Chapter 778 Diary Written for One Person (8)

"On February 19, 2017, my situation was much more serious than I imagined. All my senses were gradually lost. I had no sense of laughter, no sense of crying, no sense of pain. I was like a walking zombie, calm. The dose has increased from four pills at a time at the beginning to eight pills at a time now.”

"On February 21, 2017, when I ate today, I could no longer taste the food. More importantly, when I was in a meeting today, the word "dismissal" lingered on the tip of my tongue for a long time. I can’t even tell. After I lose my sense of taste, am I going to have aphasia next?”

"On February 23, 2017, I was very scared. I would suddenly collapse. I would not be able to support her marriage, Song Menghua's death, or my leaving Beijing. I increased the dose of sedatives, but even so , I still felt very anxious and bored, and I actually tore up a contract worth tens of millions. I felt strange to myself like this, so I agreed to Song Menghua’s suggestion and met a girl for the second time, because I want her to know that I am really working hard to fulfill the promise I made to her."

"February 25, 2017. I didn't say a word today. When I got home at night, I tried hard to talk to myself. I was really afraid that I would suddenly not be able to speak. I found that Tingting I read the four words "youth" as smoothly as ever. I took a lot more sedatives tonight than before, and I slept very deeply at night. I knew that it was not a deep sleep, but a coma. "

"On February 27, 2017, I was immersed in the dream I had woken up from and refused to wake up. I really wanted to sleep like this for a long time, because only in dreams could I fall in love with her."

"On March 3, 2017, I found a lawyer and divided the shares in my name into two shares. Thirty percent was given to her, 20% was left to my mother and Song Menghua, and one share of the property was We were two, half mother and one half. After the lawyer left, I stared out the window and was stunned for a long time. I once knew that one day I would lose her. Even if I never got her, the distance between her and her marriage was getting closer and closer. Getting closer and closer, getting closer and closer to me completely losing her. I found that I was far from being as strong as I thought. It turned out that that night in Hainan, I gave her a sweet dream, a confession, and when I said goodbye , that Su Zhinian died at the seaside that night."

Liar, big liar... Obviously, he was the one who originally proposed a date and left each other a sweet dream, and returned to the world to live a sunny life, but he was also the one who rebelled in the end.

He always lied to her like this, but she always fell for it so stupidly.

Big liar, big liar...

Song Qingchun sobbed while turning the pages again. There was only the last entry in the diary.

"On March 5, 2017, I brought the girl I met three times back to Song's house. Tingting was also at home. She and the girl got along very well. It's funny, I couldn't even complete a sentence with that girl. I didn’t say it before. In fact, I really didn’t want to smile at that girl, but I still forced myself to smile at her because I wanted to smile for Tingting. I agreed to come over, and the two of us let go of their bad relationship and started living together. A normal life, so I want to live it for her, even if it is just pretending, because I want her to marry Qin Yinan with peace of mind."