840 Aimless

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The cold wave and storm seemed to have passed, and the overly dry air still had a biting and desolate cold, blowing constantly, and the passers-by could not help erecting the collars of their coats; however, the sparse and lazy sunshine slowly fell down , passing through the towering steel-reinforced forest, sprinkled mottled light and shadow on the bustling city streets, revealing a rare vitality in the cold winter.

This is the rare good weather in New York winter.

I opened the car door and walked down. The bright golden sunlight jumped lightly on Guolu's skin, and the faint warmth swirled slowly. People couldn't help but spread out their palms and felt the momentary pulsation that fell in their palms. Then, they folded their fingertips. , quietly put it away; raised his pace and walked into the lobby of Mount Sinai Hospital, the sun fell behind him, and the warmth of his palm slowly passed away, like an hourglass, and finally dissipated completely.

The hospital is still quiet, methodical, and orderly, and the air like still water can't even feel the turbulent undercurrent. Here, life and death, sickness and pain, are part of the composition.

"Ding", the elevator reached the destination floor, the group walked out of the elevator one after another, Renly turned right, and walked towards Heather's ward, but Andy's call stopped Renly's pace, "Lanly Li, are you sure this is a good idea?" Andy gestured to him, Roy and Nathan, "Isn't it rude to go over like this? Or, we're in the rest area here. Waiting, we will visit again after getting permission from our parents."

Renly's gaze fell on the faces of the three of them. After a short pause, he nodded in agreement, "You guys should wait here in the rest area." The elevator entrance was only a few steps away from the rest area. Renly took the initiative. He started to guide them and took them to the side. "In the smoking area, one is the balcony outside and the other is the stairwell..."

Before the words could be finished, Derek Cross and Elle Cross could be seen outside the translucent floor-to-ceiling windows.

Both of them had cigarettes in their hands, their faces were haggard, their hair was messy, and they were casually wrapped in a coat to protect them from the cold.

At this time, Heather's situation was still in crisis. Even if it was smoking, the two would not leave at the same time, and at least one person had to be left in the ward. Or... have things changed? The thought flashed through his mind, and Renly stepped forward, at least to say hello.

Following the footsteps, their voices gradually became clearer.

"...Are you crazy? Why did you call him? He's a star, and the reason why he's willing to appear is to use our Heather to hype the news!"

"Ellie! Do you know what you're talking about? Are you losing your mind? What kind of person is Renly? You don't want to believe your own eyes, and you believe the gossip media?"

"I don't know, I don't know! All I know is that he is a stranger, a volunteer, a volunteer, and he is no different from those staff in this hospital, but why? Why did he do this to Heather good?"

"Ellie! You're being unreasonable! You know what Renly means to Heather, yesterday's concert..."

"I know, of course I know! I know, if it wasn't for him, if it wasn't for last night's concert, maybe Heather would be fine, maybe Heather's condition wouldn't have gotten worse so fast!"

"The doctor has said that Heather's condition is out of control. When we set off for the concert, didn't the doctor say all the risks? We decided to go to the concert together."

"No, you decide, it's you! It's you! New York experienced a cold wave last night. Even a healthy person may get sick walking outdoors, let alone Heather! It's your decision!"

"But if there is no concert, Heather won't wake up at all. Have you forgotten?"

"I didn't! I didn't forget! But I'd rather!"

Ellie's mad roar was out of control, and Derek was quiet in an instant, staring at his wife in a stunned manner, losing the ability to argue, but Ellie ignored it, her hair became messy in the wind, and she was hysterical. Roaring, as if to vent all the pain and despair in his heart, he continued eloquently:

"Yes, I said it, I said it! I'd rather Heather still be in a coma, so at least, at least she's alive, can't speak, can't respond, can't smile, can't be in pain, but, at least She's alive! Do you understand? I want my Heather alive, I just want her to be alive. What dreams, what music, what Renly, all fuck off! I want my daughter, I want me Baby! I just want her alive.

I hate him! I hate him! If it wasn't for him, Heather would be fine now, Heather is still by my side, and Heather can still hear me. I hate him! Did you hear that? I hate him! "

Cursing and hating with gnashing teeth, claws and claws on that hideous face, twisted and publicized, and gradually blurred into a group of light and shadow in the background of sparse sunlight and withered branches.

