Chapter 1227 Extra: The So-Called New World

Su Xiaoyan smiled bitterly, "I don't think I can give him the care he lacks."

"No, there's still me, and there's Xiaobai. Take your time. You can't expect him to grow up overnight, right? Naughtiness is inevitable."

Han Anran said seriously, and suddenly thought of something again, and said to her in a solemn tone, "Is it because of him?"

From the look in the other person's eyes, Su Xiaoyan knew that she had noticed it.

"Although children of this age are naughty, they are also sensitive." Su Xiaoyan didn't want to bring up this topic, but the real problems made it impossible for her to escape. "Xiaobao is very sensible, but the more he behaves like this, the more embarrassing it becomes. I think the previous decision was wrong from the beginning.”

"What's wrong is not bad. Even if you go back to find him now, it's not too late. I don't know what you are struggling with." Han Anran began to play with the flowers and was a little absent-minded when talking to Su Xiaoyan.

After all, all decisions depend on Su Xiaoyan. She wants to help, but she can't. "If you love, pursue it persistently. If you don't love, don't dwell on the past. Your outlook on life is flawed, that's why you are so hesitant."

"Then you mean to let me go back?" Su Xiaoyan was indeed a little confused, eager for someone to give her direction.

When Han Anran heard what she said, he couldn't help but become interested. He put down the pruned yellow rose in his hand, looked into her eyes, and said seriously, "It's not your word whether you can go back or not. Don't Tell me, you don't miss him at all and don't want to go back." Then he paused, looked at the street outside the glass window, and said in a distant and deep tone, "Actually, women, what can't you think about? What's more, as a mother, you are not living alone now. If you think about it more, maybe if you give up something, you will find a new world. "

"New World?" Su Xiaoyan murmured, looking back at Xiaobao who was sitting among bunches of flowers and obediently writing his homework.

In fact, Su Xiaoyan was certain that she already knew about the so-called New World.

But, is this really fair to him?

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"Mom, Xiaobao has been well behaved just now. He has finished his homework. I didn't disturb you and your godmother's work, right?"

On the streets in the evening, on the sidewalks of hurried pedestrians, the afterglow of the setting sun shines on that young face, making it look dazzling.

Su Xiaoyan squeezed her little palm hard, smiled and tapped the tip of his delicate nose, "Of course, my little baby is the most well-behaved. How about I go back and cook you a big meal right away?" ?”

"Oh! Mom is the best mother in the world." Xiaobao cheered and sang, but his pair of pure black eyes were already fixed on the ingredients in her hand.

Su Xiaoyan felt a little sweet in her heart, letting go of his hand and hugging him, "Little greedy cat, as long as you like it, mom will give it to you."

"I don't want it. What mommy likes is what Xiaobao likes." Xiaobao said proudly, with a hint of thoughtfulness in his perversity.

But the next second, a hint of sadness gradually appeared in his smiling eyes.

He leaned silently on Su Xiaoyan's shoulder, rubbing his little head in her hair, as if seeking comfort.

"Mom, do you really hate dad that much?"

The sudden sound in her ears caused Su Xiaoyan to pause in her footsteps.

Perhaps Su Xiaoyan didn't even find the answer to such a question, so when she answered him, her voice was trembling, "No, it's not. It's just that things are very complicated, making it difficult for us to be together."

As Su Xiaoyan spoke, she couldn't help but feel sadness in her heart, so she quickly cheered up and said to Xiaobao with a smile, "But it's enough for me to have Xiaobao. Xiaobao is a man who can protect his mother."

Facing the setting sun, they walked leisurely along the road home. Xiaobao didn't speak. He leaned directly on her shoulder and hugged her neck tighter.

I don’t know how long I walked, but Xiaobao suddenly whispered softly, "Mom, but I really miss him."

Su Xiaoyan's heart suddenly broke, and all her strength fell apart.

As a mother, she could give him everything, even life.

But what should she say to that man, the 'him' in Xiaobao's mouth? !

Holding back her tears and staring at the unfamiliar and doubtful eyes, Su Xiaoyan could only hug her son tightly and silently speed up her pace.

Turning the last corner, in front of her was the place she had used to escape from everything in the past few years.

But before they could hide in, the phone rang.

The call was from Bai Sichen, and the voice didn't sound like anything pleasant had happened.

"Hey, Xiaoyan, where are you now?"

I put down the little baby in my arms and listened to what he said, and then I barely restrained my mood at the moment, "I bought some food and am going home to cook. What's the matter, are you calling me at this time?"

Bai Sichen seemed to be stunned by her question. He hesitated for a while, and then said on the phone, "Something happened. News just came from China. Your brother, Su Xiaocheng, suddenly fainted. The doctor said it was a serious hereditary disease." Heart disease, I'm afraid..."

"Genetic heart disease?" Su Xiaoyan's heart was suddenly overwhelmed by complex emotions, but then a strong doubt arose, "Isn't it another way to ask for money? You can tell him that unless he is not his parents' biological child, don't use this trick on me! Genetic heart disease, how come I don't know that my family has such a history!"

"No, don't get excited first, this is indeed the case. Whether you believe it or not, I have received a definite diagnosis from his attending physician."

Seeing that she was a little excited, Bai Sichen hurriedly explained.

Su Xiaoyan's heart sank and she was inexplicably shocked. This was not because of Su Xiaocheng's illness, but because Bai Sichen was still so concerned about everything about her over the years.

"I know, then he, is he okay now?" After calming down, a wave of worry surged into her heart again.

There was another silence on the other end of the phone. Bai Sichen seemed to be making a difficult decision. "Why don't you go back to see him for the sake of his condition? After all, he is your only relative now. Don't leave regrets in your life because of your stubbornness, okay?"

"I want to be alone for a while." Su Xiaoyan said indifferently, and even she admired herself a little. In such a situation, she could still remain so calm.