Chapter 1874 Ah Sheng, You Are Wrong
Chu Lin thought, Bai Ye was really meticulous to a terrifying degree. He and Lin Jingsheng had considered these situations, but there was no very suitable way to deal with them. However, he found a very suitable way to deal with them. This was really surprising. He was also thinking about another thing. Since Bai Ye had noticed something, would the Pope really dare to use them as a scapegoat? Ah Sheng was a prince and the next monarch. No one knew Lin Jingsheng's intentions better than him. Even if he risked his life, he would protect the royal family. Such Ah Sheng, even he could abandon him. He waited for so many years and finally got a sentence "I love you, I love you deeply", but he also got a bad news. He actually went for IVF without any discussion and had a pair of children of his own. Where did he put himself?
This incident was a huge blow to him. He has not recovered so far and even gave up on himself. Ah Sheng, why did you hurt him so much? Just because of his uncomplaining compensation and waiting over the years? He did ruin many of Lin Jingsheng's romances, but that must have been something Lin Jingsheng didn't want to go to the end. If it weren't for Lin Jingsheng's cooperation, how could he ruin all his romances?
When the news of Chu Lin's failed surgery came, Lin Jingsheng seemed to have lost his luster. He dismissed everyone and locked himself in the room. The whole world was dark and Lin Jingsheng felt suffocated.
The prince and the princess also knew that Chu Lin's surgery had failed. The princess looked upstairs worriedly. Seeing Morgan coming down, she asked anxiously, "How is he?"
"The young master is in a bad mood. Let someone not disturb him."
The princess was worried but had no way to do anything. Chu Lin's leg was clearly said to have a high probability of success, so why did it fail? Ah Sheng must be very disappointed. The person he likes will be unable to walk and can no longer stand up. He must be very sad and disappointed, but there is still nothing he can do. If Ah Lin spends his whole life in a wheelchair, how sad he will be. The princess took a deep breath, feeling a little irritated. She regretted knowing too much. She knew her own child best, and she also knew clearly what Ah Sheng was thinking. The princess thought that if Chu Lin's legs were fine, perhaps she would not think of anything else, but now she felt that the child was really pitiful.
Love but not getting it.
If Ah Sheng was not born in the royal family, perhaps there would not be so many constraints.
Lin Jingsheng went to the hospital late at night, and Chu Lin was still asleep. His legs hurt so much that he was sweating profusely. He couldn't close his eyes all night. The pain was so severe that William said that when Lin Jingsheng came, Chu Lin could instantly bite his teeth and endure this piercing pain.
This kind of pain is simply life-threatening.
But Bai Ye dug a pit, and he didn't refute it, so he naturally had to act all the way.
Lin Jingsheng looked at his pale face and felt a little depressed, "Your legs..."
"It doesn't matter." Chu Lin said in a self-destructive way, not wanting to cure his legs. He looked a little decadent, with an indescribable vicissitude, as if the failure of the operation had dealt him a huge blow, making him unable to recover from the blow. The more Lin Jingsheng thought about it, the more distressed he felt, but Chu Lin put on an attitude of rejecting people a thousand miles away, "Why are you here? I don't need your pity."
"I came to see you." Lin Jingsheng said, feeling very uncomfortable, a breath was always so heavy in his chest, unable to breathe, he thought, he must be crazy, if not crazy, why would it hurt so much.
No one can be more important than the morality, responsibility, and obligation he believes in his heart, right?
Why, he felt a sense of regret.
"I don't need you to come, you might as well go see your children, oh, children!" Chu Lin emphasized heavily, there was no way to explain this matter, and this matter would always be a thorn in his heart.
Lin Jingsheng was silent.
"You have the right to be angry. I was wrong to hide it from you."
"No, you did nothing wrong. You are such a rational person. You think carefully about everything you do. I am just a childish ghost. I do everything according to my own will. It's really hard for you. You can still tolerate me for so many years. My prince, it must be very hard." Chu Lin said, he smiled coldly, "Thank you, you don't have to be so hard in the future, and you don't have to tolerate me like this. We are done."
Lin Jingsheng closed his eyes slightly. Every word of Chu Lin was tearing his heart.
Chu Lin said, "Go away, don't come again, my affairs have nothing to do with you."
Lin Jingsheng stood stiffly, feeling very uncomfortable, just like the last time he threatened Chu Lin to never have any contact with him. He knew that Chu Lin was giving him a final ultimatum. No matter how they conflicted, how they tossed, and how they tortured each other, they never did anything decisive. They always left a bottom line for themselves. They never crossed this line. They were trapped in their own siege and had no freedom.
The memories of the past were turned up. All of Lin Jingsheng's love, hatred, and resentment were on the person in front of him for half his life. If he could really stop talking to you forever, why would he have to be so involved for more than ten years?
Ah Lin, I don't want to stop talking to you forever or be so estranged from you.
I love you so much.
But I can give you so little.
"Is it really impossible to accept a child?"
"No way." Chu Lin said. He looked at Lin Jingsheng coldly, and had to endure the piercing pain. He was extremely uncomfortable and just wanted Lin Jingsheng to leave quickly. He was about to burst.
Lin Jingsheng asked, "What about you? The Chu family is a single-line inheritance. Do you plan to not have your own children in the future?"
"Do you know what makes me angry the most? I am most angry that you made the decision privately without discussing it with me. Even if I really disagree, you can talk to me and discuss it. We can seek a solution together, but you insist on doing it your own way and hiding it from me. What do you think of me? If you insist on doing things that I disagree with, how many things have you hidden from me? Why do you have to hide things that can be discussed and solved? Now that the matter is done, you come to me and tell me to accept the child. What can I do? You just want to cook the rice before it is cooked. I have to agree to it even if I don't agree. I'm really sorry. I really don't agree. I don't agree. Do you understand?" Chu Lin looked at him coldly, his eyes full of determination.
Lin Jingsheng smiled bitterly, "If I discuss it with you, will you agree?"
"No."
However, he will consider it.
He will consider a way that makes both parties comfortable and accepted, not insisting on his own way and violating the feelings of the two.
"Ah Sheng, I have obeyed you for half of my life, so you took it for granted that I would accept it, right? But this time, you are wrong. I will not accept it."