Chapter 870 870 Your Mother
James looked at the calm Hugo in front of him and was speechless.
Hugo's handsome face looked a little tired at this time, and the pair of eyes that always shone with brilliance was now somewhat obscure, and the shadows under the eyes made his wheat-colored skin look pale. James knew that this was because Hugo had just been drugged, and his body was still in a state of exhaustion, but he always ignored this fact, thinking that Hugo was hit by his own statement.
James doesn't know what other people think, if he knew that he was abandoned by his mother, and his mother now has a happy family in another place - but there is no place for him in that family, no matter whether he is happy or not, He will be very angry, very angry, very resentful, because he has been abandoned.
"Or...are you sympathizing with me?" A mocking smile leaked from the corner of Hugo's mouth, which made James involuntarily avoid his eyes, and he couldn't look directly at Hugo's calm eyes.
But James's obscure mind flashed at this moment, and he suddenly understood why he was so eager to tell Hugo the truth, and all his actions found the answer.
In the beginning, he was sympathetic to Hugo, but Lina abandoned Hugo like this. She knew that Hugo was looking for her, but she chose her own happiness and left Hugo far behind, especially When he told Lena the truth, Lena was not worried about how Hugo was doing, but about maintaining the happiness of his current family, which made him feel extremely sympathetic to Hugo.
But things are more than that. If it is only sympathy for Hugo, James will not come to him at all, because Hugo is just a stranger, his mother, his father, and his family are the most important; the real hidden in sympathy Behind him is his anger. Rather than sympathizing with Hugo, James was expressing his anger and disappointment with his mother.
"No, I'm not sympathizing with you." James said suddenly, and he finally understood, "I'm angry, and a mother like anger is not the mother in my impression. You know? Mom is in my mind. The most perfect woman, she is gentle, considerate, attentive, she has infinite tolerance for our three brothers, no matter what Dad says to us, she will defend us, she selflessly dedicates all her time and energy to the three of us. Brother, tolerate our mischief and our rebellion."
Speaking of this, James was also a little excited, his eyes began to turn red inexplicably, and he said, "She is the greatest and most perfect woman I think in this world. But now... now she is not, She can abandon you so cruelly, she can ignore your existence, she can even show that she doesn't care about you in front of me, just worried that I will tell Dad and destroy the peace of the family. She...she is not a mother, She's become I don't even know her at all."
In dealing with Hugo, Lena's behavior collapsed her image of a perfect mother in James' mind, so James' pain and struggle came not only from the concealment of the truth, but also from The sympathy for Hugo came more from his anger towards his mother. He wanted to tell Hugo the truth, he wanted to tear off the mask of his mother's hypocrisy, and he wanted to vent his inner anger.
So, James is standing in front of Hugo; so, James is desperate to capture Mandy and her accomplices; so, James is always eager to get Hugo's response.
Looking at James in front of him, Hugo's inner sorrow quietly rose, and the bitterness on the tip of his tongue slowly faded away. He said in a hoarse voice, "James, she is your mother, and she is still in your heart. The perfect mother, in order to protect your three brothers and your family happiness, she abandoned me, so she chose to ignore me, so she endured the pain and torture of keeping secrets alone, she sacrificed herself to protect you The Francos. Look, she's still that great mother."
"Remember, she belongs to your mother, not to me." Hugo said with a smile, but the desolation and loneliness in that smile slowly penetrated. It was only for a moment that Hugo put that kind of confusion. They all converged, but with a warm smile, they looked at James who was stunned in front of him.
"No, it's not fair for you to say that, it's not fair! She's my mother, she's your mother, she's real, don't you want to know her? Don't you want to find her? Don't you Are you curious about how she is doing now?" James stood up excitedly, like a little leopard trapped in a cage, walking back and forth restlessly, "No, it's not fair, you can't shirk responsibility! She is also your mother, the mother of both of us, and we have the same mother!"
