1539 Chapter 1539 Two Irrelevant
Lina looked at Charlize in front of her, her slender fingers grasped the handle of the bag involuntarily, the soft cowhide became wrinkled due to Lena's tense knuckles, and her lips became dry involuntarily. He sipped nervously, the bright makeup was turning pale at this time.
Charlize could sense Lena's tenseness, but Charlize didn't waver, she still cast her gaze calmly, seemingly without scrutiny and criticism, but with a kind of sarcasm, which made Lena feel embarrassed immediately unbearable.
Lina swallowed a mouthful of saliva, but found her throat was so dry, "I was young and thought I could have the whole world, Adam was just a... you know... a dull and dull man, he never understood me, I There is no way to get a response when communicating with him, it's like... it's like talking to a wall... I want to try a different new life, but he doesn't understand me, he never understands me... But Then I met Douglas, and it was my first low point...I changed my mind again...Maybe, maybe all a woman needs is a haven for rest, I mean...family belonging...but, I think I went back to Adam in the past, but the timing was not right... everything came too soon... I had no choice but to choose now and keep going..."
Lina's words were fragmented, and even she didn't know what she was talking about. Twenty years was too long, but it seemed too short to express, and the result was just ignorant.
Charlize didn't want to listen any more. Lena's explanation was just like an excuse for herself, and everything was just centered on herself. For Hugo, such an explanation would only further hurt and insult.
Yes, when everyone thinks about problems, they take themselves as their starting point for granted, because this is the most reasonable and subconscious state. But in many cases, the right or wrong of the problem is not so simple. Sometimes it is a unilateral mistake by one person, but more often it is caused by the mistakes of both parties or even multiple parties.
Over the years, Hugo has been trying to find a reason for Lena, maybe it's a last resort, maybe it's self-care, maybe it's a life embarrassment... Maybe it's even a health problem, so Lena never shows up; Adam He has also been trying to justify Lina. No one can control the impulse when he is young and frivolous, and it is not so easy to recover after the boat is done. Adam is even persuading Hugo to learn to forgive and learn to forgive.
But now, Hugo and Adam's efforts have turned into a joke in front of Lena.
"Then you should continue to choose now." Charlize said simply and neatly, this sentence was like a bullet, directly hitting Lena's heart, making her face pale in an instant, as if a Transparent white paper, without a trace of blood.
The same thing Hugo said to her once, and now Charlize said it to her again. Lina's pupils suddenly became anxious and anxious, and she looked around in a frenzy. When her eyes fell on her husband and children, she couldn't focus. She could only search the crowd at a loss, but she couldn't stop , maybe even she didn't know what she was looking for.
Lina's eyes finally returned to Charlize, her eyes flashed with blurry tears, reflecting the difficulty and turbulence in her heart, "I, I just want to make up for it... I know I haven't been here all these years. Beside him, he must be lonely and afraid. When he was a child, he was a child who was afraid of loneliness. He always asked me to accompany him when he went to bed at night until he fell asleep... Adam is a person who does not know how to express his feelings, so he I can only rely on me, and I can only trust me. After I left, I always wanted to go back because I was too worried about him... You know, he is actually very much like me. Passionately trying to achieve it; he always thinks a lot, remember when he was a child his favorite thing was to sit in the yard and look at the sky and think there, once I asked him what he was thinking, he said why he was thinking I've been arguing with Adam, but Adam doesn't want to answer me..."
Having said this, Lina's voice was cut off, she was so choked that she couldn't continue to speak, and the surging memory drowned her directly, and her eyes finally couldn't bear the weight of the tears, and the hot tears just fell down.
The pent-up anger in Charlize's heart was rolling, because she knew that the better the memory, the more incomprehensible and unforgivable Lena's behavior was. It is conceivable that Hugo and Lena were closer when they were young, so Hugo always thinks from the perspective of his mother. Lena complained to Hugo about Adam's incomprehensible style, and complained about Adam's mediocrity. Every time his parents quarreled, Hugo always stood by his mother and went against his father with his mother, making Adam the helpless shadow of the family.
