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The Tom in front of him looks a little more slender than James, his brows are less handsome than James, and more uninhibited and casual, but when he smiles, he is almost exactly the same as James, that strange and familiar smile makes him smile. Hugo was immediately flustered.
"Uh, Hugo, I'm sorry, I'm Hugo." Hugo only felt that his brain response seemed a little slow, unable to keep up with the whole rhythm change, he forced himself to concentrate, reached out and held Tom's right hand, simply introduced himself.
"This name seems to be very popular in recent years." Tom said with a smile, he didn't seem to recognize Hugo, and he didn't have any special associations, just simply sighed. Hugo only felt that the stubble on his chin was a little itchy, and he was once again thankful that he hadn't shaved off all his beards recently.
Hugo twitched the corners of his mouth, but found that his smile was far-fetched, "Maybe the French have suddenly started to increase." Hugo's cold joke made Tom stunned, and then he laughed heartily and gave the rain. If a "this joke is great" look. But Hugo couldn't relax and laugh at this time, he just laughed dryly, "Dave's knee, remember to apply a little red potion when you go back, of course, it's best not to get on your pants..."
"Otherwise my mother will find out." Tom took the second half of the sentence and said angrily. "Can't Band-Aid? I'd like to keep it simple."
Hugo shrugged, "Of course, Band-Aid is also fine, but remember to clean the wound." Looking back at Dave, who was already smiling, Hugo felt that his throat was a little itchy, and he coughed lightly twice. The sound was still not relieved, "So, your mother, ah? You can hear it, your mother seems to be very... uh... well."
"Yes, yes." Tom had a big smile on his face, "My mother should be the best mother in the world," but after he finished speaking, he showed Hugo an apologetic look, "I didn't offend you. Meaning." He meant that he didn't mean to belittle Hugo's mother, but this made the embarrassment at the corner of Hugo's mouth sink deep into his heart, and the bitterness on the tip of his tongue appeared again.
"You know, my mother dedicates almost all her time to our brothers, by the way, I have a brother on top of me, but he didn't come over today, it seems that some things have not been resolved in the school, we are today to celebrate Dave Ten Came out to play on my second birthday. She was always willing to fully support our choices. When I was in eighth grade, I skipped my boring Spanish class to watch a street art exhibition, and she was called to school and the teacher reprimanded her. But she said she respected my choice, she thought I should do what I wanted to do. The expression of the Spanish teacher was so funny at that time. So, she also held an art exhibition for me and invited the Spanish teacher to come over Watching, I can see the proud show on her face, that may be the happiest moment for the Lord right now."
Tom rambled, and when he was happy, he applauded independently, and it could be seen that his eyes were shining with joy.
Hugo was stunned, and looked at Tom in front of him with soulless eyes, because he was so absorbed in hearing that he couldn't react at all - he didn't know how to react, and his whole brain was a mess. blank. He could hear Tom's every word clearly, and he knew what Tom meant, but he couldn't react, like an idiot.
"Oh, sorry, I seem to have lost my way." Tom noticed Hugo's dazed eyes, realized his rudeness, and quickly apologized - it can be seen that his etiquette was well educated, "It's just, you He looks like a really kind person, I like your smile, and if I have the chance, maybe I'd like to be able to paint a portrait of you."
"No, it's alright, I mean, thank you for your compliment." Hugo's words seemed a little fragmented, and he squeezed a shallow smile, "So, you said you still have one brother, three brothers, clam? It should be very lively, right?" Hugo looked at Dave, who was sitting beside him intently fiddling with the racing model, but felt as if a ball of cotton was stuffed in his chest, making him almost unable to breathe.
"Yeah, James, he's the best one in our family, no accident, he's supposed to be going to UCLA, you really should see how my mother showed him off like crazy proud. Last week It was James's high school graduation ceremony. My mother was preparing for it three days in advance. Not only did she dress up that day, but for God's sake, she also rented a video camera and has now recorded the whole process. When James When she came to the stage to receive her graduation certificate, she was moved to cry - I mean the kind of crying, smearing all the makeup, making James embarrassed, hahahaha. James has always been an outstanding one since he was a child, All of his events and ceremonies my mom never missed, I even wondered if Dave and I were adopted by her. At dinner not long ago, James revealed that he seemed to be quite a bit of an actor. Interested, you'd be scared by my mom's tears if you were there, I almost thought James said he was going to the moon."
