Chapter 354 Tianhai Zhixue Wants to Have the Warmth of Home

Visiting the museum is also a class activity.

So before getting on the bus and arriving at the museum gate, Tianhai Jiuliuli was always responsible for maintaining order in the class.

On behalf of the teacher, maintain order, roll call, and inform students of today’s activity goals.

Of course, Amami Kuruuri is now using the identity of Sakakibara Raku, which can be regarded as helping Sakakibara Raku manage the class.

"Have you noticed that the squad leader has become much cuter these past two days?"

"cute?"

"Yes, don't you think? His behavior is a bit grand, he smiles more than usual, and he treats everyone a lot more gently."

"When you think about it, it's really a shame."

"Right, right."

"I feel like the squad leader is just like the deputy squad leader Liuli who didn't transfer to another class."

"After all, they are lovers."

Discussions in the team came in twos and threes, and Tianhai Jiuliuli heard it with some helplessness.

Although she did a good job of disguising Sakakihara Raku, some details were still not quite perfect.

I can't even get used to the hook-and-shoulder greetings from boys.

The bus stopped, and Tian Haizi, who was wearing sunglasses at the front of the bus, stood up. She clapped her hands and motioned to all the students to listen to her:

"Okay, okay, stop chatting. We've arrived at our destination. Let's get off the bus now."

From the entrance to the museum, from the modern hall to the ancient hall.

Along the way, Tianhai Jiuliuli admired the magnificent furnishings in the museum. Cutting-edge technologies from the world's leading companies, as well as dinosaur fossils from the Cretaceous era, were all displayed in this museum.

Several students were very interested in painting and brought their own drawing tablets to sketch the scenes they saw in the museum.

Several students gathered around a Tyrannosaurus Rex skeleton and asked Tian Haizi how to handle the light when painting the skeleton; at the same time, several male students stood in front of the Tyrannosaurus Rex's open mouth, posing in cool poses. pose and let friends take photos of them.

The classmates in the class sat around in twos and threes, occasionally making some jokes, and gathering together to discuss with each other with smiles on their faces.

When Tianhai Jiuliuli looked at these scenes, he felt a warm feeling in his heart for some reason.

She would even think that if Qi Qi was here and saw these fossils, he would surely tell everyone something that no one knew, right?

Then Suzuki will question Qiyue, Lejun will complain, and Qiyue will retort as a matter of course, while Kozuki just looks on blankly.

Everyone speaks one sentence at a time and communicates with each other

These are obviously just very ordinary pictures.

It is conceivable that Tianhai Jiuliuli found that a smile appeared on his face involuntarily.

"Xiao Le, Xiao Le!"

"Ah?" Tianhai Jiuliuli turned around, and then realized that it was Tianhaizi calling him, "What's wrong, aunt?"

"Aunt?" Tian Haizi felt strange, with a somewhat doubtful expression on his face, "Didn't I tell Xiaole before that you would either call me sister or call me Teacher Zi outside? Why did you forget it all of a sudden? Speaking of which, in the past two days, you Why does he look so much like Xiaojiu? Not only his behavior, but also his smile, I feel like he looks very much like Xiaojiu."

"Sakakihara Raku" smiled calmly:

"After all, Liuli and I are boyfriend and girlfriend."

"That's right. If two people stay with each other for a long time, they will influence each other." Amami Azusa did not doubt Sakakibara Raku's strangeness too much, "Xiaojiu is also a very pitiful child. She has been used by her mother since she was a child, and her parents have never loved her. She is clearly a child, but she behaves like a stranger when we get along with her. However, the entire Tianhai family is also in a state of shamelessness and rigidity over this issue, even to their children, they have to put on a face-saving attitude."

"Why did Sister Guzi suddenly talk about this?"

"It's nothing, it's just that when I saw Xiaoqi, Xiaojiu, and even Zhixue after returning to China not long ago, I understood why they like you." Tianhaizi paused, raised his eyes, and met Tianhaijiu Liuli's eyes, "Grandpa wants to You already know about the betrothal of Zhixue to you, right? I guess Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu have already told you. I also came here to talk to you about this matter alone."

"Know."

"what are you thinking?"

Amami Kuruuri carefully recalled Sakakibara Raku's attitude on this matter, "I definitely won't agree. This is just an idea forced on people by grandpa."

"That's right." Tian Haizi nodded, "The old man did indeed go too far. But from my perspective, I can more or less understand what the old man did."

"why is that?"

Tian Haizi did not rush to explain, but after thinking for a while, he said:

"The most important reason is very simple, isn't it? That child Zhixue has only experienced love from you."

"But... isn't that just the care that Yuki deserves?"

