Chapter 320 A School Trip to Hawaii that Reaches a Turning Point (7)

Diamond Head Crater is a volcano that can be understood as a very large basin.

Enter the interior through the tunnel, and then lead from the interior to the shore near the sea. The bus stopped at the station, which was filled with tourists taking photos. Then everyone started climbing up the stairs on the edge of the volcano, a total of more than 40 minutes of walking.

The temperature at the moment is 27°, which is very hot under the direct sunlight. Sakakibara Raku and Tenkai Yuki had already climbed halfway up the mountain. The tourists who set off at the same time as the two of them were either left behind, or were leaning on trekking poles, bent over and panting.

call--

The sea breeze, mixed with the delayed sound of waves in the distance, came threateningly.

The girl stopped and looked back, only to see the blue ocean connecting with the blue sky, the waves and white flowers lapping the strait, and seagulls flying between the horizon and the white clouds. The sea breeze blowing in the face made the leaves of the shrubs on the entire ridge rustle.

“So cool”

The snow in the sky and sea stands quietly, facing the blue sea.

Looking at her from behind, the girl in the sunflower straw hat opened her arms and faced the sea. Whether it was her long flowing hair or the swaying hem of her white dress, she looked light and beautiful.

The summer wind blew between the two of them, bringing with it the vague aroma of coconut on her body.

Yuki looks really happy.

This is her first time here, her first time seeing such a vast world, right?

Sakakihara looked at her petite back and smiled. He glanced at the phone screen that was darkened in the sun and found that the two of them had been walking for more than 20 minutes.

He walked to Tianhai Zhixue, looked at her profile and asked:

"It's cool. Are you tired from walking?"

"No."

"You've been walking for more than 20 minutes. Are you still not tired?"

"Not tired."

"I also said that when you are tired, I will carry you up." Sakakihara put the phone back, "Then continue to the top of the mountain. The scenery at the top of the mountain is much more beautiful than the scenery halfway up the mountain."

However, Tianhai Zhixue had no intention of leaving.

She put her hands behind her hands, raised her chin, and turned her expressionless face towards his.

"."

"how?"

"tired."

"Weren't you still tired just now?"

"Tired now."

Sakakihara laughed, "If you want me to carry it, just ask."

"I want to be happy."

Amami no Yuki took two steps closer, her beautiful eyes reflected the shrunken Sakakibara Raku.

She actually said it out loud.

Although Sakakihara Raku is already familiar with Yuki's character.

But every time she said these words to him so straightforwardly, he would always have the urge to agree to her.

Knowing that she could still walk, knowing that she just said she wasn't tired.

"Then I'll carry you for a while."

"good."

Sakakibara squatted down in front of her, and Amami Noyuki put her body on his back without hesitation, holding his neck tightly with both hands.

The close contact at this moment was reassuring and comfortable for her.

But something went wrong.

Sakakibara squatted for a long time and felt that her posture was wrong.

"Yuki, come over here."

"don't know."

"When someone is carrying me, I don't just have to hang my neck with my hands. You have to hold my waist."

"I don't understand this."

"Why don't you understand being carried on someone's back?"

"Not carried."

Sakakihara Raku fell silent for a moment.

".Your father didn't turn his back on you?"

"No."

"Where's my brother?"

"Neither does my brother."

"Where's Sister Zi?"

"Neither does Sister Zi."

"You didn't forget, did you?"

Tianhai Zhixue shook her head behind him.

Maybe yuki herself forgot.

Her memory was not very good.

But even if you think so, combined with yuki's situation at home since she was a child.

What she just said is not impossible.

Sakakihara waited until she readjusted, then stood up with her on his back.

"So light."

"What's so light?"

"I feel so light."

"Of course, your weight is all on me."

Tianhai Zhixue reached out and hugged his neck.

The skin is close to the skin, and Sakakibara can clearly feel the itching on her neck, as well as her comfortable skin that is as warm as jade.

Normally, Raku Sakakibara might be happy about this kind of close contact with a girl.

But now that Yuki has been regarded as A Ling, the only thing left is her happiness that she is willing to get close to him.

"Le's skin is so hot."

"I didn't tell you that your hands are hot too."

"happy."

"what?"

Amami no Yuki stuck out her head like a cat on Sakakibara Raku's right shoulder and whispered in his ear:

"Sit down now."

"You're quite light after eating so much."

"So you can carry me for a little longer." Tianhai Zhixue pressed the flesh of her cheek against the flesh of his neck.

"I didn't agree." Sakakihara was a little itchy by her closeness.

"Leke was the first person to carry me on his back."

"Don't think that I can take more care of you by saying this."

"Leave it to Le the first time."

"The topic is twisted."

"Set off!"

"You don't need to tell me."

Raku Sakakibara continued to head up the mountain with Yuki Amami, who seemed particularly happy.

