Chapter 352 The Night in July when Mother Had No Choice but to Take Care of Her Two Children

"Okay, let's go in."

"You came here in a hurry just to blindfold me in Qiyue?"

"Otherwise? Do you still expect me to teach you how to use the toilet step by step?"

"Well, it's not impossible. After all, I'm using your body."

While talking, Sakakibara Raku was led into the toilet by Amami Nanamigetsu.

Tianhai Qimingyue took one more look at her body in front of her, said a few words, then closed the door and walked out.

Sakakihara Raku was really suffocating to death, so after July left, he took off his shorts and sat on the toilet with a red face.

(sound of toilet flushing)

"call"

With a squeak, "Sakakibara Suzu" who was waiting with her arms folded outside the toilet seat saw "Tenkai Nanamigetsu" blushing and opened the door and walked out.

"It's really weird to watch myself after going to the toilet with this expression on my face."

Sakakibara held the toilet paper, feeling a little ashamed of the feeling just now, and tried his best to argue:

"Don't think I don't find it weird."

"Did you use paper after finishing it?" "Sakakihara Suzu" took a closer look at the red face on the other side.

"Nonsense, girls have to use paper to urinate in the toilet, I still know that."

"Then why are you blushing?"

".This kind of thing is already very shameful, okay? It's your body in Qiyue. Hiss——"

As he spoke, Sakakibara suddenly covered his stomach again, stumbled subconsciously, and fell on the body of "Sakakihara Suzu" in front of him, and was supported by her.

"It hurts. What, what's going on? Did you have a stomachache yesterday in Qiyue?"

"no."

"What is that? I feel a cold pain in my lower abdomen. It's like an ice cube. Hiss~~"

Tianhai Qimingyue could tell what was going on at a glance. She said to "Tianhai Qimingyue" calmly:

"It's just my period."

"Huh——? What did you say——?"

Sakakibara covered his stomach with one hand, and held Nanami Nanami's shoulder with the other hand, staring at the face that originally belonged to his sister. Expression of pain.

"Ah~ Counting the time, it's almost the same time for me."

"Is this really the time?"

"That's right."

"Then... doesn't that mean he's going to bleed heavily?!"

"Sakakihara Suzu" nodded, facing her painful look: "That's right."

"Why is this happening?"

The discomfort in his stomach gradually made it difficult for Raku Sakakihara to stand up. I wonder if it was due to changes in his body that his ability to withstand pain also weakened.

Sakakihara Raku changed from covering his stomach with one hand to covering his stomach with both hands.

"No. It's really not possible. Qi Qi, you seem to be bleeding."

"It's my brother who is bleeding now."

"They're all the same. What should I do now? I've never experienced this and I don't know how to deal with it."

"Just wait, it's not like I haven't put on a sanitary napkin."

"Huh? Is that it?"

"Otherwise? Do you think that when a girl gets her period, she will lose all her blood at once?"

"I thought it would come out all at once."

Amami Nanamigetsu supported Sakakibara Raku and took "her" to the big bed where Amami Yuki slept. At the same time, she explained seriously:

"Menstruation comes in bursts, and the amount of bleeding varies each time. You have to change sanitary napkins according to the amount of bleeding. Now, brother, please lie down in bed and rest."

"How long is this going to hurt?"

"I don't know, maybe two or three days."

"Ah?! So long? Why did I think you would be fine after a while of pain? The same goes for A Ling."

"This time will vary depending on the individual's physique. I usually endured it before. My sister-chan may only feel pain for a while."

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She helped Raku Sakakibara to lie down beside the bed, while Amami Nozuki was still sleeping quietly holding the white cat doll beside her.

Tianhai Qimingyue said rather troubledly:

"It will be dinner time in a minute. I think you probably don't want to go downstairs anymore."

"That's right."

Tianhai Qimingyue glanced at Tianhai Zhixue who was sleeping soundly, and then said: "Then you two stay here first, I will bring you food, don't let me move around."

Tianhai Qimingyue warned and left the room resolutely.

Pin the door by the way.

Sakakibara lay with his head on the pillow, but his spirit was tortured by the stabbing pain in his lower abdomen.

He turned his head and sighed in his heart that it was really not easy for girls. At the same time, he turned to look at the sleeping Tianhai Zhixue.

She was sleeping holding the white cat she had given her earlier.

She hugged him tightly.

Slept so comfortingly.

[I will cherish it very much.]

