Chapter 1216 I Admit that I Am Cheap

"Boom...boom..."

The old door lock was broken again.

Qin Yuhan sighed and said: "If someone finds out later, they won't be able to laugh at you to death.

I have never heard of any entrepreneur who returned to his alma mater and entered the classroom by smashing the lock. "

Li Dong laughed and said: "Looking back on the glorious years of the past, I think back then, I was also a hegemony figure.

In the end, it fell into your hands, and I haven't raised my head much for three years. This is also my biggest loss.

No, find a chance to vent, or else I'm going to beat you up. "

Qin Yuhan couldn't hold back any longer, thumped his shoulder and said with a smile: "Stop talking harshly, you still beat me up, six years ago, never did you say that.

In the end, he really saw me, like a mouse meeting a cat.

But having said that, I was really a little scared at the time, afraid that you would hit me.

I didn't expect that after teaching you a lesson, you would be cowardly, bullying the weak and fearing the hard, you are too embarrassing for a man. "

Li Dong said angrily: "If you weren't a woman, if you weren't so cute, I would have beaten you to the point where your parents wouldn't know each other.

I am the young Muai, and I want to get close to you.

You are good, and I have a psychological shadow.

If it weren't for you, with my unruly personality, handsome face, and sexy body, I would have found ten or eight girlfriends in junior high school.

I remember when I first entered school, the girl at the desk behind me...

what do you say that is?

I forgot now, but she was also a cute little loli at that time, which was very interesting to me.

During class, every time he talked to me and wanted to pick on me, I refused to accept it.

It turned out to be good, but when you bald-haired bird yelled, hell, that little loli saw me again, it was like a ghost, and once met me on the road, she almost cried in fright.

I'm speechless, what's so scary about this?

I hit her?

Pick her up?

Or what happened to her!

Am I just a little tender?

Do I need to cry in fright? I was so angry that I wanted to hit someone for several days. "

"Stop it, please stop it..."

Qin Yuhan clutched her stomach and kept trembling. Every time she heard this, she wanted to laugh.

Li Dong couldn't help laughing, opened the door and entered the classroom.

It's been a long time since it was abandoned, and the classroom is full of dust.

Li Dong's shoes were covered in gray in an instant.

Li Dong didn't care, and continued to wander in the classroom. After walking for a while, Li Dong found his seat.

The old desk has long been covered by dust, and the original appearance cannot be seen.

But Li Dong knew that he had made the right mistake. For so many years, the desks and benches had hardly been changed.

His name, Li Dong, is still engraved on the table.

Li Dong wiped the table and the bench with his hands, sat down and said, "This thing can be auctioned as a hedging item. Lu Xun engraved the word 'Zao' and it has been passed down to the present. Sanwei Bookstore has become a place of interest. .

As for whether that word was engraved by him, that's hard to say.

My word Li Dong is genuine, I carved it myself.

It's a pity that the teachers at the school didn't notice it. If it was sold as junk, it would be a loss. "

"Okay, please stop being self-obsessed, okay?" Qin Yuhan smiled brightly, stepped forward to look at it and said, "This word looks like a dog crawling, I can prove that it was indeed carved by you."

"How do you talk? Will you chat?"

Li Dong rolled his eyes, lay down on the table again, wiped the table in front of him, and said, "Sit down, let me recall the past."

Qin Yuhan smiled and said: "I sat here for a while on the first day of junior high school, and then I pulled your braids for a long time, and I was transferred to another place, you still remember."

"Remember, if you hadn't run away, I was going to pluck your braids and let you try the taste of a bald head."

"Are you willing?" Qin Yuhan asked with a smile on his face.

Li Dong laughed and said, "I'm not willing, but maybe I can get a girlfriend back."

"You are beautiful!"

Qin Yuhan sneered, and sat down in front of Li Dong without paying attention to the dust on the bench.

Li Dong glanced at her, and said after a while: "Don't wear your hair, tie it up, ponytail... Forget it, I'll tie it up for you, don't move."

As expected, Qin Yuhan didn't move, and let Li Dong braid her hair.

After a while, Li Dong looked at it and said, "Well, it's the same as before. Is my craft good?"

Qin Yuhan smiled lightly and said, "I don't know, I can't see it anyway, but it feels okay."

