Chapter 1059: Mountains and Rivers Do Not Meet
"I'm sorry!" Lu Jinnan apologized, "I'm sorry... Xiaonian!"
Bai Xiaonian pretended to be deaf, and whispered like a storyteller: "It was Mortenson who couldn't contact me, so he came to my house to send me to the hospital, and then sent me back!"
Lu Jinnan listened without saying a word.
"On New Year's Eve, February 4, you posted a photo on your Moments, which was a picture of my show being broadcast on the big screen. You said Happy Chinese New Year, and I saw Hong Jinyun's shadow in the reflection of the floor-to-ceiling window of the restaurant..."
"On February 14, you called Mortenson who sent me flowers and chocolates, and then you didn't contact me for half a month! Not a single message..."
"On March 11, we agreed to talk..." At this point, Bai Xiaonian closed his eyes, his voice choked, and he couldn't control his tears, "You just arrived at my place, Hong Jinyun's mother called you and said that Hong Jinyun was suffering from a drug addiction and was hurting herself, and you left in a panic! I fell in the kitchen... I called you to come back, and you told me to stop making trouble!"
Bai Xiaonian had been narrating these things in a calm tone, but he choked up and couldn't continue.
Lu Jinnan reached out and grasped Bai Xiaonian's fingers, which were colder than ice, and explained in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, but Xiaonian... We are husband and wife, and I owe Hong Jinyun in my heart, so I..." "I haven't finished speaking yet..." Bai Xiaonian opened his red eyes and turned his head to look at Lu Jinnan. The light from the street lights on the windshield was hazily crushed by the raindrops, turning into bright and dim colors and falling into Bai Xiaonian's eyes. She calmly pulled her hand out of Lu Jinnan's hand, and she hooked her pale lips: "So on March 11, I lost my child..." Bai Xiaonian remembered every day very clearly, especially March 11, which was like engraved on her heart. Lu Jinnan was stunned there as if struck by lightning. The scene that had been blurred in Lu Jinnan's mind that day suddenly became clear. After February 14, Lu Jinnan calmed down and called Bai Xiaonian. At first, Bai Xiaonian didn't answer, but later he went to Bai Xiaonian's place to block people. Later, he learned that Bai Xiaonian had moved to another apartment, and he took some effort to find her.
Lu Jinnan kept apologizing, but Bai Xiaonian showed no signs of softening.
Until March 10, Bai Xiaonian actually answered his call, and hesitated for a long time before saying: "Come to my apartment tomorrow, let's talk..."
Later, the next morning, Lu Jinnan went to Bai Xiaonian's apartment with flowers. When he entered the door, he saw that Bai Xiaonian was not in a good state, and asked Lu Jinnan to sit while she went to boil water.
But as soon as Bai Xiaonian entered the kitchen, Lu Jinnan received a call from Hong Jinyun's mother, saying that Hong Jinyun had a drug addiction attack...
Bai Xiaonian came out of the kitchen, his face looked even worse, but he did not stop him, just nodded: "You go, we will talk later...!"
Bai Xiaonian's word "talk" was reluctant, and Lu Jinnan understood that he was not very happy.
He solemnly apologized to Bai Xiaonian and left Bai Xiaonian's house.
Just after leaving the gate of the community, he received a call from Bai Xiaonian. She said, "Lu Jinnan, I fell in the kitchen and it hurts so much that I can't stand up. Come back quickly... Come back quickly! I..."
"Xiao Nian, Hong Jinyun's drug addiction is not a small matter. Don't make a fuss! I will be back soon and will never stay with her, okay?!"
Lu Jinnan interrupted Bai Xiaonian as soon as he opened his mouth. This time he didn't hang up the phone.
Bai Xiaonian was silent for nearly a minute on the other end of the phone, and the silence was particularly strange.
The phone was hung up after Lu Jinnan called "Xiao Nian" softly. When he called again, the call was already in progress.
But Lu Jinnan really didn't know...Bai Xiaonian was pregnant!
Now that he thinks about it, the reason why Bai Xiaonian softened and was willing to talk to Lu Jinnan was probably because...she was pregnant!
Bai Xiaonian smiled at Lu Jinnan, but his smile didn't reach his eyes, and he looked very cold...
After Lu Jinnan left, Bai Xiaonian went to the kitchen to boil water, but he was absent-minded. When he filled the kettle with water and put it on the base, he dropped it. He was about to mop it clean when he slipped and hit his lower back hard on the open drawer!
She looked forward: "I was sitting on the ground and couldn't get up, feeling a little life slipping out of my abdomen. I even wanted to be cruel... let it go like that! But I still called the emergency number after hanging up your phone. It took too long to save it. Maybe it was God's will."
"Let's talk about what you said just now... We are husband and wife, and you owe Hong Jinyun in your heart, so you put Hong Jinyun first in everything, right?!" Although Bai Xiaonian asked a question, he didn't give Lu Jinnan a chance to answer, "Then why should I be with you?! The man around me... cares more about others than me, don't you think?!"
Lu Jinnan was about to answer, and heard Bai Xiaonian say again: "What's more, when the child is gone... we will follow the child!"
In fact, Bai Xiaonian went to Fu's house today not to give Lu Jinnan a chance, but to give himself a chance.
Give yourself a chance to... let go.
From the moment she got on Lu Jinnan's car, every word she said, now Lu Jinnan connected it and thought that it was just to refuse to be with him.
She originally wanted to give Lu Jinnan a difficult problem, so that Lu Jinnan would leave on his own, which would be better than Bai Xiaonian exposing his scars... and even hurting himself.
In the past, Bai Xiaonian wanted Lu Jinnan to stay away from Hong Jinyun and wanted Lu Jinnan to forget about Hong Jinyun.
Now, Bai Xiaonian just wants to never see Lu Jinnan again.
She smiled maliciously: "Knowing about the child, you must feel guilty towards me. You and Hong Jinyun are together... Can I call you and send you away at will?!"
"Xiao Nian!" Lu Jinnan grabbed Bai Xiaonian's cold hand tightly, and his throat hurt so much that he couldn't say a word.
"Lu Jinnan, I lied to you..." Bai Xiaonian couldn't pull his hand away, so he just let Lu Jinnan hold it like that, "There is no child, I just want to make you sad, just to let you think about it in your own way, I and Hong Jinyun are in different positions!"
The hand was painful when Lu Jinnan grabbed it, but it was not as painful as the day when he lost the child, nor as painful as Bai Xiaonian's heartache at this moment...
Perhaps Lu Jinnan is the first man Bai Xiaonian loves who doesn't even want his life!
In the United States, Bai Xiaonian was determined to save Lu Jinnan!
Now, she can't bear to see Lu Jinnan so sad...
What kind of person is Lu Jinnan? ! Everyone in Haicheng knows... he is cold-blooded and ruthless!
He was so choked up that he couldn't say a word. Bai Xiaonian didn't feel any revenge, only heartache.