Chapter 142: Drowning With Your Ideals

The genius remembers the address of this site in one second: [] The fastest update! No ads! Emiya Kiritsugu who passed out, got his wish and saw rr's dream.

There will often be a deeper connection between the servant and the master. It is a feature of exchanging the events experienced by the other party in the dream. Emiya Kiritsugu is full of vigilance against rr who is unwilling to reveal his real name. He knew that otherwise there would be a big mess, so he had to hide his real name.

But the scene in the dream was quite different from what he had imagined.

This unsung hero tried his best to save everyone until the end, such a selfless act made rr praised as a hero.

But the position of hero is not something easy to take.

Every time in order to save the people in front of you, you always have to sacrifice more, and rr who realizes this will sacrifice them to protect more when facing people who cannot be saved.

In the end, he repeated such actions mechanically like himself, not being understood by others, fear of being saved by himself, stay away.

But rr still didn't stop acting, he became more mature and turned into a dirty adult.

Because he understands the end of his ideal, he can't save everyone, he can only act like a hero, try his best to make the people he can see happy.

There is no doubt that this is selfish hypocrisy.

Because rr's original intention is not to save, but to get the reward of 'helping someone himself'.

He even borrowed his ideals, so naturally he could not get enlightenment, and what greeted him was naturally the end of a hypocrite. When he tried his best to prevent the war, he was betrayed by the people he helped, and he was sent to the gallows as the culprit. die.

But when he was dying, he showed a satisfied smile.

This guy will definitely regret his current actions in the future, because what he really has to pay for protection is much heavier than the desire to 'help others'.

rr is just a killer who borrowed ideals to cover up his hypocrisy. When he really embarks on this path, he is destined to be crushed by that kind of immaturity.

He even wanted to kill his past self.

Emiya Kiritsugu concluded this, and opened his eyes after the end of the dream.

Waking up from a hotel bed,

He glanced around vigilantly.

Only the pale Maiya was lying on the other bed, and there was no sign of her. The red figure was looking at the night as usual.

Without Kiritsugu opening his mouth, like a loyal housekeeper, rr turned his head and said, "I've already checked, and there are no surveillance cameras left by anyone around."

"Irisviel is gone. As for the traces of the battle, I only found fragments of the black key, and Miss Maiya who was seriously injured. It should be that priest."

"brBecause of the battle just now, I ordered a lot of food. In order not to affect you, let her go to the next room to eat."

rr With concise and clear words, he answered all the questions that Emiya Kiritsugu hadn't said yet.

br? What does fighting have to do with eating?

Although he still didn't understand the circumstances of rr's arrangement for br to eat, this series of skillful and steady arrangements made Emiya Kiritsugu relax and began to think about the next strategy.

Now that Irisviel has been kidnapped, it is more efficient to think about what to do next than to lament.

But having said that, it seems that the shock brought to his heart by this matter cannot be calmed down so easily, and Emiya Kiritsugu's mind was in a mess.

Before coming, he told himself countless times in his heart that Irisviel was just a prop, and he couldn't have any extra emotion for her.

But now when he closes his eyes, it's just her frown and smile, the time he used to spend together, or the joy of the mother and daughter when they were playing with Ilya, all keep flashing, making him unable to think at all.

So, he was going to find a punching bag.

Coincidentally, rr also looked over: "Just now you were panting heavily on the bed, what's the matter, did you have a nightmare?"

"It's really a nightmare. It's absurd, stupid, and the sad life of a hypocrite, and I'm forced to read it."

"Regret? Partner of justice?"

rr Leaning against the wall, listening to Emiya Kiritsugu's bitter ridicule, his eyes were full of complexity.

"Ah, I do regret it."

"To save the side that has less, you must give up the side that has more. No matter how many battles I have ended, there will always be new battles."

"If you can't save everyone, you have to choose a victim, and only follow the hypocrisy of saving the people in front of you. At that time, I was really too stupid."

This kind of answer similar to Kiritsugu's style made the man's eyebrows relax a bit. If rr has experienced this in his later life, it's no wonder that his motives and methods are so similar to his own.

From this point of view, the other party's words that he does not have a wish for the Holy Grail may be true, and his worries about Irisviel are not false, so I will put more trust in this guy in the future.

"but--"

rr The words that followed interrupted Kiritsugu's reverie.

"I used to think that way just now, but tonight, what I encountered made me feel that the partner of justice may not be so bad. Compared with the real illusory, no one can get a happy ending. As long as I As you can see, being able to be entrusted by me is the happiness of those people who are indispensable in my life, isn't it also very good?"

absurd.

"A partner of justice is just a partner, not justice itself. It's good to live with ideals and those things that should be protected."

madness.

"If you want to say that this is hypocrisy, I really can't deny it, because I am already a hopeless scum, but at least, I also want to be like a hero, able to protect the people I love."

"Shut up!"

Emiya Kiritsugu yelled out these words in a low voice, with anger flickering faintly in his eyes.

——You absolutely cannot trust this guy.

The mocking sneer hung on the corner of his mouth again.

"Then, can such a naive idea redeem all the sacrifices you have made? Those who stop in front of the cliff have already died once in their hearts!"

"In the final analysis, you are not an enlightened person at all! Since you are carrying this kind of ideal, you should not have emotions, you should not live as a human being, but a prop!"

"What a partner of justice, such an empty, immature ideal, where did you borrow it from that childish fool!"

Kiritsugu stood up, that face that had always been made of wood was alive for the first time, he looked at rr sarcastically, but the other party just turned his head, and continued to look at the night, like a child avoiding his father's lecture.

"It's different from you, just keep your eyes open. The blood shed in Fuyuki this time is the last time. I will use the Holy Grail to complete the transformation! It will end all disputes!"

"You will regret it, Kiritsugu."

After Emiya Kiritsugu finished speaking, rr said his conclusion flatly, just like Kiritsugu's evaluation of him in the dream before.

Emiya Kiritsugu also had no intention of continuing to argue, he glanced at rr coldly, and walked towards the door.

"Really? But before that,"

"Just hold onto your ideals and drown."