Chapter 1899 I Wish to Win the Heart of One Person
Lin Jingsheng was slightly surprised, but after the surprise, he felt very calm. He had never thought about having a third child when he was planning it. If he had another child, it would be unfair to Yu Jiang and Zhou Zhou.
He has always raised Yu Jiang as a king, and he also understands what Chu Lin means. If he wants to have his child, he will raise Yu Jiang and Zhou Zhou as princes. Although it is said that country C does not have the tradition of passing on the children to the elders, the above A king is the second in line, not the eldest son. If Lin Jingsheng has a child of his own, there is nothing wrong with training his own successor. Simply having another child is not too far behind the general, and the age difference is not too far. It is considered relatively appropriate to cultivate.
"Why is there such a proposal all of a sudden?" Lin Jingsheng frowned. If he wanted a child, he would have done it long ago. It is not very difficult to have a child of his own. "If he wanted a child, I would have done it long ago. wanted."
"A Sheng, our country attaches great importance to inheritance and bloodline. Ordinary people pay so much attention to it, let alone the royal family. The royal family belongs to the Lin family, and generations of ancestors have been from the Lin family. Although I know that you will treat Yu Jiang as your own child, but after all... I know what you are thinking. I feel sorry for everything you have endured in the past few years. I don’t want this to happen. I would rather Jiang and Zhouzhou are both your children. We cannot be sorry to you. "Sir, I'm sorry to all the ancestors of the Lin family. I can't let you be cursed by everyone a hundred years later. Asheng, you have sacrificed enough."
"This is unfair to you." Lin Jingsheng said, "It's very, very unfair."
"You have considered Yu Jiang, but have you considered yourself?" Chu Lin said, "Do you think it is unfair to Yu Jiang? Is it fair to you? Ah Sheng, you want a child. This is the best for everyone. Otherwise, I will feel sorry for you all my life. Even if you have a child, I will still feel sorry for you in this life. If I make you frown in the future, I, Chu Lin, will be a scumbag."
Lin Jingsheng looked at him with a smile, "Do you regret it?"
Chu Lin suddenly rushed forward and hugged him, "I regret it. I regret it very much. It breaks my heart. Ah Sheng, why am I so stupid? I feel like a fool. I don't even deserve to have you."
"Yeah, that makes sense."
Chu Lin smiled and said, "You don't know how much suffering I have had in the past three years. Of course, compared to you, you have to suffer more, but I am a bastard. I have to admit that if I were not so stubborn, Just come back as soon as possible. It’s the biggest regret in my life that I didn’t spend the past three years with you.”
It was a knot that he could never untie in his life.
He was too cruel to Ah Sheng.
"Don't think so." Lin Jingsheng said, "Although you have not been with me these three years, in my heart, we have always been together."
Chu Lin's heart twitched, and the pain became worse. These words made him feel even more of an asshole.
Lin Jingsheng stroked his face and said, "Alin, let's forget about the past grudges and grudges. Don't dwell on them. Don't dwell on them. It's all over. There's no point in talking about who is sorry for whom. It's just a matter of choice. No matter what we choose, it's all so that we can be together. What I can give you is still limited. The church and the Lu family are restraining each other. I can't touch them for the time being unless I take them. All have been eradicated. The authority of the royal family is now above the church, so I am not in a hurry. I am still young. I have more time and the church to spend it slowly. Before that, I cannot give you any fame you want. Even after eradicating the church, I can’t give you any status. The laws of our country..."
"I know." Chu Lin said, looking at Lin Jingsheng affectionately, "I know everything and I don't care. I was too stupid before. I couldn't tell what was more important to me and I was too persistent to get a certain status. Admit it, I know it's impossible. Our country won't pass a same-sex marriage law for at least fifty years. No matter how hard you try, it's enough for us to love each other."
Lin Jingsheng raised his eyebrows, "You don't mind?"
"I don't mind." Chu Lin said. After so many things happened, if he minded anymore, he would be worse than a pig or a dog. How could he be willing to make Lin Jingsheng sad? What else is there to mind?
"A Sheng, I love you." Chu Lin said, "Just think of it as having a child for me. When Yu Jiang grows up, he will understand. You don't need to worry about Yu Jiang's problems. Our child will definitely He is a very good kid who doesn’t care about gains and losses.”
Lin Jingsheng was very hesitant. To be fair, he was very satisfied with Yu Jiang and had been training him as a king. Since he was trained as a king, he had put a lot of thought into it since he was a child. Yu Jiang himself understood it, but if he was replaced by his younger brother in the future, What will you be thinking about?
"A Sheng, even if you are very satisfied with General, and you will become the king in the future, you can also raise your younger son and let General pass the throne to your younger son. I don't want you to do anything that will disgrace the Lin family royal family. Even if it is for the sake of Me, for us." Chu Lin insisted on this matter.
Lin Jingsheng said, "Okay."
"I agreed so quickly. I thought I had to put in more effort?" Chu Lin smiled, very satisfied.
"No matter how difficult your wish is, I will satisfy you." Lin Jingsheng said lightly. He could see that Chu Lin was not very reluctant, he was willing. In this case, he could satisfy Chu Lin. He felt deep in his heart How come I never had such a humble wish?
Back then, he struggled so much to choose Chu Lin's child. Only he knew those struggles, and only he knew those silences. Those pains had long since rotted away.
Fortunately, they are all healed now. His wounds, under Chu Lin's care, have all healed. He thought that in this life, he would not have any more storms, nor any more twists and turns. He would handle the church and the family. No matter what he did or what he chose, there would be someone by his side to accompany him for the rest of his life. This is good.
"Asheng, if I betray you..."
"I know you won't." Lin Jingsheng said that if Chu Lin was a heartless person, he would not have made the choice that year. Choosing Chu Lin's child to inherit his throne would be more difficult than falling in love with Chu Lin.
So, he was very sure that he could grow old with Chu Lin.
For a lifetime, a pair.
Chu Lin suddenly came up and kissed his lips. No matter what the future would be like, no matter what the church would be like, and no matter what the Lu family would be like, he just wanted to hold this person's hand and stay with him for the rest of his life.
I only wish to find a person who loves me and we will be together till old age.
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The story of Ah Sheng and Chu Lin ends here. I will start writing the sequel tomorrow and the updates will be slower. I am thinking about whether to end it today. I have been thinking about it for a long time.