Chapter 130 Don't Know How to Love

[Child: Today is not Saturday, why did you wake up so early? ]

[Sister: I was woken up by birds, there is a case in the morning~]

[Children: smiling face jpg. Then remember to eat breakfast well. ]

[Sister: Soy milk is cooking in the kitchen. ]

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To be honest, the boss is a bit self-willed when he deserts and plays with his mobile phone in the middle of a meeting.

But, there is no way, who made him a boss.

Some are willful capital.

Everyone at MM Fund Partners knows that their boss has a very old cell phone.

The phone looked like it had been used for ages since they'd seen him.

It is a model that has long been discontinued by the mobile phone brand.

The problem is, after so many years, he still uses this mobile phone, and cherishes it very much, and keeps it with him every day.

This makes people a little curious.

It is said that Assistant Jin once politely asked the boss if he wanted to get rid of this mobile phone.

What did the boss say at the time?

"Changing phones is the beginning of partial memory loss."

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You can have leisure time to watch the colors of the four seasons warm the years, and you can let the inner determination guard your life.

The days of the gods are nothing more than that.

The flowers are watered, and the soy milk is ready.

It's only half past seven in the morning, which is a good time to have breakfast.

A cup of soy milk, served with red bean paste bread and curry sausage bread, is the supreme delicacy when I was a child, and it is also a memory now.

Simple food, full of happiness.

After breakfast, Ning Youguang started to tidy up the room.

While tidying up the room, I received a WeChat message from Zhuang Yijing.

[Yijing: It's the first day I came to Old Man Zhuang's company, and I'm already drinking coffee in the meeting room and waiting for the meeting, so I can keep a running account by the way. In other words, Starbucks' clever latte is too thick to drink. ]

Zhuang Yijing just returned to China two days ago, and he was arrested by Boss Zhuang and sent to work as a coolie in the company after not taking a long break.

Ning Youguang smiled and typed a message on the phone.

[Little Fairy: Drinking soy milk this morning is not bad, you can try it tomorrow morning. ]

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Jincheng.

Kaesong Group Building, a conference room.

Mr. Xiao Zhuang, who had just returned from abroad, was parachuted into the company to take over the position of general manager, and turned off his mobile phone.

Quietly looking at his hand, he took a sip of the Qiaoyi Latte, which was disliked for three seconds, and decided to down it in one gulp.

After all, it is shameful to waste.

Closing his eyes, frowning and drinking a large cup of coffee, Zhuang Yijing was just about to get up to take out the trash when the coffee cup in his hand was blocked by a male hand stretched out from the side.

"President Xiaozhuang, just give this to me." The owner of the hand is President Xiaozhuang's assistant.

Boss Zhuang specially selected them from his elite team for his daughter.

He is a young man with a height of 1.7 meters, neither fat nor thin, a round face, ordinary looks, and glasses.

Zhuang Yijing was not polite to him either, "Thank you."

When the assistant came back after taking out the garbage, she ordered: "Tomorrow morning I will drink whole grains and soy milk."

"Okay, Mr. Zhuang." The assistant nodded with a smile, two dimples appeared on Yuanyuan's face, which made his appearance 0.5 points higher.

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At a little after 8:40, Li Qing appeared at the door of Ning Youguang's dormitory.

The moment she opened the door, Ning Youguang glanced at the oversized black sunglasses she was wearing on her face.

Li Qing today is dressed casually, wearing a pair of oversized black sunglasses.

Fortunately, it's summer, so wearing sunglasses in the morning doesn't look weird.

After Ning Youguang closed the dormitory door.

She immediately took off her glasses. Under the glasses was a pale face with severe dark circles and bloodshot eyes, as if sick.

She was thinner than what she had seen last week, and her complexion was very bad.

"Did you drive here by yourself?" Ning Youguang called Li Qing to sit down on the single sofa.

"I took a taxi." Li Qing shook his head, "I don't dare to drive when I go out now." I'm afraid that an accident will happen every minute.

Ning Youguang poured her a glass of water, "If you have a problem with your body, I can give you the whole pulse first."

Sitting down, Li Qing's eyes were a little blank, "I went to check it, and there is nothing wrong with it, but the insomnia is getting worse and worse. I can't sleep all night, and taking sleeping pills doesn't help."

"It's only been a week, why is it so serious, did something happen?"

Because Li Qing was a friend, when Ning Youguang was doing a case with her, his attitude was more gentle and casual than that of strangers.

Of course, this is just her external state.

In fact, as a psychological counselor, Ning Youguang knows very well that the more you do a case for someone close to you, the more you have to tighten your mind and keep your thinking in a clear and objective state at all times.

Otherwise, she could easily be led astray by them.

If a psychological counselor is biased against the client, then the individual case will not be able to accurately cut into the core problems that the client is currently facing.

