Chapter 779 Diary Written for One Person (9)

"I am willing to be alone, even if I lose my life, even if I have to give up everything, I just want her to live a beautiful and clean life in the world."

"In the evening, I heard her phone call with Qin Yinan, and they made an appointment to try on a dress the next day. All I could think about was how I saw her in the wedding dress in the Red Garden. At three o'clock in the morning, I felt so depressed. Explosion, when I was going downstairs to take medicine, I was bumped into by her. I was a little panicked. When I was talking to her, I simply asked her if I would like to drink water. I stumbled a bit before I could finish my sentence. Finally, I found an excuse and panicked. When I left, I heard her say good night to me, and I really wanted to say good night back. Night is the night of the world, and good night is for her alone, but in the end I could only say one word good night."

"Back in the room, a lot of sedatives seemed unable to calm me down. All the lights in the room were on, and the dazzling light hurt my eyes, but I felt that the whole world was dark and hopeless. There will never be a ray of light that shines into my life like that autumn day on October 8, 1996, and there will never be a ray of light that shines into my life again..."

Never again will a ray of light shine into my life like that autumn day on October 8, 1996...

Never again will a ray of light shine into my life...

It seemed like a knife was stabbing into Song Qingchun's heart. Her whole body suddenly felt cold and bone-chilling.

Her hand holding the diary was shaking extremely violently. Tears rolled down one after another from the corners of her eyes and hit the diary, smearing Su Zhinian's handwriting that he had just finished writing in the morning.

From the moment she knew he loved her, she never doubted his love, but she didn't know that he loved her so much.

She had always felt that she had suffered a lot of grievances because of his love for her. Only now did she realize that her grievances were not worth mentioning in front of him.

She was so hurt by him who refused her confession, she was so resentful of him who ruthlessly gave her birth control pills, and she hated him who deeply humiliated her in the office... until now she Only then did he realize that before he hurt her, he hurt himself first...

He was a liar, an out-and-out liar. He had lied to her from the beginning and kept lying to her until the end, but he deceived her to the point where she couldn't hate him at all, and she felt heartbroken...

She is his light... She is his light... She is his light... He clearly knows that he can't live without her, but he still tries his best to pretend to be happy in front of her. He looks so good just so that she can live well in the world, while he, behind the scenes that no one knows, is struggling, desperate, and crazy alone in the dark abyss...

She always thought that she had been very miserable during the month after returning from Hainan, but she never thought that the man who seemed to be indifferent and indifferent all day long was already dead... dead... dead... …

He once said that he had loved her for his entire youth, but that was not true. He would love her for the rest of his life...

The diary fell off Song Qingchun's fingertips and hit the ground heavily.

Song Qingchun couldn't help crying. Her body slipped off the leather sofa and sat on the cold floor, crying heartbroken.