Tom's speech is slow, full of self-joking and dark humor, and he hardly needs Hugo's reaction at all, and he can enjoy himself.
Hugo just stood there, nodded his chin quietly, and opened his mouth slightly, only to find that the turbulence in his heart made him unable to say anything, even a single word. He couldn't even restrain himself, and clenched his right fist slightly. In order to hide his emotions, Hugo had to put his right hand behind his back, and then tried his best to pretend to be calm and listen to Tom's words.
"Oh god, I'm doing it again. James says every time I have communication cravings, for God's sake, it's not because he took away all the secret time with his mother." Tom also Noticing Hugo's slightly strange expression, although he didn't quite understand what was going on, he also realized that he shouldn't continue talking, so he stretched out his right hand again, "Anyway, I must thank you for your help, You saved my day, and if my mom saw Dave's tears, I'd have a bad day."
Hugo looked at Tom's right hand, and slowly loosened his clenched right fist, but the stiff muscles made his right hand look a little strange, and then he quickly shook Tom's right hand, pretending to be He calmly put his right hand on his thigh. But he still couldn't restrain the turbulence in his heart, and put his right hand behind his back again and held it tightly.
"Dave, let's go, or Mommy's going to be pissed when she sees the two of us missing for so long," Tom said, and Dave stood up, gave Hugo a big smile, thanked him again, and then Quickly ran away. Tom looked at Dave's back, followed quickly, grabbed Dave's collar, and then the two stepped forward and gradually disappeared into the crowd.
Hugo gritted his teeth tightly and took two steps in place, only to find that he was walking in circles, like a beast trapped in a cage, his full of anger had risen to his mind, almost realizing There was a burst of warmth in his eyes before, and he had to clench his right hand fiercely. The sharp stinging pain of nails piercing his palm made his mind clear, but tears still overflowed from his eyes, and he was caught off guard. Hugo angrily wiped away all the moisture in his eyes with his fists, and strode forward, leaving the place where the crew was, and the place where the crowd was noisy.
The right fist started to tremble because it was too hard, but it still didn't help. He only felt that the muscles all over his body were shaking, but the stormy waves in his heart still couldn't calm down. He couldn't forgive Lena, he couldn't forgive Lena, and he didn't want to forgive Lena. He didn't even want to hurt himself, but he just couldn't control it. The anger in his heart was like a tsunami, making him feel like he was on the verge of an explosion. That extreme emotion made him almost lose control.
Hugo's footsteps were getting faster and faster, and he finally reached the edge of the valley. Looking at the bustling metropolis in front of him, the noisy crowd behind him had gradually disappeared, and the empty vision made his emotions finally completely. Out of control, he shouted angrily towards the valley, releasing all the negative emotions in his heart to his heart's content, but even so, he clenched his fists tightly until all the strength in his body disappeared.
When she left, he was only eight years old, even younger than Dave, but she never worried about his independence; he was only fourteen when he left home, wandering around Los Angeles without support, All things need to rely on himself; when he was in a car accident and was struggling on the edge of life and death, no one could tell him, and his left knee aching still reminded him of this fact; after he became an actor, he ardently called for her appearance, But in exchange for not only disappointment, but also pain...
In front of her happiness, Adam's persistence and maintenance seem like a joke, Adam bears all the complaints and hatred for her, when he calls his mother deeply in the media, when he accuses Adam of his mother's sake At that time, when Adam saw that he was sad because he missed his mother, when he hated Adam and regarded her as his only hope... How much suffering Adam was enduring, and what kind of heavy burden Adam was carrying.
He hated himself, hated her even more, he was worthless for Adam, and he was worthless for himself. This kind of anger almost devoured Hugo. He had never hated a person so much before. This emotion reached an unattainable extreme, so much so that he hoped to erase this memory and never know the truth of the matter.
She shouldn't be there, she really shouldn't be.