Chapter 1598: The Sun Chaser (39)

"Then may I ask, what is the reason for your personality being so broken now?" Charles asked cautiously.

Schiller sighed and said, "The phenomenon of lack of control over private resources in childhood that you analyzed before does exist, but it does not exist in the orphanage, but in the laboratory of the foreign organization that took me away."

"The majority of children adopted by the orphanage where I work are children with congenital diseases. A few healthy children, especially boys, will be adopted away quickly."

Charles immediately noticed a key point in his words. He raised his eyebrows and said, "Eastern countries?"

Schiller nodded and continued, "It takes a lot of patience to take care of children with congenital defects, and the salary is very meager. Most of the teachers who can stay there for a long time are very caring. ”

“Except for some naughty children with bad personalities, most of the remaining children get along well. Although the material conditions are not very good, they can still get by.”

“The children have very few toys, and the orphanage cannot afford disposable or fragile toys, so the most common type of toys there are wooden building blocks, because they are cheap enough and can even be made by hand, but there are endless ways to play. ”

“At that time, a popular way of playing among children was to stack the building blocks as high as possible.”

“The teachers seemed to think that this kind of competition and praise for the winners could encourage them to socialize, so they frequently led the children to play this game, but because of the social barriers of autism , I almost never participated in it. ”

“But watching this game repeatedly also had a certain impact on me. When I was immersed in my own world, I also began to copy the form of this game. I began to build a tower of building blocks in my own spiritual world. ”

“Later, the teachers seemed to think that simply building a tower was not enough to develop children's intelligence. They began to color the building blocks and told them that it represented something in daily life. The teachers said the name, and the children piled up the designated building blocks. This allowed children with intellectual disabilities to establish as much knowledge of daily objects as possible. ”

“After observing for a period of time, I also began to give myself The blocks in the brain are given meanings, for example, this block represents arithmetic, that block represents the written text, and the one next to it is the way to talk to people. "

"Because I repeated it many times, these abilities I have seemed to have really become blocks and were stacked up by me, gradually becoming a tall tower in my spiritual world."

Charles was fascinated by it until Schiller stopped talking. Half a day later, he reacted and said, "It's very wonderful. This is the first time I've heard of such a thing."

"But the good times didn't last long." Schiller pursed his lips, and Charles saw some strong emotional fluctuations on his face for the first time, which might be sadness or regret.

"When the foreigner wanted to take me away, I had a premonition, so I cried and shouted and refused to go with him. The teacher really couldn't do anything with me, so he could only persuade the foreigner to leave first."

"But they didn't intend to give up, and when they came the second time, I hid. At that time, I didn't know that they were not inspectors this time."

Charles frowned fiercely, as if he had expected what would happen next.

"They found a group of people. They might have bought them before, or they might have developed them after they became interested in me. But anyway, that group of people rushed into the orphanage and said that the director of the orphanage had abducted the child of one of their relatives - that is, me."

"They wanted to take me away in this way, but the teacher and the director who lived with me day and night had already noticed that I had some special abilities. I was unwilling to leave, so they stopped the group of people, and a big conflict broke out between the two sides."

"In the end, you were still taken away?"

Schiller nodded and said, "Those foreigners gave them guns. The teacher and the director who had been taking care of me died. I don't know what happened afterwards because I was quickly taken away from the border and out of the country."

Schiller took a deep breath and said, "Witnessing all this gave me a great stimulation. The spiritual world I built in my mind was The tower collapsed completely. "

Schiller looked away and added: "For a long time after that, my mind was very confused. I only remember one thing. If I had not cried, made a fuss or talked as usual and left with the foreigner, perhaps all this would not have happened."

"So I couldn't speak for a long time after arriving at the laboratory, which also caused my later self to not speak either."

Charles was silent for a long time before saying: "...I'm sorry."

Schiller shook his head, indicating that everything was over. He sighed softly and said: "The organization shot itself in the foot. I bound all my abilities to the building block tower. The tower collapsed. I didn't respond to any external stimuli. Their control methods left me with nothing except the memory of how to manipulate others. "

"Some of my violent actions were just because I didn't have rational thinking at the time, but they thought it was time to send me back so that I could create a bloody incident with a major impact at a critical juncture."

Charles narrowed his eyes, raised the corners of his mouth uncontrollably, and said, "The result must be very tragic, right?"

Schiller nodded and said, "I was strictly controlled in the laboratory, so they didn't notice that I didn't distinguish between friend and foe in violence."

"They wanted me to interfere with the development of a major event. In short, they wanted to frame the authorities for wantonly slaughtering protesting civilians, but because I killed them, I delayed some time and missed the best opportunity. The intelligence organization of that country discovered their conspiracy and also discovered Me."

