1426 Last Farewell
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Standing still, Renly was already riddled with holes. He never said goodbye, never said goodbye to Chu Jiashu, never said goodbye to Heather, never said goodbye to the Hall family, he was so cowardly and so timid, he buried his fears deep in his heart, and carefully concealed it with a smile And then pretended he was soaring, but he was never really free.
As a result, Andrew was unable to break through the shackles of four hundred strikes. Just like the shooting of every previous work, that nightmare is always there, always there.
"I can't do it." For the first time, Renly showed his vulnerability. The mighty pain completely drowned him like a tide, almost suffocating. He even clenched his fists. If you can't do it, how can you really say goodbye? He's never been as strong as he seems, he's never been as wise as he seems, he's just a fool, a fool who stubbornly moves forward on a path.
"Sorry. I… can't do it."
He missed Heather.
Chu Jiashu did not speak, nor did Heather, but quietly looked at Ren Li, who had taken off all his guards, and let all those negative emotions be released.
After a long time, Renly finally calmed down again, raised his eyes, looked at the boundless darkness around him, and finally landed on Heather, "I have to do this, right?"
Heather smiled and nodded lightly, "Renly, you know all these things." She turned and looked around, "This is your consciousness, this is your world, and everything is you. your thoughts, and my words are your thoughts. So, you know what to do.”
Renly closed his eyes in pain.
Indeed, he knew what the root of the matter was, that kind of restraint, that kind of confinement, that kind of repression, that lingering nightmare, like smoke lingering, haunting the soul, and then making him step by step toward the end of self-destruction , but he couldn't refuse and couldn't stop, just like Nina in "Black Swan", he clearly knew that there was a cliff in front of him, but he jumped down recklessly.
Finally, smashed to pieces.
That was the case for Andrew: destroy or break through, there was no other choice.
And the only way to break free is to get back on yourself.
Everything should be about the drums, and only about the drums, not Fletcher.
He should challenge himself, he should break the rhythm, he should persevere; more importantly, he should completely forget Fletcher, his goal is Buddy Ritchie, not a small school teacher, his goal is Achieving greatness, not just a conservatory—
He should focus on himself and achieve his own glory after a breakthrough, then Fletcher will no longer be important, just a trivial obstacle; he should... should stand up bravely, insist on himself, and overthrow Fletcher , beyond Fletcher, reborn.
He should, kill/father.
The road to self-breakthrough has never been easy, but only by knowing, persevering, and embracing oneself, and truly finding and recognizing the truest self, will breakthrough usher in a possibility.
Andrew is so. So is he.
He should say goodbye to Chu Jiashu, and he should say goodbye to Heather.
This is really difficult.
"I see the sky fade, I hear a sigh in the breeze, and when the snow covers my fallen brother, I whisper the-last-goodby."
Ren Li slowly raised his head and raised his gaze, the chaos and dazedness in his eyes dissipated little by little, those black mists were rolling away, and the gloomy temperament of the whole body became sunny and bright again. A sighed and relaxed smile was hidden in the corners of his mouth, and his eyes were clear and bright, and he looked at Chu Jiashu in front of him.
It seems that a long time has passed since the last time I seriously looked at Chu Jiashu. The once familiar face has become blurred, and now I have drawn a clear outline in my sight again. It is a little strange, but it is slowly Wake up those familiars in your mind, as if you are really looking in the mirror.
"Night is slowly coming, and the day is approaching again. The journey ahead calls me. I will set off again, climb mountains and mountains again, cross the Evernight Continent, and run along the Yingying River to the sea.
Bathed in the stars, snowflakes swirling and the cold wind whispering, I will set off to go home. Although the road ahead is vast, and it is unknown along the way, the day of farewell will finally come.
After going through thousands of mountains and rivers, through ups and downs and thorns, but I have never regretted it, nor have I forgotten, all of them are partners. "
The smile on the corner of his mouth rose little by little, Ren Li raised his right hand and waved lightly, "Jiashu."
"Lan Li." Chu Jiashu showed a bright smile, a little shy and restrained, paused for a moment, Chu Jiashu's eyes fell on the depths of Lan Li's eyes, and said seriously, "You do Well done."
Involuntarily, Renly let out a low chuckle and tried to say something, but the thoughts in his mind were too turbulent and too complicated, and he didn't know where to start, and in the end it could only be mixed. He nodded lightly in response, but whether it was approval or gratitude, or something else, even he couldn't tell.
