Chapter 1058 When I Miss You

"Look, you can't do what I ask for, but you beg me to compromise!" Bai Xiaonian smiled at Lu Jinnan, his smile not reaching his eyes.

Seeing Lu Jinnan frowning and not speaking, Bai Xiaonian's voice became softer, not powerful at all, as peaceful as if he were reciting prose: "Why Lu Jinnan?! Why should I give in to you?! It's you who wants to be with me!" I don’t want to be with you... why should I let you? "

Lu Jinnan's lips pursed.

Bai Xiaonian smiled at Lu Jinnan, still using that soft tone: "Lu Jinnan, let's do this first! If you don't leave her alone, then we can talk about it after she dies!"

Bai Xiaonian spoke very cruelly. When Lu Jinnan was silent, he raised his hand to pull the car door.

"Xiaonian!" Lu Jinnan grabbed Bai Xiaonian's slender wrist, "Don't I know you?! If I wait until Hong Jinyun is dead to look for you, I will really lose you forever! I'm afraid you won't even see me! meet!"

"Since you know me so well, do you know that I won't compromise on this matter?!" Bai Xiaonian's smile was too dazzling. Her eyes were obviously red, but she still looked so light, "Lu Jinnan, I didn't give you a chance." ! You don’t want it!”

In the past, Bai Xiaonian did not need to explain, as long as Lu Jinnan stayed away from Hong Jinyun, did not see Hong Jinyun, or even forgot this person, and if he could not forget it, he would hide it in his heart and never let her know, instead of openly bringing Hong Jinyun out to discuss with her!

Now... Bai Xiaonian wants to stay away from Lu Jinnan.

"If I don't see Hong Jinyun from today on, can we reconcile?!" Lu Jinnan asked.

"Including Hong Jinyun's mother!" Bai Xiaonian said.

Lu Jinnan was silent for a while, then nodded...

"You are right. I am a selfish man. Between Hong Jinyun and you, I will only choose you. But Xiaonian... If I really ignore Hong Jinyun, I will feel guilty about Hong Jinyun for the rest of my life!"

"Lu Jinnan, do you want to hear the truth?!" Bai Xiaonian looked at Lu Jinnan and she chuckled, "I'm a very jealous person. I can't accept you going to see her now, nor can I accept you hiding it in your heart after she dies. she……"

"Bai Xiaonian, listen to what choice you gave me. Is it possible that I can still lose my memory like Yun Liuli?!" Lu Jinnan looked at Bai Xiaonian and felt that she was unreasonable. He frowned and groped from the storage box in the car. He took out his cigarettes, took one out and held it between his fingers, and said in a not-so-good tone, "I asked you to look at Xiaobei, can you do it?!"

After saying that, Lu Jinnan turned his head to look out the window, lowered the window, and lit a cigarette.

"That's different, Lu Jinnan. It's not that I treat him differently. I don't have Lu Jinbei in my heart, but you have Hong Jinyun in your heart...and it's unforgettable." Bai Xiaonian leaned back on the co-pilot's seat with a relaxed posture, no longer wanting to get off. The meaning of car.

The car was filled with light smoke and white mist from Lu Jinnan's fingertips, making people lose their senses.

Bai Xiaonian's throat rolled slightly. She reached out and took the cigarette from Lu Jinnan's fingertips. She took a sip in an unsophisticated manner without coughing. She thought this was not the first time.

When she lowered the car window to light her cigarette, a few raindrops fell on the back of her hand.

Just listen to Lu Jinnan ask: "When...you started smoking?!"

"while missing you……"

It was obviously a word of love, but Bai Xiaonian choked up when speaking, and his voice was stained with a thin layer of nasal sound.

Something suddenly gripped Lu Jinnan's heart.

"That day at the door of the apartment, the day after you and Hong Jinyun met, she came to see me early in the morning..." Bai Xiaonian's eyes were calm as he took a puff of cigarette and said, "Except for the fact that you kill people, I don't know. Besides, I know all your stories!”

Lu Jinnan remained silent...

"You two childhood sweethearts grew up together and have lived and died together. She took a knife for you and has never been able to have children again. You said that you tried your best to give her the best you could give her. You told her this She is the only woman in my life! She said that she was cruel to you just because she wanted you to blame everything on her, and she was willing to go to jail even if she died! Did she tell you all this? "

Lu Jinnan was stunned.

Bai Xiaonian asked someone to check the transcripts of the case. It was found that Hong Jinyun did say that she had killed the person. However, Lu Jinnan later admitted that she was sent abroad under the strong arrangement of her biological mother, and later she completely lost contact with Lu Jinnan. .

Therefore, what Bai Xiaonian was afraid of at that time... was their former glory!

Even if Lu Jinnan chooses her now, she can't guarantee that when Lu Jinnan knows this, he will leave most of his heart to Hong Jinyun.

Bai Xiaonian is a very stingy and greedy person!

If she loves someone but that person cannot give her his whole heart, she would rather not!

"I checked and everything she said is true!" Bai Xiaonian took a deep drag on the cigarette and the cigarette burned quickly.

Lu Jinnan's palms ached. He reached out to take the cigarette from Bai Xiaonian's hand and threw it out the window where it was already drizzling. "Stop smoking!"

"How could Lu Jinnan's heart be given to two women?!" The white mist overflowing from the corners of Bai Xiaonian's lips as she spoke blurred the tears gathering in her eyes, "What's more, I don't want defective products!"

Lu Jinnan raised his hand and tugged at his collar: "So by avoiding me during this period, are you planning to make Hong Jinyun and I happy?!"

Bai Xiaonian shook his head: "I want to let myself go..."

I don’t know what he thought of. Bai Xiaonian lowered his head and chuckled, his nose reddened: “Let’s just talk it out!”

Say the words that Bai Xiaonian had planned to keep in his heart forever.

“Lu Jinnan, on January 28th…you saw my colleague Mortensen coming out of the apartment, and you slammed the door and left in anger! But Lu Jinnan…I called you four times before that, and when the fourth call was connected, you didn’t give me a chance to speak and said that Hong Jinyun’s mother called you…said that she had locked herself in the room for a day and a night without eating or drinking, and you apologized to me on the way to Hong Jinyun’s place, and then hung up the phone!”

Lu Jinnan remembered that at that time, because of Hong Jinyun, Bai Xiaonian had ignored him and had not seen him for several days, and his phone was always turned off, so Lu Jinnan was unexpectedly happy when he received Bai Xiaonian’s call, but he couldn’t help crying when Hong Jinyun’s mother called him.

"If it wasn't for the last resort, I wouldn't have called you. I was delirious with fever... I had no strength in my body, and I hadn't had a drop of water for a whole day and night. I finally forced myself to charge my phone despite the palpitations and weakness. When I called you, you didn't even give me a chance to speak..."

Regarding the extra chapter, I've added more, babies! On April 11, Qianqian will update four chapters with 8,000 words! In addition, for today's update, Qianqian will temporarily update 2,000 words, and there will be another update before 1:00 p.m.