced him with his usual appearance at the moment, the heavier his heart felt as if it was filled with lead, and it could even be said to be painful.

Faced with her feelings and her predicament, I wanted to help, but I could never help save her.

Seeing it but not being able to do anything about it is the most uncomfortable thing.

"What are you laughing at? You were so stupid on the roller coaster just now?"

Sakakibara went to see her: "I wish I had become stupid."

"." "Tianhai Jiuliuli" responded to his gaze, trying to find some thoughts in his eyes, "Are you letting go?"

"It's hard to say. I don't know what emotions I'm feeling right now. I can only answer that it's very complicated, very, very complicated."

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" muttered: "...That means you are influenced by me. Although we both know it is impossible, it is enough to have this feeling."

Sakakibara stretched out his hand and placed it on her head:

"Really, no matter what, how can I not have feelings for you? Seeing you sad, am I not sad?"

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" slapped his claws away in disgust. After understanding his mood, she felt a little happier:

"Don't touch my head! Especially this is the hand of July Fox!"

"Look at what you said. I was on a roller coaster just now. I don't know who wanted to hold this hand all the time. I'm afraid I will laugh at you for the rest of my life if Qi Qi finds out."

"Then I will have to fight her for the rest of my life!"

"You have to be able to fight her! You idiot A Ling!"

"Luanluuluo~ You are the idiot, idiot Ale!"

After this adjustment, the atmosphere became much better.

But this is thanks to the fact that Ling herself has indeed become a lot happier.

She took a sip of orange juice, as if to hide her feelings.

In less than a moment, "Tianhai Jiuliuli" could no longer sit still. He approached the other end of the bench, turned his head, and tried to ask him:

"But what you just said, that you have me in your heart, is it true?"

"Yes, indeed there is." Raku Sakakihara said, staring at the stars in the night, enjoying the night breeze.

"Okay! You! You're such a playboy! What a scumbag! You already have two foxes, but you still want to take them!" "Tianhai Jiuliuli" clenched her fist and hit him on the shoulder.

Sakakibara was defensive in disgust, "Hey, if you want to scold me, just scold me. Why are you scolding me with a smile?"

"Unrecognizable?"

"You are an idiot. How can I tell how an idiot feels?"

"Asshole! You called me a fool again, don't do it!"

"stupid stupid stupid."

"I hate you so much!"

"While beating and scolding at the same time, changing this line to 'I love you to death!' is not inconsistent at all."

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" doesn't care about this, just beat him:

"I'll beat you to death, I'll beat you to death!"

Sakakihara Raku and "Tenkai Kuruuri" had a fight for a while.

"Okay, okay, stop loving me and get down to business."

"What's the business?" "Tianhai Jiuliuli" stopped his hand and sat upright.

"Are you really not planning to get married?" Sakakihara asked.

"No knot, I will do what I say."

"What should I do if my mother urges you?"

"No matter what, I make my own decisions about my own life."

"What will you do if you end up alone in the future? You don't have your own family. You see others being happy, but you have nothing."

"As long as you still remember me."

"."

Now the bell can make people speechless even when talking?

But Suzuya does understand herself and understands that she will never give up on her.

Sakakihara came to his senses and continued to ask:

"How should I treat you after that, what do you expect me to do?"

"There's no need to talk about this, huh, anyway, you have me in your heart. I know this, so I just have to do it! In addition, my feelings for you will not change, even if I know it is impossible, it will not change."

"If you don't change, I still have Qiyue and Liuli. Are you going to be jealous for the rest of your life?"

"Nonsense!" "Tianhai Jiuliuli" replied with a pout, "Then let me ask you, aren't Qi Mingyue and Jiuliuli jealous of each other? I can guarantee that even if they coexist peacefully in the end, they will still be jealous around you. , this is a woman’s nature. Ah, men have it too.”

"."

Too.

"But it doesn't matter. No matter how many women you have, you will never forget me! Who asked me to stay with you the longest!"

"This one too."

"Tian Hai Jiu Liu Li":

"Besides, since you can't give me all my expectations, I will still be a happy person as before."

"If you like being an idiot, just say so."

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" punched him: "Asshole! Who told you to complain at this time? I'm super serious, okay?"

"Then the relationship is good. Ah Ling, just be yourself. There is no need to change anything. If you ask why, I prefer the usually arrogant Ling."

"snort"

Sakakibara stood up, raised his hands, and stretched his body.

"Ah~~Comfortable——"

"What's next?"

"What are you doing? Keep dating. We've just been on a roller coaster and you don't think it's over." Sakakihara smiled and turned around.

As soon as he heard that the date was going to continue, "Tianhai Jiuliuli" stood up instantly:

"Then I want to play the bobble-head flying chair, pirate ship, roller coaster, space shuttle, Shenzhou UFO, and Ferris wheel!"

"Ferris wheel? This thing is very suitable for ambiguity."

".Are you hinting at something to me?"

"I didn't say anything."

"You are really hinting at me, right?"

"forget it."

"Oh, yeah!" "Tenkai Kuruuri" quickly stepped forward and hugged Sakakihara Raku's arm, "No, you have to explain clearly. What exactly is ambiguity and how it is ambiguous."

"Did not say."

"No, tell me quickly, I want to hear it."

"Did not say."

"Let me guess, do you want to kiss me?! No, no, this is too perverted."

".What are you thinking about?"

"Tianhai Jiuliuli" saw that he looked like he was looking at a fool and was speechless:

"I——! Asshole, it's not what you said that was ambiguous or ambiguous. How do I know what it is?"

"Idiot A Ling."

"Idiot Lele."

"Idiot A Ling."

"Idiot Lele!"

"Idiot A Ling!"

"Idiot Lele!!"

Sakakihara Raku seemed to have seen something, and looked over, "Wait a minute, there seems to be a tornado potato seller over there."

"Where? Where?!"

"Want to eat?"

"Of course I do. Then buy it for me this time, okay?"

"As I said, when did I not buy it for you?"

"My identity is wrong, this time is different."

"Okay, okay, who told me to pamper you like this?"

"Hey. Thank you."