*

After the two of them stepped up a dozen stairs and walked a little further, Tianhai Jiuliuli took off his sunglasses with a very unhappy expression behind them.

She saw the entire process of the two talking and communicating just now.

There is an indescribable taste in my heart.

It's like being so stuck that you feel uncomfortable and have no place to express your feelings.

Lejun and yuki seem very close.

Even though everyone knew that Lejun was deliberately using yuki to stimulate himself and Qiyue, they still felt uncomfortable after seeing it.

The stab wound on his abdomen also seemed to be aching.

"what should I do?"

What Amami Kuruuri was thinking about was his relationship with Sakakibara Raku since he came to this home.

As the older brother, he takes care of his family and himself meticulously.

As the older brother, he does everything without complaining.

Even when he did that to him, he still chose to let go of his prejudice against himself and choose to forgive himself.

Tianhai Jiuliuli thought about the sweetness of dating, falling in love, and dating after she reconciled with him.

The feeling of being able to completely trust the other person, believe in the other person, and love the other person wholeheartedly, Tianhai Jiuliuli has always considered it to be the most cherished thing in her life.

I don’t want Lejun to leave, I don’t want Lejun to trust me

I also want to go to school together, run together, and play games together.

You can experience these things with someone who knows you completely, someone who understands you, someone who shares your interests.

I don't want to let go at all.

Even after going through the hospital and stabbing himself as retribution, he still didn't want to let go.

Tianhai Jiuliuli knew that the relationship with Lejun had faded a lot these days.

On the one hand, it's because I don't know what attitude to take when meeting him, and on the other hand, it's because I need to transfer the conflict to Tianhai Qimingyue.

The last aspect is also the most important factor - I haven't spoken to Lejun for too long.

If I don't try my best to transfer the emotions of that day, I really don't know who I should trust in the future, and how I will spend my future life.

If he didn't do that, he would either choose to crash to death, or simply return to his mother and let her continue to use him.

There is so much to say about these emotions.

Tianhai Jiuliuli took several deep breaths, trying to calm down his mood that was no longer so calm in recent days.

She looked at Raku Sakakibara, who was carrying Amami Noyuki.

I understand why I feel uncomfortable at the moment - I am jealous.

Thinking about it carefully, Lejun seems to have not turned his back on me, right?

Back in July.

Ah Ling carried it on her back.

Even yuki has carried it on his back.

Only, he didn't turn his back on himself.

Tianhai Jiuliuli's mood, which she had tried to soothe a lot, became a lot more depressed at this moment. She wanted to quickly take a step to catch up, but was interrupted by a hand in front of her.

"You, you, wait!" Sakakihara Suzu appeared in front of her panting. Sakai Chiteno followed behind her.

"bell?"

Tianhai Jiuli didn't expect that Sakakihara Suzu would appear here at this time.

"You guys...really can climb a ladder and climb a mountain so fast! I'm so tired, so tired."

Sakakibara Suzu bent down dripping with sweat, rested for a moment, and finally straightened up reluctantly, stretched out her palm to Tianhai Jiureli, and made a righteous expression:

"You are not allowed to see my brother."

"." Tianhai Jiuliuri didn't want to hear so much, so she wanted to leave by bypassing Sakakihara Suzu.

"Alas! What are you doing?" Sakakihara Suzu hurriedly chased after her and came back in front of her with her hand to block her. "If you say you are not allowed to leave, you are not allowed to leave! Sister Liuli, have you forgotten what your uncle told you? Do you still want to persist? Go up, I have the right to report the truth to uncle."

"Of course I know." Tianhai Jiuliuli was very anxious, "But if you want to tell dad today, just go ahead and say it. I have to go talk to Lejun now."

Tianhai Jiureli insisted on leaving, but Sakakihara Suzu insisted on stopping him.

The three of them went back and forth for several rounds, and Amami Jiuruli understood Sakakihara Suzu's attitude.

She had to block his way.

"Ling, let me go see Lejun. I want to have a few words with him and ask him about some things."

"Asking about something? Just ask me. There is no need to go to my brother."

"Why are you blocking me?"

"Sister Liuli, don't you know why I'm blocking you?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and calmed down: "Even if dad asks you to do this, you don't have to completely follow what dad said, right?"

"That's true, but it's obvious. Now I don't want to get out of the way."

"I have to talk to Lejun."

It's not that Sakakihara Suzu doesn't understand Ruri's mood.

On the contrary, it is a very special understanding.

Because in a sense, Liuli is also a person very similar to herself.

It’s because of my identity.

It was because of various entanglements she had with her sister

And Liuli is actually much more powerful than herself - she can resolutely stab herself with a fruit knife in that situation.

To be honest, Sakakihara Suzu didn't expect Jiureli's determination in dealing with this relationship.