This reminded Sakakihara Raku of what Yuzuki said to herself when she played guitar music for herself. She said she loved her confession.

Is this the first time that little yuki confesses her love?

Before that, I didn’t even know what liking was.

For the first time, she felt warmth, for the first time she felt loved, and for the first time she wrote a song for someone else and gave it to her. All she got in exchange was a white cat doll in her arms.

When there is no warmth, when a person is so lonely that she wants to be hugged, she can probably only hold this white cat, right?

These feelings of sympathy made Sakakibara reach out and take the initiative to take the quilt on her body and cover her arms:

"happy"

Probably feeling the movement, she whispered softly in her sleep.

well.

It was obviously just a simple "le", a simple call, but Sakakihara Raku felt like she was the only weak call left in the cold and snowy weather.

A little girl was tortured by the wind and snow in the snow that could not be seen. Snowflakes covered her face and her whole body. She was so weak that she curled up, and the cold gradually eroded the remaining warmth in her body. When she was dying, she faintly shouted out a name, as if she believed and longed for that person to appear and save herself.

Sakakibara looked at Amami Nozuki's lovely sleeping face and heard her murmurings from the bottom of his heart, feeling her emotions.

On the day Zhixue fell ill, he went to visit her, and the way she said "I'm glad you came to see me" at the first sight of him surfaced again.

The physical pain and weakness are intertwined with this feeling and the happy times he spent with Zhixue in the past.

It makes the spirit more exhausted and also makes the girl's sleeping face become more beautiful and hazy.

I want Zhixue to be happy, and I also want Zhixue to be happy. I want this simple child to no longer envy other children who have parents.

Sakakihara Raku felt that this was probably his feelings for Zhiyuki, right?

The memories in her mind were entangled, and her hand involuntarily touched her face.

Tianhai Zhixue was awakened. She opened her eyes. After seeing that the face in front of her was Tianhai Qimingyue, she subconsciously moved towards her and put her head to her side.

Like a child seeking its mother's embrace, it approaches her while half asleep and half awake.

"Xiaoqi."

"I'm not Xiaoqi." Sakakibara turned his head sideways, and at the same time turned his body to look at Amami Nozuki on the other side of the pillow.

They were face to face, so close that they could smell each other's scent.

Tianhai Zhixue blinked: "Then who are you?"

Sakakibara Raku chuckled: "Zhiyuki, have you forgotten? Didn't we tell you at noon that Xiaoqi has become Suzu and Raku has become Xiaoqi."

"That's Xiao Qiwei's joy."

".What kind of title is this?"

Tianhai Zhixue: "I haven't talked to Le in the past few days."

"Yes." Sakakihara Raku's answer was more or less guilty, because this was the snow that he deliberately stayed away from.

"How did Le become Xiao Qi's? Although the taste is Xiao Qi's, the words are the feeling of Le."

"Well, I can't explain it clearly."

"I want to be happy."

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"Want to talk to Le"

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"I also want Le to listen to me play the piano. I also want Le to help make videos together. Everyone is saying that there has been no update for a long time."

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"Can Le also take me to McDonald's? I'm a little hungry now."

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"Le will also take me to see the aquarium, right? As Le said, there are many, many things in this world that I have never seen. If possible, I hope to go see them with Le."

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"By the way, I recently wrote a song for Le to listen to? It was specially written for Le to listen to. I originally wanted to use this song as a gift for Le to listen to, but I suddenly fell ill, so I couldn't finish it. After I was discharged from the hospital, I I haven't been able to see Le, and Le seems to be avoiding me these past two days."

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Tianhai Zhixue's words are more like icicles piercing into the heart.

Did she forget about her playing the piano that night?

She actually got sick because she hurt her before, and she forgot many things, including what happened that night, right?

well.

Raku Sakakibara didn't know what to do at this time, so he had to borrow Nanami Nanami's body and reach out to touch her head.

Yuki is very well-behaved.

After being touched on the head, he closed his eyes and relaxed his whole body like a kitten.

Sakakibara suddenly felt that the pain in his stomach was no longer so painful. He said:

"Qiyue has been taking care of you in the past two days, right? Although the time was very short, how does Yuki feel about Qiyue?"

"Xiao Qi is very good! He will also take me out shopping, but I also wanted to call Le and come with everyone, but Xiao Qi refused."

Sakakihara smiled and continued to touch her head: "It can be seen that yuki also likes Qiyue very much."