"It's definitely good. If you don't believe me, you will know when you look back in the mirror."

"Just say yes." Qin Yuhan showed her snow-white teeth and said with a smile on her face, "Do you want to pull it again so that you can recall it better?"

"I wish I could!"

Qin Yuhan laughed, turned around, her back was facing Li Dong, her ponytail was raised high.

Li Dong stretched out his hand to caress, his eyes were a little complicated, a little confused, a little unbearable, and more guilty.

It went on for a long time, and Qin Yuhan never turned his head.

Let Li Dong stroke his hair, and at some point, there was a faint choking sound in the classroom.

Li Dong's throat was a little dry, and he said hoarsely, "Why are you crying?"

"No, I never cry...Really, I didn't like to cry since I was a child. If you don't believe me, ask my mother, she knows..."

"I know, don't cry, it doesn't look good when you cry."

Qin Yuhan's body trembled slightly, and it took him a long time to wipe his cheeks, then smiled with his back to Li Dong: "Who is crying, you are the one crying!

We have known each other for ten years, a full ten years, even the first and last words, eleven years, you say, when did I cry? "

Li Dong was silent.

Qin Yuhan said again: "I've played everything I need to play and watched everything I need to see. This is a place we know. Ten years is a reincarnation.

From beginning to end, very good.

A long time ago, I thought about whether there would be such a day...

I used to think that when that day came, I would not be sad or sad.

I can flick my braid proudly and tell you with a cold snort and disdain that I have a better choice besides you...

But……

But...but why, why am I so uncomfortable..."

A low choked sound echoed in the classroom, and Qin Yuhan's body trembled even more.

Li Dong gently stroked her back, speechless for a long time.

He could be a villain with Yuan Xue, he could be a villain with Shen Qian, but he didn't want to be a villain with Qin Yuhan.

Although, he kept telling himself that he could go on being a rascal forever.

After a while, Li Dongcai said softly, "I don't want to let go."

Qin Yuhan was silent and did not speak.

"It's really hard for me to tell who I love the most, but I know that you are different...

Many years later, I have forgotten others, but I will never forget you.

I don't know what other people are doing, I don't remember where they are, but I still remember that bad girl who laughed and called me 'bald bird', she smiled very badly, very badly...

She went to a prestigious school, and I went to a third-rate university.

She has a good job that is enviable, and I am struggling in the crowd without even a foothold.

She is always the focus of everyone, but I am as humble as a mayfly.

In the dead of night, I often think of her, but in the end I understand that there is a sky between you and me.

But one day, I suddenly discovered that I can also have the right to love and the right to pursue. At that time, no matter whether I don’t care about it, who cares about other things.

I can't tell if it's love or obsession, but I know that this girl belongs to me!

She belongs to Li Dong!

I don't want, and I don't want, to let her fall into the arms of others. I thought, I will give her everything, give her everything, give her everything she wants...

This idea has been in my mind for a long time.

I have always felt that I will not change this idea, nor will I change this idea...

But one day, I suddenly realized that I couldn't hold on anymore...

Another woman appeared. In the years when you were not around, she paid silently and stood by silently. I suddenly became afraid.

I'm afraid, I will change my original intention, I'm afraid, I will forget the girl who haunts my dreams.

But I'm still telling myself, all this is an illusion, why did she fall in love with me?

I have money!

I am capable!

If I had no money or ability, would she still fall in love with me?

But when I turned around and thought about it, if I was a piece of trash, the devil would have a crush on me!

If I really have no money, no ability, no status, why should I like others, love others, and pursue others!

Even I think so, why do I feel that if I have money and ability, others should pay for me?

Four years, more than a thousand days and nights, in the first two years, I still remember my original intention and my favorite.

But in the next two years, I gradually discovered that I seemed to have changed.

Until one day, someone told me that she was in her thirties, an old woman in her thirties, and spent the most glorious four years of her life with me, a man who had no promises!

Does she love money?

Or the right to love?

It's a ridiculous idea, I don't believe it myself.

Of course, these are not the reasons why I changed my original intention. Even if I am over thirty, it has nothing to do with me. My obsession is still sticking to it.

But one day, when I jokingly told her, you have gray hair, just one...

