176 Chapter 175 As Long as It Is Him, Everything Is Fine

Because even if you don’t eat salt-baked Aolong in your yard with evening breeze, flower fragrance and moonlight.

But the steamed sea bass is just as good.

In the extra pineapple sweet and sour meat, someone carefully put her favorite blueberries and strawberries, the color and taste are very good.

There is also a bowl of steamed eggs with shrimp and Japanese tofu, with a few small peas sprinkled on it, which is full of value.

By the way, the juicy spinach that was fried, blanched and sprinkled with sesame seeds, the taste is not astringent, tender and a little sweet.

At the first dinner back from Qinghai, Ning Youguang was very satisfied.

Not to mention, you can eat iced watermelon right away.

Ning Youguang admitted that she was shamefully moved by the secular life of the two of them in front of her.

Toki Mochizuki served a plate of sliced ​​watermelon.

I don't know how he has practiced abroad these years. A plate of watermelon can also be cut into beautiful hearts and stars.

"It's amazing too." Ning Youguang took the fork he handed over.

There is a red love heart on the top of the fork-watermelon.

This ubiquitous romantic atmosphere...

"I have something even better." Shi Wangyue raised the corner of his mouth.

Ning Youguang didn't speak, but the summer galaxy was reflected in his crooked eyes.

...

"The people there don't talk much, they just go about their own business quietly every day. They don't have so many mundane things to think about, so naturally they don't have much to say. It's good to be quiet." Ning Youguang sat Drinking tea in the professor's office.

Today, she brought the gift from Qinghai to the teacher.

"Everyone has a firm belief in himself and is full of hope for life. This is the so-called 'safety'." Professor Yu put down his teacup with a smile.

Ning Youguang refilled her water, "I like the atmosphere of their life very much."

"Don't you run there every year?" Professor Yu looked at her with a smile, "Have you recovered your heart now?"

"It's taken back." Ning Youguang chuckled.

Professor Yu turned slightly and got closer to her, "I heard that a boy who is good at cooking often comes to your dormitory?"

Ning Youguang unconsciously straightened his back, "It's Mochizuki."

Professor Yu nodded with a smile, "Oh, it's a child, has he returned to China?"

"En." Ning Youguang nodded calmly.

Professor Yu saw her folded hands, "No wonder they say the young man is very handsome."

Ning Youguang sighed slightly.

[Gossip is really a major human nature that is difficult to overcome, and even a group of knowledgeable professors cannot break free. ]

Seeing her like this, Teacher Yu didn't go around the bush anymore, "He likes you very much."

Ning Youguang looked up in surprise.

"I knew it in the United States." Professor Yu said with a smile, "When he saw you, he couldn't see anything else in his eyes. I knew this kid was interested in you."

Ning Youguang blushed, "Nothing can escape the teacher's eyes."

Professor Yu reached out and poked his student's hairy head, "You child, if you see others are awake, you will not be able to see yourself."

Ning Youguang picked up the cup, thought for a while, and said slowly, "Teacher, do you know? I have always felt that people like me are not suitable for dating at all, and I have never thought about getting married. I even made it a long time ago." I have prepared for a person to live a lifetime, but..."

"But I didn't expect him to have feelings for you between men and women?"

"Yeah." Ning Youguang nodded slowly and then shook his head again, "It's not that I didn't see that he treated me differently, I just couldn't believe my speculation, on this point, I hope I can see To a more authentic side, is very certain."

Professor Yu said with a smile, "You have the rationality and maturity beyond your age, but you also lack the courage that you should have at your age."

After a slight pause, she said, "I don't think you will doubt his love for you. I think you must know that he is not a person who is easily emotional."

"Yes, he is also a person who is not easy to let go once he is in love." Ning Youguang's mood was a bit complicated, "I like him quite a bit too."

After all, it is a child who has spent countless painstaking efforts since childhood.

How could she not like him?

It can be said that there are countless good qualities and habits in him, all of which were developed under her guidance bit by bit.

What's more, let's not talk about the previous life, just talk about this life.

The child has always been good in her eyes.

Of course she also knew that he was not perfect and would have all kinds of problems.

But it's amazing, no matter what shortcomings he has in the eyes of others, in her eyes, as long as it is him, everything is fine.

In this matter, Ning Youguang has no principles, nor does he want to have principles.

She used to think that this was the result of her loving and protecting him since she was a child.

This love has nothing to do with the love between men and women, it is love, the kind of love that wants to take care of him, help him, and wish him well.

No personal affair, no distracting thoughts.

It is because her love is pure enough that she can always be frank and subjective in favor of him.

But now, the other party suddenly wants them to switch roles to get along.

She was a little messed up.

After a slight silence, Professor Yu asked, "What are you escaping or afraid of?"

Ning Youguang covered his face, "I'm afraid—I'm afraid of an uncertain future."

To be precise, it is the future of two people.

"The true face of the world is originally complex and changeable, and it is impossible to predict and expect accurately. But in a world where you don't know anything, you will be surprised if you go on, right?" Professor Yu pushed the empty teacup on the table towards Ning Youguang. pushed.

Ning Youguang reboiled the water and made tea, "I know the truth, but I haven't realized it yet."

Professor Yu said, "I remember you asked me two questions before, 'Where did you come from?' and 'What is the result of life?' At that time, I said that you need to understand it yourself. Today, I will tell you the answer."

Ning Youguang sat upright and put on a posture of listening attentively.

Professor Yu said, "Where do you come from? I came from emptiness, and I will go to emptiness. Life is like 'causes and conditions combine, and falsehoods arise; causes and conditions separate, falsehoods die'."

"What is the result of life? Regardless of the happiness or pain in life, everyone has only one result, which is no result. So some people like to use dreams as a metaphor for life, and every dream is incompatible and has no result."

"There is no result in life, only a process. We want to achieve emptiness and know that there is nothing to gain in life, and emptiness is not a negation of interdependence. The emptiness of the heart maintains the 'not confused, not grasped, and unmoved', because all dependent origination is empty—the object we are attached to has nothing, and everything we are attached to has no reality, no invariance, and no independence , we can't control and dominate, so only face life from the perspective of "nothing at all", this is the best way to go out and look out. After continuous cultivation and experience, one day you will Reaching——if it proves to eliminate all attachments.” 1314

My son is really lucky...