Chapter 1226 Extra: I Want to Go Back and See Him

No matter what you say, Xiaobao is not young now anyway.

Turning on the computer, Su Xiaoyan directly searched Bu Lingfeng's name. He had always been excellent. As long as she wanted to, she could actually find out everything related to him very quickly.

The popularity of an outstanding person will not be any lower than that of a star in the entertainment industry.

"This is my father." When Su Xiaobao saw Bu Lingfeng's photo, he concluded with a direct tone.

In fact, Xiaobao's appearance and Bu Lingfeng's appearance are almost carved from the same mold. Just by looking at each other, you can see the blood relationship between the two people.

"Yes, this is your father. He is a very good man." Su Xiaoyan reached out and gently touched the man in the photo. Time seems to have given him special treatment. After so many years, he has not changed at all. .

Talking softly to Su Xiaobao about Bu Lingfeng, Su Xiaoyan discovered that no matter how she ignored it, no matter how she tried to make herself forget, she could not erase this man's position in her heart.

She still remembered everything related to him, no matter what aspect it was.

Su Xiaobao listened very carefully, as if he wanted to fully understand everything about his father through what she said.

Seeing it like that, Su Xiaoyan felt sad in her heart. No matter how hard she tried, she still owed this child!

Because of her selfishness, she was unable to give him a complete family, and this matter seemed to have become a knot in her heart.

"Is Dad really that good? Then Mom, don't you love him? Why don't you stay with him?" After Su Xiaoyan finished speaking. Su Xiaobao suddenly asked.

Su Xiaoyan pursed her lips and hesitated for a while before speaking, "Your father is really excellent. It's not that I don't love him, but we are just not suitable for being together. There are many things in this, but mother can't be with you." "You just need to know that your father doesn't love you, he just doesn't know you exist. It's because your mother is selfish. She wants you to stay with me, so she didn't tell your father about your birth."

"Is that so? Does this mean that if my father knows my existence, he will definitely treat me well?" Su Xiaobao tilted his head and looked at her, his bright eyes full of expectation, obviously he cared about this very much.

"Of course, Xiaobao is so cute, isn't he?" Su Xiaoyan replied affirmatively.

We won’t meet anyway, right? There is no need for her to hurt her child's heart for unknown things. Since Xiaobao hopes his father likes him so much, then she can just say she likes him. It's not a big deal anyway.

Su Xiaobao smiled brightly at her, and the look of losing his front teeth was really funny and cute.

Su Xiaoyan looked at him running back to the room happily. She couldn't help but smile and shook her head. She breathed a sigh of relief in her heart. She shouldn't ask these questions again now, right?

But after a while, Su Xiaobao ran up to her with his little bag on his back, "Mom, I've thought about it carefully. In fact, you probably lied to me when you said he would like me. After all, he doesn't know my existence. You He has lived here with me for so long, but he has never been here once. Either he can't find us, or he doesn't want to find us. Do you think this is my analysis?"

Su Xiaoyan looked at Su Xiaobao blankly. Although she didn't know what kind of medicine this little guy was selling in the gourd, she still nodded cooperatively.

"Well, you see you agree with my idea. No matter what, he is my father, even though he doesn't know I exist! Mom, I want to go back and see him. I don't have to recognize him, but I hope that I can See what he looks like, mom, can you satisfy my request?" Su Xiaobao looked at her expectantly, as if he would cry if she didn't nod.

Hearing what he said, Su Xiaoyan was stunned. She never imagined that Su Xiaobao would make such a request to her.

Take him back to the country? What if you really meet Bu Lingfeng? What should I do if the old man knows his existence?

Moreover, it has been so long. If Su Xiaobao goes back and sees Bu Lingfeng holding other children, he will definitely feel even more disappointed.

But rejecting his request still felt a bit cruel to Su Xiaoyan. What should she do? There was some hesitation in her heart.

"Mom, why don't you speak?" Su Xiaobao came to her and asked with a pout, "You clearly said that you also love dad. I don't understand why you are not together, but I can't go back to see him. Isn't that okay if we just go back and continue our lives after seeing him?" He said with obvious disappointment on his face.

"It's not impossible, mom is scared." Su Xiaoyan held Su Xiaobao in her arms and sighed, "You and dad look so similar, you will be recognized as soon as you meet. Mom is afraid that your dad will snatch you away. Let’s go, mom can’t live without you, Xiaobao, can you let mom think about this matter carefully?”

"Xiaobao will not leave mom. Mom, don't be sad. If he really takes Xiaobao away, then Xiaobao won't see him anymore." After Su Xiaobao heard what she said, he stretched out his soft little hand. He hugged her neck and said, "Mom, don't be afraid. Xiaobao will always be by your side. When Xiaobao grows up, he will be able to protect you."

The soft and waxy child's voice kept saying heart-warming words in Su Xiaoyan's ears. Her eyes couldn't help but become warm. It's actually quite sad that the child is so sensible, isn't it?

Looking at Xiaobao's tender and resolute face, she couldn't help but think of that man again. After all these years, if she said that she didn't want to miss him at all, it might just be self-deception.

Su Xiaoyan took him to the flower shop. Han Anran saw the unnaturalness on their faces, walked over with concern, squatted down, and asked Xiaobao with a smile, "What's the matter again? Were you bullied at school? It doesn't matter, tell your godmother, and your godmother will avenge you."

"No, godmother, don't ask. Mom, I'm going to do my homework first." Xiaobao pouted, and his eyes were inevitably a little disappointed.

Han Anran was slightly stunned, and the pink fist that was waving seriously suddenly stopped.

Looking at Xiaobao's back as he left, she asked Su Xiaoyan suspiciously, "Is there something wrong? Children of this age are like this, what they need is care, don't get angry with him all the time."

Obviously, Han Anran was worried that Su Xiaoyan would criticize Xiaobao again.

But the pain hidden in their hearts is probably only known to them, mother and son.