Chapter 1223 Extra: How Hard It Is to Be a Single Mother
Walking between school, flower shop and home every day, Su Xiaoyan's mentality became more and more peaceful.
Su Xiaoyan didn't know whether Bu Lingfeng had looked for her after she left, and she didn't ask about his life.
Bai Sichen gradually became indifferent to her thoughts. Although he would call her frequently, he never mentioned him to her.
When Su Xiaoyan's belly was so big that it could no longer be concealed, Bai Sichen secretly came to see her. He wanted to give her a surprise, but in the end he got a shock.
Han Anran looked at Bai Sichen's uncertain look and stood aside honestly without saying a word.
Su Xiaoyan coughed twice in embarrassment and asked, "Why are you here?"
"If I didn't come, how would I know that you were hiding such a big thing from me? Does he know about this?" Bai Sichen pursed his lips and looked at Su Xiaoyan, his expression gloomy and serious.
Su Xiaoyan couldn't tell his emotions for a while.
"Why are you asking these questions? This is my child, that's all. Don't think too much about it, it's not a big deal!" Su Xiaoyan smiled calmly, then walked past Bai Sichen and opened the door, "Come in, there are drinks in the refrigerator, take them yourself, I'll go change my clothes."
As the months went by, her body was sweating more and more easily.
Especially now that it's summer, she would sweat all over as soon as she went out, and she had to change her clothes as soon as she got home.
This was also a feeling of the hardship of being a mother, and the last bit of hatred she had for her mother in her heart was completely gone.
It's not easy to be pregnant for ten months, and what she owed her mother and what her mother owed her were also settled.
"Su Xiaoyan, you are so brave! Is having a child a trivial matter? How can you make such a hasty decision? Do you know how difficult it is to be a single mother?" Bai Sichen seemed to be unable to bear it anymore, and after knocking on her door twice, he began to grumble.
Su Xiaoyan curled her lips helplessly. She was actually grateful for his concern for her, but she felt that his words were meaningless.
Besides, her belly was getting bigger, wasn't it? Even if she said more, the child would have to be born.
"Su Xiaoyan, if you don't say anything, I don't know what you are thinking! I tell you, I won't indulge you this time. I will call Bu Lingfeng right away. I must make him responsible for you." Bai Sichen shouted loudly.
After changing her clothes, Su Xiaoyan opened the door calmly, "I know you are doing this for my own good! But if you tell him about this, I will leave by myself. Even if I die outside, I will not let him take me back."
Bai Sichen's expression froze when he heard this, "Why are you doing this? I obviously like him and am willing to give birth to a child for him. Why can't we be together?"
"I know you are doing this for my own good, but I have already decided on this matter. Well, you should be happy to see me, right? Xiaoran, let's have hot pot tonight! Just celebrate." Su Xiaoyan smiled at Han Anran who was shrinking aside. This guy was really disloyal. Seeing that the situation was not right, he just hid aside without saying a word, and didn't think about what to do if she couldn't handle it!
"Ah, okay! I'll go prepare things now, you continue." Han Anran smiled at Su Xiaoyan, then quickly slipped out with her bag, and didn't tell her that pregnant women can't eat spicy food at this time!
Su Xiaoyan and Bai Sichen were the only two people left in the room, and she simply pulled him to ask about the company.
Seeing that Su Xiaoyan didn't want to continue the topic of pregnancy, Bai Sichen's face was not very good, but he also changed the topic according to her words.
In the evening, they had a hot pot together, and Su Xiaoyan also saw how Han Anran and Bai Sichen got along.
In front of Bai Sichen, Han Anran was like a little girl, acting like a spoiled child and being omnipotent.
And Bai Sichen was like a father, sometimes serious, sometimes laughing and crying, and generally speaking, he was more indulgent.
In short, the atmosphere between the two was very subtle. As a bystander, Su Xiaoyan still hoped that her two good friends could be happy.
If they could be together, it would not be a bad thing.
It would be a good thing to have some deep emotional tone with familiar people. No matter what, it would not be tiring to get along with them.
Time flew by quickly, and Su Xiaoyan's belly slowly swelled up like an inflated ball. Her body became weaker and weaker, and her legs and feet began to swell.
Han Anran had already arranged for Su Xiaoyan to take a leave of absence when her belly was seven months.
Su Xiaoyan naturally had no objection. She was looking forward to this child more than any of them, feeling the little person growing up little by little in her belly, stretching his hands and feet in her belly from time to time. Even though she was not feeling well, she still felt happy in her heart.
When her stomach started to move, Su Xiaoyan was helping Han Anran to arrange the bouquets in the flower shop. She suddenly felt a wave of pain, but she didn't take it seriously until Han Anran pointed at her pants and said with horror that there was blood. Then she reacted.
When she was taken to the hospital by ambulance, Su Xiaoyan felt that she was beginning to panic. It was really painful, and Han Anran was also very scared. No one could comfort her.
When she really took off her pants and started to give birth, Su Xiaoyan didn't let Han Anran accompany her into the delivery room.
There was no other way. Han Anran looked as if she was in more pain than she was. She was in no mood to comfort her. She could only ask Han Anran to go home and get the baby supplies that she had prepared earlier.
"Relax, don't be nervous. Your child is very good. Relax. You can do it." The doctor said to Su Xiaoyan calmly.
Su Xiaoyan didn't know what to do except nodding in panic. At this time, she suddenly began to miss Bu Lingfeng. It would be great if he was there. He would definitely stay by her side.
Suddenly, she remembered how happy Bu Lingfeng was when she was first pregnant. If there were no such things, if she really gave birth to the child smoothly, would everything be different?
Could they really live happily together? The scene from the past passed through Su Xiaoyan's mind over and over again.
"Bu Lingfeng, Bu Lingfeng!" Su Xiaoyan couldn't help but murmured. It would be great if he could appear in front of her at this time. No matter how many things had happened, she thought that at such a moment, she could choose to forgive him.
The doctor then pulled Su Xiaoyan up and turned her around, and asked her to do some random exercises.