"Renly?" Derek shouted in astonishment when he saw the figure inside the glass door, quickly opened the sliding door, and walked in in a panic, "Renly... uh..." Trying to explain something, However, he found that all the words were stuck in his throat, and his eyes were full of helplessness and helplessness.

Renly kept a slight smile on his face, nodded politely in greeting, "Derek." Then nodded again at Ellie

With a gesture, Allie was a little embarrassed, but she stubbornly turned her chin away, turned her eyes away, and refused to make any eye contact with Renly. So, Renly looked at Derek again, "How is Heather doing?"

There was no imaginary anger, and no imaginary anxiety, Renly in front of him was calm and calm, like a quiet and vast lake, deep blue and deep blue; but the concern and worry in his eyes were still so sincere, it seemed that all the words just now. , he didn't hear it at all.

Derek opened his mouth, defending, apologizing, and comforting. Countless thoughts raced through his mind, but he couldn't say a word. He could only drop his shoulders in frustration, "Not good. She's very bad now." Derek looked back. Looking at his wife, the fragmented back is in the cold wind, and it seems that it may fall apart at any time, "Uh... The doctor said that the speed of the respiratory system failure is beyond imagination. In fact, in the past three weeks, the rate of deterioration has been Speeding up. Now...now there's not much they can do..."

Derek's words weren't too organized, he just repeated the same content over and over again dryly, and in the end he couldn't go on anymore. He just stared at Renly blankly, "Sorry, Ellie she..."

Renly waved his hand and said with a smile, "It's okay, I understand."

Renly knew that Ellie wasn't against him, not against anyone, just full of rage, outraged at everything, and then aimlessly vented her anger at everyone and everything around her, as if she only wanted to put her anger out. Blame the fault, and Heather can get better and calm down.

Renly also knew that it wouldn't work. When Ellie realized this in her heart, that kind of helplessness and daze, this is the most terrifying thing, like a bottomless abyss, entangled with herself. Some people will never get out.

"Renly..." Derek scratched his hair angrily, always feeling that he should say something, but in the end he couldn't.

It wasn't Renly's fault, and it wasn't anyone's fault.

Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, in 2012, is an unpredictable, uncontrollable, and incurable disease that can only be relieved; but even rehabilitation and remission, the effect is still unknown.

When Heather was diagnosed, the doctor said that they told Derek and Ellie that they needed to be mentally prepared at all times. The patient might die in just one year, or it might last for more than ten years. In terms of current medical conditions, the average life expectancy of most patients is about three to five years.

This year marks the seventh year that Heather has been diagnosed.

They all know this clearly, but they are still not mentally prepared.

"Derek, can I go into the ward and visit Heather?" Renly didn't respond to Derek. If Alf Hall was here, she could move in and out, politely, and say comforting words without appearing too close or too distant, but Renly didn't want that. This is not a polite social occasion.

"Oh." Derek reacted, nodded, and was about to speak, when Ellie shouted from behind, "Derek! We need to go back to the ward. The nurses' work should be over." Stepping out, he glanced at Ren Li hurriedly, but he didn't dare to meet Ren Li's eyes after all. He accelerated his speed and passed by like a gust of wind.

Derek was stunned, his eyes froze, and the words got stuck in his throat again for a while. In the end, it was Renly who reminded aloud, "Go back to the ward quickly, I think, Heather wants to see her parents by her side."

Derek nodded in a panic, ignoring Renly any longer, and trotted all the way to catch up, and the couple disappeared into the blinding lights in the corridor in a blink of an eye.

"Renly." Nathan's suppressed anger and unwilling voice came from behind, Renly turned around with a smile on his face, "It seems that my name was called a bit too many times today, last night The aftermath of the concert does not appear to have dissipated."

Even Andy and Roy had shallow worries surging between their eyebrows, not to mention Nathan. They were both fighting for Renly and worried about Renly's state.

But as a party, Renly was the calmest one. The situation experienced in the previous life happened again, and everything seemed familiar, but this time, he became a bystander. This feeling is really weird.

"You guys go to work first, I'll stay in the hospital for a while and help." Renly made a decision immediately, "I'll be there on time for the party at night." Noticing Andy's hesitant look, Renly nodded affirmatively. "Trust me, I'm fine. Just like last year, if I'm not feeling well, I'll take the initiative."

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