862 Chapter 862
Hugo wanted to understand Lena, and he hoped to find an explanation for Lena's behavior, just like Adam did.
Imagine Adam carrying the fact that his wife abandoned them for eighteen years, just to keep the perfect image of his wife in his son's heart, just hope that the son doesn't lose hope in life, so they are always arguing, Adam always passes Express your concerns and concerns by scolding and questioning. Every communication between them was fraught with strife, arguing constantly, and finally broke up unhappily.
However, when Hugo knew the truth, he realized that his father had been protecting himself in his own way, saying that the love of parents for their children is the only emotion in this world that is not mixed with any interests or selfishness. So, does Lena have her troubles too?
But Hugo's brain was in chaos at this time, and it was difficult to sort out a thought.
Maybe Lena didn't even know that she had become a movie actress. She lived in a closed town and had no interest in movies, so she never knew Hugo existed. But if she really missed Hugo, why didn't she try to find Hugo? Adam has never moved, he has always lived in Lanches, and Hugo's profile is all over the place.
Maybe Lena is in danger, say her current husband is an alcoholic or a control freak, and doesn't allow her to find Adam and Hugo. So...that's why she sent James Franco for help. However, if James is on Lena's side and is willing to ask for help, why didn't he call the police? There is very little that I can do if I find myself to rescue Lina.
Maybe James is a liar at all. He just found clues from previous interviews in Lancaster. He is a crazy fan and wants to get close to himself, so he will not compromise. However, why every time James hesitated? Why does James act so weird every time he faces himself? If he really was a liar, how did he know the connection between himself and Lena? He did not remember that he had publicly mentioned his mother's name and information in the media.
Maybe... Maybe... Maybe... Maybe Lena really has troubles, maybe Lena really has a last resort, maybe everything can find a reasonable explanation, just like Adam, but Hugo is not sure Do you want to find out the truth of the matter?
After Hugo left the corridor, he walked to the coffee house and saw Cameron sitting inside from a distance, but he stopped, leaned on the wall next to the coffee house, closed his eyes, he I need to calm down, but the thoughts in my brain are still boiling, like a crater, and the turbulent magma has no way to cool down.
In the depths of Lancaster's soul, he still blamed Lena. Whether he and Adam came to an understanding or not, he blamed his mother for leaving him when he was eight years old.
Maybe everything was just like what Adam said before, it was Adam who drove her away and she fled all night as a last resort, but she didn't even say "goodbye" to herself, which is unforgivable to Lancaster Yes, he missed his mother so much, but she left without any nostalgia.
Not to mention that after he learned the truth of the matter, he realized that his mother had abandoned him from the very beginning, because he was also a burden for his mother to pursue a new life, and he was also an obstacle to her mother's longing for a big city.
This idea hit Lancaster's mind violently, eighteen years without contact? This is not surprising, because she had already made a decision when she chose to leave, and she had no intention of going back after that - even if she wanted to go back, she probably missed the opportunity.
It was this resentment that made him lose his mind, and he believed his father's words wishful thinking, because he needed an object of resentment, so that he could transfer the pain of being abandoned by his mother, and he could persevere. Therefore, he was never willing to think about the loopholes in his father's words, and he was never willing to think about his father. Resenting his father was the only motivation for him to persevere.
So even if he knew the truth of the matter, even if Adam kept persuading him, Hugo subconsciously refused to look for Lena, because he still couldn't let it go. The past has been gradually hidden in the depths of memory, but as long as it is mentioned again, it is still difficult to let go.
But if Hugo didn't dig for the truth, it doesn't mean the truth won't be revealed.
Hugo once thought, if one day Lena suddenly appeared in front of him, what should he do? This is very possible, because the influence of the name "Hugo-Lancaster" in the United States has gradually left the entertainment circle and began to appear in the social page. Lena, who lives in a corner of the United States It was only a matter of time before Hugo was recognized.
But before Hugo could figure out how to deal with it, the truth came unexpectedly, and in the most absurd and ridiculous way: Lena did not appear, and a man who claimed to be her son appeared. It made Hugo feel absurd, it made Hugo feel speechless, it made Hugo feel confused, it made Hugo feel... angry.