"I know you want to see my brother, because we have been separated for so many days. It is normal to want to see him, but Sister Liuli can think about it, uncle knew that you would be like this, and you should also endure your current mood. , and then gradually forget about this relationship?"

"Forget?" Tianhai Jiuliuli's expression suddenly faded, and she couldn't help but ask, "Ling, why do you think I will forget these things? Can Ling forget her relationship with Lejun so easily?"

Sakakihara Suzu understood the change in her expression, but she still refused to give in. "You and my brother have only known each other for a year."

uncomfortable.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was very uncomfortable. It’s uncomfortable to not be understood and have your own feelings stigmatized.

Sure enough, even Suzu-chan can't understand herself

Sure enough, only Lejun could understand his thoughts.

He understands why he does what he does, and he understands what he needs.

She took the initiative to lower her voice in front of Sakakihara Suzu, became very deep, and spoke very clearly:

"I don't deny that Lejun and I have only known each other for a year, and I don't deny that I was wrong about him at the beginning. But I completely disagree with what you said, Ling, and you shouldn't Disdain my thoughts, my actions so easily."

"So what?"

"Ling, do you understand? Do you understand that feeling? Do you understand the feeling of being secretly photographed when you go out, being questioned by countless people on the phone, and having your life spied on even if you are under house arrest?"

Liuli, something seems to be wrong.

But it's not that Sakakihara Suzu didn't understand what she said.

"Why don't you understand? I understand that when you were a child, you met disgusting people because of your aunt's retirement from the entertainment industry, but why didn't I meet them when I was a child? When my father ran away, loan sharks would knock on the door every day. Not only were my sleep disturbed every night and paint was thrown on the door, but even at school I was pointed out by my classmates that they were a fatherless family."

Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled softly and said, "Then who is responsible for these things for you, Ling? Is it yourself?"

"." Sakakihara Suzu was stunned for a moment.

"Ling, when you are sad, you can hide in your brother's arms. When you are bullied, you can have your brother to stand up for you. When you are unhappy, you can still have your brother to comfort you. Even for dinner, your brother will take the best food from her bowl. Come give it to you. And what about Qiyue and I? We haven’t had this kind of thing since we were young. We have to bear everything on our own. My mother only comes back every few months. My father is suppressed by the family and has no time to take care of Qiyue and me, and he has no money. Employed to take care of the two of us, who can Qiyue and I turn to for help in the face of those people who think that our mother has always been in our residence?

"Who can I turn to as a sister?"

"."

Tianhai Jiuliuli: "Qiyue and I can only endure this. We have to learn those tedious things every day, and we have to learn the piano and violin that our mother arranged for us every day. Qiyue and I learn out of our true hearts. Is this it? No, not at all! We were just forced to have goals by our parents and people in the family, and we were forced to follow their standards and become a wealthy lady with strict rules and regulations.

"July and I have always lacked a complete family and a normal growing environment.

"During that time, Qi Qi and I didn't know what the so-called happiness was. Our lives were just mechanical repetition, repetition, repetition, repetition, and repetition. We had no idea what the meaning of doing this was!

“I understand now that July and I have always lacked goals and things of our own.

"I am better than July, so my mother chose to ignore her and take more care of me. But later, July found her own goal before me.

"Ling, do you understand how longing I am to see the back of Qiyue who decided to cross half of Japan to go to Shikoku Island despite all odds?

“Do you understand that this is something I have been pursuing for more than ten years?

"And now I have found it. I found it after Lejun still chose to forgive me even after being hurt by me. For me, the weight of this feeling is no less than your feelings for Lejun. Not even a cent! That’s why I fight against all odds with July, who I have lived with since childhood. This is my persistence, my pursuit in life. So, please get out of my way now. There are some things I must do now. ask clearly."

"."

Sakakihara Suzu didn't know how to reply to Jiu Liuli.

Every word she spoke was as painful as burrowing into her own heart.

If she didn't have her brother and his protection for more than ten years, could she insist on finding the goal of living like her?

Jiuliuli was right. Her mood was indeed very heavy, and it was completely acceptable.

Are Suzu-chan and the deputy squad leader okay?

As an ordinary outsider, Chiteno Sakai did not dare to interfere in any of the words between the two of them.

In the end, Sakakihara Suzu thought for a long time and still raised her head:

"Don't give in."

That's right, Jiu Liuli's feelings are no weaker than her own.

But I have no reason to get out of the way. I no longer know how painful it is to live with the heavy feelings between the two sisters.

Without them, Sakakihara Suzu believes that she and her brother would be happier than they are now.

She felt that she should insist on letting Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli give up their relationship.

Amami Kuruuri is not angry either. Even though the emotions in her heart are surging, she knows and understands that she and Sakakihara Suzu just have different positions.

"I see."

She decided to force her way through.