Chapter 1051 Are You Forcing Me?
Gu Qingcheng's hands were shaking more and more, and his heart seemed to be stuffed into a meat grinder, and nothing was left.
"So Uncle Qingcheng, in fact, it is not the best for people to be alive. Others say that it is better to live than to die, but I think it is better to live alone... to be reunited with my family after death! You don't have to feel that you must protect me just because you promised to take care of me like my father. I am an adult and know what choice is the best and happiest for me! I am not a coward, this is the result of my careful consideration!"
Yun Liuli spoke clearly, like an old man who had already decided to die.
Gu Qingcheng's lips moved, wanting to say something, but in the end he just pursed his lips and bit his back teeth...
He knew that Yun Liuli was forcing him, he knew it... but his heart was still in a mess.
"Uncle Qingcheng..."
"Shut up!" Gu Qingcheng's forehead veins were throbbing.
"Uncle Qingcheng..."
"Yun Liuli, I told you to shut up!" Gu Qingcheng pulled Yun Liuli's wrist and was so angry for the first time.
"Uncle Qingcheng, you always said that you hope I stay away from you. Isn't the distance between life and death enough?! Any further... I don't know where to go!" Yun Liuli smiled at Gu Qingcheng, her nose slightly fluttering, tears already streaming down her face.
Gu Qingcheng's big hand holding Yun Liuli's slender wrist loosened slightly. At this time, Gu Qingcheng's emotions were overwhelmed... He didn't want to make any decision, but his body was still out of control and he hugged Yun Liuli in his arms.
His eyes were red and his breathing was heavy.
The area of his heart had never hurt so much.
After a long while, she couldn't hear any movement from Gu Qingcheng. Yun Liuli put her little hand on Gu Qingcheng's abdomen and tried to push Gu Qingcheng away: "Uncle Qingcheng, you should... let me go!"
This was the last thing Yun Liuli could do for their relationship. This time... Yun Liuli must hit the target with one strike.
"You can't hold me like this forever. Knowing my feelings for you, holding me like this... will only make me more greedy and make me miss this world."
"Yun Liuli, you are forcing me!" Gu Qingcheng hugged Yun Liuli tightly, "Use your life to force me..."
Yun Liuli's throat rolled, but she still responded: "Yeah..."
When she planned to burn her boats, she didn't think that she could be clever in front of Gu Qingcheng without being noticed by him.
But Yun Liuli's words were not a lie.
Once, Yun Liuli couldn't get the love she wanted, and felt that she was the only one in the world, and she had many thoughts of committing suicide.
But Yun Liuli has never been good at expressing her feelings to others. In the dead of night, negative emotions seriously affected her thinking, and the idea of committing suicide kept turning over and over in her mind.
There were even a few times when she had a knife on her wrist.
Yun Liuli knew where the artery was, and knew that most of the horizontal cuts on TV could be saved as long as they were discovered, so every time the knife was placed on her wrist, she planned to cut it vertically.
Yun Liuli was not without the courage to die, but every time she thought of Gu Qingcheng, she couldn't bear to think of Gu Qingcheng's self-blame or sad expression after her death.
Even if she couldn't get the love she wanted, Yun Liuli never thought of revenge on Gu Qingcheng, let alone revenge Gu Qingcheng with her own death, she was really just too lonely.
"If I didn't love you to the end of my rope, why would I force you?!" Yun Liuli's voice was low.
Gu Qingcheng didn't say anything, but just hugged Yun Liuli tightly.
"Uncle Qingcheng..." Yun Liuli held Gu Qingcheng's clothes tightly on both sides of his narrow waist with both hands, stood on tiptoe, and her soft and fragrant lips like petals fell on Gu Qingcheng's jaw.
He could feel Yun Liuli trembling...
Gu Qingcheng hugged the little girl in his arms tighter, struggling in his heart.
"In this world, besides having you and your love... I have no attachment!" Yun Liuli tiptoed higher.
The two people's breathing intertwined, Gu Qingcheng's breathing was so heavy that he could hardly restrain himself from kissing Yun Liuli, but reason clamored for Gu Qingcheng to wake up.
Once he crossed the line, what else could he bring to Yun Liuli except displacement and danger? !
"If I can't be with you, I'd rather die than live!" Yun Liuli choked with sobs.
Gu Qingcheng's Adam's apple moved, his reason collapsed, he clasped Yun Liuli's little face with his big hand and kissed her.
The hot thin lips, unlike Yun Liuli's slightly cold lips stained with tears, just a light touch made Yun Liuli tremble.
This was the first time that Gu Qingcheng took the initiative to kiss, which made Yun Liuli feel sweet and sour in her heart. The veil between them was completely broken, right? !
Yun Liuli climbed up Gu Qingcheng's broad back with her little hand, closed her eyes, and became more active.
Some lines cannot be crossed, some forbidden areas cannot be stepped on...
Gu Qingcheng originally knew where the boundary between him and Yun Liuli was, but after their lips touched and their saliva mixed... Gu Qingcheng's brain was completely destroyed.
This was the girl he truly cherished and loved, and some things buried in his heart were about to explode.
Yun Liuli was also brave. Taking advantage of Gu Qingcheng's disordered breath, she pushed him back, and the two fell together on the soft big bed.
The little girl pulled Gu Qingcheng's clothes with her own courage, but Gu Qingcheng held her hand. He pressed Yun Liuli's shoulders with both hands to separate her from himself.
"Yun Liuli! Stop it!" Gu Qingcheng restrained the strong desire and hoarseness in his voice.
The heat in Yun Liuli's eyes gradually cooled down. She nodded, pulling the corners of her lips in embarrassment, lowering her eyes to get up from Gu Qingcheng.
Gu Qingcheng felt panic for no reason. He clenched Yun Liuli's shoulders, and his Adam's apple slid: "I mean... not today. Before your injury heals, you still have time to think clearly. After your injury heals, if you still don't change your original intention, don't regret it in the future."
Yun Liuli's heart was beating fast.
In her sight was Gu Qingcheng's deep face with clear contours. His dark eyes were not perfunctory to coax a child, but serious... unprecedented seriousness!
Yun Liuli was sure that this was not an excuse for Gu Qingcheng to reject her!
Yun Liuli's world-weary thoughts hurt Gu Qingcheng and woke him up.
If Yun Liuli was impulsive, was she impulsive for too long...
In a few years, Gu Qingcheng had been cold to Yun Liuli for nearly a year, but Yun Liuli's thoughts about Gu Qingcheng had not diminished.
Gu Qingcheng still wants to give Yun Liuli some time, just to let Yun Liuli think carefully about the situation after further investigation...
"I am much older than you, and I will age faster than you! You will still be in your prime in the future, but I will be an old man! I may not even have a good end, and I will also drag you down with me!"
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