Chapter 350: I Can't Hold One Word

Li Mu and Hu Zhengdao went out of the dormitory together. Hu Zhengdao took out a packet of soft red plums from his pocket, took out two, put one in his mouth and handed the other to Li Mu.

Li Mu took the cigarette and asked him curiously, "When did you learn to smoke?"

Hu Zhengdao lit his cigarette and set it on fire for Li Mu again, and said, "Didn't you go to Internet cafes some time ago? Every time I went to an Internet cafe, people gave me cigarettes. The gods made the ghosts twitch."

Li Mu stretched out his hand to protect the flame of the lighter. When the cigarette was lit, he took a deep breath, but he didn't expect that he would not smoke a cigarette like Hongmei for a long time. When he took a sip, he even raised his throat, coughing a few times and even tears came out. , said to Hu Zhengdao with some embarrassment: "It seems that I pushed you into the fire pit."

Hu Zhengdao smiled: "Third brother, don't say that. You pulled me out of the fire pit. If you hadn't given me this livelihood, I really don't know what to do with Yanan's mother."

Although the dormitory is too big, but people rarely talk about this order, Li Mu asked him: "What happened today? It seems that I have something on my mind."

"Yeah." Hu Zhengdao said, "Yanan's mother's condition has deteriorated recently. She went to the hospital for dialysis today. The doctor said that her physical condition is not very optimistic, so she went through the hospitalization procedure in the afternoon."

Li Mu hurriedly asked him, "What's going on?"

Hu Zhengdao said: "I asked the doctor and said it was chronic failure of the body's organs, and I had to stay in the hospital 24 hours a day to avoid sudden complications."

Li Mu sighed and asked him after a while, "Do you need money?"

Hu Zhengdao shook his head: "It's quite profitable to sell "Legendary Overlord". It's enough to maintain her treatment fee. Today I asked the doctor privately, and the doctor said that if she doesn't accept the kidney transplant, she won't be able to survive for half a year."

Li Mu asked him, "Does Yanan know?"

"I know." Hu Zhengdao smiled bitterly: "When I went to ask, the doctor was still puzzled, saying that your girlfriend just asked, why did you ask again."

Li Mu asked, "How is Yanan's mood?"

"Hold up in front of her mother, and shed tears when she avoided her mother's face."

Li Mu asked again, "What about the **** thing?"

Hu Zhengdao said: "There's a line, there are so many people in line, I don't know if it's going to be the year of the monkey and the month of the horse, the nephrology beds in the entire hospital are almost full.

It's all about this disease, most of them are waiting for ****, but most of the beds in the kidney transplant department are empty, and only people who have just had a kidney transplant or have just donated a kidney will live in that department, the chances are too small , even if Ya Nan did not match successfully, the chance of strangers is even smaller. "

Li Mu nodded and said, "You adjust your emotions. Now both of her mothers are relying on you. If you look like this decadent all day, it will be even harder for them to persevere."

Hu Zhengdao took a sharp puff of cigarette: "I pretended to be fine in front of them, but I just feel sorry for Yanan. She almost gave up hope for her father's appearance. Now her mother's condition is so serious. The innocence is gone, I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it."

Li Mu persuaded: "Isn't there still time, as long as you find a **** and do a transplant operation, it can last for at least ten years?"

Hu Zhengdao smiled bitterly and said, "That's true, but after all, the chances are very small."

Li Mu said, "No matter how slim the odds are, there is still a chance. Be patient and wait, maybe a miracle will happen."

Hu Zhengdao nodded slightly, flipped the cigarette fart in his hand, and took out another one to light it, saying: "Actually, the main reason for smoking is not the main reason for going out and running for plug-ins, but the main reason is that the mood is too depressed. "

Li Mu patted him on the shoulder and said, "Don't think about it so much, hurry up to review your homework in the past few days, prepare for the exam, wait for the winter vacation, and then take time to run more business, and then raise your income by one. No matter what happens to Yanan's mother in the future, you have the ability to deal with it."

Hu Zhengdao understands what Li Mu means. Now it is true that the income of plug-in is very high. If you can run more and more vacant markets, the income will be higher. In this case, if Wang Yanan's mother can wait until the ****, she can afford her If she can't find a **** and she dies of illness, she can take good care of Wang Yanan and give her a stable life.

Li Mu actually admires Hu Zhengdao in his heart. His family background is not good. After talking about such a big thing in his girlfriend's family, he can keep gritting his teeth and carrying it. This is really manly. Li Mu can see from him. The kind of courage that will do everything for the people she loves.

After the two chatted for a while, Hu Zhengdao's mood was also relieved a lot. He took out his mobile phone and said to Li Mu, "I'll make a phone call first to ask about the situation. Jiao and the others went, saying that it was inconvenient for me, a big man, to be there, so they urged me to come back."

Li Mu nodded, Hu Zhengdao called Wang Yanan, Li Mu could only hear Hu Zhengdao's words.

"Baby, how is auntie?"

"Just sleep, can you handle it tonight?"

