Chapter 1886 Chu Lin's Voice

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Chu Lin was startled, a little confused, another daddy? Is this what he told the children?

Zhouzhou was very disappointed when he saw Chu Lin's confused face, "You don't know anything, you're a liar."

Chu Lin looked at the cute and smart child in front of him, and felt a sense of sadness in his heart. He felt a bit of indescribable pain, and it was very sour. He was thinking that in the past three years, he was really wrong. He and Lin Jing were angry. , without a moment of greeting, meeting or a word in three years, he said to his children, you still have a daddy, treat him as a member of the family.

"When did he say that?" Chu Lin's voice was a little harsh.

"A few days ago." Zhouzhou was embarrassed to talk about the days when he ran away from home. His expression was a little aggrieved. Chu Lin felt a little uncomfortable and nodded, "I'll tell you later."

He left in a hurry, Zhouzhou touched his head, "Grandpa, what's wrong with uncle?"

"Leave him alone." Chu Ge said, and he calmly said, "Watch my brother and I play chess."

"OK."

Zhouzhou smiled happily, with a bit of endearing softness. Chu Ge thought to himself, how cute, the more he looked at it, the more lovable he became.

Lin Jingsheng was talking to Morgan on the phone next to the hot spring, talking about the church. Recently, the church was about to make a move. Lin Jingsheng said, "They are at the end of their rope and will jump over the wall in a hurry. Don't pay attention to them. I have my own countermeasures."

Morgan said, "Yes, I understand. I will keep an eye on the Lu family."

"Just keep an eye on Lu Pang. I want to know all his itineraries. This old fox is very cunning. After all, he has been in office for so many years. It will inevitably be a bit regretful to step away for a while. I don't know whether he will stay. The most important thing is whether he has any contact with the church. , you should also contact Lu Yuan and let him take care of himself. Don’t worry too much. If Lu Pang goes back on his words, I will also break my promise. "

"Yes, I understand." Morgan said. Lu Yuan is a very talkative person. This matter is related to the safety of the entire Lu family. The Lu family will naturally be cautious. Lu Yuan is more nervous about the safety of the entire Lu family than Lin Jingsheng.

He was talking on the phone when he suddenly saw a figure approaching in a hurry. Lin Jingsheng said hastily, "Okay, I have something to do here, hang up first."

"good."

Lin Jingsheng had just hung up the phone. He thought Chu Lin came to him for something. After all, he was walking in such a hurry that he didn't know to stop when he got there. He suddenly reached out and held him in his arms. Lin Jingsheng was shorter than Chu Lin. , has also lost a lot of weight in the past three years, and can be completely held in his arms. Although they are evenly matched in terms of momentum, Chu Lin's wildness is always missing. He struggled slightly and said, "Let go!"

This is in public, he is a majestic king, how behaved he is.

"A Sheng..."

Lin Jingsheng pushed him away and frowned slightly. Chu Lin felt that his heart was empty. The familiar empty emotions in the past three years had hit his heart. There was a kind of sadness in his heart that he urgently needed to release on Lin Jingsheng. He They have always missed each other. They met at the wrong time and confessed to each other at the wrong time. To them, God was like a joke.

What a huge joke.

"I've said what needs to be said, what else do you have to contend with?" Lin Jingsheng asked, over and over again, what do you think he is?

Chu Lin looked at him. This was his most familiar look. Even if he had never met, he would always secretly watch the news about his visit. He could always be seen in the news. There was a TV specially installed in his bedroom, and he would watch it every day. When watching the national TV station of country C, he would not miss any news about Lin Jingsheng, so he knew how difficult Lin Jingsheng had been in the past few years. He was not by his side, especially when the church's strength counterattacked more than a year ago. On his way to the orphanage, an assassination occurred. He was shot in the arm. Although it was a flesh wound, it was quite thrilling. At that time, he was angry with Ah Sheng in New York and was unwilling to say a word to Ah Sheng. How many times Ah Sheng wanted to meet him, but he rejected him. The more he refused, the more Ah Sheng gradually became absent. Asked.

Ah Sheng was unlike himself, as thick-skinned as a city wall. He had been pampered since childhood and had strong self-esteem. Under the embarrassment and humiliation of rejection, he gradually cooled down and seemed to have lost contact.

Over the past six months, he had been feeling flustered.

If he continues like this and is unable to cross this horizontal ditch, he and Ah Sheng will really disappear.

In this way, we gradually became strangers.

Perhaps, decades later, when they all come here, recalling this past event, they can think of it as something they always talked about when they were young. He doesn't want to be like that. He has been planning to return to China recently. Chu Ge's matter is just for him. took him a step further.

"Between you and me, if I hadn't been entangled all the time, we would have been strangers a long time ago, right?" Chu Lin said, looking at Lin Jingsheng bitterly, "When you were young, you loved me, but you also expressed it implicitly. I never showed passionate affection for you. I was young and didn't understand the difference between love and friendship. I always felt that your love for me was similar to my friendship for you. I didn't see any sparks later. , when I realized that I fell in love with you, you had already turned around and left, no longer willing to give any emotion. From then on, it was me who chased you all the way, Ah Sheng, in fact, I was the one who chased you all the way. If you run away, it’s because I’m pestering you and forcing you.”

Lin Jingsheng opened his mouth but said nothing.

Chu Lin said calmly, "My dad once told me that I would give him a grandson before he turned 35. I promised him. At that time, I was just perfunctory. I always thought that I would slowly tell him about my feelings, my cleanliness, and my choices. He has been guarding for his mother all his life, and he will understand me. Before I had time to tell you about this, you suddenly gave me a heavy crab bomb without discussing it. I was stunned. I admit that I deliberately deceived you in the past three years. I was naive. I wanted to use my legs to keep you and force you to make a choice, whether to choose me or your two children. As a result, you also saw it."

As a result, they all saw it. This was a very tragic gamble. He lost a lot. He was angry and annoyed. In the end, he was tired and exhausted. He thought that in the pursuit of Lin Jingsheng, he should have given up and was tired. It would be better to give up. But no matter how he convinced himself, he couldn't give up. In this relationship, he may have always chosen the wrong way to express himself, but there was one thing he had never done wrong.

"It doesn't matter if I lied to you, or kept it from you, or if I didn't see you for the past three years, or if I used the wrong method, all I wanted was for you to be my only one, but I couldn't get what I wanted."