Chapter 339 Tianhai Zhixue’s Sad Night (Part 2)

The sound of breathing is quite clear.

The snow from Tianhai fell in his arms, like a poor cat abandoned under the streetlight at night.

Maybe it's because Yuki has never had these emotions or experienced this feeling, so he won't express his emotions very strongly like Liuli, right?

Even if Tianhai Zhixue sheds tears, they are silent and quiet cries.

What was the real reason she was crying?

Not liked?

Can't compare to Qiyue and Liuli?

Or is it the first time I have experienced the pain of having sincere intentions and then being rejected?

Tianhai Zhixue's confession goes far beyond the word "like". Behind her words of "like", she also carries her missing love and the regretful past of not having the care of her mother and father.

From this point of view, she has the same nature as Qiyue and Liuli.

Even Aunt Zi, Uncle, and even Grandpa can get along with her.

Everyone's family is very unhappy.

It's just that everyone has different choices. Aunt Zi chooses to show off her own personality and feels indifferent to everything.

The uncle rose to the occasion and tried to overturn what his father had forced upon him.

Grandpa Sakakihara Raku didn't know much about his old man's experience, but he once told himself that he did the same thing as his uncle when he was young.

Sakakihara suddenly wanted to laugh.

Put it this way.

Everyone stayed together, just like unloved children, hugging each other, licking each other's wounds, and keeping warm.

Obviously everyone is in need of love, but they can't stay together. There are more or less regrets

Tianhai Zhixue took her guitar and left in despair.

When leaving, he would look back at Sakakibara Raku from time to time, probably to see if he would suddenly regret it.

But unfortunately, the girl walked from the bedroom to the door and looked back five times in total, full of expectation and longing. Sakakihara Raku still gave the same answer.

Tianhai Zhixue had no choice but to close the door of his bedroom and walked out alone.

*

Tianhai Qi Mingyue hung up the three-hour call record with the contact "brother" displayed on the phone screen, and put the phone in her hand.

She turned her head and saw Tianhai Zhixue coming from the other end of the hotel corridor.

Tianhai Zhixue's hands are still holding the guitar, and her steps are a little sloppy. She seems to be still reluctant and nostalgic about what happened just now. I don't know if she hasn't accepted the fact just now, or if she doesn't want to. Accept that fact.

Her appearance, in Tianhai Qimingyue's eyes, was exactly the same as her former self.

They all want to get a response, but are ruthlessly rejected.

Because someone also carries other people's feelings.

The difference is that this time the brother has become harder-hearted and more decisive.

Facing yuki, he will never agree to the other party just because the other party has placed a lot of feelings on him.

It can be considered a growth.

Tianhai Qimingyue may even feel that it is more or less possible that she has taken the opportunity to win sympathy.

But there’s nothing to say, first come, first served.

"Xiaoqi."

Tianhai Zhixue stayed in front, and the way she held the guitar made Tianhai Qimingyue feel like she was an abandoned cat. He also fell into the water and was wet all over. He looked pitiful.

"Have you ever felt envious of someone else?"

"envious."

Amami Nanami glanced at the phone screen, and a message from Sakakibara appeared on LINE asking: [Did you hear what I just said to Yuki just now, Qi?]

Tianhai Qimingyue ignored the message and put the phone back into the pocket of her sky blue dress.

"Envy is a very simple emotion. It occurs naturally when others have what you want but can't get it."

Tianhai Zhixue lowered her head to look at the guitar in her hand, as if she was thinking. She thought for a long time.

".have no idea."

"Okay," Tianhai Qimingyue was not in a hurry and continued to guide her slowly, "What do you think of me and my sister?"

"Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu are both very good people."

"What if you compare yourself with your brother?"

“Happiness is the best.”

"But now it's obvious that the person who treats you best obviously doesn't want to accept you. It's not wrong for him to be so kind to you, but being so kind to you is also the cruelest part of him."

Even now, Tianhai Qimingyue is quite angry when mentioning this matter.

That guy Sakakibara Raku is good to people, especially to people who lack love.

But at the same time, he is not only good to one person.

People's emotions and psychology will want to have him alone. These two contradictory points will only make people like him and feel uncomfortable at the same time.

If I had learned anything from the recent confrontation with my sister.

That was when she fully realized that Sakakihara Raku was such a person.

It is completely impossible to expect him to completely abandon his sister.

After spending time alone with Raku Sakakibara just now, Nanami Nanami also figured out that she should get to know her sister again. Of course it would be better if my sister could give up on her own.

Only a fighting relationship will not change the facts, but will make everyone uncomfortable.

