Chapter 132 The Revelation of Dio
In the wheel of Kamui rushing across the night sky, Weber lowered his head dejectedly, thinking about it.
"The trump card is exposed again... What results have not been achieved... Do I really have the talent to be a military adviser?"
He muttered to himself, with a strong shake on his face.
At this moment, rider's thick hand gently patted Weber's head.
"It's useless to think about this kind of thing, Master, wars are inherently changeable, and I have also found a chance of winning in battles that must be lost. This is a very normal thing."
"But..." Wei Bo sniffed, his eyes suddenly turned red, but he tightly held back the tears, preventing him from slipping. "I, who have been failing all the time, are too useless, not worthy to be your teacher, nor worthy to be your master."
He had made himself strong, but a series of setbacks broke him deeply.
At this moment, rider looked over with calm eyes.
"Whether worthy or not, it should not be determined by you, but by me. You are my friend of Iskandar."
"Do you still remember your wish when you summoned me as a boy? To prove your talent, right?"
"It seems to me that you have fulfilled that wish."
Weber frowned, looked at Iskandar in confusion, his pupils shrank slightly.
Iskandar turned his head at this moment, looking at the endless night sky.
"In the past two days, how much you have grown, I am afraid you have not noticed it. You have recognized the limits of your abilities, identified your own position, and have the courage to face difficulties."
"This is something that many people can't do in their lifetime. When you complete two items, you are my recognized friend. Now that you have all three items, I will never allow anyone to deny your talent."
"Percept the real name of the enemy in subtleties, and be able to pour courage, admit losses, and retreat decisively. Weber, you are a qualified military adviser."
This is just nonsense to comfort himself, Wei Bo's reason told him so, but his heart beat violently.
"That's why I obey your orders without hesitation, because I believe in my loyal military adviser, and the facts have proved that my judgment is correct."
"It may be a little late to say now, but there is one thing I must ask."
"Weber Velvet,
Would you like to be my subject? "
The restrained tears fell down and slid down his cheeks, together with the unwillingness and resentment in Weber's heart.
He shouldn't be crying at this time, but he still cried loudly and answered with a choked voice.
"I... I am willing!"
"Okay, let's embrace the same dream, pursue a glorious life, and fight together."
Hearing this, rider showed a sincere smile.
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"World peace? Don't be kidding! How could a man of his emptiness act for something like that!"
Kotomine Kirei laughed in a low voice, trying to loudly deny this possibility.
But Irisviel just looked at him, the hatred in her eyes didn't fade away in the slightest.
"Different from you, Kiritsugu has always acted with dreams in mind, so you will definitely lose at his hands."
"Ridiculous trust." Obviously he was the one looking down at the other party, but the sincere attitude in Irisviel's eyes made Kotomine Kirei subconsciously take two steps back.
In this artificial human, he actually felt a stronger and more complete will than his own.
"He's always been an empty man! I've seen him with my own eyes, don't try to lie to me! I can feel the emptiness in his heart!"
"So what?"
Irisviel couldn't help laughing, seeing the frightened expression on Kotomine Kirei's face that he himself might not have noticed, her heart was filled with joy.
"I am his wife, I get along with him day and night, and I gave birth to a child for him. I know everything about Emiya Kiritsugu. No, it should be said that I live for him."
"You who only met once, what can you know about Emiya Kiritsugu?"
Kotomine Kirei trembled, gritted his teeth, the muscles on his face twisted, his face was ferocious like a wild beast.
"You are lying!"
"Is it a lie? As the agent, you shouldn't be unable to tell the difference."
Irisviel, who was nailed to the ground, laughed at Kotomine Kirei with eyes like a victor.
"Let me tell you, from the past, Emiya Kiritsugu has been acting in order to implement the future and beliefs he pursued. It is precisely because he wants to implement his own justice, but he cannot erase all emotions, that he will into a void."
"You don't understand anything at all. Kiritsugu loves everyone and hopes that everyone will be happy, so the contrast between his dream and his practice makes him suffer so much, trying to paralyze himself with emptiness."
"You are lying……"
Kotomine Kirei was silent for a while, and denied again, wanting to refute Irisviel, but his confidence became weaker and weaker.
"I'm not lying."
Kotomine Kirei was not confident, and Irisviel wanted the other party to feel the sincerity in her words.
Compared with physical destruction, spiritual blow is the real way to kill this priest.
If she couldn't kill someone, she could only kill her heart.
"Kiritsugu is indeed empty and painful, and he can't find an answer that can comfort him, but it is precisely because he actively obliterated his emotions that there are people who understand."
"Both I and Maiya deeply understand Kiritsugu's pain and ideals, and are willing to sacrifice their lives for him. What about you? Kotomine Kirei, can your innate emptiness understand all of this? ?”
"no, I can not……"
Kotomine Kirei seemed to be dazed, and stayed where he was, muttering to himself in a hoarse voice.
Seeing the other party's pitiful appearance, Irisviel felt a little pity instead. Now, she has completely understood the essence of the other party.
"I see, you are so pitiful."
"You are the kind of person who is born empty, unable to feel emotion, unable to acknowledge your own existence, ununderstood, and unloved."
"Kotomine Kirei, has anyone ever loved you? And you, have you ever loved anyone else?"
This question plunged Kotomine Kirei into memories, of course someone loved him, and his father was willing to sacrifice his life for him, but that was because of the appearance formed by Kotomine Kirei's past mask.
Does anyone really love themselves after knowing their own emptiness?
Suddenly, a shadow that Kotomine Kirei buried deep in his memory appeared in front of his eyes.
That woman has snow-white hair and clear golden pupils. When facing him who is silent and incomprehensible, she always responds with a smile.
This woman should love him.
Speaking of which, the motivation to learn healing magic in the first place seems to be because of her.
Kotomine Kirei closed his eyes, repeating in a low voice the only trace left by that woman.
"Karen..."
He felt that he should cry, but there was no sadness in his heart, which was so funny, it turned out that I couldn't cry at all.
Kotomine Kirei stood there, wanting to run away from this ghostly place immediately, but as if he had an auditory hallucination, that reassuring and seductive voice repeated in his memory. .
"Do you believe in gravity?"
Kotomine Kirei regained his composure, and looked at Irisviel calmly.
The other party continued to criticize: "Even artificial humans like me have not been infused with emotions, but they can still be possessed by the day after tomorrow. And you, who lack this ability from birth, are not the same as insects?"
"you're right."
Kotomine Kirei looked at Irisviel with gloomy eyes, and pulled out the black key on her body. Just when Irisviel thought Kotomine Kirei was going to rape her, the other party resisted her.
"I can't argue with you anymore, now I just want to escape from here."
Irisviel's words pierced Kotomine Kirei's heart like a sharp knife. Normally, he had already fled in a panic, but someone gave him an extra booster shot.
"What are you going to do?"
Irisviel, who realized something was wrong, struggled vigorously, but it was useless in front of the rock-like Kotomine Kirei.
"An empty person like me is not understood by others and has no hope. At this time, I usually immerse myself in imagination and entrust all my prayers to those who can understand me. A lost person like me is the Lord's faith. source."
"It just so happens that I am a loyal believer. When I stayed in Italy, the believers there called this kind of confused sustenance a revelation."
"So, isn't it obvious what I'm going to do?"
Kotomine Kirei quickly left this place of right and wrong.
"Of course I took you to meet the god who gave me enlightenment ()."