"We don't have the same mother." Hugo interrupted James' catharsis, and his calm voice stopped James. He looked at Hugo in astonishment, with an expression of disbelief, Hugo repeated it again, "James, we don't have the same mother! You and I, our mother, are not the same person."
James stood there in amazement, the anger and irritability still remained on his face, and the tears in his eyes slipped down a little embarrassingly, but he looked at Hugo like this stupidly, not knowing how to respond.
Hugo sat up straight, raised his head to look at the young and young boy in front of him, and said earnestly, "My mother disappeared when I was eight years old, and I have never seen her since then. You know, once, my mother was my only dependence, the person I trusted most, she accompanied me through a wonderful childhood, she was willing to defend me in front of my dull and irritable father, she gave The best memory in my world. But overnight, she left without any explanation, without any hesitation, without any stay, without any struggle, she left and just disappeared."
Speaking of this, Hugo's emotions were also a little excited. His inner disappointment, bitterness, and complaints were constantly surging, which forced him to stop, close his eyes, calm himself down, and let the warmth in his eyes not fade away. It will turn into tears, so that the words on the lips will not lose their sense of anger. This is not an easy task.
"But as a result, she left. And my father, my bad-tempered, dull-tempered father who didn't know how to get along with children, in order not to destroy the perfect image of mother in my mind, he admitted all his faults, He said that he used violence to drive my mother away, and that he forced her to have nowhere to go before choosing to escape. He even made me hate him, and he wanted to keep the only trace of warmth that my mother left in my heart. This is my father, my only relative now."
When Hugo said this, his eyes could no longer bear the weight of the tears. He wiped his right hand ruthlessly, wiping away all the tears. His voice gradually returned to calm. The mouth James said softly, "Eighteen years, eighteen years, she has no news, I once suspected that she had an accident, and even worried that she had passed away, but obviously, I was wrong. "
Having said that, James took a half step back involuntarily. He looked at Hugo in front of him, unable to describe the shock in his heart. pity? That's too cheap; curious? That's far from describing Hugo's pain; anger? He is not qualified for this. Therefore, he could only stand there dumbfoundedly, looking at Hugo, speechless.
"James, is that the mother who grew up with you?" Hugo's words made James avoid his eyes, and at this time he didn't even dare to face Hugo's clear eyes. "I told you just now, she made a choice, she chose to be your mother, she grew up with you, she and you formed a happy family, well, it's good, at least she can become a professional Belong to your mother, a successful mother. I hope she sticks to her choice and doesn't regret it, because her regret will only make you like me."
"James, I know you're a great man and I know you have a great family, but seriously, I don't have any interest in you or your family, so I'm not curious, not at all "Hugo has calmed down at this time. For a moment just now, he lost his sense of proportion because he was too angry and stepped over the limit, but he knew that James was not wrong, he should not vent his anger in front of his eyes. On the boy, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."
James didn't speak, he just kept wandering his eyes, and finally took two steps back a little embarrassedly, and then said, "No, no, this...it's my fault." His voice changed at this time. A little hoarse, obviously the impact of this incident was far more than he could accept.
Hugo looked at James like this, very annoyed, he still couldn't control, "James, no, don't blame yourself. You are not wrong. I'm sorry, I was so excited just now, God, I must thank you for your help before, And my attitude towards you has always been... not very good, sorry."
"Oh, no, thank you...it's okay...sorry..." James said hurriedly after a bunch of incoherent words, "I think, I should leave, yes, leave. Next time, next time I have a chance Goodbye..." But after saying that, James was stunned again, he wasn't sure if Hugo wanted to see him again, but he didn't know what to say, and finally just muttered "goodbye" and then said Turn around and flee.
Looking at the back of James leaving, Hugo suddenly felt that all his strength was hollowed out, and he lay back on the bed directly, and then let out a long sigh of relief, but there was no way to calm down the turbulence and noise in his heart. .
The truth has been revealed, people always work tirelessly to seek the truth, but in many cases, the truth is the most hurtful weapon, so that after discovering the truth, I am at a loss and do not know why I have come this way. .