With just such a sentence, she suddenly became terrified. I have never seen her so terrified. I was really just joking.

But she was so frightened that even I was frightened.

After being scared, there will be endless anxiety, endless guilt, and endless self-blame...

My obsession collapsed at this moment.

Really, not so long, not so long ago, even you are almost graduating, coming back soon...

I even thought, when you graduate, I will give you a grand ceremony, and I will let the whole world know that you are mine!

However, at that moment, I decided to break my promise..."

Li Dong's voice surrounded the classroom, and the choking sound gradually dissipated.

After a long time, Qin Yuhan whispered: "It's not because of anything else?"

Li Dong sighed lightly: "Others? Do you think so?

Today, I wish I could stay away from politics and chaos.

To put it bluntly, if it was just to use her, I would have kicked her away a long time ago. At this time, she is of no value to me.

Kicking her away was a way of self-preservation.

The so-called threats, the so-called intimidation, are all a joke.

Her mother may think so, but her mother doesn't understand. If I kick her out, I will get more resources, more contacts, and more favors.

It's not just sympathy, I don't want to lie to you, I love her, otherwise, as cold-blooded as I am, I wouldn't choose to do this. "

"what about me?"

"Obsession, and love."

"Don't you think it's ironic?"

Li Dong said softly: "It's very ironic, I also often mock myself, big man, what love is talking about, now, don't talking about love feel disgusting?

Disgusting is disgusting, love is still love, if I don't love it, I will let it go. "

Qin Yuhan fell silent.

The classroom is very quiet, and the whole world is very quiet.

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Yuhan asked again: "Where does the obsession come from?"

Li Dong sighed, "Maybe it's a dream, some things can't be explained clearly."

Qin Yuhan didn't ask this anymore, turned his head to look at him for a while, looked straight into Li Dong's eyes, and said with tears in his smile, "That is to say, I lost to her only because she was old?"

Li Dong smiled bitterly, and said softly: "It's not old, I always feel that if she hears this word, she will go crazy, it's the age gap."

"Then I'd rather be ten years older!"

Qin Yuhan smiled self-deprecatingly, and continued after a while: "How to deal with me?"

Li Dong said nothing.

Qin Yuhan nodded and smiled: "I seem to understand, you have already told me about your so-called not letting go, your so-called obsession.

But why should I promise you? "

Li Dong licked his lips and said sullenly: "Because I don't agree, I won't let go either!"

"Because you are rich?" Qin Yuhan mocked.

Li Dong shook his head and said: "It's not because I have money that I do it, but because I have money that I can do it.

I have no money, so I will do the same thing. Of course, whether you can do it or not is one thing, and whether you can do it or not is another thing.

For example, back then, I thought that you had to be single for the rest of your life, and I even imagined that if you got married, I would go to a big wedding...

I can't do it even though I'm just thinking about it.

But these are my real thoughts, because I don't want to.

It's just that I couldn't do it before, but I can do it now. This is a difference in execution, not a change in thinking. "

"You are domineering...as always." Qin Yuhan concluded.

Li Dong nodded and said without denying: "I admit that I am overbearing, because I have this qualification now, even though you will think that I am selfish, cold-blooded, and scum.

But I still want to say, you are mine, and I will not give it to anyone!

Even if it is death, what I want to see is that you and I die together and are buried together, not with others!

Maybe when the day comes, I will let go, but not now, because I am young, I don’t want to see this scene, and I don’t want to see this scene, I will go crazy. "

"So what if you're crazy?"

Li Dong muttered: "You may have to be single for the rest of your life, because all the men who are close to you will be killed by me..."

Qin Yuhan laughed out of breath, "Your comments on yourself are really accurate, selfish, cold-blooded, and ruthless!"

Li Dong said embarrassingly: "You can add a scum, it's okay to be more vicious, I think I can bear it."

"I've never seen anyone as cheap as you!" Qin Yuhan gritted his teeth.

Li Dong nodded and agreed: "I admit it, so you are mine after all, and you can only be mine.

I don't want to regret it for the rest of my life. I say a blessing against my conscience, and I hope you are happy, but I can't do it.

I really want to do it, I will not be a bitch, but a saint. "

"you……"