It is a fact that weak people will surrender and run away when they encounter strong people. It is human instinct.

But resistance is also human instinct.

Being too tough can backfire.

She also had the same mentality towards Tianhai Zhixue.

"." Tianhai Zhixue didn't reply.

Tianhai Qimingyue continued: "And now, in the heart of the person you like, you are not as important as me and my sister. Don't you have any thoughts about me and my sister?"

"." Tianhai Zhixue still looked like she was holding the guitar, staring blankly at Tianhai Qimingyue opposite.

Tianhai Qimingyue needs to make some corrections.

Zhixue is different from herself and her sister. She has no jealousy.

"Do you like Sakakibara Raku?"

"like."

"But he just rejected you."

Tianhai Zhixue paused for a long time, and then replied in a low voice: "Le refused because of Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu. Now Xiaoqi, are you willing to accept me?"

"I don't want to."

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Tianhai Qimingyue noticed that she seemed to be a little disappointed when she refused to let Tianhai Zhixue hold the guitar.

She was already very sad just now, and now it can be said that she is even worse.

Tianhai Qimingyue didn't want to bully the children, so she sighed helplessly and said:

"I listened to the entire conversation between you and him just now. You don't need to ask me how I heard it. You just need to understand that I understand your current situation."

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"I think he did the right thing in this matter, and he should refuse it, but I don't know if it's because he considered that he would be further hurt by being too close to you in the future, so he regarded his relationship with you as just I only mentioned it twice. Here, I would like to emphasize again that relationships include not only love, but also friendship and family ties. Although I am not qualified to talk about this matter, I still want to remind you that in Le If I can't accept you, why not learn to get along with him with the same identity and feelings as my sister-chan?"

Tianhai Qimingyue spent a long time trying to make Tianhai Zhixue understand the meaning of her words.

He didn't rush her to explain, but took the initiative to send her back to her room, preparing to let her rest first.

"Did you write the song you just played and sang specifically for him?" Before leaving, Tianhai Qimingyue asked Tianhai Zhixue.

"yes."

"Did you write it specifically to get a gift, or did you include a confession in it?"

". Just say what you want to say to Le."

There is really no distracting thoughts in my mind.

Wanting a gift was an opportunity, and that confession was just a sudden act.

She didn't think it through, she just wanted to express her emotions.

Tianhai Qimingyue does not hate getting along with Tianhai Zhixue. If it were in the past, she would even deliberately tease her.

But now, because of what happened with her sister, she was already very tired.

"That's it for today, Zhixue, have a good rest. If not, think carefully about what I just said. In that state, it's not impossible for you to maintain a relationship with him."

"Thank you Xiaoqi."

"No need to thank me. People like you, Zhixue, would have been deceived so many times in a normal life."

"So we are all very good people. We shouldn't quarrel."

Tianhai Qimingyue was stiff for a second after hearing this. After thinking about it, she still didn't say anything:

"That's it for now, Zhixue, please remember to rest early."

"Well, Xiaoqi should go to bed early."

*

The seven bright moons in the sky slowly moved away.

Tianhai Zhixue returned to her room, came to the balcony, and looked at the star-studded night sky again.

It was obviously a beautiful scenery, and she could often stare at the moon in a daze, but she always felt empty in her heart.

Then I turned my head and looked at the nothingness beside me.

If only I could stay in his arms forever

The girl thought so.

I am destined to not be able to sleep tonight.

*

"What?! Did you confess to Xiao Le last night?"

"Um."

Early the next morning, Tian Hai Zhi Xue found Tian Hai Azusa who was having breakfast with Tsukimi Rido Kyung.

The younger sister's tone was calm, but the content was not shocking. Her endless words almost made Tian Haizi spit out all the milk he just drank in his mouth.

Yue Jianli Daojing was very surprised when she heard this. She looked at her friend across the table, "Xiao Zi, what's going on? I remember the relationship between Xiao Le, Qiyue and Liuli. Is it messy enough?"

"This, this. Haha, monk, just pretend you didn't hear it."

Tianhaizi casually said a word or two to his friend, then took Tianhaizhixue to the corner of the breakfast canteen to talk.

Tian Haizi praised her sister's bravery.

Most girls would not confess to the person they like when they are bound to lose.

"Then what? What's the result? What's Xiaole's attitude?"

".Le did not accept it."

Tianhai Zhixue's eyes were tired, and Tianhaizi could tell that her sister didn't sleep well last night.

When yuki mentioned this matter, his face dropped a little.

No more happiness than before.

Tianhaizi thinks it's normal for Xiaole not to accept it. Qijiu hasn't been resolved yet, so how could there be another person added? She didn't plan to let yuki confess her love last night.

