Chapter 147 When You Become Yourself

In Ning Youguang's office, the quietness of a needle can be heard.

Xia Fanxing took several deep breaths, and was awakened by the sound of an unknown bird outside the window.

He slowly opened his eyes and said, "Can we continue?"

Ning Youguang said, "You've made your decision, haven't you?"

Xia Fanxing looked at Ning Youguang and said firmly, "Yes, Teacher Ning, I have made a good decision. I hope that with your help, I can become who I want to be."

After thinking for a while, he then added, "Teacher Ning, please be merciful. Sometimes I may not have the strength to accept many changes and new knowledge that are earth-shaking for me. Please give me patience and help, don't give up on me, okay?"

He took a deep breath, "I also assure you that no matter how painful it is, my heart to change is unwavering."

Ning Youguang can understand him as a human being, "I know, I know, I have come here like this before, and I can understand your feelings very well. Isn't there a saying that there is no gain without pain?"

Xia Fanxing leaned back on the chair, his body relaxed a little, "I'm so tired of hearing this."

Ning Youguang said earnestly: "When you switch between the old and new thinking modes, you will definitely feel anxious and puzzled, but these are also your help, which will give you a stronger motivation to change, and will also open up your creativity. "

Xia Fanxing sighed deeply: "How can I think so much? I just don't want to continue to be silent, I hope to become happier."

Ning Youguang smiled: "When you become yourself, how can you be unhappy?"

at the end of the consultation.

Ning Youguang and Xia Fanxing said, "I'm going back to my hometown next time. We'll make another appointment for the next consultation."

Xia Fanxing got up slowly: "Okay, let's contact on WeChat."

Ning Youguang sent him out: "You have to take good care of yourself at home."

Xia Fanxing turned around, "Understood."

In the midday sun, a smile flickered on his fair face.

...

After returning home, Xia Fanxing found that when he rethought the problems that bothered him in the past, these problems were actually not as terrible as he imagined.

As a result, he began to learn to look at himself and the people, things, and things around him with a more correct perspective.

This morning, when he woke up, he suddenly didn't want to stay at home anymore.

He put on his sportswear, opened the door, and walked along the road of the community, admiring the lush green trees and colorful flowers in full bloom.

He walked slowly, watched quietly, and suddenly felt that he could actually go to the restaurant outside to have breakfast.

He hasn't eaten out for a long time.

...

There is a restaurant for morning tea just outside the community, and he used to eat with his parents when they were there.

Standing at the door of this restaurant again, he found that the restaurant didn't seem to have changed much in the past.

He became hesitant.

He thought: "If the decoration inside has not changed, and it is still as old-fashioned as before, won't I feel depressed again when I go in?"

However, he really misses the swan crisps and crab roe shumai inside.

Finally, he worked up the courage to go in.

As soon as he entered, he realized that his worries just now were superfluous.

The outside of the restaurant has not changed, but the inside has changed.

The furnishings inside, whether it is the dining table, dining chairs or lighting decoration, have been changed. The style of the entire hotel has become more modern, and the colors are fresher and brighter, which is more in line with the aesthetics and preferences of young people.

He fell in love with it immediately.

After he chose a seat and sat down.

A gentle and capable middle-aged woman in a black suit walked up to him with a menu in surprise: "Young Master Xia, it's really you."

Xia Fanxing looked up and smiled politely: "Manager Yu, hello."

This restaurant opened at the gate of Xia Fanxing Community, and Manager Yu has worked here for many years.

Basically, she knows everyone in the community who has eaten here, and she is also familiar with Xia Fanxing's family.

"It's great to see you." There was joy in her eyes, "What do you want to eat? We have added a lot of new dishes now, do you want to try it?"

Xia Fanxing flipped through the menu, "Are the swan cakes and crab roe shumai still the same as before?"

Manager Yu paused while holding the pen, "I'm sorry, Young Master Xia, our previous dim sum maker has left, and now the new chef is making these dim sum, but the taste is not bad, Young Master Xia, do you want to try it? "

Xia Fanxing frowned slightly: "OK, order."

The hesitant tone was filled with a compromise that he didn't want to but had to.

Manager Yu smiled and said, "Young Master Xia, the dim sum made by the new master is really delicious, you will know after you try it."

Xia Fanxing picked up a cup of cooked Pu and slowly sipped it.

He thought of the previous agreement with Teacher Ning.

Now that I have decided to change, why can't I accept dim sum made by a new chef?

He has never tasted it, why should he refuse, and he is still troubled because these dim sum are not made by the old master?

Isn't it all because I was spinning around in my own self-righteousness and bound my heart?

Thinking of this, he pushed away the menu and said, "You have anything else that customers like to order here, so give me seven or eight."

Manager Yu smiled and said hello repeatedly.

...

After the snacks were served, Xia Fanxing found that the taste of these snacks was really good, and some were even tastier than before.

What a surprise.

He finally experienced what Teacher Ning said: "Once you start to accept the world, you will find many surprises that you never saw before."

He picked up another swan cake and chewed it carefully, letting the sweet fragrance slowly permeate his senses. He was suddenly touched that there are actually many beautiful things in the world.

The snacks Manager Yu ordered for him were all delicious, and he quickly relaxed after eating.

Until, an unbelievable voice came from my ear: "Xia Fanxing?!"

He turned his head, and it turned out to be his former good friends Li Xing and Wu Hao.

"You guys are coming over for breakfast too, how are you doing?" He put down his chopsticks and asked.

Li Xing and Wu Hao were obviously very happy to see him.

"You seem to be in good shape now." Li Xing took a step forward and sat opposite Xia Fanxing, smiling at him. This is a fat young man with a little fair skin, wearing trendy clothes.

"It's better than before." Xia Fanxing said.

"I was really worried about us before." Wu Hao sat down on the seat on the other side, "Your uncle even asked us to go to your house to accompany you before, but when we went to your house, we found that your door was locked .”

"Yes, it wasn't very good before, but I've been seeing a psychiatrist recently, and my condition has improved a lot." After speaking, he asked them, "Do you want to eat some?"

Li Xing and Wu Hao nodded with a smile.

Xia Fanxing recruited Manager Yu again and asked her to serve more snacks and dishes.

The three old friends ate and drank together, instantly making Xia Fanxing feel back to the time when they played together in the past.

But soon, when Li Xing and Wu Hao started talking about their recent winery project, Xia Fanxing began to feel a little frustrated.

Seeing that he fell silent, Li Xing and Wu Hao hurriedly ended what they were talking about, changed the subject, and talked about some light topics.

Xia Fanxing finally felt a sense of participation, and after a while, Xia Fanxing said that he wanted to go home.

Li Xing and Wu Hao said they would take him home, but Xia Fanxing refused, "I want to go shopping around."

Li Xing smiled and said, "Okay, the weather is fine today, it's good to go out for a walk."

Li Hao said: "Then let's meet again next time." 1314