Chapter 1616 Fishing Day (Part 9)

Chapter 1589 Fishing Day (IX)

"For a long time, my illness was completely submerged below my consciousness. That floor is very solid. Who do you think built it?"

Natasha didn't need to guess, but she still cooperated very well and said, "I guess it was the doctor who cured you at the beginning."

"It's not accurate to use the word cure. He is just an ordinary person and doesn't have the ability to eliminate autism, which is similar to a terminal illness, but he does have a strong pursuit of the word cure."

"So he used a floor to seal up your illness?"

"Yes, it was like this in the original world. If I had always been content with the status quo and had no intention of getting rid of the social environment at that time, then I could live like this for the rest of my life because it was safe enough there."

Schiller was unexpectedly frank, and he didn't even shy away from using the term "the original world". Natasha was not surprised. As an objective individual who didn't have any deep friendship with Schiller, she actually saw it more clearly.

"But because college life is so boring, please note that my pathology was completely sealed up at that time, which means that I don't have any abnormal hobbies, nor do I seek excitement. It's just that college study life is too boring for me, because I not only know those knowledge, but I have also experienced them from practice."

"A big disadvantage of precocity." Natasha shrugged and said, "There is a type of parents who like to let their children learn knowledge that does not belong to their age group early. I don't know if they can win at the starting line, but when they review this knowledge for the second time, they will definitely lose a lot of interest."

Schiller nodded in agreement, and then continued, "Then I went abroad and developed a little hobby in an unsupervised environment. Then I found that it was useless to just seal up the pathology."

As the two talked, they had walked out of the darkness. They came to the vicinity of the cave, but it was actually just a cave. There was nothing to see. The light coming out of it was too strong, and Natasha couldn't see the leopard through a hole and see the scene of the other side of the thinking tower.

Then they continued to move forward. Natasha didn't know where to go, but on the way she heard Schiller say

"My primitive desires were so deeply affected by the disease during my growth that even if the disease itself has been sealed, it still affects every aspect of me."

"The doctor only sealed the disease. He couldn't seal all my emotions and desires. There was no need and no way to do it, so I still followed my anger and chose to embark on the road of revenge. I came to this country to investigate the mastermind behind the tragedy that happened in the orphanage."

"I unraveled the mystery and found the people involved little by little, but the first accident happened when I killed an oil industry businessman."

"As you think, I know that I have the conditions to infiltrate the assassination, and I am sure that they can't find me in a short time. I did it. The only problem is that after I cut his throat with a knife as expected, I felt indescribable excitement."

"Shaking all over, my heart rate is completely out of the normal range, my brain and body can't connect, and it is completely out of control." Schiller took a deep breath, as if he was still a little scared and said: "There was even a period of time Amnesia."

"When consciousness returned to my brain, I found myself with the body in the apartment I rented."

"Maybe I was lucky. The rich businessman had a wife and son who had been separated for many years and were waiting to inherit a large inheritance. They hurriedly handled the case of the rich businessman's disappearance without causing any waves, so I escaped by luck. In that state, it was really just luck."

"This is what you said, 'there was a problem before I even reached the point of being on the run.'" Natasha stared at Schiller, then narrowed her eyes and said, "This is the first time I've heard of this situation. After killing someone, I was too excited to leave the crime scene normally..."

"The first time was more serious." Schiller continued to recall, "It was better the next few times, but then another problem arose."

"I was excited when I killed people. In order to study a solution to this phenomenon, I continued to put down bait and wait for the target. After many times, I realized that some changes were happening."

"What is that?" Natasha had a bad premonition, but she still asked.

"I'm not an ascetic. There are many people pursuing me in school. I chose a girl who only wanted to have a one-night stand with me, and tried to make an alibi by sleeping with her. Then I found that some kind of reverse conditioned reflex occurred."

"When I was excited, my first reaction was to kill her."

Natasha was stunned. She was silent for a long time before turning to Schiller and said, "I hope the men's stories are more straightforward, but not this type of straightforwardness. Can this also be a conditioned reflex?"

"That's the problem." Schiller sighed and said, "I guess it's the repressed morbidity in daily life that gives some morbid behaviors a stronger excitement, which strengthens my reflex and associates it with killing and death, leading to this result."