Chu Jiashu raised his right fist, tightened it, tightened it again, the happiness in his eyes brightened little by little, and said softly, "Come on."
Suddenly, Ren Li realized that, he gritted his teeth tightly and shook his head gently, but Chu Jiashu didn't care at all, and his smile became brighter, "This day should have come a long time ago, isn't it? ?"
"Night is slowly coming, and the day is approaching again. The journey ahead calls me. I will set off again, climb mountains and mountains again, cross the Evernight Continent, and run along the Yingying River to the sea.
I will be full of memories, I will be full of blessings, and I will embark on the journey home. Although the road ahead is vast, and it is unknown along the way, the day of farewell will finally come.
I hereby express my sincere goodbyes. "
The time to say goodbye has come.
Slowly, Chu Jiashu walked in the direction of Lan Li, one step, another step, slowly approaching, the firm footsteps became brighter and brighter, as if lingering in a golden mist. , with a touch of warmth, getting closer and closer, even at the end, his footsteps didn't stop, and he bumped into Renly like this.
There was a soft goodbye in my ear, "Goodbye."
Then, the two were completely integrated.
There was another clear and loud voice in my ear, "Renly, goodbye. But this is not a goodbye." Then, the sound also dissipated like smoke, completely disappeared.
goodbye. This is the last goodbye.
Suddenly, tears burst through Renly's eyes, the bitterness, the pain, the dullness, the grief, the despair, the unwillingness, the torment, the depression, the sadness, the regret, all began to churn up, standing there, So he burst into tears.
From the last life to this life, from Chu Jiashu to Ren Li, he finally completed his final farewell.
"I see the sky fade away, I hear a sigh from the breeze, and when the snow covers my fallen brother, I will whisper my final goodbyes."
"Goodbye." Renly murmured softly, but the voice was completely indistinct, colliding between his lips and teeth, as if his heart was curled up, so that he couldn't breathe at all.
goodbye. goodbye!
That golden light is getting brighter and more dazzling, just relying on a ray of light is enough to illuminate the entire space, the darkness recedes like a tide, and then the whole world becomes brighter and wider. The fragments of those memories are lit up little by little, like starlight dotted on the vast sky.
Chu Jiashu's. Heather's. Ding Yanan's. Arthur's. Edith's. Paul's. Ryan's. Rooney's. Matthew's. Andre's. There are countless others, even "Buried Alive", "Crazy in Love", "Transcendence", "Gravity", "Drunken Country Ballad", "Booming Drummer", etc., etc. The vivid memory fragments gathered in this way, lighting up the whole world, bright and warm, happy and moving.
It blooms like a summer flower.
Ren Li stood up straight, looked up at the golden halo in front of him, hesitated for a moment, then took a step forward and flew towards the golden light in front of him, faster and faster. Faster, until the whole body began to burn faintly, burning the vitality like a flame, releasing the power of the soul without reservation.
In a trance, he seemed to have returned to the day twenty-three years ago. He thought he was dead, but saw a ray of light, and then he tried his best to run wildly, running wildly, not knowing why, There is no reason for it, it seems that it is just the residual survival/desire/desire that is driving, and he runs regardless.
In the end, he rushed into the ray of light again like this. It's just that this time the scene in front of me seems to be completely different - all the memories of the two worlds have been completely disrupted and condensed into the same world, sad and happy, bitter and sweet, bad and beautiful, all of them. They were all presented clearly in front of us like never before, and they flashed by like a revolving lantern.
He saw Chu Jiashu.
He also saw Heather.
They are all still there. This is goodbye, not farewell.
Now, he finally understands the meaning of this sentence. He once refused to take this step because of fear and cowardice. He was always worried that this was a dream. After waking up, he returned to the dream of the past, but now, he is not there. Worried.
Not because he firmly believes that the present is "reality", but because he is not afraid to go back to the past, he is him, whether it is Chu Jiashu or Ren Li, this is him. Even the scars left on the body and spirit are his unique marks that belong to him. He does not deny, nor does he want to deny.
This is the truest and most complete version of him.
The smile on the corner of his mouth bloomed like this, but when he raised his right hand and touched it, his cheeks were full of tears.
Note: the-last-goodby—billy-boyd
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