Chapter 871 Chapter 871
James Franco left and fled in embarrassment, but Hugo didn't know what happened to him, because he didn't have the energy to take care of James' situation at this time, Hugo just felt a mess in his mind, groggy. It's like a mess.
Hugo didn't want to know the current situation of James, he didn't want to know the current situation of the Franco family, and he didn't want to know the current situation of Lena. As he said, Lena is now the "mother" of the Franco family, not his. There is no relationship between them. There is no past, no present, and no future. They are just strangers who don't know each other.
He had clearly made a decision, he had clearly figured it out, but why did Hugo still feel a pain in his heart as long as he recalled the so-called truth? Why does Hugo feel a burst of warmth in his eyes as long as he thinks of his father, who has concealed the truth for him for more than ten years? Why does Hugo feel empty inside as long as James' conflicted and tangled face reappears?
The whole room was quiet at this time, as if I could hear the sound of the night flowing quietly, quiet and light, like the soft footsteps of a ballerina dancing gracefully in the cream-yellow light, accompanied by the cold and sad piano sound. The dance steps ding-dong sounded, but there was no sound, but the tranquility of the night was dyed with a layer of loneliness and sadness, which made people cry.
The soft piano sound fell on Hugo's heart one after another, the deep and slow pain slowly penetrated in the apex of the heart, the blood slowly penetrated in the night, and the crystal and hot tears fell on the wound, fainting a piece of The shadow, like an angel's wings, was light and white, but with deep pain and sorrow, the thick blood color swayed tragically.
"I spent my whole life waiting for a second chance. For a moment that can calm everything down, there will always be some reason to leave regrets in my heart. At the end of the day, the tears are hard to disappear. I need some consolation or a beautiful relief. The memory slowly seeps into the veins, leaving me empty and floating, swaying and trembling, maybe I will find a little peace tonight."
Hugo suddenly felt a little ridiculous. Originally he thought he didn't care, originally he thought he didn't care, originally he thought he had forgotten, but when the truth was revealed, the grandeur and panic in his heart, the pain and entanglement in his heart, The sadness and pain in his heart told him so truthfully and cruelly that he actually cared.
In fact, Hugo has always been looking forward to a happy ending. He kept telling himself that maybe Lena had difficulties, maybe Lena was forced, maybe Lena missed him very much, maybe Lena regretted it, maybe Li Na is also watching him silently...but the truth is so cruel, it easily destroys all his expectations.
Hugo spent eighteen years waiting for the truth of the matter, but in the end he waited for a black hand who pushed him into the abyss.
It turns out that he never forgets, misses every night, and relies on his nostalgic mother. In fact, he made a choice eighteen years ago and has a new and happy family. For her, he is superfluous and unnecessary. , is threatening, she loves her sons, but he has been abandoned in the corner of memory, representing her unbearable years, locked in Pandora's box forever.
It turned out that his father, whom he hated, resisted, and rejected fiercely, was his guardian from childhood to adulthood. He did everything to protect him. He always stood behind him to shield him from the wind and rain. He used his special The way to guard his son thrives, he is his only relative, and he is also his only support.
This fact was constantly gnawing at Hugo's heart, and the pain that slowly penetrated made him have to curl up and hug him tightly, but even so, he still felt cold, and the hot tears were He realized that he had slipped down before, wet the cold black and white keys in his mind, and played his inner pain and struggle on the piano keyboard, and played his inner sadness and annoyance.
"Angel's wings, spread the wings to take away the disturbance, away from the dark and cold space and endless fear, you escape from the silent wreckage of dreams, may you find comfort under the angel's wings."
The cold and melodious sound of the piano keys kept revolving in Hugo's mind, and the tears flowed out like this, venting all the negative emotions in the depths of the heart. The most painful toxin in the bottom of my heart turned black and infiltrated drop by drop.
In this dark and cold hotel room, endless fear and sadness reverberated, and the piano sound in my mind painted a splendid and wonderful scene, where angels spread their wings and danced constantly, as if they could Little by little take away the troubles and pain in Hugo's heart.