"You didn't say anything wrong, and of course you didn't do anything wrong. It's just that you overlooked one point. No one has ever taken such good care of Zhixue, right down to her daily meals, her living habits, her hobbies and dreams, Xiaole, don't you Do you think that without realizing it, Zhixue only sees you in the world?"

"." Tianhai Jiuliuli did not reply, but carefully chewed on what Tianhaizi said.

The two of them sat down together on the art bench in the middle of the museum's aisle. Tian Haizi looked at the giant fossil of Tyrannosaurus rex and said lightly:

"Born in the Tianhai family, Yuki is both lucky and unfortunate. Fortunately, she has no worries about food and clothing, and her status is very high. Unfortunately, she cannot have the emotions of a human being and an ordinary person. In the Tianhai family , she must get married in the end. But for someone like her, who can't even take care of her own daily life, who would really like her? It doesn't matter if she is good-looking, there are no good-looking people in this world There are too many people there. From my experience, there are many, many people who hate yuki.

"As a member of the Tianhai family, her highest probability in the future is to marry a guy she doesn't love, and then serve as a political tool for the marriage between the two families to maintain the relationship between the two families. Under these conditions, Yuki's own feelings are not important at all. "

After Tianhai Jiuliuli listened carefully, he asked, "But, can't Yuki meet a better person in the future?"

Tianhaizi laughed: "How about you ask Xiaojiu, what do you think she thinks of your words? If you say to her, 'Xiaojiu, you will meet someone better than me in the future. , so we can't be together', what do you think she will think?"

No need to guess

Tianhai Jiuliuli could now imagine what it would be like to hear this sentence.

The first reaction is that I cannot accept it.

Also...can't let it go at all.

To this day, I can't let go of what happened that day.

It was he who chose to forgive himself in that situation, and it was he who made himself feel the warmth and sincere feelings again. It is appropriate to feel guilty and grateful.

Although this relationship is now split in half by Qi Qi, she still believes that he really likes her.

What's more, he recently made a promise to himself that he would definitely take him to the UK.

That was something my mother promised but never did for herself.

Tianhaizi laughed, "It seems that Xiaole also understands that feeling. Being given up and being directly told, 'You will meet better people in the future', these words will hurt people. Not only Happiness disappears and self-esteem will be hit. For Yuki, your rejection is not just a simple rejection. Her emotions are a collection of her experiences for more than ten years. The child cannot bear such a heavy blow. "Blow"

Tianhai Jiuliuli: "Yuki's illness a few days ago"

"That's right, this is the reason for Yuki's illness. She has been writing songs for you since she came to Hawaii and practicing every day. Then didn't she play it to you a few nights ago? She originally wanted to ask you for a gift. I didn't expect that she would confess to you directly. Of course, she was also rejected. It is natural for you to reject her, and it is also your right to have. I am not very good at evaluating these. After you came to visit the doctor, but Zhixue has always liked the doll you gave her. Every time I go to visit her, she hugs it, even when she sleeps. I think she thinks there is some warmth in it that belongs to you, right?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli felt very complicated after hearing this.

It was hard for her to imagine that scene.

——Zhixue was sick, huddled alone on the bed in the ward, holding a small doll in her arms, feeling just a little bit of warmth that belonged to her from above.

In this case, even if someone comes to visit her, she will be extremely happy, right?

Tianhaizi: "I know that it is very irresponsible to entrust this feeling to you. What the old man wanted at first was to let yuki have a good family, a family who can take care of her. What happened This was beyond his expectation.

"My elder brother probably told you to be careful about me, right?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded after hearing this, "That's right. Sister Zi was sent by grandpa to help yuki."

"That's absolutely right. I definitely want you to promise Yuki. Yuki is not very good at talking and expressing her feelings. She will definitely not be able to defeat Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu. As a sister, I can do nothing. Just to help her convey her feelings.

"Actually, after Yuki fell ill, I thought about it carefully. It's not good to force Yuki on you like this. Her illness is also her own problem, and she should bear it by herself. So I came here this time to talk to you, Xiaole, I just want to talk to you. After yuki gets better, how about you tell her that you can no longer take care of her. In this case, you don’t need to care about what the old man said, as long as yuki agrees. Just do it.

".This matter can only be decided by you, Xiaole. Come and reject her again."

Isn't this just a way to catch the snow and leave quickly?

Obviously she did nothing wrong.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was a little moved after imagining what happened after this situation, and took the initiative to ask:

"What will happen if I reject Yuki again?"

"This question is very simple, isn't it? I think you also know that Yuki can only go back to Tianhai's house by himself."

"Is there no other way to get along?"