But even under such circumstances, Lena abandoned Adam and Hugo as well. Hugo hated Adam with hatred and hatred. How hard should Hugo and Adam's life be in those years? Without Lena, Hugo blamed Adam, but Adam was full of bitterness but couldn't say it. The two tortured each other, and they were suffering from each other until Hugo packed his bags and left Lanches. This kind of pain Not only did it not end, but it tortured the two people even more terribly.
And what about Lena? And what about Lena!
Hugo, who was standing on the side, finally couldn't listen anymore. Twenty years, exactly twenty years, he had waited for an explanation for twenty years, but it was so vain, so ridiculous, so absurd, which made Hugo feel ashamed. For so many years, he has never understood Adam, nor has he thought from Adam's standpoint. He has always been on Lena's side, and only Adam knows how deeply his actions hurt Adam. Hugo complained about his stupidity, and even more hated himself for being an accomplice. Thinking of Adam's persistence over the years and hearing these excuses from Lena, he only felt that his breathing was about to stagnate.
The turmoil in his heart made Hugo pursed his lips tightly, he gritted his teeth, not letting his anger control his brain, and not letting the cheap and shameful tears rush out of his eyes, he just stubbornly clenched his fists and suppressed all emotions. In the ribcage, let them rampage.
Hugo didn't want to stay here, even for one more second, because maybe the next second he couldn't resist the urge to rush out and question Lena. He didn't want to be so angry, and he didn't want to change. So sad.
So Hugo turned and left, without any hesitation, he turned and left from the other side, he didn't want to stay here, he didn't want to see Lena, and he didn't want to hear Lena's shameless explanation... …
From the corner of Charlize's eyes, she noticed Hugo's movements. She couldn't help but tensed up and looked at Hugo's back worriedly, but the faint trees made her unable to see clearly, and she could only see Hugo leaving quickly. The footsteps, the tight shoulders flickered in the shade of the trees, as if it was about to explode in the next second.
With a bang, all the restraints in Charlize's heart were broken, and the boundless anger was completely released, "In my opinion, Hugo is not like you, he is not like you at all." Charlize's anger Lina was stunned, and even the tears stayed in her eyes, like a porcelain doll, stiff in place.
"Hugo is a man with dreams, but he never gives up easily. Do you know how much pain he has gone through to get to where he is today? He is a layman who has not received systematic training, but relies on his own efforts to get there step by step. Now, do you know that he almost had a split personality and a nervous breakdown in order to study the role? You know that he had a car accident and can't drive, but he defeated the demon for the role, how painful it is? You know that he even Did you almost die for the role?"
Charlize's anger poured out without any hindrance, but the sadness on Lena's face began to crumble, as if wearing a mask, the mask began to shatter.
"You think these successes are so easy? You think it's so easy to realize your dreams? Dreams? Anyone can talk about it, but not everyone can stick to it, so don't insult Rain with your cheap dreams. Guo, let alone insult Hugo with your self-righteous thoughts. So, no, Hugo is not like you at all, he is a person who knows how to stick to his dreams, and he inherited this from Adam.”
Charlize's words made Lena sway slightly, and she couldn't help but take a small step back, but Charlize had no plans to stop there, and she continued to vent her inner emotions.
"Yes, Adam has never been a considerate man, and he doesn't know how to express his emotions, but Adam knows how to cherish and protect. Over the years, only Adam stood behind Hugo and supported him, and Adam loved Hugo, far more than anyone else, Adam made your so-called maternal love extremely cheap. For you, Hugo is just a tool, a tool you use to tell your pain and troubles, a tool you use to accuse Adam, you A tool to throw away... Hugo never really stayed in your heart because if he was in you, you wouldn't be willing to give him up."
There were tears in Charlize's eyes, but she wiped them away immediately, because tears seemed too cheap in front of Lena.
"Do you know what a warm person Hugo is? He would never hurt Adam for his illusory dream like you did. Hugo is a man who likes to smile, he smiles often, and... and every time A smile, like sunshine, can make everyone around you feel warm, even after so much, Hugo never gave up hope. So yes, Hugo is not like you, but he is Adam children."
Charlize looked at Lena with a gray face in front of her, but she had no pleasure in venting or revenge, because she knew that Lena was not worth it, and she was not worth Hugo's pain for revenge.
"So, Frankov, please go back." After saying that, Charlize stepped forward and left, leaving Lena standing there stupidly.