Hugo knew that this was the last time, the last time he shed tears for Lena. The truth has been revealed, he does not need to embrace any attachment, he does not need to carry any anger, and he does not need to leave any sadness. As he told James, Lena was James' mother, James' exclusive mother; and his mother had long been left in the small town of Lanches eighteen years ago, accompanied by the endless crying and intense The rebellious and rebellious resistance will remain in the depths of my memory forever and ever.
He will miss his mother, but not in the form of remembrance, but in mourning.
"Tired of going straight ahead, at every turn that meets you, greed and fear go hand in hand, torrential rains raging, lies continue to fill the hole in the heart, but that doesn't help, the last escape will make people It's easier to believe. In sweet madness, in brilliant sadness, to fall into the world for you."
Hugo guessed how painful and struggling Lina was when she chose to leave, but between her family and her dreams, she chose to pursue her own dream, so he became a burden abandoned by her, and this was the result; Hugo guessed how hesitant and tangled Lena was in the face of Douglas Franco's marriage proposal, but between her own happiness and her abandoned past, she chose the present and the future, and he became hidden past.
Hugo guessed how sad and missed Lena was when she saw James and other sons over the years, but between Hugo and James, she chose the latter, so she became James's perfect mother, And he became a motherless child; Hugo guessed how flustered and tortured Lena was when she saw herself on the movie screen, but between the truth and the lie, she chose the lie to protect the happiness of the family , so she decided not to look for him for ten years.
Perhaps, every choice of Lena is so difficult and painful; perhaps, Lena's torment is far more serious than Hugo and Adam can imagine; perhaps, Lena's heart is suffering incomparably...
But Hugo didn't want to forgive. On James's stand, on the Franco family's stand, Lena made the right choice; but on Hugo's own stand, he couldn't forgive and didn't want to forgive. As long as Hugo remembered that Adam was too worried about himself, he quietly left Lanches, who was unwilling to leave in his life, and sneaked to Los Angeles to visit him, but because he was worried that he would reject him, he chose to watch him silently. , Hugo's heart seems to be tangled together.
Hugo is happy because he has a father who loves him. But what about Adam? Adam was unfortunate. For that alone, Hugo had no way to forgive Lena's choice. He understands, but he refuses.
"Angel wings, soaring away from the world, far from the dark and cold space and endless fear, you escape from the silent wreckage of dreams, under the wings of angels may you be comforted."
The hot tears wet the pillowcase, and the hot energy warms Hugo's cold heart. If there really are angels in this world, Hugo hopes that the angels can heal the wounds in his father's heart, because compared to his father, he suffered more. The disaster and suffering are not worth mentioning at all.
Hugo knew the truth, like gnawing at the heart; what if Adam knew? Hugo could not imagine. Therefore, he will protect his father, just like his father has been protecting himself for eighteen years before, he will not let others hurt his father, not even Lena.
Lena has the happiness she needs to guard, and Hugo also has the happiness he needs to guard.
So, let it be, they will never meet again like strangers, and they don't need to know each other's news again, she will forget him in the past of memory, and he will be used to her disappearance as he has been for 18 years. Therefore, she must not regret, she must continue to persevere, because regret will not only make herself miserable, but also make Adam desolate, Hugo will not allow this to happen!
The melody in my mind can never disappear, just hovering over the soul, and then hovering. This song "Angel" is so sad, so painful and so cold, but like the wings of an angel, it hugs Hugo and makes Hugo feel the warmth again.
Even if it's just for his father, he should be strong. Today's events can't hit him, it can only make him stronger. People are always like this, because they have the object they want to protect and become extremely powerful, such as family, love and friendship. At this time, Hugo finally became stronger, because he also has the object of protection in this world, he must be strong!
Wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, all the negative emotions in his heart dissipated into the air along with the melody of "Angel", and the warm milky yellow light on the bed seemed to gradually brighten, turning the endless darkness and gloom in the hotel room. All disperse, just like the wings of an angel, it seems to be stretched out softly, but it is so tough and powerful.