Chapter 1888 Let’s Start over, Okay?
Starting over was like a secret switch, opening a door in their hearts that had been closed. Unfortunately, Lin Jingsheng could only see the desolation inside the door. He looked at Chu Lin, and Like looking at a stranger.
Lin Jingsheng, "Three years ago, I stood in the ward. I wish you could say something, Ah Sheng, let's start over. We have forgotten the past. No matter who is right or wrong, no matter who has betrayed whom. , we have all forgotten, we will take care of each other and care about each other for the rest of our lives. This is what I hope to hear, but I don’t hear anything. I am like a fool, waiting for three years, hoping to wait for you Forgive me, now you are finally willing to start over, but as for me, I don’t want to be entangled anymore. Look, what difference does it make in the past three years without you? I raised the child by myself, even though we are not like each other. We are close to each other. They are healthy, cute, smart, and church. I can balance the Lu family with one hand, and the royal family has also improved. In the past three years without you, I seem to have lost nothing, so why should I start over with you? , Ah Lin, you were the one who left as soon as he said so, and you were the one who said nothing but no greeting. Now, you come when you want, and leave when you want. Who do you think I am, Lin Jingsheng? No matter what you do, you will be stupid. The person standing behind you waiting for you to come back? I’m tired of it, so I don’t want to start over.”
Chu Lin listened to his thoughts quietly and smiled suddenly, "Of course there will be a difference without me."
Chu Lin reached out and stroked his face, "My Asheng has lost his smile."
In the past three years, I have lived like a walking zombie.
His vivid Ah Sheng was gone.
Chu Lin was heartbroken.
Lin Jingsheng was a little embarrassed by these words. This is a fact that anyone with a discerning eye can see. When Chu Lin pointed it out like this, he was very embarrassed. Lin Jingsheng was especially so, but he couldn't refute Chu Lin, yes. , without Chu Lin, he would live like a human being or a ghost, how could he dare to say there was no difference, but his life was so difficult, Chu Lin didn't care. If he cared, he would have come back long ago, why wait until today.
Chu Lin said, "You have to give me some time to ease this matter. You have to give me time to accept your pair of children. In the past three years, I have been naive. I admit that it is my fault. I I admit it, but three years ago, you were also at fault. We can't tell who was more at fault and who was more at fault. So, let's cherish the rest of our lives, okay? I... don't want to miss each other anymore. ”
"You have missed it for a long time." Lin Jingsheng said, "You don't know how much you have missed. Chu Lin, if you know, you will regret it."
"Ah Sheng."
"I don't want to talk to you about these things, and don't talk nonsense in front of your children."
Who is talking nonsense in front of children?
Ah Sheng, you said it yourself, we are a family.
"Are you afraid of what I might say to the children?"
Lin Jingsheng did not answer.
The years in the Hot Spring Villa seemed to have stopped. One afternoon passed extremely slowly. Lin Jingsheng was basking in the sun in the courtyard and took a nap. It was not dark yet when he got up, and he could vaguely hear the laughter of children.
Zhouzhou's smile can be heard from a long distance.
In the past three years, Lin Jingsheng has never felt as relaxed as he did now.
Steal half a day's leisure.
There is no busy government affairs, no awkward greetings and no deep thoughts.
His child was by his side, and the person he missed was also by his side, which subconsciously made him relax all over.
Chu Lin was playing with the children. Not far away, Chu Ge had gone to take a nap early. Before he got up, Chu Li was playing water polo with the two children in the pool. He tried to accept the two children. He originally thought it was It was a very difficult thing. I didn't expect that they would become one so quickly. Although Lin and Jiang were cold, they were not indifferent to others. They were polite and restrained. The children were raised very well by Lin Jingsheng.
Silent and moving, very harmonious.
Lin Jingsheng stood not far away and watched them play. Zhouzhou saw him from a distance and waved to call daddy. Lin Jingsheng happened to have a phone call and did not go over to play with them.
"Daddy never plays with us." Zhou Zhou felt extremely aggrieved.
Lin Yujiang said, "Daddy is busy."
"Zhouzhou knows."
Chu Lin is a master of clichés, and children don’t have deep thoughts. He knew in one afternoon that Lin Jingsheng didn’t get along well with the children. Zhouzhou said that daddy didn’t like them and didn’t play with them much. Daddy always I am busy and have endless things to do.
Chu Lin had seen with her own eyes how much Lin Jingsheng loved Harry back then, and she wished she could take him with her. He was a person who loved his children very much. Harry was regarded as his treasure, and he took it with him wherever he went. No matter how busy he was, he would personally take care of Harry.
How could he not like children.
When she thought about the reason, Chu Lin felt very sad and felt sorry for her two children.
If he could step over earlier, if he could come back earlier, he might be able to alleviate this situation. The children are now older and more sensible. Yu Jiang and Zhouzhou thought that Lin Jingsheng didn't like them, nor did he like Lin Jingsheng. , what should we do?
After Lin Jingsheng finished answering the phone, he walked over and looked at the time.
"General, you've soaked in the water for long enough, don't stay in the water anymore."
"Yes, Daddy." Yujiang was very obedient. He came out of the hot spring pool and wrapped himself in a bathrobe. Zhouzhou pestered Chu Lin, "Uncle, play with me."
"OK."
Lin Jingsheng was slightly in a trance as he watched Chu Lin hug Zhouzhou, leading Yu Jiang back to change clothes.
Yujiang looked at Lin Jingsheng cautiously.
"What's wrong?"
Lin Yujiang asked, "Daddy, don't you like Uncle Chu?"
"No." Lin Jingsheng said, "Daddy and Uncle Chu grew up together."
I used to like him very much.
Now, I still like him.
He thought that all the love in this life was given to Chu Lin.
It's just that loving is too tiring.
"But Daddy doesn't seem to like him very much."
"You think too much." Lin Jingsheng reached out and gently stroked his hair. Lin Yujiang looked at him a little flattered. Lin Jingsheng himself was a very gentle person, likable, and he was also likable to children, but he had never been so gentle to his children, and he was slightly surprised for a while.
"Take a shower, put on clothes, don't catch a cold."
"Okay." Lin Yujiang's heart was still warm.
Lin Jingsheng sighed, it was really a ridiculous situation between them.
This means he has more things to worry about, but he doesn't mind. In the past few years, he has been most annoyed by worrying about trivial matters, but today he unexpectedly discovered that worrying about trivial matters is actually quite good.
Aren't daily lives full of trivial matters?