"Xiao Qi often touches my head like Le does, and even hugs me to sleep. Now Le is very much like Xiao Qi."

"What's wrong? Suddenly in a daze."

"No, Xiao Qi is also like Le."

Amami Nozuki shook her head, and for a moment she couldn't tell whether the person in front of her was Amami Nanamigetsu or Sakakibara Raku.

Or more like a combination of the two.

They are all good people to themselves.

"Qiyue, you are really good to Yuki, right?" Sakakihara asked again.

"Um."

It's July.

Sakakihara knew that Qi Qi took care of Yuki in such a way, but there was actually a little more than a simple purpose in it.

The reason is to make yuki give up liking him, so that the old man can compromise.

Mingming Zhixue likes Qi Qi's care so much. But the purpose of this care is not simple.

This makes Sakakihara Raku feel that everyone is taking advantage of Yuki's innocence.

It seemed like he was deceiving her simple heart.

"Xiaoqi still wrote something in Le's manual."

"Did I write it in the manual for you? What did it say?" Sakakihara asked quickly.

"Happy wait a moment."

Amami Yuki got out of bed with bare feet. She came to the desk, gave the life manual with guitar patterns to Sakakihara Raku, and then turned to the last page to show him.

Sakakibara ran his fingers over the page and saw the handwriting of Tenkai Nanamigetsu.

It clearly says:

[No matter what happens in the future, you can come to Sister Qiyue for help]

This sentence made Sakakihara Raku stunned for a long time.

He thought for a long time and couldn't figure out why Qi Qi was like this.

July, why is it written like this on this?

Logically speaking, isn't her purpose in taking care of Zhixue impure?

Why should Zhixue write such conditions that are completely unfavorable to her?

If Zhixue doesn't want to give up, then aren't these words completely binding Qiyue?

July will never break the promise.

Because she hates people who break promises.

As long as she writes it down, she will definitely do it.

Sakakibara closed the "Yuki Life Manual" again and asked Amami Yuki to put it back for safekeeping.

While thinking, he waited for the return of the seven bright moons in the sky.

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Boom boom.

After knocking on the door twice, "Sakakibara Suzu" came back carrying several meals in plastic boxes.

There are even five dishes and one soup, including meat, fish and vegetables.

She came to the bedside, took out these things, and complained in a tone that sounded a bit like A Ling:

"Really, how can I take care of you two like a nanny, even though I haven't eaten yet. Eat your food quickly to avoid it getting cold."

To be honest, lying on the bedside, Sakakibara felt like July was his mother.

Although she is now using her old sister's body.

"I want Xiaoqi to feed~~"

"I know, I know, I'll feed you later."

"Sakakibara Suzu" opened her lunch box and looked at Sakakibara Raku on the bed:

"Is it better?"

"Better."

"Whether the bleeding is heavy or not, go to the toilet and change the sanitary napkin first."

"It's okay, just not that refreshing."

"Then go and change the sanitary napkin. If you don't know how, I'll go over and teach you how to put it on."

What a serious July

Sakakihara Raku is still a little used to it.

It's like a worried mother taking care of two children.

Sakakibara Raku was helped to the toilet by "Sakakibara Suzu" again.

This time Qi Qi didn't blindfold him. Instead, he took out the sanitary napkin he usually used and said directly:

"You can watch it if you want, but I advise you not to watch it."

"What grown man wants to see himself bleeding? But why did Qi Qi suddenly not want me to blindfold him?"

Tianhai Qimingyue tore off the package of the sanitary napkin, "I couldn't accept it at first. But, since you are under my surveillance, I agree. You can see it if you want."

"July. You know I don't like to beat around the bush sometimes."

"." Tianhai Qimingyue was quiet for a while, "I mainly think of your appearance in the afternoon."

"That time you were gossiped about?"

"Yes," Tianhai Qimingyue replied, unpacking all the sanitary napkin packaging, "from the current perspective, although it was you who was being gossiped about, in my opinion, you were angry because of me, because of me And when I saw you getting angry just because you heard a few words said to me, I felt a sense of security in my heart, feeling that I was cared for and loved."

Sakakihara also became quieter, "No wonder you made so many jokes at that time. It turns out you were just hiding your feelings."

While Amami Nanamigetsu pulled down the opponent's shorts and Fatji at the same time, he stretched out his hand to lift Sakakibara Raku's chin, and used his dead fish eyes to signal him not to peek.