"And what I want to show you is..." Schiller dragged out the words for a moment, and Natasha had already seen some hazy existence in the darkness in front of her.

She took another step forward, and there was a "crash" sound, like a stone being kicked off a cliff. Natasha looked intently and saw a bottomless abyss under her feet.

"In contrast to the tower of thought, this is the abyss of thought from my subconscious to the surface consciousness, and it is also the cage of the past pathology - my cage."

Natasha turned her head to look at him, her eyes more focused in the darkness, she asked: "Are you pathological?"

"We are all. Before this, we lived in the surface consciousness with other characteristics." Schiller stood on the edge of the cliff, stomped the ground under his feet and said: "The solid high wall built by the psychiatrist with social rules and morals is called 'superego'."

"When this solid floor appeared, the primitive desires deeply affected by the pathology came to the abyss of thought under the floor, including lust, gluttony, jealousy, etc. There are also some skills that are not used in a peaceful society, such as manipulation, hunting, abuse, etc., and some distorted theories and concepts, such as art."

" Stephen said he met a man wearing a patterned tie in your Mind Tower, who claimed to be a pathological person. "

"He is a manipulator and the source of pathological pollution." Schiller stared at the bottom of the Mind Abyss and said, "You can compare the situation of the Mind Abyss and the Mind Tower. If you go down now, you will also see a lot of Schiller in this abyss. Pathological and normal are also composed of many fragments, but we are more closely connected. "

"In fact, many of us also went out to breathe, after coming to this world and punching that hole. "

Natasha was about to ask, and Schiller explained, "Obviously, this world does not belong to a peaceful rule society. First of all, it is not peaceful. Secondly, the social rules I remember do not apply here. "

"Aggressive personalities are in a dangerous world. It is the guarantee of survival, so the superego turned a blind eye and allowed Arrogance to use the characteristics of a certain world to make a hole in the floor. "

"What about the elevator?"

"At this point, what's the point of pretending to be desperate?" Schiller smiled, and then said: "It's troublesome to jump from the hole every day, it's better to build an elevator directly."

"It's really interesting." Natasha said half in amazement and half in ridicule: "Can you tell me who the various pathological traits are and what they have done?"

"Are you going to write it into the confidential files of SHIELD?"

Natasha shook her head and said: "It's just my personal interest."

"Manipulation is the oldest one. You can regard it as the origin of pathology, because it was born in the early stages of the experiments of that mysterious experimental organization. He absorbed all the diseases there. The knowledge of the state records all the trauma and pain. These things are like morbid nutrients. "

"Gluttony went up several times, but because he didn't pay attention to etiquette when dining one time and took several bites of food that didn't belong to him, the elevator is temporarily closed to him."

"Hunting and Art have cooperated in some serial murders of playing with corpses. Although the dead are not good people, before you came down, Art told me that he wanted to freeze you with liquid nitrogen and put you on the ballet stage."

Natasha shuddered, and suddenly seemed to think of something. She turned her eyes left and right, then looked at Schiller from under her eyelashes, smiled playfully and said: "If my inference is correct, you should be the famous..."

"You can call me 'the fuse of the cooperation of perverted murderers, sadists, mental control freaks, perverted artists and other monsters'."

"Thank you, you ruined the atmosphere. "

Natasha began to think about the logical contradiction again. She counted on her fingers and said, "Killing makes you excited, and then it turns into excitement making you kill. Is killing the only medium? Can't you change to something milder?"

"The key to this problem is that even if you solve my problem, there are still a lot of pathological problems waiting for you to solve."

"For example?"

"For example, gluttony and eating everything."

Natasha suddenly thought of what he meant, and she shuddered again, and Schiller continued, "Pathological traits are much more closely related than normal ones. Once pathological needs are met, all traits will appear, such as manipulation and gluttony, hunting and art, abuse and lust, which are completely indistinguishable from each other."

"Then I think it's good for you to be single." Natasha said very sincerely, "There shouldn't be anyone around you who meets your aesthetic preferences for the time being? If there is, we will transfer him away immediately. "

"Yes, not yet. "

Schiller's words just made Natasha feel relieved, but then her heart rose to her throat.

"But I'm going to catch one."

Someone is in danger, I won't say who it is