"Ziqiu to stay with you? That's okay, the two of you take turns sleeping, don't force it."

"Well, I'm in the dormitory. Don't worry, I'll find time to read. I'll bring my textbooks tomorrow night."

After hanging up the phone, Hu Zhengdao said to Li Mu, "Fortunately, Ziqiu will be with her tonight."

Li Mu nodded and wanted to ask him about Zhao Ziqiu's situation, but he hesitated and didn't say anything.

Hu Zhengdao looked at the time and said, "Third brother, shall we go back? The wind is blowing, and it's quite cold."

"Okay, go back."

Hu Zhengdao lost his second cigarette and went back to the dormitory building with Li Mu. When he was approaching the door of the dormitory, Li Mu suddenly stopped and asked him, "How is Zhao Ziqiu recently?"

Hu Zhengdao glanced at Li Mu in surprise and said with a smile, "I thought you didn't care."

"nonsense."

Hu Zhengdao said, "Ziqiu looks pretty good, but she lost a lot of weight, and her breasts are also a cup smaller."

Li Mu frowned, Hu Zhengdao hurriedly said, "Don't get me wrong, this is what Yanan told me."

Li Mu nodded lightly and said nothing.

...

At this time, in front of the hospital bed, Wang Yanan's mother had already fallen asleep. Wang Yanan and Zhao Ziqiu were sitting beside the hospital bed. Wang Yanan looked at her sleeping mother with red eyes. Her whole body, especially her face, was obviously swollen, and her face was quite It's ugly, and the indwelling catheter used for long-term dialysis is still attached to the side of the neck, which is a bit shocking.

Many times, Wang Yanan would stare at her sleeping mother in a daze like now. She would think of how her mother looked when she was healthy, the days when the family of three was with Meimei, and the father who had no news of him, and didn't know where he was. When hiding from debt, did you feel any guilt in your heart, or did you remember how your mother and yourself were doing now?

Thinking that a good home has become what it is now, Wang Yanan prayed in his heart that all this would be like a nightmare and disappear after he woke up. However, such a wish has been made countless times, but it is impossible for it to come true. .

Zhao Ziqiu caught sight of Wang Yanan silently shedding two more lines of tears, and couldn't help reaching out to hold hers, comforting in a low voice, "Don't cry, things will definitely turn around, you are always so pessimistic, If my aunt sees it, I'm afraid it will be even more uncomfortable."

Wang Yanan nodded lightly, stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, and said softly, "I'm used to it, and tears flow inexplicably at every turn."

Zhao Ziqiu smiled slightly and said, "Why don't you sleep on your stomach for a while, I'll look at Auntie."

Wang Yanan said, "I'm not sleepy, you can sleep first."

Zhao Ziqiu smiled: "But I'm not sleepy either."

As soon as he finished speaking, the phone in his pocket vibrated twice, Zhao Ziqiu hurriedly took it out and glanced at it, and then stuffed the phone back with a blank expression.

Wang Yanan asked her, "Is it Xu Jiahui again?"

Zhao Ziqiu nodded but did not speak.

Wang Yanan smiled and said, "He is really persistent. How many messages does he send you a day?"

Zhao Ziqiu said, "I haven't counted, and I'm too lazy to count."

Wang Yanan said: "People care so much about you, you should reply to them occasionally, even if it's polite, you can't be so indifferent."

Zhao Ziqiu said, "If he wants to stop caring about me so much, he will send a message occasionally like a friend. I will definitely get back to him. The key is for him..."

Wang Yanan understood the meaning of Zhao Ziqiu's words, shook his head and said, "People are also sincere to you, and his conditions are so good, don't be so stubborn all the time."

Zhao Ziqiu asked her, "What would you do if he was chasing you? Will you pay attention to him?"

Wang Yanan didn't think about it, and said, "I will definitely ignore him. I already have Hu Zhengdao, so I'm content."

Zhao Ziqiu said, "I also have someone else in my heart, and I can't hold him."

Wang Yanan knew that the other person she was talking about was Li Mu, but she still asked her, "Even if you have someone else in your heart and can't hold another person, can you still hold a text message?"

Zhao Ziqiu said seriously: "I can't hold it, let alone a text message, I can't hold a word."

Wang Yanan was stunned for a while, but he didn't expect that after so long, Zhao Ziqiu still had a hard time letting go of Li Mu, so he couldn't help but sighed and said, "But you know Li Mu's current situation, why don't you look away, Xu Jiahui is a good person. Yes, you can try to get along with him, maybe you will like it."

Zhao Ziqiu said: "I'm quite open-minded, so I wouldn't consider trying to get along with Xu Jiahui. Before I met Li Mu, I wasn't ready to fall in love in college, and I'm not ready now."

In Zhao Ziqiu's heart, some positions are reserved for a specific person in life. Even if he is not by his side, even if he is with others, he will never let others take his place in his heart. , Life is still long, I am only nineteen years old, I firmly believe that I can wait, even if the waiting process is long and painful.