Tianhaizi shook his head, "If you mean to get along with Yuki as Ling, she will definitely still fall in love with you under your care. But you can't accept her, and Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu can't, you let Can she feel better if she is sandwiched between you? It is better to let her go home. So, when her situation gets a little better, you can tell her, and you can also have an explanation for Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu. As for the old man, Bian, my eldest brother and I will help you talk, at least the old man can't make things difficult for you. The worst case scenario is that he will just let you move to study abroad together."

After saying this, Tian Haizi was quickly called by other students in the class to provide art guidance.

"Sakakihara Raku" sat in his original position, feeling very complicated.

What my aunt said when she came over this time was absolutely correct.

Since no one can accept it, let's just give up on Yuki.

Yuki can go home on his own, and he will not be able to interfere with everyone's good life in the future.

But when he thought about Yuki being driven away, it was impossible for Tianhai Jiuliuli to say that he was not soft-hearted at all.

It's like fighting so much with Qiyue, but I still have feelings for her in my heart.

well.

perhaps

Human feelings are such contradictory existences.

On the one hand, I don't want to let go, but on the other hand, the thoughts I once had in my heart will be ignored.

After the video conversation with Qiyue in the past few days, Tianhai Jiuliuli has a deeper understanding of conflicting feelings. At least she feels that she no longer has the intense feelings for Qiyue that she had earlier.

The fact is that in reality there is not as much life and death as imagined.

As time goes by, the depression in your heart will be temporarily put aside and you will look for better things.

Thinking of this, Tianhai Jiuliuli stood up with his hands on his knees.

She wanted to talk to yuki.

After walking around the dinosaur hall, Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't find Tianhai Zhixue among the students.

I asked Amami Azusa and Sakakihara Suzu, but they didn't know either.

Suzu-chan said she saw Yuki coming just now, and then she said she had to go to the toilet, so she went alone first.

Following the clues he got, Tianhai Jiuliuli circled around the science and technology museum again, and finally found Tianhai Zhixue.

She stood in front of a large model of Rocket Harvest 8, among the crowd.

Tianhai Jiuliuli took two steps closer and discovered that what Tianhai Zhixue was looking at was not the rocket, but a family next to the rocket.

It seemed like an American family of three.

Father, mother, and little girl.

The father bought a maple syrup sorbet at a booth at the exhibition, and the little girl ran to her mother with the maple syrup sorbet.

My mother was sitting on the art cushion in front of the rocket model, happily describing the scene in the museum with her sketchbook. Seeing the little girl running over, he gave her a gentle smile.

"Mom, how are rockets made?"

"Well, what do you think, Elise?"

"Be a good boy and make a wish for Santa Claus, and it will appear in your stocking, just like the toy train Elize made!"

The mother glanced at the father behind her daughter, hugged her daughter and smiled, "This answer is very interesting, but unfortunately that's not how rockets come about. Such a big rocket requires many, many people to work together to build it, and many, many things need to be learned. Knowledge is designed and manufactured by a group of very smart and talented people. They spent a lot of time and energy using scientific knowledge and technology to make rockets a reality. Therefore, rockets are not just like toys. Conjured.”

"Hmm, I don't really understand."

"It's okay, how about taking a look at the rocket that mom drew?"

"Wow."

"Doesn't it look good?"

"So cool."

"How about mommy teaching you how to draw?"

"good."

The little girl said this and sat upright in her mother's arms.

She leaned against her mother's body and looked at the lines her mother drew one by one in front of her while holding her in her arms.

The little girl named Alice looked at her mother's drawing of the rocket as if she were a treasure.

Look at it for a long time

Tianhai Jiuliuli witnessed this scene, and his eyes moved from the perspective of the family to the back of Tianhai Zhixue.

The snow of Tianhai is also like the little girl named Alice, looking at it for a long time

Even Tianhai Jiuliuli sighed in his heart when he saw this heartwarming scene.

Because once upon a time, my mother taught me this way?

"Yuki."

Tianhai Jiuliuli walked behind Tianhai Zhixue and called her.

Tianhai Zhixue didn't seem to hear, but still looked at the little girl sitting in her mother's arms, and listened to the conversation between the two.

"Yuki" Tianhai Jiuliuli knocked on her shoulder and called her again.

"Raku." Amami no Yuki turned around, raised his eyes, and saw "Sakakibara Raku".

"Sakakihara Raku" lowered his voice, "No, yuki forgot what Raku-kun said before? I am Ruri now."

"Xiao Jiuwei's joy."

".That's pretty much it."

"Xiaojiu."

"What's wrong?" "Sakakibara Raku" saw Tenkai Yuki as if she had something to ask herself.

"I want to ask Xiaojiu something."

"Sakakihara Raku" smiled: "Ask."

".What does it feel like to have a mother?"

"."

At this moment, Tianhai Jiuliuli was stunned by Tianhai Zhixue.

