Chapter 775 Diary Written for One Person (5)

"On December 25, 2009, Christmas, she cried so sadly for Qin Yinan. She was the one crying, but it was me who was in pain. I wanted to comfort her, but I didn't dare to get close to her because I was afraid. I was afraid that I would do evil things to her and affect her beautiful life. I thought about it for a long time and finally came up with a way. I got a phone number that was not bound to any ID card and sent her a text message, Merry Christmas. She didn’t reply, but it doesn’t matter, he’s used to her indifference anyway.”

"On October 8, 2010, I officially registered the company in Beijing. I chose this day because she and I met on October 8."

"On April 5, 2011, I was interviewed for a secretary. I really didn’t want a secretary because I was used to being a solitary person, but my work was getting busier and busier. I had no choice. There were many people who came for the interview, but I chose Cheng Qingcong. The reason is very simple, Cheng Qingcong, who came for the interview that day, wore a blue plaid skirt that Song Qingchun also owns."

"On March 6, 2012, Qin Yinan went to join the army. She had been waiting for his email, but Qin Yinan didn't reply for a long time. Seeing her sad, I couldn't help but feel sad too. I I think I really love her to the point where I can't help myself. I have allowed myself to live in darkness and filth for the rest of my life, so I went crazy and stole Qin Yinan's email password and replied to her email. , she was so happy after receiving the email, and seeing her happy made me happy too. Although it hurts when I feel sad, I’m used to it, so that’s okay.”

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"On April 8, 2013, in one year, I sent 99 emails to her. She didn't know it was from me. She thought it was from Qin Yinan. She loves Qin Yinan more and more, right? ?Although I will be sad, it doesn't matter. She loves others better than she loves me. But there is a little secret that no one knows. The number of words in each of those 99 emails is exactly the same, 520. Words, 520, I love you, 99 emails, saying I love you 99 times.”

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"On August 7, 2015, Song Cheng died. Maybe it was because of blood relationship. When I heard the news, my heart skipped a beat, and then I thought of her, and then I went to find her. Sure enough, I saw someone crying. She looks like a child."

"On September 17, 2015, the stock market of Song Enterprises plummeted, and Song Menghua was hospitalized."

"On October 2, 2015, she came to see me, but I didn't see her."

"On October 29, 2015, I didn't expect her to be so stubborn. I said all the nasty things to her, but she still didn't give up."

"On November 2, 2015, she waited for a day downstairs in my company. In fact, I wanted to help her, but I didn't dare to speak. I only dared to treat her coldly because of the quarrel I had with her. I don't dare to be nice to her, not at all, because I really want to be nice to her, but I'm afraid that once I'm nice to her, I won't be able to restrain myself from wanting to be nice to her all the time. I'm afraid that my kindness will affect her. I'm afraid of dragging her into hell, so I can only harden my heart and be a person that she hates to the core."

"On November 23, 2015, she clung to me tighter. I was very irritated. I felt that I was getting more and more swaying. I wanted to be closer to her. I always wanted to, but I was afraid that my selfishness would destroy me. Got her."