Li Qing looked at Ning Youguang, her brows were furrowed, and her expression was painful, "This week, almost every day, that little poem will show her affection in front of me intentionally or unintentionally, what's more, she even came to thank me personally, saying thank you I gave her a chance to meet her boyfriend and said they wanted to treat me to dinner."

She almost gritted her teeth to say these words, and every word was expressing her emotions fiercely.

Before welcoming Li Qing into the room, Ning Youguang lit the cypress incense in the room, and the white porcelain incense was plugged with burning sticks of incense, and wisps of smoke wafted out, making the whole space feel more tranquil.

Cedar wood has the effect of stabilizing emotions, and the fragrance is very light and natural.

Ning Youguang looked at her calmly, not stopping her agitated behavior at the moment.

She needs to vent.

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After the last dinner, she already knew what caused her severe insomnia and today's emotional outburst.

Burning anger is a thousand times better than the dark haze in the heart fermenting into evil energy.

Being able to show such a haggard face in such a real way, and burst out emotions fiercely, is far better than fully armed like last week, armed like a perfect dummy.

Last week, Li Qingmei was beautiful and lifeless.

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It took a long time for Li Qing to calm down.

Ning Youguang asked: "When you have insomnia, what are you thinking about?"

"Want not to think about them, want to stay away from them, and often tell myself not to think about them, but..."

"Useless?"

"Yes, the brain doesn't obey my orders. The more I think about it, the more I think about it." After speaking, Li Qing raised his fist and hit his head hard several times.

Ning Youguang was worried that she would hurt himself if she knocked her head like this, so she reached out and took a beige pillow from the side and handed it to her.

"The way you fight insomnia is to let yourself not think about the thing that makes you feel very painful and frustrating. As a result, your brain goes into high speed and you can't stop."

Li Qing took the pillow and hugged it in his arms.

With something in her hand, she stopped beating herself.

"Yes."

"Isn't this drinking doves to quench thirst?"

"Yes, this method made me exhausted, and I couldn't think normally. Last week's work was greatly affected. As a result, the leader gave me ideological work and asked me if there was something wrong at home. The state is so bad, and he asked me if I want to go back and deal with the family affairs before returning to work."

Li Qing shrank back and fell on the sofa.

"Where is something wrong at home..." Li Qing's eyes were filled with tears, "The problem is that I haven't been able to tell anyone in the company about this." friend said."

Ning Youguang nodded, "Thank you for your trust."

Li Qing opened his mouth and licked his dry lips, "I trust your professional ability."

"That's also trust." Ning Youguang chuckled.

I don't know if it's because I just vented my anger a little bit, or because the incense in the room has a calming effect.

Li Qing gradually relaxed.

After being silent for a while, she asked hesitantly, "How do you compare my qualifications with Xiaoshi's?"

"What conditions do you mean?"

"What other conditions can attract the opposite sex? Isn't it just appearance, education, family background, IQ, etc."

Ning Youguang drank his saliva slowly, thought for a while and said, "I don't know Xiaoshi, but from what I saw last time, I can only say that her appearance and temperament are not as good as yours."

Li Qing smiled for the first time, "Not only is she not as good as me, she is simply far behind, okay?! Although I am not very solid in university majors, I am also a master's student who graduated from the 985 National University of Science and Technology. My hometown is in New Zealand. In the first-tier cities, not only are they rich and powerful, but they can also be considered to have small assets. I am the only child in my family, and I don’t claim to be a big beauty in appearance, so I have 6 points.”

Ning Youguang smiled and nodded, "The conditions are very good, as expected of Bai Fumei in the new capital city who has a house, a car and deposits."

This is the title that Li Qing gave herself when she bought a house in the capital with the down payment from her parents last year and invited her old classmates to dinner. She remembers it very clearly.

She brought up this title again at this time, hoping to make Li Qing feel more relaxed.

Li Qing was really amused, and then, when she thought of Xiaoshi, her eyes were covered with a gloomy and hurt look, "Xiaoshi, born in a small county on the 18th line, and the appearance of 5 points is full of praise, After graduating from an ordinary undergraduate degree, I worked as an ordinary administrator in our company, so my ability to work was just that. I wanted to die, but I never thought that one day, I would fall in love with a handsome guy and compete with her. No, it’s not competition. I don't even have the qualifications to compete with her, my world collapsed."

"You won't love anymore." Ning Youguang said lightly.

"It's not just that you don't know how to love. The meaning of this matter is simply failure and shame to me, okay?" Li Qingyi was filled with indignation.

At the same time, her face was full of disdain and contempt.

I don't know whether he is despising that little poem that she didn't pay attention to at all, or the handsome guy who didn't take a fancy to her at all. 1314

The happiness in the world is similar, but the suffering in the world is different~~~