Chapter 214 Want to Live More Realistically

"and after?"

Xia Fanxing closed his eyes, "Then, one day, I suddenly received a call from my family. My parents were in a car accident and were being rescued in the hospital. They asked me to go home immediately. After that, my parents didn't come to the rescue. , they all passed away, and I got a large inheritance because of it.”

"How did you feel at that time?" Ning Youguang asked softly.

"Not much." Xia Fanxing shook his head, "People around me say that I must be very happy because I suddenly became rich."

"Actually, I'm not happy at all, and I feel like... I don't deserve what they left me at all."

"When I go home every day, even though there are many workers, housekeepers, drivers, gardeners, etc., I still feel very lonely, very lonely, and I dare not even step into my parents' room." His tears rolled down, "But I only have myself left, and I have to live on."

"I also try to invite friends to play at home, try to attend banquets, and even go to work in the company, but I still feel more lonely and guilty."

Tears fell from Xia Fanxing's eyes like broken beads.

He is in a very sad state.

Ning Youguang looked at him silently, but there was a faint smile in his eyes.

Ning Youguang knew that it took Xia Fanxing a lot of courage to take this step.

When a person attributes the source of his unhappiness to other people, he certainly makes himself justified.

But the courage to face your own problems is the real warrior.

From the first time she walked into her office with doubts until today, Xia Fanxing has finally begun to see the part she needs to bear in the shadow of childhood and other problems.

He is working very hard to grow, and the results are gratifying.

"Shall we talk about this today? I think you have told me everything about you in detail. I have a better understanding of you, and I hope you feel the same way." Ning Youguang said .

"Yes, talking about these things today, I feel like it's sorting out for myself." Xia Fanxing was happy.

Telling Teacher Ning about his past has gained more than he thought.

He began to be grateful to his uncle for letting him know Teacher Ning, so that he could have a channel to face himself honestly and confide in himself without fear of being ridiculed or rejected.

Even if something is absurd, it will be a very common thing for her.

He likes the feeling of being understood by her.

He is neither a good person nor a bad person, just himself, but just such an ordinary and ordinary self.

Teacher Ning also gave him great patience and interest to understand his heart.

——All this made him feel an unprecedented sense of being respected.

The famous writer Lu Yao said in "The Ordinary World": "People would rather care about the eating and drinking of a bad actor than the turbulent inner world of an ordinary person."

Fortunately, there are still Teacher Ning and countless people like Teacher Ning in this world.

Let him, who is full of pain in his heart, be seen, understood, healed, and live his own life again.

He felt that he had now acquired the ability to recall the past without condemning himself.

He can find the connection between events, and can look at some problems objectively, without imposing many subjective consciousnesses on his own.

Slowly, he began to understand why certain things happened the way they did, and how it affected them.

He constantly reflects on his own life course, and learns and comprehends in reflection.

He began to look at himself and everything around him with a strategic and comprehensive perspective, and he found that the method he learned from Teacher Ning was very helpful to him.

Earth is a playground, and everyone is an actor.

He used to be a marionette, but now he has his own "exclusive script".

He has the right to choose.

In this huge playground, he can choose his own role, he can play whatever he wants, and don't play anything he doesn't want to play.

Even, he can have no script, he can improvise.

This feeling made him feel unprecedentedly relaxed.

He suddenly realized that maybe he had also unconsciously directed many "tragedies", but he didn't know it, and it was different now.

If he doesn't define his own life, if he doesn't stuff himself into "tragedy", his life is actually full of unknowns.

Thinking about it this way, he couldn't help being excited and excited.

Think about it:

——"You originally thought that there was only one way to reach the end of your life, but now you are suddenly told that there are actually countless ways and ways to get there. Do you feel that life suddenly becomes brighter?"

"Since there are so many paths he can choose, he can respect his heart and choose the path he wants to go the most."

"He wanted to be honest with himself."

"Break the shackles of living in other people's value labels in the past, and let yourself live a little more real."

...

Coming out of the National University of Science and Technology, Xia Fanxing put his hands in his pockets and walked home on a field of golden leaves.

Everything around him feels new——

The wind in late autumn is very cool, the air is very fresh, and the appearance of falling leaves being blown by the wind is also very beautiful.

Even, at the entrance of the small supermarket next door, the kid who was rolling around and asking his mother to buy candy looked very cute.

He suddenly had many emotions, and these emotions made him emotionally surging.

Hot tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.

He began to learn to open his eyes to see the world.

The world is not beautiful, but it is real.

If the heart is a little softer, it still looks so cute.

...

"A little bit up, crooked, and a little bit down to the right." Ming Jinxin stood at home directing Ning Youguang to hang the painting, "Okay, okay, let me take a picture and show you the overall feeling. "

Ning Youguang supported the painting and waited for a while.

Ming Jinxin held out her mobile phone in front of her, "Look at this painting, how about hanging it here?"

That was the last time she bought it from an auction house. It was a painting by a new-generation artist. She knew a little bit about art, but not as well as her daughter.

Therefore, I caught her at home today, and let her help to come up with ideas on where to hang this painting.

"It's good, but the lower shelf needs to be removed." Ning Youguang said while standing on the chair.

"Okay." Ming Jinxin took back the phone, "I'll let the workers remove the shelf later, come down." She stretched out her hand.

Ning Youguang supported her shoulders and jumped off the chair.

Ming Jinxin called the workers to remove the shelf below.

The two stood in front of the screen and watched quietly for a while.

"Although this painting is simple, it's actually quite beautiful after looking at it for a long time, isn't it?" Ming Jin asked heartily.

"It matches the style of the house very well." Ning Youguang said.

Ming Jin was happy.

The two moved to the living room.

"Why are you leaving this afternoon and not having dinner at home?" Ming Jinxin handed a plate of blueberries to Ning Youguang.

"I'm going to watch the progress of the renovation with Mochizuki in the afternoon." Ning Youguang picked up a few blueberries and stuffed them into his mouth.

"Look at the progress of the renovation?" Ming Jin was stunned.

"That's right." Ning Youguang said, "Didn't Mochizuki buy two houses before? They are currently being renovated, and this afternoon he asked me to take a look with him."

"So fast?" Ming Jinxin's mood was quite complicated.

"Is it soon?" Ning Youguang said, "It's not too soon, it's been several months."

Ming Jinxin picked up the fork and poked the carambola in another fruit plate in front of him. He ate absent-mindedly, but found a sore toothache.

"It's so sour."

She couldn't eat the remaining half, so she threw it directly into the trash can next to it.

"Eat strawberries, strawberries are very sweet." Ning Youguang gave her a juicy strawberry.

Ming Jinxin took a bite and said, "It's quite sweet."

Ning Youguang gave her another one, "How is my dad doing?"

"What can he do? I'm busy. I'm on the set every day. I haven't seen him for a month or two." Ming Jinxin said. 1314