Chapter 774 Diary Written for One Person (4)

"2008, May 31, drunk..."

Song Qingchun thought that Su Zhinian, who wrote this sentence, must have been completely drunk at the time. He only wrote two words, followed by scrawled curves.

She always thought that when she lost herself for the first time, she lived the most helpless and desperate life, but she never thought that the person who had given her despair and helplessness would turn out to be a hundred times more painful than her.

"It was a sunny day on June 11, 2008. The weather was really nice today, cloudless, but my world was gloomy. I received the examination report expressly delivered from the hospital. I am really Song Menghua's son, whom I love. She is my biological half-sister...hehe..."

"On June 23, 2008, the college entrance examination results came out. The scores far exceeded the admission score of Tsinghua University. I received invitation calls from countless colleges and universities. I was not happy at all. I don't know who spread the news about me and Ting in the school. The news and rumors about Ting sleeping with Ting were particularly hurtful. My first thought was to rush home to see how she was doing, but what I didn't expect was that she was furious and suspected that he had spread the news. In fact, it was really I didn’t want to quarrel with her, but I was really annoyed because the news that she was my biological sister was so annoying that I couldn’t control my emotions. When she asked me to get out, I really did, and even gave her a Check, I thought it would be nice to just cut it off like this."

"On December 25, 2008, Christmas, when I was going home, I passed by a display window and bought a beautifully packaged crystal apple. After I bought it, I realized that I wanted to give it to her. She is mine. My dear sister, how can I still have such thoughts?"

"On January 1, 2008, New Year's Day, I was drinking with Tang Nuo. I was drunk, but I was still somewhat conscious. I clearly heard myself mumbling Tingting, Tingting, Tingting... What should I do? ?Even though I know she is my biological sister, I still can’t control myself."

“On March 5, 2009, it was another spring. I was walking on the street and saw a girl wearing a polka-dot skirt with red background and white dots. I remember that Tingting also had a skirt like this. On the street with people coming and going, I was so stunned, I missed her so much, and thought... When I was writing the report, when I started writing my name, I actually wrote Song Qingchun."

"On September 7, 2009, during the summer vacation, she returned to Beijing. I accidentally met her on the street. She became much more beautiful and seemed to be taller. At that moment, I clearly knew that I How much do I miss her? There is a kind of love that is so stubborn that even though I know she is my dearest relative, I still exist wantonly. The sun was shining brightly that day. I sat in the car and clearly saw myself falling into the darkness. I know that I tried hard not to like my biological sister, but the moment she appeared in front of me unexpectedly, all my defenses were shattered, and my sinful and dirty life officially began from this moment. ”

"On November 28, 2009, I went to Shanghai to give a report, which happened to be her school. I met her, and she also saw me. However, she ignored me, as if she was seeing an insignificant stranger. , walked past me."