Chapter 1887 Can We Start over Again?

Lin Jingsheng moved slightly, and Chu Lin said, "Ah Sheng, I didn't mean to hurt you in the past three years. The person I least want to hurt is you. It's not that I don't want to be with you. I know that I missed these three years. It has been the hardest three years of your life, but I just want you to be more kind to me... Persevere, even a little bit, and I will not care about the rest. I am just a childish ghost who wants to prove, Ah Sheng Childish ghost who loved me, but I failed, so I hid in my own city and refused to take another step. So, you won't forgive me, will you?"

"You said that you have been pursuing me for more than ten years?" Lin Jingsheng raised his eyebrows and looked at him coldly.

Chu Lin felt desolate.

I thought to myself, what's wrong, did he say the wrong thing again?

But isn’t that true?

Lin Jingsheng said, "A-Lin, what a failure I am. I have liked someone since I first fell in love. I have been in love with him for more than ten years, but he doesn't feel anything at all. You say, what a failure I am. I am such a failure. Am I not even worthy of talking about it?" emotion?"

"Ah Sheng, that's not what I meant."

"You said that I haven't had any persistence in the past three years. How do you want me to persist? I did something wrong. Without your consent or any discussion, I asked for a pair of children. I am sorry for you. First, your leg was injured, and I tried every means to find someone to treat it. When you returned to New York, I tried to communicate with you many times, but you were not willing to see me. You even said, I should not go to you again. The domestic situation It happens in an instant. There are so many people behind me, so many lives. You want me to devote 100% of my energy to you. If I am light, it doesn’t matter. I can spend it with you. Whatever you want, we can do it. In this way, I don’t care, but there are so many people behind me. If I make a wrong decision, blood will flow into a river. If I am not careful, my child will become my brother, and even I will become my brother. In this kind of situation, Under the circumstances, how can you ask me to accompany you, A Lin, I can't afford it, it's not that I don't insist, it's that the facts are simply not what I want. If I tell you that the situation is forced, how much will you understand, because you have never been able to do so. Never think about me from my standpoint. You will always only think from your own standpoint. I'm sorry for you. I want a child. You are mysophobic. If you can't stand it, just walk away. You haven't thought about it. As a prince, the only prince in the royal family, I can do so little and give so little. You should have known the responsibility I bear from the beginning. I once felt that you regretted it. This is me. The biggest feeling in the past three years is that you regret falling in love with me. If you didn't fall in love with me, you would have fallen in love with someone else. You would have stayed together and flown together. You would not have been trapped in this dead situation and there would be no need to suffer. You would have fallen in love with me long ago. That's why I followed your wishes and didn't bother you. Unexpectedly, doing so was also wrong. Then I didn't know what to do, which was the right thing to do. Maybe you should tell me, I should. How to do it."

"A Sheng, are you blaming me?"

"In the past three years, haven't we been blaming each other and hurting each other?"

Even if they hurt each other and blame each other, they still love each other.

Like fate.

What a painful realization this was.

Chu Lin thought that Ah Sheng was partly right.

They do blame each other.

They don't understand each other, and they can't put themselves in each other's shoes.

What he wants is different from what Ah Sheng wants, which is why there are so many problems between them.

He has to hide for the rest of his life.

He doesn't want to.

But when he fell in love with Ah Sheng, he knew it.

I just didn't expect that Ah would become a king after his birthday.

"Chu Lin, actually, let's talk about a more realistic question. If I am not the son of a prince, but I am a prince and I am a prince from birth, I am afraid that you will not fall in love with me." Lin Jingsheng said, "No matter how good I am, no matter how good I am, How much I like you, no matter how much attraction there is between us, you will quickly retreat. I know you even better than I know myself, and you are much more realistic than me. "

If he was a prince in the beginning and his responsibilities and obligations were clear at a glance, would A-Lin still fall in love with him?

Will not.

There was no beginning between them.

Chu Lin wanted to defend, but she couldn't make a sound, and everything was choked in her throat.

"So, you don't want to forgive me anymore, do you?"

Lin Jingsheng was startled. Is he here to ask for forgiveness?

So what have you been doing in the past three years? After these three years of avoiding each other, can they pretend that nothing happened? In the past three years, every night, can his loneliness and regret be treated as if it never happened?

Why did he ask for forgiveness three years later, but what did he do wrong?

"Alin, what did you do wrong?" Lin Jingsheng said, "You just fell in love with someone you shouldn't love. You want me to give you 100% love, but I can't give it to you. That's all. You don't have it." You did something wrong, so you don’t need my forgiveness.”

"Lin Jingsheng!" Chu Lin shouted angrily, "Do you have to hurt my heart like this?"

"I'm not wrong." Lin Jingsheng said, "I sincerely tell you that you don't need my forgiveness."

"As you said, we all understand each other, even better than ourselves." Chu Lin said lightly, "What are you thinking about? How can I not know?"

"If you insist on saying that, fine, I forgive you." Lin Jingsheng was also very happy, "Alin, we have been entangled for more than ten years since we were young. Aren't you tired? I am very tired. Especially these three years, it has been very tiring.”

"So, you still don't plan to forgive me." Chu Lin asked.

"What exactly do you want to do?" Lin Jingsheng said, "You said you would never see each other again, and now you are the one who is pestering me for an ending. What exactly do you want to do?"

"Yeah, I don't know what I want to do." Chu Lin smiled bitterly, "I think I am a joke."

Lin Jingsheng was silent.

In the hot spring villa, there are birds singing and flowers blooming, with a bit of refreshing fragrance, which makes people feel relaxed and happy. However, the two people look tense. There is something unspeakable between them. Both of them feel burning pain, but there is nothing they can do.

There is really no way.

"You..." Chu Lin looked at Lin Jingsheng cautiously. He was so repellent. Even if he made a request, would he be willing to agree to it? Would he agree to it? Ah Sheng, tell me, will you agree to me? But even if he was rejected, what did it matter? It was not like he had never been rejected before. He had been rejected many times, not just this time. He had already developed a thick skin like a city wall. "Let's start over, okay?"