Chapter 776 Diary Written for One Person (6)
"On November 25, 2015, she had menstrual cramps and passed out in front of me. When I woke up the next day, I heard her answering Qin Yinan's call. I knew she couldn't love me, but she was still very angry because of jealousy. , she was driven away by me, but I was worried that she was in danger because she was unwell, so I rushed out and pulled her back. After thinking about it for a long time, I chose to be selfish. I let her stay with me for a hundred days. One hundred days, I want to give myself a good memory in these one hundred days, the one hundred days when she doesn’t know anything.”
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"On January 2, 2016, I never participated in her happiness, and I stayed with her in her sadness until the end."
"On January 5, 2016, I laughed...laughed because of her. I stared at the smile on my face in the mirror for more than ten minutes. I haven't laughed in many years."
"On February 20, 2016, she had frequent nightmares and felt very bad. She always felt that something was happening. I took her to the entrance of Mingjing Hutong tonight."
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"On June 10, 2016, I returned to Beijing. I didn't expect that I would still be alive, and I didn't expect that I would meet her on the first day back to Beijing. I'm sorry, Tingting, I can only pretend that I don't know you, Because I have been selfish once, and I cannot be selfish a second time.”
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"On June 19, 2016, she used my card to swipe all the girls in the house. I was so disgusted that I vomited for a long time and was very angry. I went downstairs to settle the score with her, but I saw that she had sprained her foot. , there is no anger left, only full of heartache."
"June 25, 2016. There is a big gap between the solar calendar and the lunar calendar this year. As a result, my birthday, which is usually in May, becomes the end of June this year. I think this day will become the happiest day in my life. She She confessed to me. She was so happy that she seemed to hear the sound of flowers blooming. She was sad because I had to reject her cruelly. She didn’t know that the person she confessed to had already loved her deeply for a long, long time... …”
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"On September 25, 2016, I heard the news that she and Qin Yinan were getting married. I was drunk and thought it was a dream. Unexpectedly, it turned out to be true. I slept with her for the second time, and I left her I left with a box of birth control pills, which she swallowed in front of me that night. After she left, I stood alone in front of my house for most of the night, and then went to the drugstore to buy many boxes of birth control pills, like It’s like chewing jelly beans, chewing them one by one, very bitter.”
"On October 4, 2016, she went to Japan, and I went to Japan with her. During the trip, she encountered many meaningful things. She didn't know that I paid to arrange those things for her. .”
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Back in Japan, every bit of the trip slowly unfolded before Song Qingchun's eyes.
Big tears fell down her cheeks.
It turns out that the wonderful adventures she had while traveling in Japan were not because she was lucky, but because she had Su Zhinian.
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"On December 30, 2016, it was snowing heavily. I sent her home. I thought this was the last time I would see her. I am leaving on the plane tomorrow. I thought I would never come back in this life. That's it. Goodbye Tingting, goodbye the girl I love so much, I wish you happiness."