"At that time, my ability was not controlled, and the abnormality was easily seen, so I was captured and sent to a place called the Ninth Institute."

"Another laboratory?"

"Almost." What Charles didn't expect was that Schiller nodded and said, "It's more like a combination of a laboratory, a sanatorium and a prison for serious criminals."

"I was investigated and interrogated very strictly, but my mind was not clear at all at that time. After several rounds of irrelevant answers, they also found that my mental state was worrying."

"They tested my ability and determined that if I was a lunatic, then I would probably have to spend my whole life here, because as long as I was released, It is very likely to cause large-scale casualties. "

"Originally, the matter ended here, but the organization that captured me was caught because of this incident and was uprooted. The officials of that country finally discovered that the other party used psychology as a weapon, which might cause much more harm than real weapons. "

"They were not very interested in my personal abilities, because they were not very interested in personal heroism, but they wanted to know how the organization controlled me, so they sent a group of psychology experts at the time to study me. "

"But because the building block tower that represented all my rationality completely collapsed, I couldn't answer even a single question. Most of the experts conducted a study with me. After a year-long tug-of-war of irrelevant answers, they came to a conclusion - I must be completely crazy. "

Schiller tilted his head to one side and said, "Originally, this research project had been delayed and had no results, but then another case similar to mine caused serious consequences, and they finally realized that they could not delay it any longer, so they found a professional psychiatrist - a really good doctor. "

"He is not here to study, but to treat illnesses." Schiller rubbed his mouth with his fingers and said, "He thinks that we should first find out the cause of my madness and find a way to treat this madness, and then it is possible to achieve results. "

"I don't think he will be agreed by many people, right?" Charles asked.

Schiller nodded and said, "Psychology started late in that country. At that time, most experts were more inclined to the pathology of mental illness, rather than psychology, let alone education."

"They couldn't find any problems in the pathology, so they thought it was probably hopeless. Although they didn't completely deny it, most of them were pessimistic. Only that doctor persisted."

"Under his perseverance, I was first diagnosed with autism. After a period of autism treatment, I found that the treatment was not effective, because the doctor thought it might be due to other reasons."

"After so many conversations that I don't remember how many times, he finally figured out a solution from my crazy words. "After a long period of exploration, he finally realized the root cause of my mental breakdown. At that time, everyone thought it was a fantasy. They thought the doctor might have gone crazy with me." "It's not entirely their fault." Charles said as he lowered his head to write: "Even in my opinion, this is indeed a bit absurd. If I encountered this case for the first time, I'm not even sure if my mutant ability can find the clue. It seems that the doctor is much better than me." "He is just more patient... He is the most patient person I have ever met." For some reason, Schiller gritted his teeth in the last half of the sentence. "However, he is indeed a genius in psychology. He began to gradually guide me to rebuild my tower."

"After a long time, I was basically conscious. Although the new tower has many ugly joints, it can be used. But at this time, my project is no longer very important."

"The Ninth Institute has become a dispensable research institution. The dean is here to take care of the elderly, and the employees are here to get by. Most people don't know my life experience and just think I am a mental patient in recovery."

"Most people sympathize with me and think that it is good enough for me to be able to take care of myself. The dean's wish is just to hope that I can use my high-functioning intelligence to go to college. Only the doctor still does not give up and makes me become a normal person."

"In fact, after my personality was rebuilt in the tower and I was reassigned, I was already infinitely close to being an ordinary person." Schiller shook his head and said, "It's just that his requirements were ridiculously high. I tortured him and him for more than a year before I asked the dean to take the college entrance examination and completely left the institute."

Hearing this, Charles finally smiled, as if relieved, but Schiller crossed his arms and said, "This sounds like an inspirational story of hard work, right? But in fact, I didn't study hard after entering college, but that's all later."

"Now I'm sure that he is a much better doctor than me." Charles looked up at Schiller's eyes and said, "The greatest thing about him is that he dared not to give up on patients who I wanted to give up after hearing it.

Schiller was silent for a while and said, "Every Schiller is chasing his footsteps, and so is arrogance."

After that, Schiller looked up at Charles' eyes again, his eyes were a little too focused.

Charles couldn't help but ask with some confusion, "Do you think I look like him? Why do you look at me with nostalgia? ”

“It may be a little offensive to say this, but you two do have similarities. You are both good doctors.”

“I’m afraid it’s more than that?”

Schiller was silent for a long time before he finally said, “You two have very similar eyes, especially the color.”

Charles slightly widened his eyes and asked, “Isn’t he an Oriental?”

“No, he is a Slav, a psychology expert from the former Soviet Union.”

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