Chapter 1211: Don’t Rush to Get the Answer
Is this his love? Giving without regrets and staying together silently, is this the love she wants, right?
But whether what was in front of her was happiness or hell, she was not sure, nor did she dare to take a step. After hesitating, she simply remained silent.
Bu Lingfeng didn't seem to expect Su Xiaoyan to say anything. After saying this, he took her to a tea stall on the roadside. After asking for a pot of hot tea, he put some food on the table. In front of her, he euphemistically called it to replenish her body.
After all, after being so frightened, it still consumes a lot of energy.
But Su Xiaoyan remained silent. His words were quite shocking. At least they made a lot of ripples in her heart. A woman's vanity told her that she should be braver when she had such a good man. In the past Her experience taught her that many things are not so easy to obtain.
The inner torture made her feel uneasy. It had to be said that Bu Lingfeng was her nemesis. His appearance could always make her chaotic.
After they visited Samantabhadra in all directions and paid homage to the three palaces of gold, silver and bronze, they came to the observation deck and looked at the sea of clouds.
Su Xiaoyan only felt that there was a vast expanse in front of her eyes, and her whole body seemed to be standing in mid-air. The wind that blew from time to time gradually calmed down the restlessness in her heart. It seemed that many things that she couldn't figure out were solved at once, and those that could not be solved were The knot in my neck seemed to be loosening, and I felt much more comfortable.
"In a good mood now?" Bu Lingfeng looked at her with a smile and said.
"Did you see it?" Su Xiaoyan looked at him in surprise. In her mind, he had never been a person who cared about other people's emotions. This was her impression of him when they got along before. They might have a different way of getting along. You will see a different side of people, she sighed in her heart.
"Of course I can feel it. Your thoughts are written on your face. Maybe my words put pressure on you. In fact, you don't have to think so much. I do these things willingly. I just don't want to let go directly. It's okay to do whatever you want. Our relationship was not equal before. I may not have considered your mood, but it's different now. You have changed from the weak housewife to a strong woman. That's good." Bu Lingfeng sighed and smiled at her.
"Then which one of me do you think is more likable?" Su Xiaoyan asked with raised eyebrows.
"You make me like you even more now. You probably don't know that I liked you at the beginning because of your energy, confidence, and cheerfulness. You were like this when you were in school, and even more so when you were a singer. In this way, you seem to have changed during the time you were married. Haven't you always been curious about why I tried to destroy your marriage? That's because I already knew about the existence of that bet, and I know that your happiness is at stake. It's a lie. I asked him to tell you about the bet directly just to see if you knew about it. The result was quite disappointing to me. There was something obviously wrong with the person next to me. You have been together for so long. I didn't even notice it." Bu Lingfeng pursed her thin lips and said.
Su Xiaoyan looked at him in a daze. Was she like that in his eyes? She sounded very good. After closing her eyes slightly, she smiled bitterly and said, "You must be very disappointed in our subsequent interactions. I It’s different than you think.”
"No, I actually enjoyed that period of time. Your little kindness is enough to capture the heart of any man. After all, you look like this, beautiful. But what happened later blinded my eyes. I didn't dare to I believe in your change. On the one hand, I doubt my own judgment. A common problem among businessmen is being suspicious. This has definitely increased in me, so now I am happy to admit my mistakes, because I know what is wrong with me." , he shrugged his shoulders coolly, as if he was helpless to himself.
"Then, now that I have changed again, why do you want to be with me again?" Su Xiaoyan squinted at him, sighing in her heart, this man had a fairly clear understanding of herself.
"Because you now are what I thought you should be like. You are strong and confident, but still have the attitude of a little woman. This is what I think of you when you grow up." Bu Ling Feng showed her a hearty smile.
This was the first time Su Xiaoyan saw him smiling like this, and his handsome face suddenly seemed to shine, making it difficult for her to look away.
Bu Lingfeng enjoyed the way Su Xiaoyan looked at him, and her smile became more and more seductive.
She restrained herself and moved her eyes away in embarrassment. Su Xiaoyan kept lamenting in her heart that the coloring made her faint. On the surface, she pursed her lips and made a serious look, "Bu Lingfeng, I am not plasticine. It is not what you think." Whatever you want, you will become. I just live the way life needs. What you said are just your feelings. They are not me. What you feel for me may not be love, but Don’t be content with what you don’t get.”
Bu Lingfeng raised his eyebrows when he heard this, "No matter what the reason is, as long as I am obsessed with you, that's enough, isn't it? What you like about me is just this face after all? For you, I am willing Spending time to keep your appearance young depends on whether you are willing to be with me for a lifetime. I don't need you to answer this question immediately. You just need to think about it slowly. Life is still long, so I am not in a hurry to get the answer. "After saying that, he opened his arms in the direction of the sea of clouds, as if he was enjoying the beautiful scenery.
Is persistence also a kind of emotion? Su Xiaoyan kept asking herself in her heart, but she didn't get the answer in the end. She really didn't understand this feeling.
The next day, the two of them got up early to watch the sunrise and then went down the mountain.
Because Bu Lingfeng planned to leave on the plane tomorrow night, Su Xiaoyan didn't raise any objections to his arrangement of taking her back to Chengdu.
Anyway, she wouldn't have to see this man who made her heart messy soon, and she could try to be calm during the last time together.
"Shall we go out for a walk in the evening?" Bu Lingfeng asked her with a light smile.
"Then let's go for a walk. I have no objection. You arrange it. I'll go back to the room and change clothes first." Su Xiaoyan dragged her suitcase to open the door lock and waved to him, and then closed the door mercilessly.
After simply packing up and changing clothes, she put on light makeup in front of the mirror. In the past two days, they have been deliberately ignoring the question of whether there will be results in the future.