Just ask Xiao Le how nice it would be to get a gift, and he will definitely be moved by someone writing a song for him, which will increase his goodwill.

Forget it, this can be regarded as my own negligence.

Yesterday I was just thinking about riding a horse and running through the grass.

Of course, you can't say that to yuki on the surface.

Tianhaizi put her hand on Tianhaizhixue's shoulder, with a very unworthy expression on her face, "Xiao Le is such a bastard, actually rejecting such a touching confession from Yuki."

"Le just thought about Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu. That's what Le said to me."

"Yuki, just understand."

After talking about this, Tian Haizi felt that his sister's heart was so strong.

After being rejected like that, except for a little bit of disappointment the next day, there was basically no emotional change.

To be honest, this can be considered one of the benefits of her lack of emotion.

"Yuki, please tell your sister what happened last night."

However, Tianhaizi only discovered it after listening to Tianhai Zhixue's report.

It's not that she's not sad, but because of her personality, it's difficult to express her sadness.

Yuki is now almost back to her previous autistic state.

She had kept her head down since morning.

If you want to ask why she can still talk to him, it's just because Sakakihara Raku still has a "sworn brother and sister" relationship hanging on her.

She is reluctant to let go of her "world", and she is also unwilling to accept that her "world" will just go away.

"Yukiyuki, come here quickly and sit next to your sister."

Tianhai Zhixue, who had been burying her face and didn't even want to eat, came to her sister's side obediently and obediently under her sister's repeated urging.

Tian Haizi suddenly reached out and hugged her, then put a chopstick of the seafood scallops baked in advance into her mouth.

"Is it delicious?"

"generally."

"How come? I think it tastes pretty good."

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Tianhaizi was very surprised.

Yuki, I don’t even like eating!

Xiaole, what did you do to a simple person like my sister Yuki?

When Tian Haizi questioned someone in his heart, he also understood why the other person couldn't accept it. But this was the most irritating thing.

You can't completely blame the other party for being angry, you can only swallow the anger in your stomach.

Suffocated to death.

"Yuki, please don't be sad, okay? Look! This sister just gave you the coconut rice specially. Two days ago, you said it was delicious and you liked it very much."

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over.

After saying this, Amami Azusa remembered that Sakakibara Raku had brought her to eat the coconut rice. Wouldn't it make her even more sad to mention it like this?

For the rest of the time, Tianhaizi tried to lead Tianhaizhixue out of yesterday's atmosphere.

But the autistic girl is really autistic.

She rarely replied, and even if she did, she would only reply with a few simple tones.

I didn't even eat a bite of breakfast.

Cruel, Xiao Le is so cruel.

Let him come over and take a look. Can he bear to see Yuki become like this?

She is obviously a naturally silly little girl.

But if you can't bear it, Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu will both run away, right?

"Yuki, don't be sad. According to what you said, it's not like Xiaole doesn't like you."

I don’t know if Tianhai Zhixue is listening.

Tianhaizi didn't care and continued: "Yuki, you have to understand that Xiaole actually likes you."

This sentence made Tianhai Zhixue have some reaction.

"It's just because Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu are standing between you that he can't accept you. You actually gained Xiao Le's absolute favor last night. It's just that he can't do anything to your feelings because of how he treats the other two people." To respond, what you have to do now is to make Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu accept your existence, otherwise you will let them all go away, do you understand?"

"Are you going to kill Xiaojiu and Xiaoqi?"

"What.?"

"It can't be like this." Amami Zhixue then added, "Suzaya said that the things in the TV series are wrong."

Tian Haizi is convinced that natural attributes can sometimes be terrifying.

"That's not the case," Tian Haizi shook his head, "The reality is not the Dahe drama you and Xiaoling watched. Let me say it again, yuki, what you have to do now is to let Xiaojiu and Xiaoqi accept your existence. As long as they Agree, that scumbag Xiao Le doesn’t like it when a beautiful girl throws himself into his arms? And it’s not like he doesn’t like you.”

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"Yuki, don't worry, sister will help you think of a way, put your ear closer."

Tianhaizi whispered a lot of words in her sister's ears.

After finishing speaking, she touched her sister's head again and said with a smile:

"As for what Xiaole and Qiyue said about 'being an adopted sister', yuki just listen to it. Who stays with the adopted sister longer, or the wife who stays with you longer? That must be the wife! After you become your wife, you will stay with her every day Let Le make you fried ice cream, it's a no-brainer.

"So, Yuki, you have to cheer up and firmly believe that from now on, you must be the wife of Xiaole and the head of the Tianhai family!"