Chapter 1064 You Are My Hope!
Guilt is the reason why Lu Jinnan will take care of Hong Jinyun.
Now, he knows that Bai Xiaonian has lost their child, so... it is also guilt that is the reason why he is good to himself? !
Bai Xiaonian can't tell clearly, and the more he thinks about it, the more headache he gets.
Bai Xiaonian turned around and sat back on the sofa, took out a lady's cigarette from her bag, shook out a slender mint cigarette and bit it on the corner of her lips, pressed the lighter, and the flame swayed behind... Bai Xiaonian's stunning and charming facial features.
She threw the lighter on the coffee table. When Bai Xiaonian was pregnant, she had thought... for the sake of the child, she could accept Lu Jinnan's care for Hong Jinyun.
However, this care is only enough in terms of money. As long as Lu Jinnan does not get too involved with Hong Jinyun, Bai Xiaonian may accept it.
Now, without waiting for Bai Xiaonian to say so, Lu Jinnan did it, but it was too late...
The child between them is gone, and Bai Xiaonian no longer wants to be with Lu Jinnan.
Warm liquid oozed from the corners of her eyes. Bai Xiaonian gently wiped away her tears with her slender fingers holding a cigarette, lighted some ash, tucked her hair behind her ears, exhaled a long breath of mist, and her emotions seemed to calm down.
Bai Xiaonian went downstairs, she wanted to leave...
As soon as she opened the French window leading to the back garden, the bodyguard came up to her: "Miss Bai, where are you going?!"
Bai Xiaonian glanced at the bodyguard with her beautiful eyes: "Lu Jinnan ordered you not to go to my back garden, you can only stay in the house?!"
The honest bodyguard said truthfully: "Mr. Lu ordered us not to let Bai Xiaonian leave the villa."
"The garden does not belong to the villa?!" Bai Xiaonian asked.
Just as the bodyguard was thinking, Bai Xiaonian had turned back to the house.
Sure enough, Lu Jinnan was still Lu Jinnan, who only knew how to use force! Bai Xiaonian's face became colder.
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Lu Jinnan drove to Haicheng Affiliated Hospital. Bai Jinyu had already greeted the colleagues on duty at the hospital and asked them to give the medicine to Lu Jinnan. When Bai Jinyu called Lu Jinnan back, he asked, "Why do you need sleeping pills again? Do you have the same insomnia problem as Lao Fu? Is it because... you broke up with Bai Xiaonian?!"
Lu Jinnan held the steering wheel with one hand and did not answer.
Bai Jinyu frowned, "It shouldn't be. You didn't go to Lao Fu's house. Didn't you go to do something unspeakable?!"
Lu Jinnan inexplicably thought of the child he and Bai Xiaonian lost. His throat rolled and he just said, "I'll hang up first..."
"I can give you sleeping pills, but don't learn from Xiao Liuli..."
Bai Jinyu was referring to the fact that Yun Liuli had given Gu Qingcheng sleeping pills before, trying to take Gu Qingcheng down.
"Bai Xiaonian and Ke Ke are not Lao Gu. If you give her sleeping pills and something happens, with Bai Xiaonian's personality... you will never get back together with Bai Xiaonian again, understand, Lao Lu!"
Bai Jinyu was really worried about Lu Jinnan...
Now he has obtained a marriage certificate!
Looking at Yun Liuli and Gu Qingcheng, the two are probably close!
Bai Jinyu saw the relationship between Tang Zheng and You Nana at the dinner table today. Tang Zheng gave You Nana a lychee shrimp ball that made her blush, but she still ate it.
Only Lu Jinnan was left, and she felt that there was still a long way between her and Bai Xiaonian...happiness was far away.
"I know, you don't have to worry about this!" Lu Jinnan's voice was very indifferent, and he hung up the phone after saying that.
After Lu Jinnan came back from the hospital with sleeping pills, he poured warm water downstairs and took the pills upstairs...
The bedroom door was not closed, and there was a strong smell of cigarettes inside. Lu Jinnan frowned slightly and came in with a cup of water. He saw Bai Xiaonian flipping through the remote control in her hand.
She held a female cigarette between her slender, white, jade-like fingers. He walked over and sat on the coffee table, put down the cup of water, took the cigarette from Bai Xiaonian's hand, and turned around to put it out in the ashtray that was already full of cigarette butts.
He smiled at Bai Xiaonian: "I'm back, right in front of you, you don't have to miss me... Don't smoke so much! Come... take medicine!"
Bai Xiaonian saw Lu Jinnan handing her the water cup, she reached out to take it, and saw Lu Jinnan diligently take out the medicine and hand it to Bai Xiaonian, she put the pill into her mouth, drank a mouthful of water and swallowed it: "I don't usually smoke so much, it's not that I'm trapped here by you and can't get out, I'm irritable!"
"And... you misunderstood what I meant by missing you, I miss the things you do, not you as a person!" Bai Xiaonian held the water cup, and curled up on the sofa with a beautiful smile.
"Well!" Lu Jinnan looked at Bai Xiaonian and nodded, "Then I will try to make you happy when you think of me one day! You took the medicine... have a good sleep."
"Lu Jinnan, let's not beat around the bush. Are you going to force me to live here starting today?!"
Lu Jinnan hesitated for a moment, as if considering what to say, but finally nodded: "I'm not forcing you, I hope you live here!"
"But I don't want you to get your wish..." Bai Xiaonian still smiled lightly, which hurt Lu Jinnan's heart.
"Then I will try my best to keep you!" Lu Jinnan supported his hands on both sides of Bai Xiaonian's legs, moved closer to Bai Xiaonian, and tried to touch his forehead with Bai Xiaonian.
Bai Xiaonian turned his head away from Lu Jinnan, and the little hand that was holding the cigarette just now was against Lu Jinnan's chest: "How hard, and then force it again?!"
"I don't think so, and I won't do that, unless..." Lu Jinnan's Adam's apple rolled, "Unless you agree..."
"Then you should give up on this idea!" Bai Xiaonian still had that emotionless smile on his lips, cold and distant.
"There must always be hope in life, and you are my hope!" Lu Jinnan's hoarse voice sounded very sincere.
Finally, Lu Jinnan restrained his desire to kiss Bai Xiaonian, stood up, and heard Bai Xiaonian say: "I still need a mobile phone charger. Before I came to you, it only had 4% of power left."
"You should have a good sleep first, and we will go shopping tomorrow, and we will make up for what you lack, okay?!" Lu Jinnan's tone was like coaxing a child.
"What if my phone ran out of power before?! What if there is an emergency at work to contact me, or... my dad has an emergency to contact me?!"
"I sent my home landline number to my dad's mobile phone, put work aside for now... Look at your dark circles, you are almost catching up with the panda, take a good rest for a few days and then go to work in time!" Lu Jinnan persuaded softly.
Bai Xiaonian said nothing.
"The sleeping pills will take effect in about 20 minutes. I'll go get you a cup of hot milk?! I see you didn't eat much for dinner. You're so skinny now that you're just a bag of bones. Can you have another piece of cake?! You can sleep soundly only if you're full."
Before Bai Xiaonian could refuse, Lu Jinnan had already gone downstairs...