Raku Sakakihara heard a tearing sound.

"I am actually very complicated myself. I obviously don't care about these things, and I obviously don't want to be cared about, but I still can't help but feel touched in my heart after seeing you take action for me."

"Qiyue!" Raku Sakakihara's voice suddenly became softer, "It's not that you don't want to care about Qiuyue, right?"

"No," Tianhai Qi Mingyue rejected it flatly, "I really don't need to care, I don't care about the rumors. You look at me pitifully, but in fact that's just what you see from your perspective."

"Then why do you feel your heart is touched in July? Isn't it?"

As Sakakihara Raku spoke, his voice suddenly stopped.

"Someone is really stupid. Do you want me to explain everything clearly? I just feel something because 'you' took action for me."

July

The meaning of July is very simple.

Nowadays, she really doesn't need too much care, and she has also learned to endure loneliness.

Only when she takes action for her will she be touched and feel something in her heart.

If you want to ask why, it is that he has already entered her heart before she consolidated her own psychological defense.

In other words, the emotion in Qiyue's heart was something that had only belonged to her for a long time.

He had already entered her heart.

It is special and has a unique status.

These words, these emotions coming from her soul.

It made Sakakihara Raku's throat sore.

"Fall in love with me again?"

"It doesn't feel like you are the one who has always cared for me the most in Qiyue."

"Oh, if my sister hears this, she will definitely cry for a month."

".I will try my best to be as flat as possible - um -"

"Tianhai Qimingyue" suddenly raised his head and tightened his grip.

"Wipe your blood, don't make that weird sound with my body."

".It's a subconscious act."

"Not even subconsciously."

"By the way, your body is usually so sensitive in Qiyue? You just touched it a little bit like this-"

"Sakakihara Suzu" put a clean sanitary napkin directly on the opponent's face and said viciously:

"Stop talking nonsense to me."

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One moment an angel, the next moment a demon.

An unexpected contrast.

The key is that Qi Qi still uses the face of his sister.

After Sakakibara glanced at her secretly, he couldn't help but want to complain.

There is nothing so strange in the world!

Tianhai Qimingyue threw all the used garbage in his hands into the trash can, and then said directly:

"Have changed, and pull up your pants for me. I don't have time to talk to you about love and affection now. All you need to know is that I didn't go to bed with you last time, and even now I don't want you to look at me casually. Physically, I think you’re not qualified yet.”

"Then, what makes you qualified? Controlling the Tianhai family, or having more money and status?"

"These things will certainly improve you, but for me they will only make you go further. So I don't care about that."

"Can you just tell me?"

"You want me to have sex with you so much?"

"Definitely not, I just want to make you happier. Also, Qi Qi, it's really weird for you to say this with A Ling's face."

"Haha, this sentence is really ironic to say from the mouth of a scumbag."

"You said that in Qiyue, but actually you don't want me to give up Liuli completely, right? Even Zhixue."

Tianhai Qimingyue suddenly looked at the face that belonged to her and frowned:

"Yuki showed you the manual just now?"

"Yes, I saw what you wrote in July. Why did you write that? Or am I right?"

Tianhai Qimingyue pondered for a long time, then shook her head, "I don't know either, but according to my heart, I don't want to deceive Zhixue, because she has done nothing wrong. At the same time, I also sympathize with her experience, because after truly understanding her, I Only then did I realize that she and I are essentially the same.”

"Qiyue, you want me to love them all?"

"Did I say that?"

"No, so I'm just guessing."

At this point, Tianhai Qimingyue has no intention of continuing the conversation.

She directly asked Sakakibara Raku to go out for dinner, and she went out first.

Sakakihara looked at her back and saw countless contradictory emotions in her body.

The love that wants to be exclusive, the love that is reluctant to let go of my sister, the love that wants to save the love that had the same unfortunate childhood as myself

If Zhixue's emotions were used, wouldn't she become another Bertha?

If you give up on your sister completely, then all your previous feelings towards your sister will be false?

All kinds of love and emotions are intertwined, making July itself very contradictory.

Her emotions are even more so.

How her emotional path will be decided in the end, Sakakihara Raku cannot guess.

However, one thing he was sure of.

If Qi Qi becomes a mother in the future, will she be the kind of mother who will love her children well?

Will understand children and love children

Only by having a good childhood can we not be in such a complicated situation today.

We are all, in fact, that child who lacks love and wants to love others.