What is it like to have a mother?

Jiuliuli couldn't answer, and didn't know how to answer.

She just saw her expressionless face on Tianhai Zhixue's face.

".Probably, it's a very happy thing, right?"

"Is Xiaojiu very happy?"

"Me? At least at the beginning, I was very happy."

Tianhai Zhixue lowered her gaze, her eyes flashing with a dim light, "I have only seen my mother in photos, and I have only seen the words she wrote to me in the diary, in which my mother said a lot of sorry to me."

"Is it the diary that grandma gave you?"

"Well, my mother said a lot of sorry to me. I often don't know why my mother said sorry to me so much. However, when I am alone, I will often take out the diary that my mother left for me and read it."

Tianhai Jiuliuli was not unaware of Zhixue's childhood experience, and even knew about her childhood when she had no one to accompany her.

In a sense, her deceased mother was the person who grew up with her the most, right?

As a relative of Zhixue, hearing her talk about this incident would inevitably make her feel more caring.

This mentality made Tianhai Jiuliuli question herself, why didn't she care more about her when she first came to the house?

"What my mother has said the most to me is that she hopes I can be happy. What is happiness, Xiaojiu? Are you very happy?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli thought a lot, "I don't know, but I can at least say that I am lucky yuki. At least there is someone who has not given up on me and will give me something I have never had before."

This is what it says.

Tianhai Jiuliuli himself couldn't bear it.

I still have a very good person who cares about me and gives me warmth.

What about the snow?

She was even rejected by her greatest happiness now

"I recently wrote a song for Le. When I get back, can Xiaojiu help me listen to it?"

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"I don't know if he will like playing it to Le Du like this, but Le Du gave me a gift, and I will try my best to play the song given to him. I like the gift Le gave me very much, Thank you very much for always being so kind to me."

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Tianhai Jiuliuli then remembered that Zhixue was ill and forgot to play songs for Lejun.

Now from her perspective, it was Le who took the initiative to give her a gift.

How is Yuki feeling now?

She should be very, very grateful, very, very grateful. After all, it was Lejun who "took the initiative" to give it to her.

Carrying the purest and most beautiful vision, but never getting a response, I can always go back to the world that only belongs to myself.

Thinking of this, Tianhai Jiuliuli's mood became even more complicated.

She even felt guilty about her impure purpose in taking care of Yuki.

If you can't take care of her from your heart, how can you compare to Lejun's care of her?

And what the snow looked like just now.

Reminds her of herself as a child.

It's really, really similar.

This heavy heart made Tianhai Jiuliuli think about it for a long time. It was not until he took a long breath that he spoke again:

"When I took care of you before July, did I say anything to you?"

"Xiao Qi? Yes."

Tianhai Zhixue said, taking out the "Zhixue Life Manual" that he always carried with him from his pocket, and turned the last page to Jiu Liuli.

"No matter what happens in the future, you can come to Sister Qiyue for help."

After seeing this sentence, Tianhai Jiuliuli murmured it.

"This was written to you in July?"

"right."

Why did July write this sentence to Yuki like this?

Tianhai Jiuliuli understood her sister, and when she thought about her own mood just now, she quickly understood why her sister did what she did.

No wonder. No wonder Lejun also likes July.

I am indeed inferior to her in this aspect.

She smiled, which was considered a smile to herself:

"Yuki, it seems that your sister Liuli is still not as generous as your sister Qiyue."

"I don't understand what Xiaojiu means."

"It's nothing, just what I said to myself. How about I write you a sentence too? Although I still take very little care of you, I only took you to go diving yesterday."

"I had a lot of fun with Xiaojiu yesterday."

"Okay, I just did what I was supposed to do."

Seeing Tianhai Zhixue nodding, Tianhai Jiuliuli, with complicated emotions, looked under the sentence left by her sister in the life manual.

Added another sentence:

[No matter what happens in the future, you can always come to Sister Liuli for help]

In this way, at least there is no need for any impure purpose in taking care of Yuki.

Tianhai Jiuliuli thought so.

Tianhai Zhixue took the manual again, blinked and said, "It's similar to Xiao Qi's."

"After all, Qi Qi and I are twins."

"Can you really ask Xiaojiu for help?"

"certainly."

"Then I want to eat that ice cream now."

"The one in the little girl's hand just now? Of course, I'll take you to buy it." Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled slightly, "How about this, you call me Sister Qiyue, how about you call me Liuli's mother?"

"It's so strange, it's obviously Xiaojiu."

"Shout, I want to hear it."

"Mother Liuli."

Weird, but not inconsistent.

Probably only Zhixue would call someone so easily.

"Forget it. You'd better call me sister."

"Sister Liuli."

"Well, that's appropriate."