He didn't know whether James was telling the truth or a lie, he didn't know whether James was Lena's own son or an adopted child, he didn't know whether Lena was happy or miserable now, but he... was just angry, so angry that he didn't There was no way to do anything, so he responded calmly, as if Lena James was talking about wasn't someone he knew at all, and left; so angry that his brain was now in a state of confusion, and the tears flowed before he knew it. Eyes filled.
What's even more ridiculous is that he doesn't even know what he is angry about. Last summer, Hugo had completely completed the fusion of his soul, so he could deeply feel the hot turbulence in the depths of his soul, the sadness of being abandoned, the complaining that was forgotten behind, the kind of being left behind. Disappointing the frustration of getting in the way, he almost devoured him.
All kinds of thoughts in the heart are constantly tumbling, and the mixed thoughts are mixed together and fall on the tip of the tongue, but they have become endless bitterness. For the first time, Hugo knew that the so-called mixed flavors tasted to the end. , was actually bitter, the bitterness that can make bile spit out dance on the tip of the tongue, even clenched fists and clenched teeth couldn't bear it, because the heat and pain from the heart made the tears in the eyes begin to boil.
Take a deep breath, take a deep breath... Continue to take a deep breath, Hugo forcefully suppressed the countless chaotic thoughts in his mind, and then wiped away the hot tears from his eyes. But he didn't care at all, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and then he walked towards the coffee house.
Hearing the call, Cameron raised his head and showed a bright smile towards Hugo, "How is it, what do you want to drink? You have a performance tomorrow, do you want to protect your throat?"
Hugo shook his head with a smile at the corner of his mouth, "No, I don't smoke, so coffee or something doesn't matter. Why haven't you ordered it yet? Shouldn't you wait for me to come?"
Cameron shrugged, "I actually just sat down for a while, and you came over before I had time."
Hugo was stunned for a moment. He just felt as if he had experienced a century. The storm in his head has not yet been completely subsided. He didn't want to, but it was only a matter of a few minutes. He slightly drew the corners of his mouth, "How about you? What would you like to drink? Or a caramel latte?"
Cameron looked at Hugo and suddenly froze. Caramel latte, which was the drink she ordered when the two of them met for the first time in Philadelphia, Hugo not only saved her from the siege, but also paid for the coffee. . Originally, Cameron thought that she was the only one who remembered these small details, but Hugo also remembered them, which suddenly made Cameron's heart beat wildly.
Hugo raised his hand and waved, "What's wrong?" After he asked, Cameron suddenly fell into a daze, which made Hugo a little puzzled, "Or do you want to change to another drink?"
"No, caramel latte is good, let's just caramel latte." Cameron nodded quickly.
Watching Hugo go to the counter to order food, Cameron was a little crazy. It turned out that falling in love is exactly this feeling, because she really felt the feeling of falling from the sky, and her heart was completely floating. She got up, but she was not worried at all, because she knew that after landing, Hugo's embrace would be waiting for her, that warm and thick embrace.
After Hugo came back, Cameron took the initiative to talk about the recent tour. She could feel that Hugo seemed a little tired today, which is not surprising. Fans all know that glory is very tired today. This made Cameron a little worried and asked Hugo, "Should you go back and have a good rest?"
But Hugo seemed a little absent-minded, and twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, "It's okay, just go upstairs in a while. Just sitting here, I'm not tired."
Cameron knew that Hugo was always such a gentleman. He didn't seem to be good at rejecting girls. He was always humble and polite, so she took the initiative to say, "Let's go back, you go to rest, I also need to take good care of my spirits, pick me up. There are still two days of carnival waiting for me." Cameron showed a bright smile, "I'll go to the bathroom, and then we'll leave."
"Okay, no problem." Hugo pursed his lips and smiled, then watched Cameron walk towards the bathroom.
Just when Hugo was about to close his eyes and take a good rest, he heard a woman's voice next to him, "Hey, Hugo, I didn't expect you to be here, who was that beautiful woman just now? Could it be a date? Bar?"
This sentence immediately made Hugo's tired nerves tense. Could it be the paparazzi, but when he opened his eyes, he saw a figure that was both unfamiliar and familiar. He always felt that he should know each other, but his name But still can't call out.
The other party seemed to understand the meaning from Hugo's honest expression, and couldn't help but pouted and said, "I'm Mandy. Sunday, have you forgotten?"